Apocalyptic Dark Age

"Please come with me, this is not the place to talk..."

Faced with the strong pressure from the peak, it’s a good thing that Masati didn’t collapse on the spot. Douyin asked Gao Feng. Gao Feng then remembered that they were still on the ship, and his unknown anger disappeared a lot. He nodded and followed Masati to the duty lounge next to the bridge.

The lounge is as simple and clean as other rooms in the battleship. There are no extra decorations. There are only two single beds and matching tables and chairs. It can accommodate up to four people. Even if there are only two people in the peak, it feels a bit cramped. Living in a spacious place After a long time, Gao Feng was not used to simplicity and simplicity. When he sat on the chair and took out his cigar habitually, he found Masati frowning slightly. For some reason, Gao Feng, who never cared about other people's thoughts, took back the cigar with both hands. Crossed on the lower abdomen, looking at Masati quietly.

"Your Excellency, Commander, during this period of time, I have understood the original intention of the establishment of the Regulations on the Management of Unnatural Persons. It has given me a deep understanding of how complex human emotions are and how harmful they are at the same time..."

The opening remarks were not the theme. Masati's eyes flashed with fluctuating luster, and she looked at Gao Feng with all her heart. Gao Feng was a little uncomfortable with this kind of sight, but he did not interrupt. The two of them were alone, which reminded him of the past. In difficult days, I gradually let my rationality suppress my anger and unwillingness.

"Before I met you, I only had monsters and darkness to accompany me. The emotion triggered at that time was fear, and my first emotion was fear. When fear almost turned into despair, I decided to give up, leaving only the indescribable feelings born of despair. You are still willing to support me in fighting monsters and drinking that stinking blood. If you don't appear, I have only two possibilities, either collapse, lose my mind and become a killing monster, or give up my life and be eaten by monsters. Lose.

When you appeared, I should have been grateful to you, but unfortunately I was not, because I had not learned to be grateful. Later, I encountered fear again, and the Chaos Front issued an order to clean me. If you had not saved me, I should have been sent to Researched in the psychological examination room and then recycled as biological material, just like the previous practice, but you saved me again, which makes me grateful.

But I still don’t understand what gratitude is, so I created an opportunity to go to bed with you, thinking that this is the way to repay you. Unexpectedly, I am more repulsive to this kind of thing, because I subconsciously think that I shouldn’t do this, and I shouldn’t treat this kind of thing like this. I should be able to find a better way to do things in return. In the end, I chose to be your right-hand assistant. Maybe in my mind, sleeping with my boss is an unawakened moderator, but being able to become an independent assistant is proof. The best way to build self-worth…. "

Masati rambled on for a long time, and she suddenly felt ridiculous at the peak. She felt like she had become a psychiatrist. Masati was receiving her own treatment, but the problem was that their theme today was not to play doctor games. ? He was a little impatient, but he still listened to Masati's story. At least it gave him a better understanding of Masati. Many times, it is the misunderstanding caused by lack of understanding that makes things serious, especially now. Since others said he was wrong, after calming down. He just wants to hear what other people think.

"As the captain of a battleship, I have endless tasks to arrange every day. The fulfilling life makes me think that my choice is not wrong. This is what I want. I feel happy and satisfied. But when I After seeing you and Kalea getting intimate, I suddenly felt unbearable jealousy. Jealousy is like an invisible flame, burning in my heart day and night. Many times I have the urge to destroy you..."

"Ahem, cough, to get to the point, I can't blame you for your choice, but sometimes, once you make a choice, there is no regret medicine to take, otherwise you will live in regret for the rest of your life..."

Gao Feng hurriedly coughed to interrupt Masati, who was becoming increasingly fierce. At this time, he could not use any explanation or consolation to calm Masati down. After all, it was only a small chance that he would meet someone who hated him because of his love. There were many A person has never encountered this in his life. As a result, Gao Feng suddenly felt inexplicably comfortable, and all the previous unknown anger disappeared completely. Even he himself didn't know that he may not be in love with Kalea, just because he was needed. He found this sense of importance in Masati again. Maybe he might not rekindle his old relationship with Masati, but all the depression in his heart was gone.

"In order to forget the impulse that tortured me, I put all my time and energy into the fleet, and unknowingly gave birth to ambition. I wanted to have everything in my hands. I wanted to have the same power and status as you. Freedom from anyone..."

Gao Feng didn't know whether to laugh or cry when he heard this. He really couldn't understand Masati. It was enough to think about this kind of thing in his own mind. He must not say it out loud. Once he said it, it meant that it would never be possible to realize it. But he was very interested in Masati. All of Sadie's dissatisfaction was gone. This woman dared to say it in front of him, and she no longer had any reservations. But did Masati say so many words have anything to do with what they wanted to say before?

"After experiencing these positive and negative emotions, I realized how scary the emotions themselves are. Natural people are born with these emotions, so emotions are their instinct. The possibility of being controlled is very small. Natural people with strong hearts can adjust their emotions at any time. , but modulators are different from clones. They are easily captured by emotions and become slaves of emotions. The first emotion that most moderators experience after awakening is depression. Depression can make people mentally sick and lead to destruction. My thoughts about myself and the world happened to be about fear, and you saved me from fear. I can get a sense of security from you, and sense of security comes first. Anyone may betray you, but I won’t. , because without you, I will be overwhelmed by fear..."

All the foreshadowing is for this sentence. Through inner confession, Masati revealed all the psychological changes during this period in front of Gao Feng. It is like a miser opening his treasure house in front of others. There is no privacy at all. The last sentence of Gao Feng It sounds a little strange, but I also know that this is the instinct of Masati's concoction people. Even if they have emotions, they will not express them.

"What you mean by saying so much is that you think there is something wrong with my emotions?"

Gao Feng suddenly thought of a possibility. This possibility made him feel ridiculous. A modulator who had initial emotions but didn't even know how to express them actually thought there was something wrong with his emotions. This made Gao Feng couldn't help but sneer in his heart. He was alive. In two lifetimes, what kind of joy, anger, sorrow and joy have you not experienced? Does anyone need to tell him this?

Masati took a deep look at Gao Feng and lowered her head. Her hair fell down and blocked half of her cheeks, making her already gorgeous appearance so hazy and beautiful. Gao Feng was a little upset. It was this sudden agitation that made him calm down again. , he knew that there was something wrong with his emotions, that he was irritable and irritable. He was really not like this before.

"It's impossible for me to know whether there is any problem with your mood. I'm just talking about my own changes during this period. I think if a person is different from before, it must be a change in himself. If all negative thoughts are removed, Reflect on what you did during this period, and maybe you can find the problem..."

"Then in your eyes, how am I different from before?" Gao Feng no longer worried about the other person's feelings. He took out a cigar and lit it for himself. His consistent behavior allowed him to regain his feelings and he had some ideas.

"When you appeared in the darkest fear, you gave me a feeling that was more dangerous than the monsters and darkness combined. It made me think that I absolutely could not resist you. And that night, you faced the herd on the ground. In a battle of varying degrees of danger, you were always in control, never made a mistake, and ultimately won.

And even when you were being chased by flying creatures and insect clouds, you always stood at the front, always maintaining your own opinions and not changing them for anyone. The you at that time was completely different from the one you are now, and even more oppressive. , and also more deterrent…. "

Masati's words were like a twilight drum and a morning bell. Gao Feng immediately understood the problem. In the past, he only relied on himself, but now he relies on the fleet. Compared with before, now he is like an eagle in a cage. He seems to be powerful, but in fact Showing weakness, in addition, he also figured out the reason why Kalea was angry with him. Perhaps the reason why Kalea was really angry was that Gao Feng would rather wait on the battleship than go to the center of the terrifying vines to find her in person. She was disappointed in herself.

"What's going on with the Maple Leaf Mania challenge?"

Gao Feng asked the last question. Masati didn't say much and handed him the electronic book. The picture was the battle between Maple Leaf Mania and Kalea. In the picture on the edge of the slender white fingertips, Maple Leaf Mania curled up countless The whirlwind rushed towards Kalea, and was surrounded by thousands of long silver hairs. Blue arcs jumped on the silver hair, constantly hitting the whirlwind around Maple Leaf Mania. In less than a minute, the arcs and whirlwind canceled each other out, Then Maple Leaf Kuang rushed into the middle of the hair. At this time, Gao Feng keenly discovered that there were dozens of tiny cracks that were undetectable around Maple Leaf Kuang. It's good enough that the average person can't even notice it.

When Maple Leaf Kuang broke through the blockage of hair, Kalea took the initiative to stop his hand and appeared on the screen. Maple Leaf Kuang said a few words to Kalea, and the two came back together. Seeing this, Gao Feng felt sour and bitter in his heart. Maple Leaf Mania discovered the problem before him, so when Kalea was most proud, he defeated her with thunderous means. Maple Leaf Mania used the challenge to save face for himself, but unfortunately he only thought about the problem with his own thinking. , but did not expect that Gao Feng's problem was not with combat power, but with psychological changes.

"I understand, you can go out. You have done well during this period. If you have anything in the future, you can tell me. In my eyes, there are no natural and unnatural people. You are a human being, a human being of flesh and blood. There is no doubt about this..." "

Gao Feng tiredly ordered Masati. This was mental fatigue. He thought he really needed to reflect. Gao Feng's verbal approval made Masati's rigid cheeks melt like ice and snow. In any case, physically, She is a woman, and women need recognition and care from others more than men. She stepped forward tentatively and wanted to stretch out her hands, but was still uneasy. Gao Feng smiled, took the initiative to hold Masati in his arms, and patted her back slightly. This was the first time the two hugged each other without any lust, but Gao Feng felt that Masati's emotions towards him were even stronger.