Confession

Xu Sui took the high-speed rail for a long time, then took another turn before reaching Liying Town. When I got home, the sky was already dim, the lanterns in front of my house were shining with warm and clear light, and the sound of TV family sitcoms leaked from the gaps in the windows at twice the volume.

Xu Sui pushed his luggage into the door, and shouted into the room: "Mom, grandma, I'm back!"

The next second, grandma came out with her reading glasses hunched over and said with a smile: "I'm back one by one, let grandma take a look."

Xu Sui put down his luggage, threw himself into the arms of the old man, and sniffed the unique scent of grandma's body, a faint woody fragrance, which smelled very good.

"Grandma, your body smells so good, I want to sleep with you tonight." Xu Sui said spoiledly.

"Okay," Grandma smiled, pulled her away, looked up and down at her own granddaughter, frowning, "How did you lose weight?"

"You haven't looked at me for too long. I ate a lot at school and gained two catties." Xu Sui lied.

In order to fear that the elderly would become suspicious, Xu Sui hurriedly started talking: "Hey, it's 6 o'clock, where's my mother?"

"I guess I will stay at school and change my homework. I won't be able to come back half an hour late."

Xu's mother knew in advance that Xu Suhui would go home, and when she was off work, she went to the vegetable market to buy flour and leeks, planning to make dumplings that her daughter would like to eat.

When he got home, Xu's mother went into the kitchen after washing her hands. Not long after, Xu Sui also came in to help. Xu Sui washed her hands and picked up the dough, Xu's mother drove her: "Come with your grandma to watch TV."

"It's okay, I can't get tired of this work." Xu Sui began to pack stuffing.

Xu's mother was gentle, standing in plain clothes with a faint smile at the corner of her mouth. After a while, she asked, "How about studying?"

"It's okay, I won two awards this semester." Xu Sui replied.

Xu's mother knew that the "okay" in her daughter's mouth was quite good, and she smiled with relief: "You haven't made mother worry about it since you were a child."

Xu Sui lowered his head to make dumplings and smiled faintly when he heard the words.

"Are all the friends I made at school okay? Didn't you interact with unscrupulous people?" Xu's mother was always smiling, and her tone of voice was tentative.

A cynical and turbulent face appeared in Xu Sui's mind. Her heart beat and shook her head: "No."

The day back home was pleasant and comfortable. Zhou Jingze occasionally sent one or two photos of 1017 sleeping on the sofa. Xu Sui was excited and would take this opportunity to ask more about Fat Orange.

In fact, just to chat with him a few more words.

A few years ago, Xu Sui was helping with the cleaning at home and moving the flowers to the sun. He received a message from Zhou Jingze: [1017 I was sick, allergic, and scratched myself. 】

Immediately afterwards, Zhou Jingze sent a picture of 1017, and Xu Sui clicked it to take a look. The picture was shocking. The cat's ears were all blood-red wounds, and the half-dry blood was stained on the cat's hair.

Xu Sui revealed panic in his eyes, and checked the disease on the Internet, and sent several messages in succession:

[How long has it been in this situation? 】

[Trouble you to watch it as much as possible, I'm afraid it will scratch yourself all over again. 】

[Have you taken to the pet hospital? Why don't I pass now, what are you saying to me...]

Two minutes later, Zhou Jingze sent a sentence:

[Don’t worry. 】

Obviously it was just two short words, but Xu Sui's heart calmed down inexplicably. At this moment, she can't take care of anything else. She moved a small bench and sat in the sun, waiting for Zhou Jingze to reply.

She was staring at the phone, and the words "the other party invited you to share location" suddenly popped up on the screen, her eyelids twitched, and she realized that Zhou Jingze was afraid that she was worried about opening location sharing.

Xu Sui clicked "Accept" and watched his head move on the map, a strange feeling surged in his heart.

ZJZ: [I found it when I got up in the morning. I'm taking it to the hospital now. 】

Xu Sui: [Good. 】

At every point in time, Zhou Jingze would send a sentence over. Although his words were short and cold, they felt reassuring.

11:00am [Get in the car. 】

11:40am [arrived], Zhou Jingze also attached a photo of the entrance of the pet hospital.

11:55am [Clean up the whole body. 】

12:20am [In infusion. Zhou Jingze recorded a video of 1017 lying on the hospital bed with eyes closed for infusion. From above, the cat's mania and anger has calmed down.

Xu Sui watched the video and suddenly saw 1017 put his chubby palm on his wrist. Zhou Jingze did not appear on the scene, but she could still recognize that it was his hand. The roots were slender and clean. The light blue blood vessels were full of abstinence. .

Then the camera shook and returned to the cat.

13:30 [The infusion is over, and the doctor said that it will be fine after three consecutive days of infusion. 】

Xu Sui called in the dialog box: [Thank you, do you still have meals, or should I order you a takeaway? 】

Thinking about it, Xu Sui lowered his eyes, and deleted it on the screen with his fingertips, and edited a new one: [Thank you, it seems it’s time for dinner, haven’t you eaten yet? Go to eat quickly. 】

【Um. ] It took half an hour for Zhou Jingze to reply to her.

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Under the care of Zhou Jingze, 1017 gradually recovered. However, Zhou Jingze seemed to be in a busy state for some time before the New Year, and he has not been in contact with Xu Sui much.

Xu Sui was a little worried about 1017 again, and wanted to see it with her own eyes. She hesitated for a while at night. She glanced at the time at 9:30, which was still early, and sent a message to Zhou Jingze:

[1017 How is it now, can I see it? 】

After the news was sent, Xu Sui looked at it for a while and put her mobile phone on the table, the lamp on the desk turned on, and she was sitting on the bedside reading a mystery novel.

At 10:30, the phone on the table rang. Xu Suilao took a look. It was a video sent by Zhou Jingze. She was holding the phone with her fingertips shaking slightly, and staring at the video request above without blinking, her heart was flustered. stand up.

Xu Sui clicked to answer. The phone cut into the camera was two thin clavicles, like two hyphens, with his chest open, and it was faintly visible that the man’s tight muscle lines stretched downwards indefinitely...

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She felt hot on her cheeks, and when she wanted to take another look, the camera flickered. 1017 stomped her eyes as if she was observing in secret, and Zhou Jingze's voice came from the voiceover. He seemed to roll over, his voice hoarse with a bit of weary:

"Look, I continue to sleep."

Zhou Jingze's bed sheet was gray. 1017 rummaged over his belly on his bed, disappearing in front of the camera for a while and reappearing in the camera.

He held the phone and put it aside, Xu Sui could actually see him from the corner of the screen. Zhou Jingze was wearing a silver bathrobe, his black, short and stiff hair was slightly messy, his eyelashes were thick and long, and the man's sharp jaw line was sharp.

Zhou Jingze fell asleep, and Xu Suicai dared to look at him boldly. Zhou Jingze, who is awake, will always look like a stubborn, dangerous, aggressive, and playful eyes.

Xu Suizheng held his chin and looked at Zhou Jingze in a daze. Suddenly, Zhou Jingze smiled lightly, as if he was talking in a dream. His tone was gentle and nostalgic:

"I miss you as well."

Her eyebrows twitched, and she clearly realized that Zhou Jingze could never have said this to her. She was afraid of hearing any more words. With a "pop", Xu Sui hung up the video.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Sui's eyes were dry, and he lowered his eyes and hurried to the bathroom to wash.

The next day, Zhou Jingze woke up with a splitting headache. As soon as the holiday was off, more and more appointments were made, and Zhou Jingze stayed a lot in sensual places and felt bored.

Last night, he was filled with too much alcohol. He hurriedly found an excuse to go home to sleep, his sleep was intermittent, and he dreamed of his mother, but in his memory, he seemed to have a video with Xu Suilian to show her a cat.

Zhou Jingze pressed his eyebrows and picked up the phone next to him. He actually spent half an hour in the video with Xu Sui?

He sent a message: [Did I say anything last night? 】

When Xu Sui received this message, he wanted to reply: Yes, who is the person you miss? Which girl is it? But when she was afraid that Zhou Jingze would admit it personally, she couldn't bear it.

In the end she returned nothing.

On New Year’s Eve, the weather was extremely cold. Xu Sui spent the year with a family of relatives. The children's laughter and joy made the atmosphere at the dinner table more lively.

After dinner, Xu sat on the sofa with her grandma to watch the Spring Festival Gala with her, and was dragged downstairs by a few children to set off fireworks. Xu accompanied them to light two firecrackers, and his cheeks were flushed with cold and finally ran upstairs.

Xu Sui came back wearing a cold air, and grandma went to play cards after watching the TV for a while. Auntie and mother play cards in the second hall.

Xu Sui logged into WeChat with her mobile phone and received blessings from several friends. She all thanked them one by one. Xu Sui swiped the screen with his thumb and pulled down, staying on the avatar with the remarks ZJZ, clicked in, and edited the words "Happy New Year".

Exit again.

Copy and paste the template blessings Xu Sui received from others into the dialog box. A long series of blessings that looked like a group message mixed with her selfishness:

[Although your phone has been filled with New Year’s greetings, even though these four words are not enough to express my excitement, and even though such simple words are commonplace, I still cannot help but send blessings. Happy New Year, I hope you can see the sunset every day. ^-^】

In fact, her real blessing is:

——Happy New Year, I hope you can see Sunset Boulevard every day.

Not long after, ZJZ replied: [? Xu Sui, this simple language is the first time I surf the Internet. 】

Xu Sui: [My name is rhetoric. 】

Xu Sui was sitting in the heated living room and typing. She remembered Hu Xixi saying that Zhou Jingze was having trouble with her family and wanted to care about where he was celebrating the New Year this year. She asked:

[Where are you now, have you eaten New Year's Eve dinner? 】

ZJZ: [I have eaten, at my grandpa's house. 】

Then he sent another message: [Suddenly want to watch the fireworks, but it's so quiet here. 】

When Xu Sui saw this news, the children downstairs were having fun in the yard, and laughter came from time to time. There was a flash of light in her mind, and her consciousness ran down before her reason.

She can do anything for the person she likes.

Xu Sui ran down quickly and sent a video request to Zhou Jingze in the cold wind. The video soon turned on, and Li Ying's sky was very beautiful, with stars lining his head.

The yellow leaves of the locust tree in the yard hung on it like a crescent moon. The winter wind in the south was damp and biting, and the fireworks protruded out of the wall. Xu Sui stood still and trembles. He turned his phone to the sky with a soft voice: "Happy New Year."

Zhou Jingze originally held a can of cold beer lazily against the railing and blew the cold wind. Suddenly, clusters of splendid fireworks bloomed in front of him, as well as the laughter of children.

Xu Sui appeared in the picture, wearing a red velvet coat, with red lips and white teeth. The tip of his nose was red from the cold, and his hair was draped over her shoulders. Fireworks bloomed in the sky and turned into shooting stars. Her long tail disappeared into her glass bead-like eyes. .

Zhou Jingze stood up slowly and slowly said, "It's worth it."