Zongman: Beginning with the Killer Queen

After getting along for a while, Karen once raised this question to Joan of Arc.

Why could someone like her become the master of the saint?

Although Joan used the reason that the two were very similar in nature, she actually knew that this was only part of the reason. The real reason was that Karen herself was also a saint in another sense.

Although that cherished talent may be just a radar for exorcising demons in the eyes of the church, the similar nature can be seen from the holy cloth on Karen's body.

Although it is also a cherished gift, the holy cloth cannot exert its true power in the hands of ordinary people. However, in the hands of Kallen, it can become a fighting tool that can be wielded freely, and it has the power to restrain the servants. Combat strength.

Its name is the Holy Shroud of Magdalene, which corresponds to Mary who appeared in the form of the saved and witnessed the miracle of the resurrection.

Although because of her story, the church's publicity mostly portrays her as a penitent, and there are even many misunderstandings, this cannot change her sacred status.

But for Karen, this similarity is definitely uncomfortable.

After all, she is not the real Mary, but a chosen innocent who received a similar stigmata in modern times.

For Joan of Arc, it is still unacceptable for a pure girl to do something that is no different from a prostitute in the name of holiness, but she also knows that even if she believes in the same existence, it is inevitable that there will be discord due to ideological differences. There is more than one believer who has become increasingly twisted spiritually.

Fortunately, maybe due to the Lord's love, Kallen was protected very well in the past, although due to the influence of her physical condition, her personality has a tendency to become somewhat bad.

For example, he deliberately put on shameful clothes in the name of working and doing good deeds, but on the sidelines, he made a lot of money by using the holy cloth to identify the gender of children. It didn't look like he was short of money at all.

But Kallen did not keep any of the money in her hands, but donated it all to the church for disaster relief, which was enough to prove her piety and kindness.

Therefore, Joan of Arc swore secretly.

She is not qualified to dictate other people's behavior and choices, and she cannot be sure whether Kallen's future destiny can continue to be maintained and she can spend this life peacefully and happily.

But Miss Saint made up her mind.

She might not be able to change anything, but at least she had to ensure that Karen didn't have to sacrifice her body's purity to continue to maintain this little happiness.

But now, what is she protecting?

Regardless of the city or the people, she was always a step late and could not do anything. But now, just because of the honor and reserve brought by her status as a saint, after a brief hesitation, she Even the Master became a victim of maintaining his own honor.

Did the girl named Joan of Arc become a saint because she wanted to protect others, or did she become a saint because she received the revelation and wanted to protect others?

The girl was a little confused.

She held on to the power that restrained her, and unconsciously turned her gaze to Kallen aside.

The girl who usually had an expressionless face and would use venomous words to poke at her weaknesses from time to time was now smiling at her with an extremely gentle smile.

But this is just an illusion.

Although the long silver hair that fell down slightly obscured Karen's eyes, so that Joan could not see clearly, the girl's delicate hands had already tightly grasped the skirt of the nun's uniform with such force that her knuckles felt numb. whitish.

That delicate body was also trembling unconsciously.

This was proof that the silver-haired girl was so frightened that she couldn't help herself, and that her whole body was stiff with fear.

Although the other party had rescued many wounded people and witnessed many disaster scenes as a nun, she was nothing more than a weak lamb waiting to be slaughtered in front of a man who could be called the incarnation of all demons.

And in the hands of such a demon, is it possible to pray that the other person still has kindness and compassion for Karen in his heart?

Even Joan of Arc would not believe such illusory things.

This gentle appearance now is proof that the silver-haired girl doesn't want to let herself see that she is worried and afraid about the future.

As someone who suffered after being involved in this Holy Grail War without authorization, Karen not only did not resent or complain, but instead comforted Jeanne.

After realizing this, Joan finally made up her mind.

If we want to talk about the reason, maybe it's just that she thought of herself from this holy posture.

From an ordinary country girl to a hero who saved her motherland, she was eventually betrayed by those she once protected, burned on the stake by her colleagues who shared the same beliefs, and had to endure the scorn of being called a witch.

Even if Joan of Arc has no dissatisfaction with this fate, she still has to admit that this period of life is like a very bad joke of fate to ordinary people.

But although she never regretted it, she could not help but fantasize about what kind of life that girl named Jeanne d'Arc would have lived if she had not received the Lord's revelation and relied solely on her own talent.

Kallen's existence fulfilled all her fantasies.

Being favored by the stigmata, but not bound by the mission, you can live an ordinary and happy life according to your own wishes.

Such an ending was shattered by her own hands.

She would never allow this kind of thing, at least...only Kallen in front of her, she had to guard...

A trace of determination flashed across the eyes of the saintly lady. Just as she was about to speak, she found that under the invisible force of suppression, she had even been deprived of her right to speak.

She could only watch helplessly as the silver-haired nun said her farewell words to her.

"It's not your fault, Ruler. You are the hero who protects this world. How can you show such an expression?"

Karen placed Jeanne on the bench in the most comfortable position and walked step by step towards Roland, whose mouth was twitching slightly.

She could feel Miss Saint's eyes focused on her back, full of regret and unwillingness, mixed with a little despair.

The expression that Jeanne showed just now was so wonderful. It was this expression that she had always wanted to see.

With every step she took, the gaze that never moved away sent a feeling like an electric shock flowing through the girl's body.

Even though she had exhausted all her strength to resist, as she got closer and closer to Roland, the joy on Kallen's face became more and more brilliant, completely different from the pure posture before.

But... it's not enough.

If you want to completely fill the emptiness in your heart, you must let it be completely destroyed. When Roland completely replaces the meaning of the saint's existence with burning sin, that will be the real pleasure.

So, get familiar with it, Miss Saint.

Before something more depraved happens...you must learn to get used to it now.

Just like that, the silver-haired nun fell into Roland's arms, was hugged by him, and was taken into a side compartment. Then, the dark shadow completely blocked the surrounding area.

"Um……"

Roland helped Kallen, who was leaning on him like a puddle of mud, and pushed the girl's silver hair away.

Without the hair as a cover, the dull and dull golden pupils were completely exposed in front of him.

Perhaps because of being too excited, crystal liquid flowed out of the corners of Karen's mouth unconsciously.

If Jeanne saw this slut-like expression, I'm afraid Karen's pure image filter would be shattered immediately.

But maybe that's it. The holy virgin may not have shown such a desperate expression even before she was burned to death. From this point of view, Kallen's training was quite successful.

After bringing Joan back to the church, he originally planned to discuss it with Karen to do this and that to her Master in front of the saint, and then break down Joan's psychological defense bit by bit.

But Kallen, who had always been very submissive, raised objections and took the initiative to take back the initiative from Roland.

Although in terms of the results, he was quite surprised.

Roland exhaled and put Kallen's body on the seat in the confessional. As a private space for pouring out sins, the place was not big, but because Kallen's body was very petite and she was having a close relationship with Roland, Because they are stuck together, neither of them feels crowded.

"It's too bad. Such a pure performance is too inappropriate. I almost lost my power."

Roland patted the silver-haired girl's blushing face and sighed.

"What's even more inappropriate is you, right? You actually pulled me directly into the confessional room with only one wall separating me. I'm still a nun. From both a secular and religious sense, Lord Roland's behavior is very despicable. .”

Roland lowered his head and realized that Karen was staring at him with her cold golden pupils, as if she was dissatisfied with her evaluation.

"And, after all, if you hadn't been so bad, I could have continued to get along with Miss Joan of Arc. You distorted her ideas little by little. It's obvious that you don't understand women's hearts at all."

"Well……"

Roland was speechless.

At this point, Kallen is indeed much more concerned than him, perhaps because the attributes of the saint are quite attractive to villains like them.

"However, it's really amazing. I have used absolute power to reduce her to a puppet that can't even control her body. Under such circumstances, Joan of Arc is just willing to compromise, but she didn't expect Karen That saintess broke through her defense so easily."

"Because you haven't found a strategy. When it comes to those demonic girls, you can always find resonance. But when it comes to kind-hearted people who are more understanding and closer to each other, you are..."

The silver-haired nun sighed, feeling helpless.

"While she is a saint, Miss Jeanne is also a young girl. The combination of these two attributes makes her what she is today."

"But I can't blame you. The smell of a saint is simply too strong. There is no resentment. She has no regrets for her duty and protection. It is natural for her to have misjudgments. But Miss Joan of Arc is not without her own existence. , although she hasn’t read many books, she still has her own thoughts and tendencies.”

This was noticed by Karen during the days when she and Joan of Arc went to Tokyo.

The saint who saves the country is a noble person who will never violate her duties. No matter what threats she encounters, she may compromise or fail, but as long as she has the opportunity, she will still stand up and fight bravely.

But to put it bluntly, this is only the purpose, the final result, not the means of execution.

Jeanne d'Arc is no hero.

This is the conclusion Kallen came to. This is not an insult, but a fact. The other party is just following the mission and practicing his true heart in the process.

After being revealed as a servant and not responsible for saving her homeland, Jeanne showed many of the characteristics of a girl in front of Kallen.

You will be happy because you eat delicious food, you will be disappointed because you encounter bad things, and you will be aggrieved because you were scolded by yourself.

The other party is not a tool without self-will. After stripping away the aura of responsibility, what remains is just the simple and kind-hearted girl.

Although Miss Saint's equal kindness will not change due to individual differences, the specific figure of Coraline must still occupy a very high proportion in Joan's heart.

As long as there is self, comparison will inevitably occur. This is human nature.

"I can't make her give up her beliefs, but I can make the means to achieve her goals corrupt by comparing herself to herself."

Kallen raised her golden pupils and looked at Roland quietly.

"Although it is a bit troublesome, you probably don't care about it. Anyway, the final {result} will only be Lord Roland."

"It's really outstanding. Although I have known for a long time that you are excellent, Kallen, you always surprise me. I always feel that even if I am not a beast, when I stay by your side, I will feel that the sin in my heart is being brought out. "

Roland also sighed. It was the same at the beginning. She was much bolder than Rin, who only worried about ethical relationships, and Sakura, who was entangled in her own meaning and became a little sick, and took the initiative to find Roland.

That was not a reckless decision, but a carefully considered decision.

Karen doesn't understand the so-called love or desire. She just follows her pure heart and fulfills her desire to be with the person she likes.

"Really? In that case, let me take responsibility and start the exorcism."

Kallen, who was clinging to Roland's body, took the initiative to find Roland's hand and interlocked with his fingers.

Under the nun's uniform, her legs in pantyhose also changed into a more comfortable position, rubbing against Roland's legs.

Roland could clearly capture the delicate and playful look in those magical golden pupils.

Due to her physical condition, Kallen's body has long been unique to Roland in the past few days. As long as she gets close, she will feel a strong feeling like a wave running through her body.

At such a close distance, Kallen's mind had long been filled with chaotic desires. The reason she was able to persist and not give in until now was because of the pleasure she got from Joan of Arc to maintain her clarity.

But now, it's almost there.

Kallen murmured to herself, giving up her usual honorific, her eyes filled with water.

Roland has never been good at refusing invitations like this.

"By the way, you have to control it this time, don't go too far..."

Although Karen's pretty face became more and more rosy, she still muttered with the remaining trace of reason.

"There will be that saintly lady in the future, and you won't be able to make a choice then."

What answered Kallen was Roland's dull and matter-of-fact voice.

"It doesn't matter, I'm both the same...yeah,"

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The restraints Roland placed on her were just to prevent her from causing trouble, and they disappeared after a while.

The moment she could move again, the Holy Lady immediately approached the confessional.

Even though I know I can’t do anything, I can’t really do nothing.

But for some reason, the closer I got to that narrow building, the stronger the uneasy premonition became.

Then, a symphony of sobbing sobs and rhythmic banging on the wall reached her ears.

Not running away due to instinctive fear was the last sign of the girl's stubbornness.

Even though she suffered such unfair treatment during her lifetime, Joan of Arc never felt such shame.

She is a saint who exists to protect the people, but at this moment she can only sit back and watch the people she should protect sacrifice because of her mistakes, and she can't even stop this behavior.

Joan of Arc's body trembled, her eyes lowered, and she stood quietly outside the door of the confessional without moving a step.

Any act of escaping now is an insult to Karen's enlightenment, so the only thing she can do is to stand outside the door and swallow all this ultimate insult.

"I'm such a useless guy, but even if it's too late... Kallen, I have to save you."

The saintly lady couldn't help but smile bitterly, and unconsciously clenched her hands deeply.