I just follow my instincts. If love is wrong, what else is right---

......I meant to kill him, didn't I?

We have changed or become like this for..from..to.--.--

I love him... eh?..

What, what is this, I don't understand, my heart has become a mess.

Originally, there was no way to completely separate things like feelings, and they were mixed together.

Together, I can't figure out what kind of heart I have

I'm in love.

Which side is it? Can't it be clearly divided in black and white?

Feeling reluctant to let go of what she once wished, but also angry at herself who was stuck in the quagmire because she could no longer move forward.

But in the end, I couldn't separate the mixed feelings, I could only become crazy.

My reason is almost completely occupied by this ambiguous feeling. If I become not me, it is already serious enough to cause harm.

To the point of fear.

I don't know what I'll do

Lost myself.

Ji Lianbing is no longer the original Ji Lianbing.

Who am I? Nobody...

The soul has dried up, and there is not a single breath of life.

Dead, maybe that's how it feels.

On a misty rainy day, I walked into a street shrouded in thick fog.

"Miss, you have a cold.

"..."..

"Yes, I am here."

"I don't want to kill-. I love to see him, but I hate him. I already don't know what to do with myself.".

I regret it when I say it, because saying it means I show weakness.

Snapped

This slap was slapped on my cheek. It was not painful but very loud. The sound was transmitted directly from the eardrum to the brain.

"It's the first time I've seen such a weak and helpless eldest lady, and you didn't show such a face even at Madam's funeral.

At this time, do you want to cooperate and say \'Even my mother never hit me\'?

Hehehe... It made me sober a lot.

"Although it is very rare and endearing, I really want to hold you in my arms for comfort, but please don't forget who you are.

"I'm Ji Lianbing.

"Yes, you are Ji Lianbing."

"I was the most perfect being taught by the most perfect maid.

Yes, you are the most perfect, Miss J. =

..hehehe, we are really shameless as a master and servant, we are boasting about ourselves here.

"But it's a fact."

To be able to say it so naturally, Shirley, your face is much thicker than mine.

To Xueli's slap, I found myself, but the problem has not been solved.

Shirley smiled happily, handed me a cup of black tea and said.

"My dear eldest lady rarely asks me for advice, and Shirley will naturally solve your problems for you."

"I tried to separate these feelings, but I failed. If there are only two kinds of feelings, it would be easier to deal with them and directly divide them into two.

son. But now I can't tell the difference, I can still talk to you normally now, but the next second may say something illogical

Words, I'm already on the verge of losing control. ’

"Why do you know this?"

"I don't know, I don't understand why I hate him, I don't understand, and I don't know where this feeling comes from."

It is precisely because the true body is unknown and there is no understanding of it, so it cannot be divided and is afraid of it.

"I think it's not that you hate Master Juncheng himself, you just hate that he doesn't belong to you.

...Hey?

No... hate him himself?

"After that little jealousy was amplified by the power of fate, the hateful feelings swelled up, and you couldn't tell what kind of heart the root was.

I'm in love.

The Yuan SE Light Novel

...-.-journal.-.-.the way...the sound can be heard

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Ah~ That's it~

I'm really stupid. Even though it's such a simple thing, I haven't figured it out all the time.

-Wake up the dreamer, Shirley, as a bystander, can see it much better than me.

It is so~

Hehehe~ I am so happy that I can't help myself.

Although the shape is different, the fundamentals are the same, whether you like it or hate it, or want to kill him and have it—all of these!

All is love!

Ah, I'm so happy. I'm full, I'm full. I'm all filled with love..

Love me, love me, love me, more, more, more...

I also want, more love, more love, deep love.

"Did you become so happy just by discovering such a thing? In just a few short days, you have completely fallen in love with Young Master Jun Cheng.

What about grandpa?

"Yeah, I love him, I don't know if it was influenced by the last world,

I don't know if it's a memory from a past life,

It may also be a hit---but that doesn't matter anymore.

Now, now that you know the origin of this nasty relationship, it's easy to solve it.

As a result, it is because of the feelings of jealousy, jealousy and disgust, which cannot be avoided as a woman.

When I'm a woman, my mood becomes extremely

Ah, yes, now that I think about it, whenever there are some inexplicable women around Jun Cheng,

Not fast.

In the beginning, it was the kid named Ji Zhibai. When he approached Juncheng, he would be very awkward.-.-Yes, although he looks like that

Yes, but I think she should be a woman.

All are enlightened.

So, in fact, what needs to be done does not need to be carefully thought out at all? It naturally emerges in front of us.

Hahaha, I should have figured it out earlier.

That's right, then Juncheng will only belong to me.

It's a very simple thing =

This....for love, hehehe~

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Chapter 3.3 Ice Love and Generosity

But Juncheng wouldn't let this happen. He treats everyone equally, which means he won't favor anyone.

In this environment, the chance of wanting to monopolize is very slim, and forcible possession will only make him disgusted.

I don't want to be hated, and I don't want to die.

But I don't want to let this disgusting feeling continue to exist, even if the root is also love, but this kind of deformed love is unnecessary and needs to be eliminated.

It's very easy to get rid of it, just get rid of the source of the problem, that is, the women who stick to Juncheng's side.

How can we exclude the women around him without being hated by Jun Cheng...

Either way is wrong.

There is no right answer.

In the final analysis, this conflict - once formed, there is no possibility of reconciliation.

So at a minimum...even if Juncheng hates me, on the premise of being able to recover, the possibility of preventing future troubles is...

Taking into account the factors of Juncheng himself, he is not an incompetent man, it is better to say that he is the most troublesome existence among them. He can always prevent disputes and mediate disputes in order. F.

Hahaha, as expected of my man, it's amazing~

But it also caused me a lot of trouble, which is really annoying.

In other words, the main premise of everything is to 'invalidate' Juncheng first...the best...law...isolation?

On my own, it is difficult to isolate Juncheng. If Xue Li helps, the success rate will be greatly improved, but isolation alone is not enough, the key is how to maintain the state of isolation - the probability of being rescued Yes....a person to watch out for...

"Aiya, the eldest lady has also grown up, and she has begun her calculations as a woman.

You have to fight for what you want.

As a woman, you have to play with your temper, begging others to give it to you?

It's ridiculous.

I'm not so shameless yet.

The Ji family's family motto has always been that you must strive to get what you want.

No one gave me the power in the Ji family now, I fought for it.

The same goes for men.

I decided it was mine.

Continue to think. Plan...

"Head maid, are you there? There's something important... ah, Miss, you're back, I'm very sorry, I entered you without knocking on the door.

Xiaoyan walked in. She saw that I was also in the room and hurriedly bowed her head to me.

"It doesn't matter, I originally said that I won't be back in a short time. It's also me who violated the bet. I can't use any power of the Ji family now, so you don't need to call me eldest lady.

"How come, you will always be the most honorable eldest lady.

I answered very seriously, but it made me feel a little uncomfortable. Xiaoyan's character is too simple and serious. Although this is not bad, sometimes it should be said that I don't know how to work around it. Well, it is because of the ability of a maid like Lin Bai. Relieve her stress.

Me too.. Need to relieve the pressure? SE2 Novel

Hehehe, next time, find a chance to go on a date with Juncheng, just two people.

Of course, you have to prepare the clothes inside well-...squeezing. Dry shooting. Explosive.

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