Conan: I Am Not a Snake Spirit

"So that's the case." Conan nodded.

He can understand the dreams and pursuits of football fans, and he can also imagine that Hero Akagi will also feel sorry for Kazuya Nakaoka.

"I was injured in a football game, and I also gave up representing Japan in the World Cup, so I can somewhat understand the regrets in his heart," Hideo Akagi said, but smiled again, "And the Tokyo Spirits team also insisted on inviting He joins, even if he can only play for a few minutes, it doesn't matter, but unfortunately he refused...Okay, let's hurry up and train!"

Here, five children were called to the field by Hero Akagi.

Over there, Chi Feichi and Nakaoka Kazuya walked along the edge of the court, one in a wheelchair, the other walking slowly, and chatted.

"I still remember not long after I was discharged from the hospital. When I went to school for the last time, you had already completed the entrance examination. It was probably the last time you got together at school." Very lighthearted, "everyone is asking me how I'm recovering, if I'm going to be on a pro team anytime soon, if I'm going to see me in a pro game anytime soon, it's just you, except for nodding when you see me After I said hello, I didn’t say anything to me after that. I just packed my things and prepared to leave school. Only me, the life trajectory I had planned was suddenly changed..."

Chi Feichi retrieved the memories of his high school days from his memory. Although they were not good, and they were even strangers and alienated from other people, but being mentioned by Kazuya Nakaoka, he felt a little bit nostalgic, "I also remember , You were asked too many questions that day, and you yelled like a child, 'I can't play professional football anymore', and then ran out of the classroom. I always thought I was the first person to leave the classroom, but I didn't expect It will be you."

"Hahaha... Really? You were ignorant in those years!"

Nakaoka Kazuya laughed, looked at the adults and children on the court, the smile on his face was a little bit restrained, he found a bench to sit down, maintained his smile, and said with emotion, "It's quite memorable to be ignorant." of."

Chi Feichi parked the wheelchair beside the bench, turned around, and looked at the court in the same direction, "Since you came back last August, why didn't you go to the class reunion?"

"Probably because I was afraid of being asked the question 'what are you doing now'. After I was discharged from the hospital that year, I knew that I could no longer participate in professional football games. It’s gone,” Kazuya Nakaoka leaned forward, put his hands on his knees, and looked up at the crowd on the field. “Then I went to South America, Brazil, and went to watch a football game. I regretted it countless times. Why did I get so carried away to ride The motorcycle, I was riding so fast, and I hated my character more than once, resenting myself for destroying my future. After I came back last year, I went back to my hometown in Qunma, racing and drinking all day long, really decadent. For a while, I didn't respond to the invitation to the high school reunion, probably because... I looked at myself in the mirror that day, and I felt that I was getting farther and farther away from everyone."

Probably feeling that the topic was heavy, Kazuya Nakaoka smiled and turned to look at Chi Feichi again.

"But I didn't expect that you would go to high school reunions? With your personality, I thought you would find that kind of reunion boring."

Well, in fact, he didn't expect that Chi Feichi would pay attention to whether he went or not when he went to the class reunion.

"It's very boring." Chi Feichi did not describe the class reunion in a colorful way, "I have nothing in common with them. If you don't go to the class reunion, it is because you find that you are not in the same world as everyone, and it would be difficult to go there. Find a topic, then, your hunch is correct, it's really boring."

If Nakaoka feels that he is no longer a member of the same world as his high school classmates, then he is no longer a member of the same world as those people. Excluding the body, whether it is soul or psychology, there is a big gap with those people.

He felt that there was nothing to regret if Nakaoka didn't go. It would be better to just chat with those who can talk to people who are boring to pass the time at that kind of party.

For example, they are now, although he will not tell Nakaoka about the murder and arson, and Nakaoka will probably not tell him about his plan to blow up the stadium, but they are also embarking on a dangerous road, psychologically or experientially. Some places are so close that we can always have a conversation.

Kazuya Nakaoka couldn't help but turned to look at Chi Feichi's indifferent side face. The classmate who used to think that he couldn't get along with him now felt that his sincerity was precious, "Since you are bored, why do you want to go? "

Chi Feichi: "There's nothing to do that day."

Kazuya Nakaoka: "..."

This answer... yes, it's really honest.

"And it's my first time to participate this year," Chi Feichi continued calmly, "I want to hear what young people are interested in recently."

"Pfft... You really haven't changed at all," Nakaoka Kazuya couldn't hold back his smile, with the active and active look in his eyes in high school, "Hey, I'm telling you something, don't be angry! "

"Tell me." Chi Feichi said indifferently.

"At that time, you liked to be alone, and you were very silent, not a sluggish silence, which seemed gloomy and dangerous. In addition, I heard that you didn't show any affection to girls, and everyone spread it in private... Kazuya Nakaoka glanced at Chi Feichi, and seeing that Chi Feichi still didn't respond, imitated a serious and frightened tone, and continued, "Mr. Chi's character is likely to become That kind of mentally twisted murderer!"

The corner of Chi Feichi's mouth raised slightly, and there was a slight smile in his eyes, "Is it that dangerous?"

If he hadn't come to this world, would the original consciousness have become a murderer?

His feeling is - no.

That guy's subconscious mind has always been 'injury himself and not others', and he would feel guilty and uneasy when he hurt others. If that guy could become a murderer, he wouldn't have to wait for him to come.

If he hadn't come to this world, would he have become a perverted murderer if the original consciousness came into contact with the organization before he died?

He thinks the answer needs to be the other way around — it probably will.

The person who makes the original consciousness only care about the organization and the organization, when the original consciousness does not feel guilty about harming the outside world or hurting the outside world, is likely to become a murderer.

No matter what, the original consciousness seems to choose one of the "killing and self-killing", and the original consciousness chooses self-destruction, doesn't it count as killing oneself?

Looking at it this way, those people seem to be right.

Nakaoka Kazuya caught the flashing smile on Chi Feichi's face from the corner of his eyes, thinking that Chi Feichi thought this kind of conclusion was absurd, besides being surprised that Chi Feichi actually smiled, and the point of the smile was very strange, He didn't take it to heart either, "Yeah, there are some people who say, maybe you want to kill us one day, everyone is afraid of you sometimes, especially girls and some thin and timid boys, those guys secretly said I'm sure you'll be afraid when the time comes, and you say it with pride, but if you stare straight at him for a few more seconds one day, he'll probably imagine all kinds of scary things in his head, and scare himself badly first... "

Chi Feichi: "..."

Thinking about it, the original consciousness body doesn't seem to be that fierce, does it?

Even now, no one would immediately suspect that he was a murderer.

The brains of high school students are really big and weird.

"But you didn't do that. You don't pay much attention to everyone's appearance. Everyone just discusses secretly occasionally, and you don't really take it to heart." Kazuya Nakaoka looked at the court and said, "You are the only one One time I participated in a competition on behalf of the school because the members of the shooting club had a problem with the arrangements. The president asked the teacher to help recommend contestants, and then the teacher asked you to help, right? Obviously achieved amazing results, but did not go with everyone Celebrating, I didn’t even participate in the award presentation. Everyone was lamenting that you are indeed a weirdo. After knowing that your shooting skills are so high, some people began to suspect that you are a murderer. But if you think about it carefully, you know that you can’t. People in the community don't care if they will be laughed at, don't you? Even if the teacher asks you to help, you must agree to it, so...you also want to help everyone, not young people who want to show off, want to To prove my competitive spirit, I really want to help everyone... Knowing that everyone misses you so much afterwards, will you feel disappointed?"

"I didn't think much about it then," Chi Feichi said without thinking, "I don't even bother to think about it now."

At that time, the original consciousness did not expect to understand, but his shooting skills were good, so he would help if he could.

How could you be disappointed if you had no hope?

Kazuya Nakaoka turned to look at Chi Feichi, trying to understand Chi Feichi's thoughts, "Do you think those thoughts are naive and don't matter at all? Or do you think...it doesn't matter what we think?"

Chi Feichi thought about it, and decided to leave a thought for Kazuya Nakaoka, "In terms of the result, there is no difference between the two."

"But from the starting point, one is for ideas, and the other is for people," Nakaoka Kazuya said earnestly, and soon relieved, and said with a smile, "You were willing to help at that time, and it seems that there is no need to worry about this problem. At that time, I thought you were really strange and difficult to understand. Now I understand a little bit, but it still seems to be the same. I think you are strange and difficult to understand..."

Chi Feichi didn't want the topic to revolve around him all the time, so he turned to Kazuya Nakaoka, "At that time, you were the school's football star, and many boys and girls would come to your desk every day, or form a group circle, or go to the playground together, every time you are in the classroom, I feel that there is a lot of noise in front of you, you always like to wink at people in class, and secretly pass small notes..."

Kazuya Nakaoka raised his hands and interrupted with a smile, "Hey, I surrender! I surrender! Stop talking about my black history."

Chi Feichi glanced at Gang Yiya's naturally curly mid-length hair, combed back, "I'll say one more thing, every time you brush your hair in class before the exam, it makes me have to clean the desk every time I get out of class." on the hair."

Why isn't this guy bald?

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