Confession

Mother Xu was taken aback for a moment, and finally sighed and ended the topic.

After Xu Sui helped her pack her things, he personally sent her to the high-speed rail station, and repeatedly promised that he would go back before the Chinese New Year.

After Xu Sui persuaded Xu's mother to go back, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, and then received a call from Sheng Nanzhou on the way back.

Not knowing what the other party said, Xu Sui nodded, smiled and said, "Okay."

As the New Year approaches, everyone’s faces are filled with expectation and excitement, except for the hospital.

Gray walls, cold white woven lamps, withered and gradually curled leaves on the table.

The hospital repeats the cry of relatives leaving and the screams of patients from pain every day.

"Under the sun, there is nothing new."

Fortunately, the day before the end of the year, the sun came out, and the sunlight came in, making people feel warm.

It seems to give people hope.

Xu Sui accompanied Hu Qianxi in the ward, caring for her and chatting with her.

She was sitting in front of the hospital bed and swiping on Weibo, and suddenly showed Hu Xixi a group of hot girlfriends photos pushed on Weibo, and said: "Sixi, we don’t seem to have taken this kind of photos before, so I really want to take a photo with you. Group."

Hu Qianxi's eyes lit up, and then dimmed again: "But I'm so ugly now, let's shoot when I get better!"

"Who said that you are still very beautiful now," Xu Sui patted her head and said, "The colleagues in our department wanted to call me for your call two days ago."

"I didn't give it, mainly because he is not as handsome as Nanzhou handsome yet." Xu Sui added.

The two looked at each other and couldn't help laughing.

"Take advantage of the sunshine today, I will put on your makeup now, let's go to the hospital downstairs garden for a photo, it's pretty there." Xu prompted her, and hooked her pinky finger with her index finger. Clothes."

"Hey, my heart is moved when you say that."

Xu Sui acted immediately. She took her cosmetic bag from the office and put her make-up on Hu Xixi earnestly.

After putting on makeup, a woman appeared in the mirror with empty eyes and a bright and beautiful face.

Xu Sui took Hu Xixi to the bathroom to change clothes. Princess Sixi got her clothes silly and opened her eyes like glass beads:

"Songguang's high school uniform?"

"Yeah, I wear a school uniform in the sky to accompany you, because I miss the campus a little bit lately." Xu Sui explained.

Hu Qianxi rubbed the word Song Guang embroidered on the neckline of the school uniform with her fingertips, smiled unconsciously, and her voice became energetic:

"Clear and wear! I'm not afraid that others will say the word pretending to be tender."

After Xu Sui and Hu Qianxi changed into school uniforms, they held hands and smiled at each other.

Hu Qianxi was in a much better mood, and when she was about to go out, Xu Sui held her: "Hey, there is still something."

"what?"

Xu Zuo took out two candy-colored hairpins from his pockets, and gently pinned them to the right side of Hu Qianxi's hair.

She has short hair, so she is a veritable high school student.

Xu Sui pulled Hu Qian downstairs, and the two walked to the garden downstairs. She glanced at it seemingly and said: "Sixi, the background here is a bit messy, let's go to the green grass **** over there."

"Sure."

The two of them walked hand in hand to the west grass **** on the east side, and the scene seen in the distance gradually enlarged to the front, as clear as a mirror wiped away from water mist.

The snow had just melted, the lawn was wet, and a trail opened by sunflowers along the road, and at the end there was a white stage full of flowers.

"Wow, isn't it? We ran into someone else's marriage proposal?" Hu Qianxi pulled Xu Sui, her tone a little nervous, "Hurry up and go."

But Hu Xixi couldn't move Xu Sui at all, until a familiar low voice called her: "Sixi."

Hu Qianxi subconsciously raised her eyes and looked over. Sheng Nanzhou was wearing a neat tuxedo, with wide shoulders and long legs, and a red bow tie at the neckline. He was handsome and extraordinary. Holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand, he walked towards her step by step.

Like a knight descending from the sky.

At the age of twelve, he promised to marry her.

What Sheng Nanzhou holds in her hand is not a delicate rose, nor a fresh daisy, nor a touching tulip, but her favorite sunflower.

"Miss Hu Qianxi, would you like to marry me? No matter I am tall, short, fat or thin, I don’t look like the Jincheng Wu you like," Sheng Nanzhou knelt down on one knee holding the ring, raised his eyes to look at her, and said slowly, "but For one thing, I will always and only see you."

At this moment, more and more people gathered on the lawn. Her family, friends, and even the attending physician and patients were all present, witnessing this special marriage proposal.

"Marry him! Marry him!"

"Sixi, you are so pitiful and poor Lao Sheng, take him as a bachelor!"

A man smiled and shouted: "If you don't marry, I can marry!"

The hall burst into laughter, and the atmosphere was relaxed and harmonious.

The tears in Hu Xixi's eyes fell out, and she said twitchingly, "You are so annoying, the makeup I finally put on, the eyeliner... are all dizzy."

Hu Qianxi didn't say anything, and stretched out her hand under his nervous eyes and expectation. There were screams and cheers around, and Sheng Nanzhou smiled and put the ring on her.

The two kissed in the sun, Hu Qianxi surrounded him and whispered:

"Brother Nanzhou, I actually have a little secret that I didn't tell you."

"what?"

"Forget it, I'll talk again when I have a chance."

Green lawns, sunshine, sunflowers, rings, the weather is just right, so is your heart.

The daylight was so dazzling that Xu Sui saw the scene in front of him blurry and dazzling.

She covered her eyes and forced her tears back. Zhou Jingze embraced her, pressing her shoulders comfortably with her fingers, her voice lowered:

"You should be happy for her."

After finishing Hu Xixi's affairs, Xu followed up to pack up his things and went back to Li Ying for the New Year.

Zhou Jingze sent her to the high-speed rail station and told her to send him a message when she arrived.

Xu Sui nodded in a daze, and said goodbye to turn around to leave, but when the man grabbed her, Xu Sui was forced to fall into his arms.

Zhou Jingze raised his hand to pinch her chin, leaned his head and kissed, prying open his lips and teeth, and sucking on the tip of her tongue, so that his voice was a little fuzzy:

"Did you forget something?"

At the separate station, Zhou Jingze dragged her and kissed her for five minutes, and finally put a mark on the back of her white neck before letting go.

Xu Sui's face was so hot that he fled to the security checkpoint after he was free.

After returning to Li Ying, Xu Sui hadn't even reached the door. From a distance, he saw grandma standing at the door of the house, crouching and waiting for her.

Xu Sui dragged the suitcase to speed up the pace, walked to the old man, held her hand, and said, "Grandma! Why don't you wait inside, it's cold outside."

"I just came out not long ago." Grandma smiled and patted her hand.

As soon as she entered the house, the warmth was warm, Xu's mother was coming out of the kitchen with the vegetables, and said: "Go and wash your hands, you can eat."

Xu Sui immediately got into the kitchen and just turned on the faucet. Xu Mu patted her on the back and said, "The water is cold, go there and wash."

"Hey, a child with a mother is like a treasure." Xu Sui walked to the other side, unscrewing the hot water and said coquettishly.

Mother Xu smiled and continued to carry out the dishes.

On the night of New Year's Eve, there were sketches on the TV, and the whole family sat together to have a New Year's Eve dinner.

Everyone talked about family affairs while eating. Mother Xu said nothing about what happened that day, and chatted with her happily. The atmosphere seemed to be fairly harmonious.

After the meal, Xu Sui gave his mother and grandma two thick red envelopes and New Year gifts.

Unexpectedly, Xu's mother stretched out her hand, Xu Sui was taken aback for a moment, and smiled: "Not enough money."

"Give me the phone." Xu mother said.

Xu Suiyun handed in the phone in the mist, but when Xu mother got the phone, she stood up and announced: "From today, your phone will be confiscated and you are not allowed to contact him again."

After saying no, see Xu Sui's reaction and walked straight into the room with her mobile phone.

Xu Sui wanted to argue with her very much, but the fireworks on the TV show on the Spring Festival Gala reminded her.

Today is the new year.

Xu Sui decided to endure it. She didn't want to quarrel with her family during the Chinese New Year.

But when it was approaching twelve o'clock, Xu Sui couldn't help it, and sneaked into his grandma's room and sent a message of New Year's greetings to Zhou Jingze.

At the end, I deliberately mentioned the old past in the text message: [A number that may still be mistaken by you. 】

Before long, the phone screen lights up, and Zhou Jingze replied:

[It’s unlikely to admit mistakes, I have already memorized my number after my freshman year. Another: This message was sent on my knees. 】

[Happy New Year, my only one. 】

When Xu Sui received this text message, the corners of his lips turned up unconsciously, pretending to be calm and lightly answering:

[Then I also reluctantly wish you a happy new year. 】

It is a pity that Zhou Jingze was called back by the First Rescue Team after only two and a half days in Beijing for the New Year.

In addition, Xu Sui's mobile phone was confiscated, and she lived under the supervision of Xu's mother at all times.

After that, it was difficult to contact Zhou Jingze.

On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, the family was eating at the dinner table, and a piece of news was being broadcast in front of the TV. The host read the manuscript and said: On the evening of February 17, Beijing flight G7085 from Huaining to Duzhou, At 7:10 in the evening, affected by the weather, a lightning strike occurred. The investigation results showed that two people were killed and five people were seriously injured. The captain Zhang Chaoming was brave when the plane landed...

With a "pop", the chopsticks in Xu Sui's hand fell to the ground.

Li Ying’s superstitious custom is to drop chopsticks in the New Year, which is a very unlucky sign.

Xu's mother looked at the news, withdrawing her eyes, her voice was still gentle, but the needle was hidden in the cotton:

"Did you see that he will have an accident in the future, and you have no guarantee at all."

Before Xu's mother finished the second half of the sentence, Xu Sui's heart trembled. She rushed into her mother's room and retrieved her mobile phone, turned it on, and called Zhou Jingze.

The phone was dialed, and the longer the infinite and mechanical beep sounded, the more Xu Sui's heart hung in his heart.

Can you answer the phone?

Mother Xu walked in and looked at her with her arms folded: "What are you doing?"

"I want to confirm him—"

The words "Is there anything" still stuck in his throat, which was interrupted by Xu's mother.

Mother Xu snatched her mobile phone, and at this time the call was finally connected, and a clear male voice "Hey" came.

Xu mother hung up without hesitation, her voice was sharp:

"One by one, when did you become so disobedient, are you willing to watch me die?"

Xu's mother restricted her from contacting Zhou Jingze these days, and from time to time she insinuated that this man could not bring her happiness, and forcibly instilling stability in her was the right choice.

He grabbed her cell phone and called Zhou Jingze.

All of this made Xu Sui finally break out.

"Why do you have to be so strong? I just like someone, don't I even have the right to be with him?" Xu Sui couldn't control his emotions and tears fell.

Xu's mother did not expect that her always well-behaved daughter would be angry, but she still refused to take a step back:

"You are not suitable, you have to believe in people who came here, when I married your dad, I lived in fear all day..."

"What is suitable?" Xu Suiku interrupted her, her whole body collapsed, and finally she couldn't restrain a series of heavy words.

"If you are not happy, does it mean that I am also not happy?"

"I don't want to listen to you anymore. I really feel a little suffocated." Xu Sui's voice choked and turned around.

Xu's mother pointed at her "you--" she couldn't say a complete sentence, and then panted violently. She couldn't breathe, and she couldn't control her, and fell straight to the side.

Xu Suigang turned around and immediately turned around when he heard the sound. He saw his mother lying on the ground and shouted in panic, "Mom——"

Finally, Xu hurriedly sent Xu's mother to the hospital.

The fall of Xu's mother caused a series of old problems accumulated over the years.

She was sent to the operating room.

Xu Sui sat on the bench outside the operating room, and felt scared in hindsight.

If there is something wrong with my mother... If, Xu Sui dare not think about it anymore.

Why did she go back to talk back to her mother. Since she was a child, Xu's mother has resisted the pressure from her natal family and resolutely refused to remarry for her daughter to have a good growth environment.

Even so, Xu mother still gritted her teeth to raise her up smoothly and smoothly, and at the same time shouldered the responsibility of taking care of an old man.

What is she doing?

Xu Sui curled up on the chair, hugged his knees with his hands, and put himself into a safe self-protection posture, but he kept shaking his palms on his kneecaps.

She was in a daze. Suddenly, a pair of broad palms and cool hands held her trembling hands. His palms were heavy and heavy, but inexplicably relieved.

Xu Sui slowly raised his eyes and ran into a pair of dark and long eyes.

Zhou Jingze was wearing a black jacket with stern eyebrows and sharp contours. He squatted halfway in front of Xu Sui and held her hand. A drop of transparent snow particle on the collar fell between the two men's tigers, and it melted in a flash.

The points are not tears, but snow.

"Why are you here?" Xu Suiyi asked and found that his throat was very dry.

"I was on vacation today. I was just planning to come to see it. When you called me, I was on the plane. When I got off the plane, I heard the dispute on the phone and rushed over." Zhou Jingze rubbed her palms and sent a little warmth. Come.

He laughed, squeezed Xu Sui's face, and asked, "Why are you so flustered when doing things, and rushed to your house, grandma is still at home alone."

"Huh? I'm now—" Xu Sui reacted.

Zhou Jingze clamped her thumb on the knuckle she was about to move, and said, "I have already settled her."

With a "swish", the door of the operating room opened, and a nurse wore blood-stained gloves and shouted: "The patient needs plasma exchange. Who is blood type B?"

Xu Suigang wanted to move, Zhou Jingze held her, tilted his head and said to the nurse:

"I'm."

After a quarter of an hour, Zhou Jingze came back after drawing blood, and the black shadow fell beside Xu Sui. He sat next to him, raised his hand to embrace her shoulder, closed his eyes, and leaned his head on the cold wall, waiting for the result with her. .

Xu Sui leaned on Zhou Jingze's knotted arm, and saw a small hole in his wrist, cyan blood vessels protruding, a bruise around it, and spots of blood still emerging.

In the middle of the night, the doctor came out of the operating room. They reported that they were safe, and told Xu Sui that he must not make the patient emotional again, pay attention to recuperating his body, and be hospitalized for observation for half a month.

Xu Sui breathed a sigh of relief, and finally she urged Zhou Jingze to go to the hotel's open room to rest.

Zhou Jingze refused and stayed with her. The two sat on the bench and slept all night under their coats.

When it was just dawn, a sharp cell phone ringing awakened the two of them.

Zhou Jingze stayed up all night, his face was pale, his expression was sleepy, and his eyes were dark and blue.

He looked at the caller ID of the phone, and Xu Sui looked over.

It was the phone number of the First Rescue Team.

Zhou Jingze didn't answer, let it ring.

"We--" Xu Sui swallowed slowly, there was no sound in his throat for a long time, dumb and interfering.

Zhou Jingze looked at her, his voice was a little heavy, his apple **** rolled slowly, and he said every word, "Don't break up."