Doomsday Wonderland

Remember [new] in one second! I seem to be talking longer and longer.赵

If I were to describe my short life before the end in detail, there would be much more to say than the decades after the end. When I grew older, almost everything was clearly imprinted on my memory; on the contrary, in recent years, no matter what fun I had or what dangers I encountered at that time, it was over and left behind. Not many traces left.

It turns out that I also feel homesick.

Sometimes they float up if I don't think about them. For example, my adoptive mother postponed my enrollment and allowed me to live at home for three more years; for example, my adoptive father seemed to have told a friend in the industry the real reason for the divorce, which triggered several inquiries... But even a practicing doctor would I know there's nothing they can do against me.

No one can use personality type as an excuse to send a well-behaved and normal person to a place to be locked up - I imagine that such a society will be full of opportunities for cruelty and pain - so you sometimes Rules decided by a slap on the head are not so bad.

You see, I haven't done anything out of the ordinary since I was fifteen.

It's hard for me to explain why.

Due to genetic reasons, it is impossible for me to feel guilt and I have no so-called empathy. Only advice based on reality and interests will be heard by me. Looking back now, during the ten years between the ages of fifteen and twenty-five, I can honestly say to you that I really stopped tasting second-hand tragedies in human history.赵

"Why did you go back to the orphanage?" You asked your adoptive mother once.

At this time you are preparing dinner for your boyfriend who is about to visit - yes, you said it, at this time you are the same as the abnormal person in every way (if he wants to know, you broke up a few months ago amicably) Because you think falling in love is fun).

"When I went to pick him up that day, his father said something. I said that for an ordinary child like him, you are the most suitable candidates. Do you think I am right?" the adoptive mother said, "Do you have any questions?" Other parents will understand what is the right way to raise him; but in places like orphanages or the foster care system, even ordinary children will be left with problems and trauma when they come out... let alone him? "

You already knew what you were going to say and stopped you from asking last time.

There is no other reason why you remember this conversation so vaguely except for the next sentence: you died the night before this conversation started. "Yes, absolutely yes." Your adoptive mother rejected you, but suddenly became firmer. You seem to have remembered it, and the world inside is the same. "Unless...he eats this mouthful of human flesh, he will die very slowly. At this time, he cannot make his own decision."

The answer is very cheesy, war.

The adoptive mother who came here couldn't help but said, "Dao Yi, since he is trying to survive and get food, he can't hunt animals."

You still knew at this point that that would be the first rule you broke.

Do they have no rules? What about their rules? What about their morals? You are born with a flaw, what is their reason?

Of course you know the attitude of human society towards cannibalism, but you have to ask your adoptive mother again to confirm the boundaries of your rules.

"Are you serious?" You lay on the corner of the kitchen island, watching as you tentatively poured some garlic powder out of the pot. "You are like a ferocious beast to him, right? He will always watch over you, not only to protect others from you, but also to protect you from others. Why should he shoulder such a light responsibility?"

Although you are in your twilight years, you have been injured by the war, lost a leg, and had perforating wounds in your internal organs. It's as if every breath you take is a struggle for air. How many times have you thought about being bad? If you die an uncomfortable death, it may be a worse ending for you. Your adoptive mother also said that you will think about it and tell you when the time comes.

You are still living outside the same old house at this time. The surrounding neighborhoods were shelled and the town was in ruins (you forgot to tell him that you pulled your neighbors out of the shelling because you felt you had to make up for killing my dog), but miraculously, your home Still barely standing. There is no way for people to live below the seventh floor. If you think that is bad, then you will become a target again.

You have thought about it so many times before that if the end of the world has not come, you will continue to spend your life so fiercely.赵

"This has nothing to do with him?" you asked.

The foster mother's cheeks were reddened by the cold steam from a small pot of tomato soup. She just tasted the soup off the spoon and felt as if she was going to give it a D-. "His cooking is still bad," you put the spoon aside and said, "but you can also make Lily think that you can only make sandwich..."

It's strange to say that you consider yourself stupid, but you didn't realize it until that moment. "What about this guy? Can't humans? You've seen so many animals, and they may have run away long ago. Besides, no one has less flesh underneath."

"There's really no point in living like that," you gasped, "You just gave up on him."

Ironic? The hands of a person like you, who is so notorious, are much cleaner than those of a small number of people in the world at that time.

"oh,"

You always say "Why does he keep asking?" and you always explain - because you also know.赵

You came to choose the elementary school where your adoptive mother taught and stayed there. Before graduating from elementary school, just like in the past seventy years, you returned to your adoptive mother's home every day. You heard the boys you dated say, "The youngest Gong Daoyi is bad and not a 'mom's baby'".

So with your help, the adoptive mother's answers quickly became longer over time, almost like a large oral essay, repeatedly demonstrating the same conclusion from the perspectives of social responsibility, personal feelings, professional knowledge, etc.

"He can't say that he made your beef stew," you suggested, "but at least he must not have a single flaw, otherwise Lily will think that he is a low point that you can never reach."

"It's a small relationship." The adoptive mother said seriously, "My child needs an ordinary mother like you; and my parents also need an ordinary child like him. Whether it is from a personal or professional perspective, You are both mother and son whose fate has prepared bad things for each other.”

But you still ask questions from time to time, and your adoptive mother will answer you as if she is hearing it for the first time.

At that time, you thought that the complete failure of government functions was just a situation in your local area. Whether there was rescue or supplies, the outside of the hospital was empty, and the power system had long been blown into pieces. You have to go out every day, look for food and medicine, send out distress signals, and collect pieces of paper and branches that can be used to make fires and keep warm... Even during these days, the victim record in your hand still only contains a group of ants and a dog. , and a marriage.

The local war lasted for several years, but the world war lasted only eight months.赵

"I'll use you more to practice my sweetness." Your adoptive mother glanced at you, still holding back a little smile. "Look, he must have been sent back to the orphanage. Who will cook the beef stew as the main dish today?"

Ferocious beasts like tigers and cheetahs are raised from a large age. If they are raised correctly, they will kill and eat people if they have the opportunity and necessity; few. The adoptive mother takes care of you, but also protects you. Are you generally satisfied with that exchange condition?

There is still time for the world to end completely, but the adoptive mother is still alive.

Oh, UU Reading www.uukanshu.net You forgot to tell him that by now, the same conversation has been played out between you mother and son at most seventy times.

Said far.

Only you and your adoptive mother are not vague. This is partly because you have a good relationship and partly out of necessity.

Depending on your mood, your answer will also change. For example, when the adoptive father's friend inquired about the situation later, the adoptive mother was very angry, so she couldn't help but add, "You entered the orphanage with clean hands, Xiaoyi." Awe-inspiring, but what should he do, and what should society do?" - You remember every time you add something, and if you didn't tell everything when I asked you last time, I will remind you.赵

[Search "Spring Gift" on Xiaoxiang APP and new users will receive 500 book coins, and old users will receive 200 book coins] Does he know why your world ended?

A world where you are allowed to kill dogs, and billions of abnormal people in this world, have all been killed by the abnormal people themselves. They let you torture your classmates, but they cannot torture a group of people in the most cruel way. Every reason for launching a war is very just, very tragic, full of family and country righteousness, and is a last resort. There has never been any war in history where the excuse was justice, and that time was the same.

The foster mother stirred the soup for a while.