Apocalyptic Dark Age

When only the peak was left in the room, his heart calmed down completely. The small room suddenly gave him a substantial sense of peace. There was no loneliness or noisy noise. In the quiet room, he could clearly hear his own voice. Heartbeat.

Nothing could attract his attention, so he naturally focused on himself. Gao Feng began to reflect. As a stubborn person, he would not listen to other people's opinions on emotions because he did not need others to interfere with his thoughts. But Masati set an example for herself in a clumsy way. She let go of her mind, allowed herself to recognize her thoughts and changes, and gained a deeper understanding of her. At the same time, she was aware of the shortcomings of the moderator. ’s clear as day.

As a person at the peak of his two lifetimes, he did not have the extreme emotional fluctuations of others. Because of this, he was not as able to find his own problems as quickly as Masati, and Masati's reminder made him realize that he did something is wrong.

Gao Feng believes that his biggest problem is not relying on the fleet or Maple Leaf Mania, nor is he not caring about Kalea's thoughts, appearing timid and cowardly. The real reason is that he is afraid of returning to the inland area. In order to delay the return time, he has been looking for Excuses for procrastination.

If you really want to calculate it, with Maple Leaf Mania and nearly a hundred Garos, as well as the fleet's perfect new energy system and more powerful short-range defense terminals, Gaofeng can forcefully break into the infinite forest, even if the loss is not more than half, if If he really wants to go back.

The reason is that Gao Feng has been accustomed to this kind of life after wandering outside for these years. There is no tribe, no family, no obligations and responsibilities that do not belong to him, and there is also the entanglement and guilt of pretending to be Three Claws. In his heart, Gao Feng always believed that he had impersonated other people's sons and nephews and stole things that belonged to others.

Whether it was Black Claw's tribe or the various help provided to him by the Xuan Ye family, Gao Feng believed that it did not belong to him. As a person with a proud heart, he did not bother to do so, so he led the tribe to become stronger and stronger. In order to avenge Black Claw, he single-handedly challenged the Thundercracker family's fleet, and even helped the tribe create safe underground shelters and cities, but these do not belong to him, because his soul is not that cowardly Three Claws.

Without the appearance of You Ming and the help of Patriarch Xuan Ye, Gao Feng might have spent his entire life growing old, sick and dying in the tribe, playing a construction game, trying his best to restore some of the glory of the previous era and accumulate some for that miserable land. Yuan Qi, leave one or several heirs to prove his merits, until he completely disappears in the long river of history, so that future generations cannot discover the secret that he is not the Three Claws.

It was only when he was wandering alone that Gao Feng truly found himself. He was not the heir to the Black Claw in the eyes of the tribesmen, nor the nephew of the powerful clan leader in the Xuanye family. He was himself and had nothing to do with anyone else. Needing to fight or fight for obligations that do not belong to him.

While enjoying this inner freedom of transformation, Gao Feng didn't want to go back even more, but he always had a reason to go back. Even if his soul was not three-clawed, his body still was. Tens of thousands of people needed his guidance for their life and death, even if He didn't want to take it.

Because of his inner resistance, Gao Feng was anxious to return to the inland, and at the same time he was looking for various reasons to delay his return. The closer he got to the inland, the more absurd the reasons Gao Feng was looking for, and the more fear he felt inside. Therefore, in front of outsiders, He is no longer as decisive as before, Kalea and Masati both think so, but the real situation is that none of them understand Gao Feng, nor do they know what Gao Feng really thinks in his heart, nor do they know that what he is escaping from is not the outside world. Danger, but the pain of pretending to be another person.

Responsibilities and obligations are the position and code of conduct of human beings in society. Gao Feng bears the responsibilities and obligations of others. It is painful for him who is proud of his heart, but no one understands this pain. Even Gao Feng himself cannot do it and escape from his actions. Human beings' instinctive behavior when facing difficulties unknowingly affects Gao Feng's thoughts and actions.

When Gao Feng thought about these things clearly, the cigar he had not taken for a long time had accumulated two inches of ash and seemed to have been extinguished long ago, as if he had already forgotten the inland areas, tribes and families. Gao Feng gently As soon as the ash was knocked, a dark red spark suddenly appeared in the cigar leaf. As he pulled hard at the peak, the dark red spark burned again, just like his awakening at the moment.

A person will encounter many low points in his life. Sometimes he can get through it easily, and sometimes he is trapped in it and is confused and unknowable. The peak is in such a low point. Three years of wandering life has set him free and set him a trap. Another shackle, whether to be himself or to be a three-claw, this is a tangled question that is difficult to choose. After all, the tribe has condensed too much of his blood and sweat, but living as someone else, he feels that he is beginning to lose, which makes him He couldn't distinguish between the illusion of his previous life and this era. In the past, he tried his best to retrieve his lost memories, but now he no longer has this idea.

The establishment of the fleet gave Gao Feng the capital to settle down and live. He earned these things on his own, and luck accounted for a large part of them. But for Gao Feng, this fleet, which was a dream in his previous life, was the most important thing between him and Gao Feng. The greatest achievement of my life, with this fleet, I can travel all over the world without having to return to the inland and get involved in the strange world of Garo.

Thinking of this, Gao Feng's eyes narrowed slightly, as if being smoked by the cigar smoke. In fact, another thought suddenly came to his mind, that is, there was nothing in the inland area worthy of him returning to defend, whether it was tribe or family, because These don't have much of a bond to him, including Luo Xing and Cai Feng, and even his son.

Son is more like an abstract word to Gao Feng, who had no father or mother in his previous life. Luo Xing never let him see his own child. Maybe he was afraid that Gao Feng would take him away, or maybe it was because of his maternal desire to protect. In short, Luo Xing I didn’t think of using children to deepen the connection with the peak.

All the past events flashed through his mind again, and Gao Feng suddenly understood that his own escape was not an option. He could not wander forever with the fleet. Not to mention the Maple Leaf family's anxiety to return to the interior, he occupied the identity of Three Claws. , but it is not the responsibility of Three Claws. The development of the tribe to this point is not because Three Claws is the son of Black Claws, but because of him. It was him who led the tribe to fight a bloody path under the wave of invasion by the wild people. It was also him. In the strange and changeable situation in the southern wilderness, whether he broke the siege of the tribal alliance and obtained the resources and population for development, or whether he explored a deep underground passage and built a majestic miracle despite the difficulty of surviving in the wilderness, these are all Not because of Three Claws, but because of him.

After thinking about it, Gao Feng's thoughts were clear, and all the negative emotions disappeared completely. At this moment, he no longer had any identity entanglements. He was who he was, not anyone else, and the tribe waiting for his return was also He will not turn his back on him just because his soul is at its peak.

After thinking about it, Gao Feng couldn't help but thank Masati in his heart. When he was at his most confused, this woman analyzed her own heart and exposed all her secrets to him, allowing him to find the problem. Maybe Masati had something to do with it. Her own selfishness, but as she said, apart from the peak, Masati cannot rely on anyone or anything to survive alone. He is everything to her.

Masati's needs were a kind of responsibility for Gao Feng, and the fetters of responsibility made him not want to hesitate anymore. When he walked out of the lounge, Masati saw that Gao Feng was completely different from before, and the sharpness that had disappeared for a long time was restored. Returning to Gao Feng, people dare not look at him. This kind of sharpness does not need the support of momentum. Gao Feng is like a re-polished sword, once again displayed in front of everyone.

"Your Excellency, Commander, the fleet is ready to dock. Please request further instructions..."

Masati asked Gao Feng for instructions in a relaxed tone. This kind of request was optional, but in the bridge, Masati's contempt made Gao Feng's prestige in front of the crew reflected. Gao Feng nodded to Masati, his eyes There was a flash of undetectable light, and he said loudly: "No need to park, speed up, we are confident to face any challenge..."

The categorical words tightened everyone's slightly relaxed nerves. The officers all looked at Gao Feng in surprise. They had never accepted such an order before. Gao Feng made a new choice, taking the fleet on a rugged road.