After Those Years of Misery

"If you don't want it, I will go back alone."

Seeing her walking out the door carrying simple things, leaving only her back facing him, Qiao Yushi took a few deep breaths, but couldn't help but ran forward a few steps and hugged her from behind.

"Little Luoluo, give me a hug again, give me a hug." He whispered in her ear, her tears welled up, spinning in the circles of her eyes.

If you can't bear him, give him a chance? She was asking her own heart, this kind of thought lasted for a moment, was she suppressed.

I can't forgive, I can't look back, and the momentary soft heart can't carry the happiness of life.

Breaking away his big hand, she said softly: "I'm leaving."

"I see you off!"

"No, I'll go by myself."

"Must send!"

Ok! Feel him by her again, even if we break up, I don't want to do too much, and I don't want to make him cold.

Send her home, enter the door, and if she doesn't keep him, he has no reason to stay.

After all, he was going to leave. After he left, Zillog found that the house was so deserted.

My father didn't know where he took my mother. He only called her during lunch and said that he would not eat with her at noon.

Fortunately, I made an appointment with Qiao Sinan in a while, otherwise she would really not be able to stay in the empty home.

Without waiting for Qiao Sinan to pick him up, Zillog walked to the riverside first.

Sitting in that chair, watching the ships passing by on the river. Watch the waves churning in the water, rolling away little by little, disappearing.

Why did I miss him a little after being separated from that man for a while.

She always had to think hard about how he had treated her badly before she could drive him away from her brain.

If the memory can choose, she is willing to erase all the memories about Qiao Yushi.

Just like when she was hit by a car and lost her memory, she completely forgot about Lu Xiufeng and forgot that a section was not good, how good is that?

Qiao Sinan came, and saw her staring at the river in a daze, and silently sat down beside her.

"Are you here?" she asked softly, without turning her head to look at him.

"Why don't you call Xiaoyong brother? I heard from the elder brother, your father has passed away, is it sad?"

"Hmm!" Nodded gently.

Brother Xiaoyong, is your concern true?

"Cry if you want to cry. I used to cry for sad things, remember?"

"Hmm!" She nodded again, but couldn't cry.

Thinking about how he lied to her, how stupid she was to cry, how stupid she was to talk, how could she still cry?

Qiao Sinan didn't think too much, thinking that she didn't like to talk because she lost her father.

She stretched out her arm to give her a hug, but she dodged her back.

How many days hadn't seen her, he thought hard, occasionally it was her, and occasionally it was Xia Wanru.

He always tells himself that the person he loves is Zillog, not Xia Wanru. He didn't care at all when the woman left, it didn't matter at all.

"Did you forgive him? In fact, my elder brother still loves you. He treated you that way because he loved you too much. I'm just worried that some men will hardly change their habits, especially domestic violence. If there are other reasons, I really hope You reunited with him sooner." That's the purpose of his coming today. If she hadn't known his schemes, she would feel that he was really thinking about her.

There was a bitter taste in my heart, Xiao Yong is completely gone.

"I understand, I won't be with him anymore." She still lowered her head, still looking at the river and whispering.

"I don't want to dismantle you..."

"I know, you are doing me good."

"Little Lolo, look at me!" He suddenly reached out and moved her shoulders.

She couldn't avoid it, she raised her eyes to look at him, his eyebrows really looked like Qiao Yushi, why she hadn't noticed before.

"Don't be too uncomfortable, your father is gone, and I am very sorry for you. But you have to look forward, you have to live happily, understand? Don't make the dead uneasy. I have lost a loved one, and I know I have no one The taste of it. I've survived, and so can you."

Does he really care about her at this moment? She couldn't help but guess.

All he cared about her couldn't tell the truth from the false, Xiao Yong brother, I was afraid that there would be no way to return to the previous tacit understanding and affinity.

"I will, and I will be happy tomorrow. My dad also wants me to be happy. He will want me to forget all the unhappiness. Sometimes it is unnecessary for us to be too obsessed for the dead. They are gone, There is nothing left. It would be unwise for us to torture ourselves and even the people around us for them."

I have a meeting, I always want to warn you, can you understand?

Qiao Sinan's expression stagnated. Was she a coincidence, or did she mean something?

Did she know about my revenge? No, it's impossible, she knows how to meet me again, he will hate me.

"Little Luoluo is really good, so I don’t have to worry about you. You must remember one sentence, no matter what you and my big brother are, I will always be your little Yong brother. You can find me if you encounter any difficulties. , I..." I like you.

He swallowed the next few words back, and she would not accept it when it was not a confession.

He didn't say it, but she saw it in his eyes.

Avoiding his gaze, she broke free from his arm and looked at the river again.

"Little Lolo, if other men like you, would you accept it? I mean, if he can be as handsome as my elder brother, he will treat you better than he used to."

"I like him, not because he is so handsome, nor because he was kind to me in the past." She was like rejecting him.

"That's because of what? Because I taught you to fall in love with him?" Maybe, maybe she is a person who is easier to accept psychological cues.

"Isn't it always someone said that you don't need a reason to fall in love with someone?" She loves Qiao Yushi, she doesn't know why she loves, and there is never an answer.

Little Lolo, I know what to do, I will make you fall in love with me.

I want to take Qiao, but it is not just as simple as taking Qiao. I want the most important person in the Qiao family to make him suffer and make him suffer throughout his life. Only when he is in pain will his mother and father be in pain. This is the price they should pay.

"Little Lolo, I'm leaving, you have to take care of yourself."

"Hmm!" She nodded lightly, and then stared at the water again.

He got up and left silently as he had come.

Sitting there all the time, after a long time, someone sat down again.

"Sorry, I just learned that your father is gone." It was Murong Bo.

She turned to look at him, a little surprised.

"How did you find here?"

"I followed you and saw you meet Qiao Sinan. How are you doing? Why don't you tell me something like this?"

"I deliberately don't want you to know, I don't want someone to be sad with me."

"Silly girl, don't you think of me as your brother?"

"My elder brother is my elder brother. Isn't he an elder brother if I don't do it right?" she asked, reluctantly squeezing a smile.

If not?

"What else can I do for you?"

"Nothing, accompany me to the bar for a drink."

Zillog drank only that time, and lost his body to Qiao Yushi after drinking.

This time I drank to get his figure out of my mind.

"If you are in a bad mood, tell me what the girl drinks."

"It's not bad, I just feel that I want to forget everything during this time, I want to start again, I want to say goodbye to the past."

"Do you say goodbye to him in your heart?" He asked, staring into her eyes, her eyes darkened, and it seemed that he was right.

He still couldn't confess, and it didn't make any sense. She couldn't tolerate him anymore.

"Forget it." She was frank, and her frankness made him feel bitter.

"If you want to say goodbye to someone, drinking is useless. Even if you are brainwashed, you still can't forget." He tried, drinking, and forgetting her, but he can't do it, and it's not that he wants to see her every other time.

He had to see her to be relieved.

"Who said, I will forget my dad before he passes away." It was his dad who left, and he helped so much before putting him back in his heart.

A brief forget is not a real forget, silly girl.

"May I take you to relax? Let's go to Greece, how about?" Greece? That is a place full of love. She still remembered that Qiao Yushi and Cheng Feixue were on their honeymoon in Greece.

There is also a chain in her drawer, a gift that Cheng Feixue brought back to her.

That pair of chains tied Cheng Feixue and Ah Xin's happiness. Maybe she didn't send the chains out, so Eros didn't bless her.

"Let's go! Let's go now!" She didn't say a word, he thought there was hope, and reached out to pull her.

"No, that's where lovers should go. You are my brother, not suitable for taking me there."

"Then go to the Maldives, or wherever you want to go."

"I'm not going anywhere, I just want to stay at home with my mother, she is still in a bad mood."

"Take her with us, we will travel the world, walk around and come back, there will be no worries."

"No, she won't go. My father hasn't burned for seven weeks. Even if it's burned, she might not want to leave the place where she lived with her father." Not only the mother would not want to go, she also didn't want to go. .

The mother's problem is still her heart disease. For many days, although her mother has not acted too desperately, she is still worried.

"Well, you don't go anywhere, I will often accompany you out to sit and chat, you won't refuse it too?"

"Of course not." She smiled.

After chatting for a while, after receiving a call from his father, his mother had been sent home by him.

"Xiao Luo, Dad wants to discuss something with you."

"You say."

"I told your mother today, tell her not to go back to live in your old house. She sees things and thinks about people there, and she doesn't know when she can come out. She refused, she said that she lives well with you two See if you can think of some way to let her move in? She has suffered so much, I can’t bear to look at it."

She will be back to school soon, and she has to open an online shop. Even if I can come back to accompany my mother at night, leaving her alone at home during the day is uneasy.

"It just so happens that I am retired now, so I can walk around with your mother more." Father continued to lobby, which really resolved her worries.

Qiao Yushi is right. They are of the same age and he is more likely to help his mother heal the trauma of the soul.

"Okay, I will find a way."