Confession

The fireworks Xu Sui gave him on the occasion of the New Year made Zhou Jingze suddenly feel that this boring and lonely New Year is a bit interesting and worth looking forward to.

As soon as the New Year came, Xu Sui ushered in a good luck. When going to the toilet, he accidentally dropped his mobile phone into the toilet and completely scrapped a mobile phone.

Xu Sui's distress didn't take long to let go. The old ones won't go away, and the new ones won't come. What's more, she has been a little lost in playing this year. The homework assigned by the teacher and the medical knowledge that should be memorized have not been memorized at all. Without a mobile phone, I can learn more calmly.

If she wants to contact her for anything, she can use her grandma's cell phone.

Once a person leaves the Internet and social software, everything can be done twice with half the effort. After a day, Xu Sui finds that his learning efficiency is extremely high.

It's just that at night, Xu Sui would be distracted when sitting on the desk. In the video that day, Zhou Jingze murmured unconsciously, and the phrase "missing you" always stuck to her heart like a soft thorn.

Once I think about it, my chest becomes stuffy and I can't breathe.

If you have someone you like, why should you treat her so nicely? He would inadvertently warm her up with milk, and someone who has never spoken easily can sing to her on her birthday, and send her to the high-speed rail station in person, and even think about it. Taking care of her cat, he still said that he was so kind to every girl and was merciful everywhere.

People who tend to be windy and wandering are the easiest to get trapped in doing this kind of thing. Zhou Jingze's goodness even made Xu Sui wonder, does he like her a little bit too?

But he can throw people into **** with a single word.

If so, Xu Sui wanted to ask him if he could be so good to her and give her hope and failed.

Then she would rather stand far away and like him.

This idea often lingers in Xu Sui's heart, and once it occurs, it lingers no matter what. Xu Sui couldn't help but want to ask Zhou Jingze, she hesitated for several days, and finally decided to ask.

Because Xu Sui felt like he couldn't hide his heart.

On the tenth day of the New Year's Day, Xu Sui's back was dry, but the three words "Zhou Jingze" were squeezed into a pile of medical formulas from time to time.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the winter sun tilted down from the corner of the window sill, and the fine spots of light fell on the desk. Xu Sui's phone broke, so he had to use grandma's phone to send a message to Zhou Jingze.

She was really too nervous, her fingertips trembling slightly, and after a few long breaths, she made a long conversation on her phone, and finally felt hypocritical. She deleted all of them and sent a text message to herself:

[Can you not be so good to me? 】

This time Zhou Jingze’s tone is that she has never seen gentleness: [Aren’t you treating me better? 】

Xu Sui's heart was choked when he saw this news. Did he always know her thoughts? She lowered her eyes and continued editing:

【nor…】

Five minutes later, Zhou Jingze returned with an indulgence: [Okay, I asked someone to buy it for you last time. Take care of yourself outside. It’s late on your side. Rest early and good night. 】

When Xu Sui saw this news, his brain went blank and his consciousness became confused, and he asked him directly: "What are you talking about, there is no jet lag here? 】

Three minutes later, Xu Sui received his reply, and he could feel the coldness and impatientness of his tone across the screen:

[Who are you? 】

Zhou Jingze had never spoken to her in this tone. Xu Sui was confused when he saw these two words and hurriedly explained:

[I’m Xu Sui, I remember I told you that my phone fell off the other day. 】

I also blame her for being so nervous just now, using her grandma's phone number to send a message to Zhou Jingze, and forgot to say that she is Xu Sui first. Just now, Zhou Jingze seemed to treat her as someone else.

Zhou Jingze returned quickly, hostile and indifferent, suppressing a bit of obvious anger: [Are you not Saining? She has been using her roommate’s cell phone to contact me recently, so she told me that she was using the wrong person for her emotions? 】

Every word of Zhou Jingze was filled with impatience and faint anger. An oolong, she used an unknown number to send a message to Zhou Jingze. He thought Xu Sui was Sai Ning, so he kept returning to her in a gentle tone.

"Who are you?" Every word of "she" and "wrong", as well as the nice girl's name Saining that popped out of his mouth, all reminded her brightly.

He was only polite to you before.

For him, you are at best the A, B, C, and D that can barely be ranked.

It's a fact that he doesn't like you.

This text message made Xu Sui feel ridiculous. She stared straight at the screen and her eyes were acidic. A drop of crystal tears hit the screen and quickly blurred the vision in front of her. She quickly wiped the water on the screen with her finger. Bead, send SMS: [Sorry. 】

As if he was afraid of being hurt again, Xu Sui blocked Zhou Jingze's phone number after sending the text message.

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After the 15th, college students returned to school one after another. On the day Xu Sui left Liying Town, her mother and grandma stuffed her suitcase with specialty products.

Xu Sui couldn't laugh or cry: "Mom, I can't eat that much."

Saying that Xu Sui was about to go to the suitcase to take out some special products, Xu mother patted her hand and re-zipped the zipper, her tone was annoying: "Who said it was for you, give some to your roommate, and let them treat my daughters. Better."

"My roommates are all very nice, but thank you mom anyway!" Xu Sui said with a smile.

When Xu's mother sent Xu Sui to the high-speed rail station all the way, it was nothing more than to make her pay attention to her body, eat regularly, and call her whenever she needed.

Xu Sui stood at the gate of the high-speed rail station, with a serious tone: "I have something right now."

Mother Xu looked worried, and pulled her: "Why don't you feel uncomfortable, how about going to the hospital now? What's wrong?"

"Ears are cocooned." Xu Sui said, taking his luggage.

"You child," Xu mother twisted her arm slightly, hesitated or said, "One by one, remember to study hard when you come back to school and remember what your mother expects of you. The most important thing for you at this stage is You can talk about studies and love after graduation."

These words have been in Xu Muzang's heart for a long time. When her mother knew her child best, she was clearly excited before the New Year, staring at her mobile phone from time to time, but now she is lost and wandering frequently.

Most of the troubles at this age are related to feelings. Xu's mother has always been strict with her children. She still hopes that Xu Sui can focus on her studies.

Speaking of love, Xu Sui thought of a certain name, and his eyes dimmed for a moment: "I see, mom."

After returning to school, Xu Sui dragged his suitcase into the dormitory. As soon as he opened the door, Liang Shuang was watering the flowers on the balcony, while Hu Qianxi wore a pair of black framed sunglasses as usual to direct the boy with luggage like a helping hand.

Everything is so familiar.

"I'm back!" Xu Sui came in with a smile.

"Baby, miss me?" Hu Qianxi took off her sunglasses and rushed over.

"Hmm—" Xu Suiwen's soft voice stretched, and his tone changed, "In fact, it's okay."

Hu Qianxi immediately scratched her armpit, Xu Sui smiled and avoided, and the two of them were in a mess.

After resting for a long time, they each went to their own class to study at night.

After distributing the timetable and receiving the new book, Xu Sui found that his studies were significantly heavier in the first half of the semester. Xu Sui secretly made up his mind to forget that person, planning to escape the three-character curse of Zhou Jingze.

After the beginning of the new semester, Xu Sui arranged his time very full every day, either attending classes, or hiding in the library, studying on the rooftop, so busy that he didn't have time to think about him.

She still didn't buy a mobile phone. She would use her laptop to log in to QQ if something happened. Anyway, the group said things were either on QQ or sent emails.

Xu Sui didn't know what she was avoiding. Sometimes when she logged on to QQ, she would see Zhou Jingze's face lit up, but they were all in a busy state, so she probably went to play games.

Since she secretly added him to QQ in high school, his avatar was gray most of the time, that is, a few times it would be bright, as if he was not related to her for most of his life, and the colors that appeared in her world were only short-lived of.

She even suspected that Zhou Jing had no idea that she secretly added him when she was in high school. To him, she was just a stranger lying on the contact list.

The roommate also noticed the change in Xu Sui's state. Liang Shuang was made to feel that she was not doing his job properly. In addition to the difficulty of endorsing, she had to follow Xu Sui to the library and back to the bedroom to endorse books every day.

When Liang Shuang was sitting on the bed applying nail polish, he remembered something and asked: "Follow, the teacher in class today draws back the histogram of the human body. Only you have memorized it. The endorsement is extremely difficult for me. You seem to be very difficult. Looking relaxed, are there any tips to teach me?"

"Yes, come down." Xu Sui said while sitting at the desk.

Liang Shuang immediately kicked out of bed, Xu Sui sat on the chair, opened the book, took out a red marker from the pencil case, and said in a warm voice: "For example, if you read the interpretation, we can go through it first, and then we can use thinking. Map, subdivided into the physical signs of the bones, nerve-oriented..."

Liang Shuang listened and walked away. From her point of view, Xu Sui's long fluffy hair was randomly pulled up with a pencil, and scattered strands of hair were attached to her white face, and her lips were like cherries and red. And moisturizing.

"Liang Shuang, are you listening?" Xu Sui asked with a good temper.

Liang Shuang returned to his senses, and immediately apologized: "Sorry, you said again, just now you were distracted, because Suibao is so good-looking."

Xu Sui had to tell her again, saying that Hu Qianxi came in desperately when the vessel was moving. Liang Shuangshun asked, "What's wrong?"

"I'm fucking; Lu Wenbai is too difficult to do, I said I want to chase him."

"Well, what then?"

"He made me dream!" Hu Qianxi said angrily.

"Don't be sad, the smelly man is nothing." Liang Shuang comforted him.

"That's right, give you a thumbs up!"

Hu Xixi's emotions came and went fast. She was sitting in a chair and playing with her mobile phone. She suddenly turned her head and said to Xu Sui: "Follow, they said to go out for dinner later, are you going? Zhou Jingze is also there."

Xu Suizheng used a marker to write notes on the book. Hearing that his elbow was deflected, the red marker made a long stroke on the human body diagram, pointing straight to the heart organ diagram.

She lowered her eyes: "I'm not going anymore, I have something to do tonight."

At first Xu Sui could use this excuse to prevaricate Hu Xixi. After a long time, Hu Xixi felt that something was wrong and asked her: "What's wrong with you two? Did my uncle bully you? I'll beat him."

"No, there was a little oolong, Xixi, don't worry about it," Xu Sui smiled, and she changed the subject, "This half of the semester has a lot of schoolwork, and it's really busy. I thought about going to the Department of Veterinary Medicine."

"Hurt, we are also very bitter! We catch wild cats on the campus every day for treatment, and they run away as soon as they see us." Hu Qianxi said.

"Hey, speaking of Wildcats, is 1017 still with my uncle?" Hu Qianxi asked.

Xu Sui nodded. Since the beginning of school, she hasn't gone to Zhou Jingze to return 1017, anyway, it was his cat.

She never participated in their activities again, and the three words Zhou Jingze were hidden in a hidden corner of her heart. Xu Sui often went to the library, but he didn't expect to meet Shi Yuejie many times there, and they would go back and forth. The two became familiar with each other and could go to the cafeteria to make appointments together.

After class on Friday, Xu Sui suddenly remembered the oden on the stall outside the school. She hurried out of the school door to buy food alone with her books in her arms.

In mid-March, the spring breeze was steep, the only difference was that the willow trees outside the school bloomed, and when the wind blew, catkins everywhere fell on the shoulders.

Xu Sui packed a portion of Oden. After paying the money, she turned around and raised her eyes casually. Zhou Jingze stood in the crowd not far away, and Xu Sui saw him at a glance.

Zhou Jingze wore a thin black coat, his hair was shorter, and his brows lined with green skin. He bit a cigarette and stood in the middle of the crowd. He didn't know what he was talking about, and he showed a light and sloppy smile.

The wind blew and the soot fell rustlingly.

Sheng Nanzhou on the side obviously saw Xu Sui, and he pushed Zhou Jingze's shoulder. Zhou Jingze lowered his head, someone handed a fire to him, lit another cigarette, and held his hands together to block the wind.

Scarlet fireworks rose, his eyebrows were lazy, and he raised his eyebrows very quickly. After the smoke was over, he talked and laughed again.

There was no single look at Xu Sui during the whole process.

Having not seen him for nearly a month, Xu Sui felt that without her, his life had not changed, and his life was still brilliant.

Xu Sui retracted his gaze from him, lowered his eyes, and hurriedly walked towards the school gate with a portion of Oden. The wind was blowing, making her eyes sore and unable to open her eyes.

Secret love is for you over the mountains, but you have rubbed shoulders with me countless times.

You are the scenery I never got.