Conan: I Am Not a Snake Spirit

"When you announced that you would no longer play regular competitions, you said that you didn't want to be bound," Feimo questioned, "Then why did you come to Mizuno's house to work? You also got a lot of remuneration through competitions in those years, and foreign non-regular You can only get more in the competition, you are not like a person who will be short of money, so why don’t you take the money and go around to experience life?”

"What I said was that I don't want to be bound, but it actually refers to judo..." Yasushi Kuroki paused, "Let me explain to you from the beginning. My family was mentioned in the news in the early years. I remember that in the report at that time As I said, I was raised by my adoptive parents, my adoptive mother was in poor health and unable to have children, and when I was in elementary school, my adoptive mother passed away, leaving me and my adoptive father to live together..."

Hiroki Sawada sat up, curiously listening to Yasuji Kuroki's story.

The network was underdeveloped in those years, and a lot of information had passed the storage time limit, so these things, Ark did not investigate.

"These are all true, but there are still hidden secrets that everyone doesn't know." Yasuji Kuroki looked at the driver in the front seat again, and then continued, "My adoptive father, in terms of blood relationship, is actually my real uncle. He and my adoptive mother are indeed very affectionate. Even if my adoptive mother is unable to have children due to poor health, he insists on marrying my adoptive mother and is ready to have no children. His younger brother sees that they are getting older and older. Worried that they will not be able to rely on them when they are old, and my adoptive mother actually likes children very much, so his younger brother made an agreement with the couple to adopt his wife's child who is still in the womb, that is, me..."

"The two couples went abroad for more than a year, and then my adoptive parents took me home. They said to the public that they gave birth to their child after treatment abroad. My adoptive parents were really good to me, so in a very For a long time, I didn't know that there was a past..."

"My adoptive father is a department manager of a company. Due to physical problems, my adoptive mother has been recuperating at home. They not only hope that I can grow up healthy, but also hope that I can become an excellent person. That is probably what all parents expect of their children. I also hope that they can be happy, and I have been working hard..."

Yasuji Kuroki smiled, with memories in his eyes, "Mother wants me to be a cultivated and gentle person, so she wants me to learn music and painting, and I am used to precepts and deeds when dealing with people. I think the mastery of professional knowledge and a strong body will make my life better in the future. As a result, I have to learn a lot since I was a child. Sometimes I feel very tired, but my mother always praises and encourages me. When I lose my temper , and patiently comforted me, making it impossible for me to refuse their request."

"Then my mother passed away, and my father was depressed for a while. One day, he told me that he is not alone now, and I am here, so he can't give up easily, and he must take good care of me so that he can be worthy of his mother. Tell me, don't disappoint your mother's expectations, and he did. He quickly cheered up and returned to his previous job. Although he was busy with work, he also hired a servant to take care of me, and he did his best to help me. Take time to spend more time with me. In this way, even in the next two years, his requirements will become higher and higher, and his company will always accompany me to study. It’s shameful to think that I want to stop when I’m working hard…”

"It should be strange to say that. I should be very happy, but during those two years, I felt like my whole body was tense. I rarely had a happy time. It became more and more distant, until I was in junior high school, and I came into contact with judo..."

Yasuji Kuroki's eyes brought a soft gleam, "That's the easiest thing for me to learn, the feeling that I can learn it quickly makes me feel relieved, and when I'm fighting against people , Freedom seems to fill every cell of me. In fact, compared to winning, I prefer the feeling that I can control my body and thoughts, and even control the outcome of the game through ability and strategy. Therefore, I am obsessed with judo, duel , In the end, I became more and more obsessed, and I tasted the feeling of freedom. For the first time, I had the idea of ​​​​communicating with my father. I want to stop some extracurricular studies that I am not interested in, and spend more time on judo.”

Feimo nodded, "You were twelve or thirteen years old at that time, and it was time for you to be rebellious."

"You still know about the rebellious period of youth..."

Kuroki Yasuji was sweating, looking at the old-fashioned young master in front of him, he really wondered if his young master would have a rebellious youth period, and what he would look like.

"That's the stage when human beings start to pay attention to the relationship between self and the world," Feimo thought seriously, "I don't have that kind of experience, I don't know what kind of experience it is, but from the perspective of parents, It should be a very troublesome period, but from the perspective of human growth, it is a very important growth link. People who lack the rebellious period will lack thinking about their relationship with the outside world, resulting in weak self-awareness, inability to learn and learn. Mastering the key to self-growth is like a bird that has never learned to fly independently, and will not know how to fly or hunt without the company of a leader, so if possible, I hope to experience it.”

Kuroki Yasuji: "..."

(;)

He really wanted to say to his Young Master Mo: Wake up, stop dreaming, with your current calm state of mind, it's probably impossible for you to experience the rebellious period of youth! It’s better to recall and think about whether you have passed the rebellious period of youth and grown up earlier than your peers.

Hiroki Sawada reflected silently, and suddenly thought of...

Oh, he died at the age of ten, before he reached the age of rebellious youth, he embarked on the road of online learning, what kind of feeling does that feel, he does not understand.

In the online world, he has seen a lot of materials and examples, and his pace and concept have always been consistent with the godfather. Can he still have a rebellious period?

"What about after that?" Feimo asked Yasuji Kuroki's follow-up, "Have you told your father?"

Yasuji Kuroki nodded, smiling a little happily, "After hesitating for a long time, I finally decided to tell him. His reaction was beyond my expectation. I thought he would be angry and blame me. I failed my mother’s expectations, but he asked me a lot of questions, and finally said happily that I had grown up, and since I had a choice, he would support me, and I believe that if my mother was there, she would make the same decision.”

"Their couple are very good people." Fei Mo commented.

"Yeah, he was my number one fan since I started participating in competitions, and judo is not only something I like, but also something that allows me to rediscover love and freedom," Kuroki Yasuji said with emotion, "I joined a professional team after graduating from high school. He also officially retired and became my number one fan at home. We agreed that we must win the World Series. Then I put the trophy in front of my mother's portrait and told my mother, Let my mother be happy, in fact, he had a lot of work in the past few years, and his health was not very good, but we believe that with my talent and ability, I will be able to catch up."

Hiroki Sawada suddenly thought of the reports that Ark had collected before, "But when you participated in the World Series for the first time, you were disqualified for the semi-finals due to violation of the rules and caused serious injuries to your opponent. Suspended for a year..."

"That's right," Yasuji Kuroki said softly, staring at the back of the front seat, "It's not that I violated the rules on purpose, but that the opponent has been making misleading moves, which caused me to use the wrong way of coping. , you will find that I have violated the rules more than once. I didn’t know at that time that someone would give up his future for the sake of profit, for the obsession that he will never get, and use any means to destroy other people’s dreams. Being willing to let yourself put a stain on the opponent seems to be a very fulfilling thing for him."

Feimo could think of the subsequent development, "Did your father's body not survive until your second competition?"

"It was during my second competition, before reaching the semi-finals, he died of acute myocardial infarction while he was waiting at home to cheer for me, and when I got the news, he just won the semi-finals, I need to participate in the finals in two days," Kuroki Yasuji said softly, "I really wanted to rush back to Japan, but I decided to continue participating in the competition. At that time, many people thought I was too indifferent, and some people found out that they were actually me. The matter of my adoptive parents was exposed, and only then did I know that I was not their biological child. Everyone was guessing whether the relationship between me and my adoptive parents had long been at odds. Only I knew that he actually wanted to see me persist The game is over..."

Sawada Hiroki: "..."

After finishing the competition under such great pressure, did you still win the championship...

Sure enough, no champion is easy behind him.

"Until I won the championship and went home, his funeral was over, and a large group of reporters followed me all the way from the airport to the cemetery. When I put the trophy on the tombstone where he was buried with his mother, they understood me again. At that time, I announced my decision to retire, and some of them became incomprehensible." Yasuji Kuroki smiled like a child who had succeeded in revenge, but a gloomy look flashed in his eyes, "The reason I gave was I don’t like to be bound. In fact, the real reason is that I hate those rules of the game. From the moment I knew that I was judged to be a loser and would be suspended for a year, I hated and hated those rules. If I hadn’t made an appointment with my father In order to win the world championship trophy, I will not participate in the competition anymore. In my heart, judo is a symbol of love and freedom, and those rules seem to have stained it. After completing the agreement with my father, I will I can't stand it anymore!"

Hiroki Sawada recalled some old newspapers that had been scanned into the Internet, and remembered that in the report of Yasuji Kuroki announcing his retirement, the background of the photo seemed to be a cemetery.

Kuroki Yasuji felt that his tone was not good just now, turned his head to look at Fei Mozhenta, and asked with a helpless smile, "Is it too extreme for me to think so?"

"I've heard of ideas that are more extreme than this," Feimo said calmly, "and these are all pediatrics." People, far more than you."

Isn't his master like this?

Even if Jeet Kune Do is singled out, his master is able to participate in professional competitions. However, when he went to Didan High School to watch Xiaolan's training, his master looked at a group of men and women who were training, and said, "these rules Trouble is dead', so he never asked the master 'Why don't you go to the competition', but asked 'the master hates those troublesome competition rules'.