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Without saying anything, Xia Yi flew directly to the starry sky, closed his eyes in the starry sky and waited for everything to be exhausted before he died.
But he still wakes up.
Silently, he continued to rush towards the nearest star, hoping that the star would burn him into dregs.
But he still wakes up in a completely unfamiliar place.
Silently, he asked for help in the starry sky, and after being rescued, he changed to star energy. After he found the black hole, he stepped into it without hesitation, and everything about him was annihilated.
But, he still wakes up.
Too lazy to care about the passage of time, he just died in various ways in the starry sky. He didn't know how many times he tried to die, probably tens of thousands, maybe more, but what awaited him was always waking up in despair. .
He probably has to face the fact that he is immortal and will walk alone forever. All the old friends in his memory have left. Whether it is his loved ones or those who love him, they all sleep in peace forever. He woke up from the darkness again and again.
It seemed that nothing could kill him. Gradually, Xia Yi gave up on dying and tried to give up thinking. But that was the same as death, because once he gave up thinking, he would die naturally after an unknown number of years and then be reborn. , the returning thoughts once again reminded him that he could not die.
This is the price he must pay, the curse of eternal life.
I can’t remember how many times I woke up. Xia Yi was covered in dirty robes. This time he was reborn in a realm of life, but Xia Yi didn’t even have the slightest intention to appreciate the scenery. He just walked in the bloody dusk. The following looked at the sky expressionlessly.
Flocks of birds flew by, and he just sat slumped under the tree without making any movement. Although his pupils reflected the beauty of thousands of mountains and rivers, everything became extremely monotonous in his thoughts. He had never been like this before. Longing for death.
Real death, only death can bring him peace.
He has nothing left to do, let alone any will or extravagant hope. His only wish is to die, but this is probably the only wish that he cannot fulfill at the moment.
Without moving or saying a word, Xia Yi gave up thinking again and waited for the next rebirth. He felt that everything had a limit and there would be no eternity. If he died a hundred billion or trillion times, there would always be a The real end, this was the last extravagant hope in his heart.
"Uncle, what are you doing here?"
One day, Xia Yi's thoughts were recalled by a voice. The vitality of his cultivation was still quite strong. It would take several years for him to die if he didn't eat or drink. However, his cultivation would become the same as the first one every time. It was the same as every time he was reborn. His first rebirth was in the Yuan Realm, so every time he was reborn, his cultivation of virtual reality remained unchanged.
It would take him more than ten years to die without eating or drinking, but time is basically meaningless in Xia Yi's eyes, whether it is a few minutes or a few seconds, it doesn't matter anyway, time is meaningless in front of eternal life, the only one The meaning is to let eternal life taste the absolute loneliness.
Xia Yi's dead eyes moved slightly, and he found that there was a young girl standing in front of him, probably only about ten years old at most.
"Have you encountered any difficulties? The rescue center is not too far from here. I can take you there."
The kind girl wanted to help Xia Yi, but Xia Yi didn't say anything in reply, didn't move, just lay under the tree waiting to die. There were only two things left in his life, death and rebirth. Apart from that, He didn't want to think at all. Thinking would only make him miserable. Thinking about anything was torture.
Seeing that Xia Yi had no reaction, the girl sighed and left wisely. However, a few days later, she didn't know what she was thinking and brought delicious food and wine. However, Xia Yi remained motionless. How could the girl? All attempts to persuade him were in vain. In the end, the girl seemed to be angry and actually forced food into Xia Yi's mouth.
But Xia Yi remained unmoved. Seeing this, the girl directly pinched Xia Yi's chin and forced Xia Yi to chew it. She then held Xia Yi's throat and forced Xia Yi to swallow. Xia Yi did not resist and looked like a dead person. .
"Well... no matter what happens, you shouldn't abuse yourself like this. Life is hard-won, and there should be many things you haven't experienced yet. Is it really worth dying like this? Is this world worth letting you give up like this? ?”
The girl tried her best to persuade her, but Xia Yi never responded.
10
Since then, the girl has come to see Xia Yi every few days. Every time, she will bring food and forcefully feed it to Xia Yi. She also talks a lot to Xia Yi every time, because Xia Yi will never interrupt, and will never interrupt. Listening quietly, even if Xia Yi won't make any reaction.
The girl seems to be a talkative person. She also laughs at herself that people often find her annoying. She has many things she wants to say to others, but others are always unwilling to listen. Her parents are very busy and will not listen to her unnecessary words. nonsense.
Only Xia Yi would listen to her and keep talking, and would never call her annoying.
Over time, she slowly realized that talking to Xia Yi was probably meaningless, but she also discovered that Xia Yi was not completely unresponsive, but his reaction was very weak. When she talked about happy things, Xia Yi's brows seemed to Trembling slightly, Xia Yi's fingers would twitch slightly after talking about sad or angry things.
She didn't know who Xia Yi was, or what Xia Yi had gone through to become like this, but she liked this quiet listener. Maybe lonely people would attract each other.
The girl miraculously fed Xia Yi for several years.
It was another ordinary day. The girl came to the tree where Xia Yi was lying. Xia Yi's head was pillowed on a cushion, and he was also covered with a quilt. An umbrella was tied to the branch. There was a music box placed in front of Xia Yi's fingers. , Xia Yi is at his fingertips, and he can activate the music box with just a move of his fingers.
"Mu Mu, I'm moving. I'm afraid I won't be able to see you anymore, but you're just lying down anyway. Why don't you just change your place to lie down?"
"Hey! You should give me some reaction!"
After several years of growth, the girl has grown into a graceful young girl. She is at her most youthful when she is fifteen or sixteen years old. She stares at the wooden man she accidentally discovered when she was a child. This wooden man has almost combined all her complaints and beautiful thoughts. All the memories have been lost. If there is anyone in the world who understands her life story, it is probably this wooden person.
"Okay... I really know that you won't give me any reaction, but if you think that I will give up now, then you are too naive. I am curious how long you can keep like this! "
"look!"
The girl suddenly smiled proudly and took out something from her pocket. Not far away, a strange-shaped vehicle quickly flew over. Without saying a word, the girl picked up Xia Yi and dragged her to the car. Xia Yi opened his eyes. He can also breathe, but he just doesn't do anything. No matter how the girl treats him, he won't give any reaction.
After packing up the things around Xia Yi, the girl deliberately waited until nightfall and drove Xia Yi to another place in a vehicle. This time it was not under a tree, but a not very deep cave where the sky could be seen. The girl After settling down Xia Yi, looking at Xia Yi who was sitting on a chair looking at the sky, he nodded with satisfaction and then left the cave.
The girl will keep coming for a long time in the future. She tells Xia Yi all the new things, all the things that make her distressed. She tells Xia Yi that she has someone she likes, but she doesn't know how to express her love.
In the originally empty cave, things gradually became more numerous with the arrival of the girl. She would bring some things over every now and then. She would also stay in the cave when she was sad and didn't want to go home, and would cry when she was drunk. He confided in Xia Yi all night long.
As her interpersonal relationship gradually became more and more difficult, she couldn't do whatever she wanted. One day, she took a handsome man into the cave. The man seemed to want to communicate with Xia Yi. At first, he had a smile on his face, but because Xia Yi simply couldn't Unable to respond, the man gave up and continued to communicate with her, who was no longer a girl.
They quarreled, seemingly because of some trivial matters. Not everyone can practice star energy. The human race has voluntarily limited the number of cultivators. Those who can practice star energy are all human masters, but they cannot practice star energy. Ordinary people, but they also have their own pursuits in life.
The man complained that she didn't care about him at all and was unwilling to move or go to another distant star field just because she had to take care of a disabled person.
"Don't you understand? This guy is a vegetative person. His head is long gone, but he still looks alive. You can actually take care of this kind of vegetative person for more than ten years. I really admire you. Will you still do it because of him in the future? , not even caring about your own children or even your friends’ parents?”
"Leave him alone. You've been good enough to him. Why don't you let him fend for himself?"
She did not agree. She told the man that Xia Yi made her relax and was her friend who talked about everything. However, the man called her crazy for treating a person who was almost dead as a friend. In anger, the man grabbed Xia Yi's body and directly Throwing it to the ground, Xia Yi fell to the ground, but there was still no reaction, even though his forehead was full of blood.
The moment he saw the blood, the man's expression was a little wonderful.
"Hey... this guy's blood is red, an ancient person, he is an ancient person! I heard that the ancient people have died long ago, but I didn't expect that there are still ancient people alive today. If we hand him over to the higher-ups, this There will be no pressure in my life. I may have been a little excited before, but you are right, you have taken good care of me, and now it is time for him to repay you!"
The man suddenly came to the woman and held her shoulders. His expression seemed a little greedy. The woman glanced at Xia Yi who fell on the ground. She hesitated for a long time, and finally gritted her teeth and shook her head.
"No, I won't hand him over!"
"Are you sick? Do you know what it means? Hand this guy over, and we can even cultivate the stars! Don't you want to travel among the stars? Don't you want to live longer? Everything is right in front of you!"
The man was very strong, but the woman just shook her head firmly. The man sighed and suddenly slapped the woman.
"Forget it if you don't want to. This credit is enough for me to enjoy life for several lifetimes. No wonder people around you say you are stupid. You are really stupid. Let's be realistic. Our human race has grown up by trampling on the lives of other races. What's more, What’s more, these ancient people who gave up their glory are almost aliens to us.”
After the man finished speaking, he walked towards Xia Yi and wanted to carry Xia Yi away. Seeing this, the woman rushed forward excitedly and pulled the man away, then opened her arms to block Xia Yi.
"Whether it's an ancient person or a vegetative person, he is a friend who has grown up with me!"
The woman's words were very firm. The man's head accidentally hit the rock wall after being pulled away by the woman. His eyes were even blinded by the protrusions of the rock wall. Orange-yellow and golden blood dripped down. He gritted his teeth, his expression gradually became distorted, and then suddenly He roared and rushed towards the woman.
11
The two were struggling together like this, with the man yelling and the woman crying and begging for mercy. It was all very ugly.
Xia Yi's pupils seemed to reflect memories from an unknown era.
People who killed each other, once greedy cannibals of flesh and blood.
The man seemed to be beating the woman to death. Just when the woman was beaten until she vomited blood, the man suddenly fell down. There was no trace of life in his body. There was no doubt that he was dead. Next to him was Xia Yi, who was just Just touched him.
The woman stared at Xia Yi in surprise. This was the first time she had seen Xia Yi react in so many years. However, after doing all this, Xia Yi just returned to the previous chair and stared with dead eyes again. stars.
She looked at Xia Yi, then walked to the dead man and held his hand. After realizing that the man was dead, her expression became a little panicked and sad.
"You...why did you kill him?"
"He was originally a very good person, but he was just... he was just under a lot of pressure recently, and he was distracted for a while. Why are you!!"
The woman roared at Xia Yi with grief and anger, questioning and accusing her, but she couldn't get any response. The woman gritted her teeth, looked at Xia Yi with hatred in her eyes, then picked up the man's body and left.
After that, the woman didn't come back for almost half a year.
When she came here again, she had lost her usual smile, and her face was full of depression. She was a little happy, a little sad, and looked at Xia Yi a little apologetically. She didn't expect that Xia Yi still had to do this. alive.
He was dying and seemed to be dying at any time, but his dead eyes didn't bother to react to his physical condition.
She came to the chair where Xia Yi was sitting and talked about the injustice she had suffered and her suffering. She seemed to have completely lost confidence in interpersonal communication, but after talking to Xia Yi, her mood magically improved a lot. This was something she had cultivated since she was a child. A habit that cannot be broken.
After that, she often came to this cave to clean it and buy new things. This was her most relaxed place, her secret base. Even if Xia Yi would never answer her, she knew that Xia Yi was listening and always Listen, time began to leave indelible marks on her face, and she slowly turned into a middle-aged woman who was no longer young.
But her habits have not changed. Xia Yi listened to her complain about her parents not coming home to see her when she was a child, to her troubles in adolescence because of trivial things, and to her thoughts after growing up and facing the world. Change, from innocence to confusion, from distress to learning to accept.
This is probably true for everyone.
Nowadays, she complains about irrelevant things and occasionally talks about her views on the world. Gradually, she is getting older.
The frequency of her visits became less and less, until she didn't come for several years in a row. Xia Yi thought to himself that this annoying guy probably got the happiest thing, the thing he longed for most.
However, an unknown amount of time later, a girl pushed a wheelchair and brought a dying old woman here.
"You are indeed still alive. You are strange. You never grow old."
"I met you when I was the same age as my granddaughter, and you are still the same."
"Who are you? Why do your dead eyes make me feel peaceful now?"
Now she looked at Xia Yi's eyes again. With the help of this life's experience, she finally saw through a little bit of what was hidden in Xia Yi's eyes. It was an indescribable calmness, as if she had seen everything. people.
In the end, she talked about her life experience with Xia Yi under the reluctance of her granddaughter to cry, and talked about the things she liked and the things she hated. She seemed to be still reluctant to let go, but she had to face it. Just when she was about to The second before she passed away, she saw Xia Yi's different expression for the first time.
smile.
A gentle smile makes her feel at ease and sends her a smile to travel far away.
Yes, he has witnessed his life, and he can make him laugh at the end without any expression. Maybe his life is quite exciting. If there is another life, I really hope that I can meet him under a certain tree. Such a wonderful wooden man.
She died with eternal peace in her arms. The old man's granddaughter bowed to Xia Yi and said that she would take care of him like her mother-in-law. Then she pushed the wheelchair away with tears. The old man's granddaughter finally thanked Xia Yi and said Her mother-in-law's last wish was to talk to him again.
A person's perfect life, a meaningless period of time in Xia Yi's life, is less than a moment, less than a moment.
"Wooden man, I'm thinking, what will you do when I get old one day? It's time for you to learn to survive on your own, right?"
"Wooden man, you must have been handsome when you were young. You fit my type."
"Mumu, why do you think there is so much pain in this world..."
Youth
Hua, aged and passed away in an instant, only Xia Yi was always there. Regardless of whether Xia Yi wanted to witness it or not, the old man's granddaughter did not fulfill her promise in the end. She lost her temper after only coming a few times, and the cave became completely quiet. The tranquility that Xia Yi pursued was true, but one day, a shadow suddenly floated past the entrance of the cave. Xia Yi took a closer look and found that it was just piles of fallen leaves floating down.
It seemed that for a moment, he hoped to see the shadow of a girl, but found that it was just behind the fallen leaves, but the corners of his eyes could not control the moisture.
Even if he doesn't cherish it, doesn't want to go, or doesn't dare to cherish it, he will still lose it, get nothing, and have nothing to do with him, a lonely soul that will always be lonely.
A flock of birds flew by under the bloody dusk. Xia Yi slumped on a chair and looked at the sky. The birds' chirping was sharp and ethereal. Xia Yi didn't want to think about it, but he wanted to think about it in his heart. Xia Yi didn't want to Go and think about it, but your thoughts will never stop as long as you live.
He will live as he did yesterday, today, and the day after tomorrow.
Live, live, keep living.
His sinful soul will be subjected to the most cruel death penalty. This is the price he pays for taking over the world for the human race. This is the price he pays for rewriting reincarnation. The price he paid for trampling on all souls. Countless creatures are cursing him. You are so If you long for eternity, then I will give you eternity and taste what you trample on and what we also want to achieve!
Even if the living creatures can forget, the spirit swallowed up by the Netherworld will curse Xia Yi forever in the Netherworld!
sinner!
He is a sinner who cannot be redeemed, and he will live forever in this pain that will never wake up.
No matter when, no matter when, no matter when.
Even in his dreams, he dreams about the coming of death. Xia Yi will not be tempted by anything other than death.
Longing for death, dreaming of death, chasing death, but never dying.
Only this sinful body is left to atone until the end of time, if there is an end to time.
"Who...come..."
"Who will... send me... to die..."
"Please come, anyone please...please let me die..."
"Let me... sleep forever..."
Xia Yi slowly covered his eye sockets with his hands, and then suddenly poked his eyes out with his fingers. He didn't want to see any light anymore. It hurt, but the complete darkness also made Xia Yi feel a little peaceful, leaving Xia Yi, who shed tears of blood, smiled sweetly and fell asleep briefly.
He had another sweet dream, dreaming of his own death.
Xia Yi
What is mortal longs for its immortality.
He who is immortal yet longs for eternal sleep.
I want to die, I want to die, but I can’t.
Live, live, always, always...
I don’t know how many times he has woken up and fallen asleep. Only the dream of death can bring peace to Xia Yi. If there was anything that could slightly touch Xia Yi’s heart before, then as time goes by, Xia Yi’s The heart becomes more and more hollow and pale.
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