As Yesterday

Liu Yu seldom talked to Liu Ci like this, this sentence left her speechless.

She looked at her sister deeply, and suddenly hugged Liu Ci, "Sister."

She yelled and didn't say any more, which was regarded as approval. After letting go, she said that I was leaving.

Liu Ci: "Be careful on the road."

Liu Yu got in the car, Liu Ci stood downstairs, watching the car drive away.

When she was a child, she and Liu Yu lived in the same room. They were family members. They were together for a while in their lives, but there was a difference in the end.

She watched Liu Yu go to school accommodation, sent her to university, and finally sent her to the car where someone else married her. Her younger sister moved into a new home, and she also had a new family.

They will always be family members, and they are just as close, but after all, they no longer get along day and night.

Liu Ci is actually very clingy, she is sentimental in nature, but it is difficult to reflect her appearance, and she can only focus on the pen in the end.

She went upstairs and went home. He Yu went to take a shower first. The bathroom door was open, and her hair was left unwashed. Liu Ci looked at her awkward appearance and walked over and said, "I will help you."

He Yu said, "Isn't this what it should be?"

Liu Ci also took a small bench and sat down to wash He Yu. He was afraid of getting the bandage, and was always cautious.

He Yu: "Don't be afraid."

Liu Ci: "The doctor told you not to get wet."

He Yu: "But it's dirty, I feel uncomfortable if I don't wash it."

She was wearing summer pajamas. She had bruises on her bare arms and her face. When she was at the police station, Liu Ci felt distressed when she saw it. At this time, she shed tears when she looked at it.

He Yu sighed, "Why do you still have tears?"

Liu Ci held the toasty head and couldn't start. In the end, He Yu solved it by herself. It was a little bit wet, she didn't care, and she felt alive when she came out of the bathroom.

Standing at the dining table, Liu Ci poured a glass of honey lemonade, and He Yu walked over and took a sip.

"Don't you ask me what Liu Yu said to me?"

He Yu shook his head, "What can I ask."

"That kid likes you very much today."

He Yu nodded, "Don't you think you look a bit like you?"

The wall clock in the living room pointed to one point, and everything was silent. Liu Ci listened to the sound of the turning of the second hand, watching He Yu drinking from the cup, shaking his head and saying, "Not like me, like you."

It's just that I look like a junior high school student.

He Yu swallowed the honey lemonade and uttered, "Yes."

There was still a bruise on her face. The conflict was characterized as a fight, but it was not He Yu who did it first. Xiao Yang was very surprised that He Yu could beat a man like this.

Although He Yu is tall among women and has a large skeleton, after all, the gender is female, and there is a huge gap in strength between men and women, and she can beat people to bone fractures.

Blood was splattered, and beer bottles were also copied.

The lamp above the kitchen has the same shape as a bird's nest, and the light is a little bit fragile, making the bruise on her face blend with the light of the old debris, which makes Liu Ci feel strange.

Didn't she have never seen He Yu fight, she was there during the fight with Liu Yuansheng, Liu Yuansheng was beaten to the bone and injured, He Yu didn't get any better. But at that time, no one felt strange, because He Yu was like this since he was a child, his emotions were externalized, and he dared to love and hate.

Now that everyone is no longer a child, He Yu's behavior always gives people a sense of disobedience, even if it is justified defense.

"He Yu, look at me."

Liu Ci said.

He Yu smiled: "What are you doing? I'm tired in the middle of the night. Go to bed."

She doesn't raise her eyes.

"Look at me."

Liu Ci repeated one side, He Yu lifted his eyelids, Liu Ci held up her face, but looked into a blood red.

He Yu's eyes were red and bloodshot.

He Yu took away Liu Ci's hand, "Stop making trouble."

But Liu Ci stretched out his hand again, "Aren't you able to control yourself?"

He Yu turned his face away and stopped talking.

She turned around and took a step, and Liu Ci held her back: "Are you talking? It's so uncomfortable for you to be like this!"

They held hands, but they stretched out a long distance. He Yu looked back at her and looked at the tears on Liu Ci's face. She couldn't control herself as she was a teenager. The fear that had been hidden in her heart since she was a teenager is now scrambling. Gushing out, together with confusion, and despair, like a wave, smashed the fortified beach castle she had built.

"Yeah! I can't control myself! I'm sick, and I'm a **** like my dad. Will Liu Yu tell you to stay away from me?"

She roared suddenly, and finally broke the sound, as if the tension of the bowstring suddenly broke, the pain that had accumulated for many years was rushing out with tears, those red eyes were like a ball of flame, and Liu Ci was caught off guard by the flames. Shrouded.

He Yu didn't know how desperate she was, like a person standing on an isolated island burning the last firewood, calmly and frightened.

She was trembling all over, and Liu Ci could feel that the hand she was holding He Yu was trembling. She couldn't tell whether it was she was shaking or He Yu was shaking, and that hand was gradually breaking free.

Liu Ci quickly grabbed it, but He Yu let go. Liu Ci's hand was still stretched out. He Yu's hand was already hanging down, and the fine light fell on Liu Ci's body at this moment. It was indeed He Yu who was cut.

"He Yu...no, she doesn't."

He Yu's tears kept streaming, "Yes! She has! You are all afraid of me, right? You are all afraid of me! In fact, Shao Qian is also...I know, I know, and she is also afraid of me."

She was so excited, the previous calm was like the opposite of this moment, reflecting the real He Yu that Liu Ci had tried every possible way to see.

But he didn't expect it to be like this He Yu, the opposite of her splendid appearance.

She was shaking, she was scared, she was so desperate, she looked very bad.

What am I doing every day, every day when I am with her.

I was taken care of by He Yu, and I was taken care of by such a He Yu, taking care of myself and enjoying her love as a matter of course.

What about He Yu?

Is she very painful, she suppresses all emotions, and is so soft.

He Yu was standing a little more than two meters away from Liu Ci, but the light above her head shone beside Liu Ci, she fell in the shadow of the unlit, and the fragmentary lights just swept across her slippers stubbornly.

"No, He Yu, don't think about it..."

"I didn't think about it! It's always been like this!" He Yu interrupted Liu's words, she gasped, and the stitches on her forehead were aggravated by her ups and downs, but He Yu had no time to care, "Liu Yu Accepting me is only because I seem to be able to take care of you. Your family loves you. If I am not good to you, she will not think me well!"

"There is also Shao Qian. I used to fight and scared her. In fact, she often didn't dare to look at me, but because she was sad, she still wanted to be friends with me!"

"I'm the same as my dad..." He Yu closed her eyes, she took a deep breath, her pajamas are round neck, and the tears on her face as she raised her head and closed her eyes were like blood stains in the darkness.

It's like she saw the traces of Hong Lanwen being beaten and bleeding on the floor by He Fengjun when she was a child.

She was terrified of this behavior, but she didn't expect that she would grow into the look she hated the most.

Renqian tried her best to be considerate. She is Hong Lanwen's good daughter. She graduated from a prestigious school, works in a well-known Internet company, and is also well-known on the Internet. He is also a good friend of others, looks good, cheerful and generous, and very active. In the eyes of younger generations, she is a very reliable senior sister who can help without complaining and can provide some good employment channels. In the eyes of students, she is good at class, humorous in class, and can be considered worthy of tuition.

Everything in the world is clearly priced, just like He Fengjun's mouth when she was a child.

"It's money-losing goods."

She worked hard year after year to make herself a worthy person. Someone confessed to her, saying that they love her, and someone loves her so much that she must love her.

But is that me?

Excluding the reason why I don't love, is this kind of me really worthy of being loved?

He Yu always felt that she was standing on a cliff, and the subtle influence He Fengjun brought to her was like a mountain wind, cold and sharp. After leaving him, she thought she could forget it and start again.

But it can't be done.

There was a lock in the dilapidated little building in Yanxingcang Alley, covered with rust, which locked her there, even if the bulldozer flattened the old alley, it could not open her locked body.

He Fengjun's mad death was a key. She could have opened the lock, but she didn't expect the key to be broken inside, and even she herself was rusty.

"No, He Yu."

Liu Ci looked at He Yu, and her dim vision did not affect her seeing the pinch marks on He Yu's neck, which was blue and purple, shocking.

Such He Yu is so distressing.

Liu Ci bit her lip, huge sorrow and sorrow came up, she rushed over and hugged He Yu. He Yu had already dropped her hands and did not give her any response.

"Do you know why I can't hear one of my ears?"

He Yu usually looks normal, and no one realizes that she is actually recognized by lips occasionally, and even Liu Ci hasn't been discovered.

Everyone thinks that she is only weak of hearing. In fact, her ears are no different from deafness, only a small voice can be heard. No matter how loud you yell at her, she just laughs.

Hong Lanwen's loud voice is also justified.

Liu Ci shook her head. She only knew the secret, but didn't know why.

Suddenly she hated herself like this. She never asked questions. Many things were hard to recover, like time that never looked back, and wasted feelings.

Liu Ci's tears wet He Yu's pajamas.

He Yu closed her eyes, she was still shaking, her dry lips opened, and she uttered a word—

"My dad played. When I was very young, my mother was not at home that day. I just felt buzzing. The TV, the table, the bed and everything were turning, and I felt like vomiting..."

"My mother was already late when she came back."

He Yu was held tightly by Liu Ci. She always thought that she was a hard and useless stone, but in fact it was not. He Yu was smashed by this stone.

Falling out of the rusty heart soaked in tears.

Liu Ci is special.

He Yu knew about it a long time ago, but she didn't go into it deeply. She knew that she was a bomb, even if she consulted a doctor, it wouldn't help. Medication also cuts off the iron wire that He Fengjun **** in his heart. The more she hated him, the more she looked like him.

From the face, from the thought to the character.

From the outside to the inside, no matter how she pretends, she will eventually reveal flaws.

There will also be a day when you lose control completely.

He Yu was too scared of that day.

Liu Ci was even more afraid of He Yu's departure. She hugged him closer, and the temperature between each other was transmitted to each other. She closed her eyes, but they were all in the past.

He Yu handed over the earphones. Occasionally, they sit together to listen to a song, and change the position of the earphones. He Yu is always very happy.

So sometimes she can't hear it at all?

"I really like this lyrics, do you think this accent..."

He Yu quickly hmmed.

Liu Ci hit her.

He Yu ran.

Sometimes listening to a new song, it takes a long time for her to learn to sing.

It turned out that it wasn't because of the slow response, but because she couldn't hear clearly, maybe she couldn't hear.

The secret she was so worried about at the beginning was really a secret, neither she nor Lian Xiaoli found out, the real He Yu.

"He Yu who won't, you will be fine..."

Liu Ci repeated, He Yu didn't speak, she stiffened and was held by Liu Ci. Before changing to her, she would carry Liu Ci on her back, laughing and joking for one night.

A He Yu who can bring happiness to people.

After a long time, Liu Ci didn’t know how many turns the second hand had traveled, and He Yu stretched out her hand. She pulled Liu Ci’s hand away and said dumbly—

"Liu Ci, you leave me."

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