But on the other hand, I was a little bit happy that he was willing to talk to me

No, what am I happy about, isn't this just like a little girl in love?

"What's the matter? Miss?"

"It's alright, there's nothing, don't worry about it.

"Hehe, then what do you remember?

"When only the two of us are here, you don't need to use honorifics to me, Shirley.

Say

"Hehehe, I see, so what did you think of to smack your tongue?

"Almighty Miss Shirley, don't you know exactly what I'm thinking?

"Aiya, this way of addressing it is exactly the same as that of Master Juncheng. It seems that you are just thinking about him?"

Knowing the reason to ask.

Shirley, I hate you.

But I hate that guy even more.

"...I don't know what's wrong with myself, I suddenly hated that guy, but it wasn't just pure hatred, this vague feeling made me so sick that I vomited.

It probably started a few days ago, and this feeling has become more and more obvious. Until today, I am thinking about him almost every moment.

This is not normal, I must be cursed in some way.

I would want to turn him into a corpse out of 'like', and the same is true of killing intent.

And this kind of 'hate' feeling has never happened before.

"You have traces of fate on your body, it should be affected by the fate of a certain life master.

"Fate?

I would know these special concepts. It was the last time when An Juncheng saved him... Hehe, he saved me.

"Miss?"

"Well, Shirley, can't you get rid of it?

"Unfortunately, if it's a cancellation, I can't do it."

Shirley said that there is no way to do it, but there is really no way to do it, but there should be other ways, she deliberately did not say it.

She should be able to do things like "find the person who activated this ability", but even if I say it, Shirley will not agree to me.

Although Shirley is my maid, she doesn't promise me anything. She also has her own considerations.

"But there is one person who can help you, Miss, as long as you re-establish the fateful connection with Master Juncheng, you will not be affected.

"Is that licking him?"

He answered without hesitation.

I am your master, and you actually let a man lick your master? You are truly a demon maid.

Hahaha, I think I should fire you, right?

"Oh, after all, I have already promised Young Master Juncheng that I will help him wherever I can.

..you really take care of him, in fact, he is your real master.

"Hehe, Miss, are you jealous?"

Shirley gently stroked my hair and was slapped away in annoyance, but she still hugged me from behind.

"I do have some fate with Young Master Juncheng, but it's also because of you, Miss, that I can help him, and I'm helping you.

"Is it something that happened in the 'up-a world' again?

Shirley told me about these things, and I roughly sorted out the whole process in my mind.

Speaking of the main point, An Juncheng suddenly became very different from me, also because he came from the previous world.

"You all know what happened in the original world?"

"I can't know all of it, after all, I am not in a complete form right now, I can only roughly observe what happened by looking at historical events.

Shirley never told me what kind of relationship I had with An Juncheng in the original world.

But I can roughly guess that it may be a lover. Sr light novel

If I only had pure hateful feelings for him, I wouldn't be so troubled now.

It was because I realized it that I felt annoyed, because this feeling came out of nowhere.

Like it or hate it, what kind of mood is it?

I can't tell, I don't know.

But I've had enough of this feeling.

"Sulli, as long as I find the person who used my powers on me, I can get rid of this annoying feeling.

"Theoretically, this is the case, but I won't help you? You are also not allowed to use the power of the Ji family. Well, in fact, even if you use it, it's probably useless.

"Hehehe, I don't need your help, didn't you say that you can just go to An Juncheng? Then I want to see what he can do for me.

"Oh.... Although Young Master Juncheng is very kind, he will not offer help unconditionally."

"I know, but I also know what to do to make him.... Does he like maids?\"

"Hmm~ This is indeed a very good bargaining chip.

"If he can really help me, I don't mind being his maid.

If he really helped me find the culprit, then this disgusting relationship will disappear, leaving only the one I like, and I will be his daughter willingly...

Finally kill him and make him a

My collection.

And if he can't help me in the end, and the hateful feelings are still expanding.---It's useless to keep this kind of person.

As revenge, I will send him to die.

Hehehehe, I sincerely look forward to your death, An Juncheng... Become my corpse.

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Chapter 2.2 Love Ice and Love

The closer you get, the more you want to get closer.

It's amazing, I originally thought that I wouldn't be able to endure all of this, I just wanted to escape from him as soon as possible, but it was quite wrong unexpectedly, hehehe--

maybe even

This kind of reaction of mine was expected by Shirley, it was really unpleasant.

The hateful feelings are still entrenched in my heart, it seems that they have accumulated over the years

Like the silt stains of the , it can't be removed when you touch it.

But even with such nasty feelings, I can still feel happy when I'm around him.

When I insulted him, I was very happy, and when I teased him, I was very happy. When I saw his troubled expression, I felt comfortable from the bottom of my heart, and the feeling coming from the inside made me want to squeeze my legs and rub.

Huh? Am I attracted to him?

Well, that's right. It's been like this from the beginning. I was attracted by his special place.

.... 1. to get... something different

This kind of, this kind of wanting to stay by his side, wanting to hug him, wanting to accept everything about him, wanting to appease his feelings - has it become different from the beginning?

No, even now, there are still burning thoughts that arise every night when night falls. This strong thought--increasing day by day, like a hand reaching out from the abyss--degrades me like a poison that erodes the heart, gradually robs me of my sanity

It's so serious that you can't even dream about it.

I really want to get....

Want, want, want, want to see his empty pupils, want to see his skin turn sickly white, want it to become a cold pillow that will only belong to me forever.

What I want to hug (not) is his corpse.

........yes?.

I can't figure it out.. In fact, it's all good...

I think I must have fallen in love with him.

Whether it's the comfort of being by his side, the familiarity that seems to have been with him for a long time, or the sense of tolerance that wants to appease his heart, it's all out of love.

I fell in love with him. From the very beginning, I was attracted to him. Every second I was with him made me more obsessed with him.

.- In this way, there is nothing special about my meeting with him, long-lasting love?

It's not the same as the sense of destiny that feels paralyzed like being struck by lightning.

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Perhaps the longer we get along, the more I feel that he is the most important person to me.

If this goes on,

Maybe I will depend on him, just like a fish cannot survive without water, sooner or later I will

Sticking to him, hugging and kissing every day, doing things that are even lower than an idiot girl I am happy with the feat, only because he will make all kinds of reactions because of his actions, and will be attracted to me because of this. Then I am willing to do more things for him and show him more places. Let him penetrate into my body

Love is so sweet that even the brain will be melted.

If you lose your mind, you're not a human at all, you're just a beast.

Hahaha.-If you really fall into that kind of obsession, you really don't deserve to be the heir of the Ji family, but maybe.

That would be good too.

At least, I will live happier than ever.

Thinking of this, I am willing to be full of love, and I am willing to stay by his side forever.

....there's still one thing I don't understand.

Why do you hate him?

That should be a non-existent feeling, like I admit,

It must be all due to the fate of the person Shirley said. - I thought so.

But the result was not. He told me that the person's ability was only to magnify the latent feelings in my heart, that is to say, I originally had a dislike for security.

Juncheng's feelings are just magnified.

From the very beginning, I have... An Juncheng?

How is this possible?;

I like him, I love him, how could I hate him?

I think something is wrong, but the fact is in front of me, and this disgusting feeling is still being amplified, and even overwhelms other feelings.

I tried desperately to suppress this feeling, trying to suppress it and make it change, but all failed.

I can only keep myself awake, not let myself fall asleep, I have been debating in my head, repeatedly proving that I love Juncheng.

Then, gradually falling, sinking

Although I boast, but I can't make this disgusting feeling go away, and even suppressing it is extremely difficult.

In front of him, he acted as if nothing had happened, and tried to maintain a peaceful tone, but he already wanted to turn around and run away.

I don't feel happy anymore.

I don't.--I don't want! I don't want, I don't want, I don't want!

Why? Why is it that hateful feelings are magnified? Because I like him too much? Because I love him too much?

But what's wrong with love?

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