Confession

The meaning of Zhou Jingze's words was not for Xu Sui to introduce what it meant by XXX. He was asking her to confess that Bai Yushi was different from ordinary men. He was the first man to make Zhou Jingze the first person to have a sense of crisis.

Obviously, all day today, he was in a mess, holding back a bad mood. The moment he saw Liang Shuang's circle of friends, he left behind a bunch of messy things he was dealing with and rushed over.

Xu Sui lowered her eyes, she actually didn't know how to introduce Bai Yushi. He was to Xu Suibuan as a small light in a certain period of confusion in his life.

Knowing Bai Yushi was actually a coincidence.

When working as an exchange student in Hong Kong, Xu Sui's major and Italian simply couldn't work together. She didn't take this course as an elective, and she didn't know anything about Italian.

When Xu Sui lived in Xihuan, in addition to Carrie, a roommate in the class, there was another foreign language girl named Shi Ning. Her second language was Italian.

Xu Sui has forgotten why Shi Ning asked her to help in class. I only remember that she was in an emergency and couldn't make it to school temporarily, so she had to ask Xu Sui to help go to class.

At that time Xu Sui had just come out of the laboratory. She heard that Shi Ning was crying out on the phone, and then nodded in agreement.

Xu Sui looked for the classroom for more than ten minutes, and finally she stepped into the classroom.

She seldom did such a thing, so she sat in the penultimate row for fear of being caught.

This is her first Italian class.

At that time, the movie played in class happened to be "Back Street Girls".

Xu Sui didn't understand Italian movies, and their language was a bit harsh, so she didn't plan to watch it from the beginning.

The summer in Hong Kong is too hot, the wind blowing from the beach is sultry and hot, and there are movies in the classroom that she can't understand.

Xu Sui was so drowsy, and finally fell asleep on the table. As a result, Bai Yushi spotted her sharp-eyed and asked questions in public. Xu Sui fell asleep and was finally pushed awake by the girl at the side table.

Can't answer the question.

Xu Sui was fined a five-thousand-word film review and had to hand it to him personally.

Later, when the matter of attending classes for Shi Ning was revealed, Xu Sui thought he could escape, but Bai Yushi was just like her, and he still asked her to submit that film review.

No way, Xu Sui had to use his spare time to watch the movie seriously. At first, she just took it as a task, but it seemed so serious that Xu Sui found that Italy’s summer was beautiful, with waves, blue, tall trees, and an old bookstore in every block.

Some people kissed in the fountain square, while others were reading a book in the sun by the beach, tanning themselves into a healthy wheat color.

Of course, the movie is better. The story tells how a child from a poor family grows up and grows quickly in a disintegrated family.

She walked out of the swamp step by step, and then passed through all the way, becoming her own queen in terms of career achievements, and at the same time met her own love, but it was not satisfactory.

After watching it, Xu Sui wrote a serious film review. When she handed the film review to Bai Yushi, he glanced at it, grasped the key words, and asked keenly: "Do you think Krisa's view of love is the only one, or is your view of love the only one?"

Xu Sui avoided this question.

Later, she didn't know how to get to know Bai Yushi. Xu Sui likes this movie very much and wants to find more Italian movies to watch. After Bai Yu knew it, he often borrowed the Blu-ray Collector's Edition movies to her and recommended many original novels to her.

When they went back and forth, the two became friends. For Xu Sui, Bai Yushi is not only a friend, but also a life mentor. For a while, Xu Sui was very confused about his subsequent studies, and so was his feelings.

Bai Yu frankly said that when he was confused, he read more books and watched more movies.

Xu Sui said: "I don't know how to describe that feeling. I still think of him, but in this relationship, I may be more real. He is actually very good to me and can't fault me, but I want a unique one. Love, he can’t do it.”

Bai Yushi just smiled: "Your little girl loves more seriously."

Xu Sui sensitively heard the word "you". In fact, during this period of time, the school has been circulating a gossip saying that a girl ten years younger than Professor Bai ran all the way to find him, but she turned out to be as unfeeling as Bai Yushi. He refused to see her on one side.

It is said that he has a marriage contract, the kind made by the two families.

I heard that Bai Yushi's ancestral home in Guangdong, half a Hong Kong native, grew up in Hong Kong with a well-off family, backed by the intricate Bai family consortium.

A man like Bai Yushi is good, strong, and attractive, and it's hard not to attract other girls.

It was spread very badly in the school, but Bai Yushi himself was calm, he should go to class, and he was not affected at all.

"Professor Bai, what is your view of love?" Xu Sui asked.

Xu Sui still remembers, he smiled, his eyes lowered: "I don't have a view of love, it's all about capital accumulation."

Xu Suizheng was in a daze, thinking how to introduce him, Bai Yushi's voice pulled her thoughts back. He proactively stretched out his hand and said:

"Hello, I am Xu Sui's professor when he was studying in Hong Kong, Bai Yushi."

Hearing the word "Hong Kong", Zhou Jingze's black, rock-like eyes dimmed for an instant, and they were dry, leaving only the riverbed.

"Zhou Jingze." Zhou Jingze had a cold voice, raised his eyes to look at him, and did not reach out and hold it back.

Bai Yushi retracted his hand, put it in his pocket, nodded at the two of them, and said, "Go ahead."

The sound of the car starting sounded particularly loud in the silent night, and then a black car disappeared into the night. Xu Zuo took out the key from his bag and said to Zhou Jingze:

"It's late, and you should go back to rest soon."

After that, Xu Sui went to take the key in the bag and was about to pass by Zhou Jingze. Unexpectedly, the man stood in front of Xu Sui, grabbing her arm and not letting go.

"Are you trying to **** me off? Professor, eh?" Zhou Jingze bit his posterior molar.

Just now I saw the two talking and laughing together. He felt an unspeakable emotion in his whole person. He was panicked but couldn't vent it.

With eyes facing each other, Xu Sui looked at him quietly.

Zhou Jingze couldn't stand a pair of dark pupils looking at him, grabbing her in his arms and pressing her tightly. Xu Sui immediately resisted, pushing his arm away, not letting him touch it.

"Let me hold it for a while." Zhou Jingze's voice was hoarse.

As soon as he spoke, Xu Sui felt that something was wrong with him, and the body that was still struggling stopped for a while and stood there.

Zhou Jingze hugged Xu Sui and buried his head in her shoulders. The night was very dark, and the wind was blowing, raising the dead leaves on the ground, making a rustling sound.

For a moment, Xu Sui felt that Zhou Jingze was still.

She felt him like a silent bow, standing there, as if it would break in the next second.

Xu Sui didn't know what happened to Zhou Jingze, but she felt his low air pressure and frustration.

He said that after holding her for a while, he really released her.

"Master is gone." Zhou Jingze raised his hand and pinched her face, his face regained its dignified expression.

When Zhou Jingze turned to leave, Xu Sui stood there and looked at his back.

The street lights are dim, and the lights in the winter night are deserted. Zhou Jingze's back looked lonely and precipitous, and the wind raised a corner of his coat, and then quickly hung down.

In fact, in the past five or six years, their cognition and participation of each other has been zero.

Xu Sui looked at Zhou Jingze's long shadow on the ground, and asked:

"Have you eaten?"

With a "pop", the lights are bright, and the room is warm like spring.

Xu Sui bent down and gave him a pair of men's shoes. Zhou Jingze stood at the door, watching that those shoes didn't move.

"New, one-time." Xu Sui said.

Zhou Jingze put it on and walked in, looking around inside with a pair of dark eyes.

The house Xu Sui lives in is one bedroom and one living room, plus a balcony. The layout is neat and Japanese. There are many cute little ornaments next to the TV cabinet. A bunch of eucalyptus leaves are inserted in the corner on the left hand side, which is very lifelike.

She used to be like this. When the two were together, Xu Suihui would often bring some gadgets over the weekend.

He suddenly thought of the little goldfish in the fish tank, and the little green meat she bought on the window of his room.

It seems to be yesterday.

Zhou Jingze lowered his long eyelashes, casting a faint shadow on the bottom of his eyes.

"Sit down first." Xu Sui packed up the magazines on the sofa and poured a glass of boiled water on the table.

Zhou Jingze sat on the sofa and took a sip of water. After Xu Sui took off his coat and opened the refrigerator, his expression was a little embarrassed: "There is only noodles, do you want to eat?"

"Eat." Zhou Jingze put a word down.

Xu Sui took out a bundle of noodles, a box of eggs, and tomatoes, went to the kitchen, took out the rubber band in his pocket and **** his hair.

In fact, she doesn't know how to cook, she only cooks some simple vegetarian food. Like noodles, she made it just barely.

Zhou Jingze put the cup on the table, glanced through Xu Sui, and said, "I'll do it."

Zhou Jingze's posture underneath was very skillful. After a while, the steaming noodles came out of the pot.

Because Xu Sui had eaten it at night, she didn't eat it. Zhou Jingze sat there, eating his noodles with his head down, his brows and eyes were blurred by the heat.

"Where did you go today?" Xu Sui asked.

What happened, she still didn't ask the second half of the sentence.

Zhou Jingze took a meal with chopsticks and replied, "Dong Zhao."

The air fell into silence again, and after speaking, he continued to lower his head to eat noodles, and there was only the sound of noodles sucking around. Dongzhao, isn't this the airline before Zhou Jingze was grounded?

Zhou Jingze has always been eating noodles slowly and slowly, but I don't know why he was choked. He lowered his head, his chest trembled, and he coughed violently, making his eyes a little red.

Xu Sui poured him a glass of water and asked, "Do you want to talk about it?"

Zhou Jingze took it and took a couple of sips, with a habitually sloppy smile on his face, and said in an understatement: "Next time."

He didn't seem to want to mention it, so he stopped talking about it, and he was still in the mood to tell a joke to make Xu Sui happy. After eating the noodles, Zhou Jingze glanced at the time, picked up the key and lighter on the table, and said:

"Tsk, satisfied."

Zhou Jingze took his things and went out, thinking of something, he turned his head back, stopped his hand on the doorknob, squinted his eyes and said warningly, "You lock the door for Lao Tzu."

"I lock the door every night, you should be the one to guard against." Xu Sui whispered.

Zhou Jingze snorted lazily, lowered his neck and looked directly at her:

"If the Lord wants you, do you think this door can stop me?"

"In short, good night." Zhou Jingze raised his hand and touched her head.

After sending Zhou Jingze away, Xu Sui closed the door. When she was clearing the table, she received a text message from Liang Shuang. She asked gossipingly: [Baby, I'm home now, I think Professor Bai is good, you can think about it. 】

[You think too much, Bao. ] Xu Sui resigned helplessly.

Liang Shuang received this message only as Xu Suisi was shy, so he "hehe" twice. In fact, she has always felt that Xu Sui's soft personality would be a disadvantage to fall in love with someone like Zhou Jingze.

There are too many uncertain factors in Zhou Jingze. When he likes you, it is like a flame, hot and fierce. But sometimes it's like a gust of wind, unsure and unable to grasp.

Compared with vigorous love, she needs long water and a sense of security.

The day before the appointment with Bai Yushi to watch the show, Xu Sui found a restaurant with a higher score on Dianping in advance, and asked him specifically: [Professor Bai, do you eat Xinjiang food? It might be a bit spicy. 】

Bai Yushi replied quickly: [Yes, I have eaten more Hong Kong and Cantonese food, change my taste. 】

【good. ] Xu Suihui.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and the temperature drops sharply.

Xu Sui's overcoat was not enough, and a white turtleneck sweater was added to it. When he went out, a bit of wind blew, and it blew his face like a knife. She immediately buried her face in the collar, revealing only a pair of dark and quiet eyes.

Bai Yushi felt a little funny seeing her appearance, and said, "I have a coat in the car. I will ask the driver to bring it."

"No," Xu Sui waved his hand, moved his face out of his collar, and took two breaths of fresh air, "I'm going in soon, it should be warm inside."

Bai Yushi nodded, no longer reluctantly. The two of them walked into the exhibition center together, and when they entered, it seemed as if they had walked into the streets of Europe. Retro movie posters hanging on the wall.

Xu Sui and Bai Yushi walked in tandem, and occasionally encountered posters that she was interested in, she would stop and look at them a few more times, and Bai Yushi would explain to her.

In this movie poster exhibition, Xu Sui was pleasantly surprised to see the Italian movies she had watched—The Gospel of Matthew, The Brilliant Life, etc.

As soon as the camera turned, Xu Sui saw the movie poster of "South and North".

"Is the one you met downstairs in your house two days ago the only one that has been bothering you?" Bai Yu asked, seeing her in a daze.

Xu Sui hesitated and nodded, and said, "When I met him again, I found that he hadn't let go of this relationship, and he was chasing me, but I—"

"But you dare not, afraid of repeating the same mistakes." Bai Yushi answered sharply.

"Yes." Xu Suiying said.

She lacked the courage to be with him again.

Bai Yushi nodded, this time he didn't say "this is what you innocent little girls only want" like Xu Sui was in Hong Kong this time, and he said:

"I understand you a little bit."

Xu Sui was surprised and smiled and asked, "Professor, what changed you?"

People like Bai Yushi should have their own set of life value system, and it is difficult for others to change him. At this moment, Bai Yu was really stunned. After a while, he smiled faintly:

"There is such a person."

"Anyway, if you need my help, just mention it."

Xu Sui nodded and continued to watch the exhibition. After the two of them finished watching, they planned to go to dinner. The driver had gone back beforehand, and Bai Yushi personally drove her from Huancheng Road, blocking the traffic intermittently along the way.

Zhou Jingze has been doing a lot of things recently, and he has been very busy and never came out. It just so happened that Liu came back and was on annual leave recently, and their group of talents got together again.

In the 2070 box of the clubhouse, the red lights were dim, and Liu was sitting there crying and singing: "Find a dear person in love to bid farewell to being single..."

Zhou Jingze slept on the sofa to mix the wine. He made a very strong wine. He picked a lemon from the white porcelain plate and stuck it in the mouth of the glass. When he lowered his head, the spinous process of the back of the neck slowly rolled, abstaining and seductive.

With a "bang", Sheng Nanzhou opened the door, and sat down beside Zhou Jingze with a sunken sofa. He frantically made up for his lateness: [The section of Huancheng Road was also blocked, just like cooking dumplings, walking and stopping all the way. Stop, anyway, I don't blame me for being late. 】

Sheng Jingze put the glass of vodka that had just been adjusted in front of him and raised his eyebrows: "Stop the **** nonsense and drink it."

Sheng Nanzhou glanced at the degree of the wine. With his alcohol capacity, if he had this cup, he couldn't throw up violently while holding the toilet. He grabbed Zhou Jingze's neck and teased:

"Brother, you should be the one who should drink this glass of wine. I just ran into Xu Sui with a man. The man looked very intellectual and charming. He was heartbroken."

Zhou Jingze held a cigarette between his fingertips, the ashes fell, and a burning sensation came from his palm. He snorted without speaking.

"Tsk, don't believe me, brother, I'm not a lie. The two talked and laughed, and they seemed to be going on a date. I drove past them in the car, otherwise I'll take a picture to show you. "Sheng Nanzhou stabbed him again invisibly.

Zhou Jingze was slowly and forcefully pressing out the cigarette butts, the scarlet disappeared, and the ashtray was burnt to black. He lowered his eyelashes, the hostility in his eyes was full.

Sheng Nanzhou patted him on the shoulder: "A woman is too unsympathetic when she is cruel. She has been in the co-pilot. How about you, after the reunion, have anyone ever been in your co-pilot?"

Indeed, after the breakup, except for Zhou Jingze's initiative to approach, after she was inevitable, at any time Xu Suidu was in duty, as if the two were only in a relationship with their predecessors than a stranger.

After getting this recognition, Zhou Jingze's dark pupils shrank quickly, and he drank the glass of vodka. The moment the wine entered his throat, his stomach was burning like a fire, the spicy flavor hit the sky, his temples jumped suddenly, and his voice was dumb. Can't say a word.

It took a long time to get over.

The tip of the tongue is lowered with ice cubes, and he chews creaking unhurriedly. With a "bang", the wine glass returned to its original position. Zhou Jingze got up, lowered his voice, and put down two words:

"gone."

Zhou Jingze carried his coat and threw down the brothers so early. Once Liu Gang finished singing "Single Love Song", he was gone as soon as he turned his head.

He looked puzzled: "What happened to my buddies?"

"What else," Sheng Nanzhou was sitting on the sofa and gloating, "someone overturned the jealous jar."

Bai Yushi drove the car, and Xu Sui sat in the car. The two of them were on their way to the restaurant when the mobile phone in their bag suddenly rang.

She took it out and tapped to answer: "Hey."

There was a lighter clicking sound from the phone, Zhou Jingze's voice seemed to be grainy, low and deep:

"Where?"

"On the way to eat." Xu Sui answered.

Zhou Jingze asked nonchalantly over there, "With whom?"

Xu Sui pressed the car window and asked, "Where shall I go to report to you?"

There was no sound on the other side of the phone, and there was a suppressed silence, only a sizzling electric sound.

If it weren't for the phone call being displayed, Xu Suidu suspected that Zhou Jingze had hung up the phone.

"Indeed, you don't need to report," Zhou Jingze's tone was casual, and the conversation changed. "But you have to give me the student files and first aid test assessment of the base students."

"In short, let you come over and work overtime now." Zhou Jingze said concisely.

Xu Sui's voice hesitated: "Now, can I be delayed? Everything is on the computer. I will send it to you when I get home later..."

"The situation is urgent, and it's about their business license examination." Zhou Jingze interrupted her, screaming at her without changing his face.

Xu Sui also wanted to struggle: "But..."

Zhou Jingze didn't speak there, and Xu Suidu felt his low air pressure through the electric current, and the student's license examination really couldn't be delayed.

"Well, I'm going home now." Xu Sui said.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Sui looked at Bai Yushi with embarrassment. The man smiled. In fact, on the phone, he vaguely heard a general idea that he might have become Zhou Jingze's imaginary enemy.

"Sorry, Professor, I have something to do temporarily, I can only ask for dinner next time." Xu Sui apologized.

"It's okay, I'll take you home first." Bai Yushi smiled and knocked on the steering wheel with his knuckles.

After speaking, he turned a corner, turned around, typed in the address of Xu Sui's house in the navigation, and drove over. The car arrived after 40 minutes, and Xu Sui thanked him earnestly before getting off the car.

Xu Sui walked home, but Zhou Jingze didn't expect Zhou Jingze to appear at the door of her face, his face was not very pretty.

"Are you without a car?" Zhou Jingze walked over and asked her.

"What?" Xu Sui couldn't catch him.

Zhou Jingze raised his eyelids and looked at the black car that was slowly driving away behind her, his voice a little deep:

"If not, I will send you one."

Save it all the time in someone else's car.

Xu Sui didn't know what he was talking about, took out the key from the bag and said, "Let's go, I will give you the information."

The second time I came to Xu Sui's house, when Zhou Jingze came in, he was familiar with the road and sat there. The young master's posture seemed to be his own home.

Xu Sui flipped through the room for a while, came out with a stack of documents, and came to him: "The paper version is here, and I will send the electronic version to your mailbox in a moment."

"Okay, you can go now." Xu Sui began to chase people away.

Zhou Jingze drew out a stack of documents, and flipped through the corner of the paper between his slender fingers, moving slowly.

He looked down at the student information above, and suddenly said something unexpectedly:

"Did you go on a date with Bai Yushi?"

Dating? Didn't she just watch a solo exhibition with her friends? Xu Sui subconsciously wanted to explain, remembering something suddenly, and then he changed to:

"Yes, I found out that others are fine."

She meant that she hoped that he would retreat.

Zhou Jingze was flipping through the documents at random. He paused when he heard the words, and lost his senses when the sharp edge of the paper cut him.

Immediately, blood-red blood beads came out, a steady stream, and pain came along with it. He didn't care, so he raised his eyes to look at her.