Confession

After sending Zhou Jingze away, Xu Sui thought a lot. She was a passive person, and Xu Sui didn't dare to be with him again.

Since Xu Sui had been insomnia all night the previous night, when she woke up the next day, her face was pale and her eyes were dark, so she had to put on a light makeup and go to work.

Throughout the morning, Xu Sui was a little sleepy during the consultation, and finally went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water before refreshing himself.

At noon, Zhao Shuer took Xu Sui to the hospital cafeteria for dinner. Xu Sui made a portion of seaweed and egg soup, grilled ribs, fried pork with green peppers, and a portion of seasonal vegetables.

Xu Sui lowered his head and drank the soup, and found that Zhao Shuer was always staring at the phone and forgot to eat.

She smiled and reminded: "What are you looking at, is there a boyfriend in the phone?"

Zhao Shuer returned to her senses and smiled and said, "No! I have been obsessed with a model recently, and I always look at her on her days. She is really too imposing and fascinated with me. She is so beautiful and has a personality. Cool, hey, it makes me look at her social page every day, and I've been a girl, almost bend by her."

"Who is it?" Xu Sui lowered his head and bit a bean.

"Nuo, let you see if she is particularly beautiful. She is a model that is in the limelight abroad. She seems to be returning to China for development. She has a lot of domestic fans and is very popular."

Xu Sui glanced up inadvertently, and fixed his gaze when he saw the woman on the phone screen clearly.

As if a key switch was triggered, with a "buzz", the memory deliberately sealed in his mind was opened.

Xu Sui suddenly remembered the smell of the perfume of the pine girl in the air during that unusually sultry summer.

And Yesenin tearing off the yogurt cover, while confidently said: "We are not together because he said he didn't want to lose me."

As soon as the camera turned, Xu Sui Ming knew the answer and asked him like a self-masturbation: "Did you have a good impression of her before?"

Zhou Jingze nodded and said, "Yes."

Zhao Shuer was still there for Xu Suikepu her new idol:

"She has a real sense of lens, she looks good, and everything she wears causes a trend. Do you remember the last time the new FG was launched? It was because she wore it to the Paris catwalk, which caused this series of themed clothes to be sold out. And when she returned to China, she took three high-end endorsements and five product endorsements, and it really didn't hurt to buy a stake in Yesening."

Xu Sui's ears made a buzzing sound just like tinnitus, and couldn't hear anything. She lowered her head and held the white rice mechanically, feeling that there was no taste at all, and finally ate half a bowl of rice and did not eat it anymore.

During a break at noon, Xu Sui stayed in the office, took out his mobile phone, and searched for Ye Sening on the Internet. Several related links popped up on the web page.

"Model Yesenin returned triumphantly from Paris and intends to develop domestically."

"The first thing Ye Saining did when he returned to China, he registered on Weibo and gained 5 million followers overnight."

"Yesenin's mysterious relationship."

Compared with the past, Ye Saining's scenery is even better. She has grown from a well-known model to a star with a shining star.

Xu Sui held the phone and clicked on a video interview about Ye Sening. In the screen, the reporter asked: "Do you have the willingness to return to China for development?"

"Yes."

"Because why did you make this decision to return to your country?"

The spotlight was aimed at Ye Saining, and she didn't blink at all. She tilted her head and thought for a while and said:

"On the one hand, it is the needs of career development. The domestic fashion culture has been developing steadily."

As Ye Saining spoke, he turned around and smiled: "Furthermore, family and friends have always been in China, and I always want to come back, plus there are some important things to deal with."

Xu Sui closed the next interview before finishing watching. She lowered her eyelashes and thought, isn't it good? Anyway, she pushed Zhou Jingze away and made it clear to him.

What is going on with Yesenin has nothing to do with her.

When Xu Sui was sitting in the outpatient clinic in the afternoon, he suddenly received a text message from an unfamiliar number:

[Xu Sui? I’m Ye Saining. It took a little effort to get your number. I don’t know if you have time. I want to talk to you about something. 】

Xu Sui's eyelashes quivered and edited in the dialog box: I have nothing to chat with you, and Zhou Jingze is not with me either.

After typing, she clicked the Enter key again to delete, dragged Yesenin's message into the draft box, and finally did not reply.

Not long after, Bai Yushi called and said, "Xu Sui, you dropped an earring on my car that day. I happened to be working around here. I will pay you back when you come over after work?"

"Okay, thank you Professor." Xu Sui said.

At 6 o'clock, Xu Sui got off work on time. She took off her white coat, and when she took out her mobile phone, she saw the WeChat sent by Zhou Jingze an hour ago. He asked:

【What to eat? I'll pick you up after get off work. 】

Xu Sui was a little weak when he saw these words, and felt that everything he did was like a punch on cotton, and he couldn't shake him at all.

For many things, she knew that she was sloppy, greedy and tender, and she was not simply at all. But instead of suffering from gains and losses because of Yesenin, Xu willingly bypassed this road.

She hates contention.

Very annoying.

Her eyelids trembled, and she sent a message to Zhou Jingze, saying every word: [After thinking about it for a long time, I found that the two of us are not suitable. Don't contact me again. Really, I have someone I like now. 】

After a few seconds, the message shows that it was sent successfully. After a long time, Zhou Jingze never sent any more messages.

Xu Sui didn't look at the phone anymore, put it in his pocket, picked up the bag and walked out of the hospital door.

After going downstairs, Xu Sui opened the revolving glass door of the outpatient department building and walked straight out. A biting cold wind blew, and she subconsciously buried her face in the scarf. She was rummaging through her bag while searching for the gloves, when she suddenly heard an exclamation from the person next to her.

A little girl pulled an adult's sleeve, and said in surprise: "Mom, it's snowing!"

The movement in Xu Sui's hand stopped, and when he raised his head, the first snow fell.

This year's first snow came late, so that people passing by were more excited to see it, and shouted, "It's snowing, it's snowing."

The snowflake was small, like fluff, like a transparent crystal. Xu could not help but stretch out his hand to pick it up. The snowflake fell on his palm and melted in a flash, and water fell from between his fingers.

Xu Sui waited at the door for a while for Bai Yushi, he appeared not far away holding an umbrella.

When Bai Yushi walked in front of Xu Sui, he stretched out his hand and brushed the snow particles on his collar. He smiled and said, "I caught up with the snow as soon as I came to Beijing on a business trip."

"After all, it doesn't snow in Hong Kong, so you are on the right trip." Xu Sui said.

"Really?" Bai Yu said real.

Xu Sui's words reminded him of someone, a brilliant little girl, agile and charming, her black eyes filled with determination:

"It will snow on Nathan Road one day!"

Unfortunately, it is fleeting.

Bai Yushi turned off the topic and chatted with Xu Sui at the door. The two talked and laughed about interesting things they had encountered. Xu Sui listened carefully, occasionally with a smile at the corner of his mouth, and when he turned his head, Yu Guang glanced at a familiar figure inadvertently.

What Zhou Jingze wants to do is to go to the end.

The only way he can give up is to smash his self-esteem once again.

She looked at Bai Yushi again, raised her eyelashes, her voice a little dumb: "Professor Bai, didn't you say that you can find you if you are busy at the exhibition that day, I now..."

Zhou Jingze looked at the scene in front of him and thought, if his life can be written autobiography, his most exciting place must belong to this day.

Throughout this afternoon, Zhou Jingze stayed at Dongzhao International Airlines.

He was sitting in a wide empty conference room, and no one received him. Only Xiao Zhang at the front desk would buy some gadgets from various countries when Zhou Jingze landed on weekdays and give them to her. She also took good care of her on weekdays, and she took the initiative to come in and pour him a glass of water.

Zhou Jingze sat there, watching the water droplets sticking to the wall of the disposable cup until the steaming cup slowly became cold.

The old club of the past, how much he valued him at the time, now treats him coldly.

Zhou Jingze sat there and waited for more than two hours, but the people from the investigation department and his former boss arrived late.

"Kyozawa, I'm sorry, your business has been delayed for a long time, and now the results are out." The boss turned the tip of his pen, with a contract under his elbow.

Zhou Jingze sat up a little bit, his tone calm: "It's okay, you say."

"After investigation by the company's specially approved investigation department, it was discovered that on the way from Toronto to Beijing on the CA7340 international flight operated and piloted by you, you despised the organizational rules and disciplines, and at the same time violated the relevant regulations of the pilot and the captain. As a result of the casualties of aircraft passengers, the company officially dismissed Captain Zhou Jingze on November 20, 2020 regarding your bad reputation impact on Dongzhao International Airlines, and will never hire him. We will send emails within the company at that time. And report this result in the industry."

"The company will not pursue your financial compensation for the hard work and hard work you have done in the past."

The leader bowed his head thinking about the company's decision, not daring to look at Zhou Jingze.

After speaking, the air was silent for a while.

After so many years of hard work, it can be easily wiped out in one sentence, and in the end, you will be deducted and charged with a crime.

He has nothing to say.

Every former colleague and leader of Zhou Jingze here knows him, he is frivolous and proud, but he has a talent in the sky.

The termination of employment and industry notifications was a devastating blow.

Zhou Jingze's flying life may stop here.

Obviously there is a bright future, but when he is less than 30 years old, the proud son of heaven is frustrated and the proud star falls.

Just when everyone thought Zhou Jingze would get angry or make a big fuss. He twitched the corner of his mouth, raised his eyelids and asked:

"Did you finish?"

The leader thought it was a prelude before the storm, and there was a momentary panic in his heart: "It's over..."

"That's it, I have something to do, go ahead."

Zhou Jingze got up, the expression on his face was waveless and traceless, as if it were a matter of ignorance.

His back is tall and broad, as if he had never lowered his head.

When he walked to the door of the meeting room, Zhou Jingze remembered something turning back, and his dark eyes quietly looked around the meeting room.

He has been to this conference room countless times, has received large and small medals on it, and has also been approved by the leader together with his colleagues.

He looked at the small paper airplane among the many model airplanes next to the conference board. That was the first time he flew into the sky after coming to the company, carrying the lives and safety of the passengers on his shoulders, and landed successfully.

So he used the flyer on the plane to fold a small paper plane and put it there.

Tell yourself, live up to your original intention.

Zhou Jingze stuck his pocket alone and habitually raised the corners of his lips. He watched his colleagues who had been in trouble in the past, he said every word and smiled:

"Goodbye, everyone."

After saying this, Zhou Jingze left, and when people arrived in the corridor, the leader chased him out and stopped him.

The leader handed Zhou Jingze a cigarette and sighed: "I believe you will not do such a thing, but the voicerecorder (recording recorder for the cockpit of an airplane), as well as monitoring, all prove that you made a wrong decision. As for the deputy Chief Li Haoning, he insisted that he obeyed your instructions on the plane."

"Okay, it's okay, thank you for your care and tolerance in the past, Lao Zhang." Zhou Jingze took the cigarette and smiled.

When Zhou Jingze walked out of the Dongzhao International Aviation Building, the warm-colored arc of the setting sun happened to stop at the corner of the raised five-star red flag on the tall building.

From the high-rise building on the ground, the four big bronzing characters of Dongzhao Airlines appeared in front of them.

The rightmost point of the word "Hang" is made up of a small golden airplane pattern, which is still shining in the setting sun.

Zhou Jingze stood there quietly, looking at it.

Take a look and take a look.

This building bears all the pain and glory of his past.

Starting today, it will be zeroed together.

"It must be known that when I was young, Ling Yunzhi was once the best in the world."

I don't know why, Zhou Jingze suddenly remembered this sentence.

In the end, Zhou Jingze retracted his gaze, still holding the cigarette that the leader handed him just now.

He smiled, put his backhand in his ear, and left Dongzhao with both hands in his pockets. The sunlight dragged Zhou Jingze's back for a long time, until the last touch of light disappeared.

Zhou Jingze walked alone in the cold wind, his eyes could not be opened because of the wind. He took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Xu Sui, asking her what she would like to eat?

Halfway through, Zhou Jingze met someone on the road selling sugar-fried chestnuts, so he walked over and bought a copy.

At the next intersection, the setting sun has completely disappeared, the night falls, the street lights are on, and the aroma of toasted butter bread floats on the road.

Zhou Jingze looked up and saw that there was a long line at the intersection of a bakery, which sells pineapple buns.

He put the candied chestnuts in his pocket, walked over, and lined up.

To like someone is that, even though the mood has reached the bottom, he is still willing to buy your favorite pineapple buns and candied chestnuts for you.

Zhou Jingze came to the door of the hospital where Xu Sui went to work with a complicated mood. He was suddenly a little tired. He planned to talk to her about what happened before and wanted to hug her.

On the way to find Xu Sui, there was a faint flame in his heart that was about to ignite, but when he saw the scene in front of him, the light in his heart was completely extinguished.

Bai Yushi leaned down and put on Xu Sui's earrings affectionately. After he was done, he pressed her thumb against her forehead and gently hooked her hair that had fallen in front of her behind her ears.

It turned out that nodding his forehead affectionately and hooking her hair were not his exclusive actions.

Zhou Jingze squinted his eyes and smiled at each other's eyes. The cold snow fell on his eyelids, and he didn't move. The snow was getting bigger and bigger, biting and icy, and he felt frozen in his fingers, so cold that he couldn't say a word.

Because he was afraid that the sugar-fried chestnuts would become cold, Zhou Jingze kept it in his pocket, as well as the pineapple buns that were just out of the oven for the best taste.

It seems she doesn't need it anymore.

After learning this conclusion, Zhou Jingze threw these two things together in the trash can beside him, and then turned and left. His shoulders were stained dark by the snow, and his black back disappeared into the ice and snow.

When the wind blew, the plastic bag lying in the trash can with two things made a "crashing" sound, and then was forgotten there.