Dream is King

  Li Haizhou walked nonchalantly while turning around and sneering: "Fuck, you..."

   Before he finished speaking, there was a dull explosion!

   Like the sound of countless explosions in the past, there was no delay in the detonation, and there was no warning that Li Haizhou had placed a few rocks beside the mine himself. Bai Haonan felt that he was by his side, bang!

   A gust of air rushed over the top of the head, and then the blood rained down!

   Bai Haonan, who rushed into the grass, looked up again, and a lot of liquid and debris that seemed to be still warm dripped directly onto his face!

   A few large stump fragments landed on the grass in front of them, making a habitual puff sound, like a small backpack or a small pumpkin…

  Even though he has gone through so much, Bai Haonan is still frozen in an instant. It can be said that the people who have always depended on each other have changed into another material state. This kind of psychological impact made Bai Haonan stand up, and his whole body was already shaking!

   The second shock in a short time!

  If it wasn't for Li Haizhou to lead the way, or if it wasn't for Ada, even if his trust in it was less than half a point, according to his current understanding of the explosion, standing on the spot has become the same state!

A trembling that didn't know where to start spreads throughout his body. Bai Haonan felt that he could lose control of his body at any time. Fear, fear, happiness, or more inexplicable emotions were mixed together, supporting him reluctantly. Shakingly moved towards the largest limb that he could see, he really moved, he didn't even have the strength to lift his footsteps, and the soles of his feet rubbed softly on the rotting plants on the ground.

When he moved to the last spherical object, he looked at the pupils that were still open, and recalled that the black and thin face seemed to be dead a moment ago. Bai Haonan couldn't hold it anymore and knelt down directly. Countless emotions were in his mind and body. It was surging and surging, as if it was about to burst out. Bai Haonan wanted to raise his neck and shout and let it out, but his throat was blocked and he couldn't exert any force. When his eyelids were still soft and sweaty, it was almost instinctive. The voice that could come out of Bai Haonan's throat was: "I wish all sentient beings will be happy and free from pain forever..."

The familiar and well-known Huixiang Wendu has been recited countless times. In the country of Xu, it is for blessing, in the small town to educate the youth, and in the battlefield to calm down, but at this moment, it seems that every word is being typed heavily. In Bai Haonan's mind!

  The kind of bling!

   Then it seems that another channel of thought has opened up, and the past is like a movie being replayed in front of you!

  The love of football as a child, the back of the mother in a trance;

   Countless days of sweating on the court made me so tired that I didn’t want to miss and envy others and beautiful families, so I wasted my energy all day long, so I didn’t think about so many useless things;

   On the court, the lively black-footed players make secret tricks. When they get the first money to sell the ball, they will look at those teammates who play football seriously, and give the sentence HMP in their hearts;

   The last wonderful shot that settled the world with one kick;

   The front of the car that was hit by the raging fire;

  Shards of a wine bottle smashed on someone's head;

   Li Lin's spotlessly clean smiling face, and that finger-twisting action;

   A monk who set himself on fire;

   The terrified teenager in the gunfire shot at night;

   Distorted expressions on the battlefield, black and blue corpses all over the mountains and plains;

  There are countless Zhang Yixi and Yixi, and the female faces with different expressions are either coquettish or reserved, or scolded or coquettish;

   There are also countless corpses. Those scenes with different heads, bruises, and **** flesh and blood are also interspersed. The so-called beautiful and handsome man is just a sac of hair and skin.

  It's all about watching the flowers in front of my mind. I don't know how many channels have been opened up, and they are broadcast at the same time!

   It seems that even the capacity of the brain has been expanded and multi-threaded operations are carried out without any obstacles, and the flow of traffic!

   All kinds of yesterday are like death yesterday; all kinds of today are like being born today!

   Even if he didn't know the source of this sentence, Bai Haonan felt as if he was all dead a moment ago!

   The current self is like a newborn child!

   He didn't realize that the scriptures that he almost subconsciously thought had changed the tone. With a cry, it became as if he was singing, and he continued to sing in a prolonged voice: "

   I am now devoting myself to the roots of goodness, in order to obtain the supreme deeds of the universal sage;

  May I remove all obstacles when I am about to die;

   Seeing that Buddha Amitabha in front of you, you will be reborn in a place of peace and happiness;

  I have been born in that country in the past, and now I fulfill this great wish;

  Everything is perfect and there is no remainder, benefiting all sentient beings..."

  Bai Haonan, who has never read any Buddhist scriptures and has never sought to understand any Buddhist scriptures, seems to understand the meaning of this passage very well. He sings my song with tears streaming down his face!

   What kind of Buddhist scriptures, what kind of beliefs!

   The whole mind suddenly clears up!

   Great enlightenment!

   has nothing to do with Buddhist scriptures, has nothing to do with beliefs, has nothing to do with the past in this world!

  I am alive!

Living in the moment!

That is a feeling of life, there is nothing to let go, and there is nothing to keep in mind, there is nowhere under the sky can't go, there is nothing that can't be faced, I am me, people die like lights go out, even if it is a big bean The wick of the flame burns, and it will eventually burn out, but since it is burning, it must live brightly and hot, and can illuminate even a little place!

  To live is the most beautiful thing in the world. With such beautiful things, what suffering, anger and resentment can’t be let go?

   Does it matter what you do?

  It's not important, it's not important at all, even if you give yourself an iron rod and slowly grind it into a needle, anything will do!

  I feel that if I do anything for myself now, I can calm down and do it slowly, and I can grind out patterns by grinding a needle, because this is the meaning of life!

   You don’t have to kill the world, let the whole world see it, and you can immerse yourself in the little things you do!

   No matter whether you fail or succeed in the end, if you do it with your heart, your life will not be in vain.

  The whole brain is buzzing, in religious words, drums and music, flowers are blooming, welcome to heaven!

After returning to Wen Nian, Bai Haonan seemed to have withdrawn his entire soul from his body. He stood on a high place and looked down. He saw himself, and saw the body in a dirty T-shirt, with tears on his face and a calm expression, like a puppet being manipulated by something. , draws that warrior from under the armpit...

   Instead of pulling the trigger on your head, you don't even look at it, you dismantle it with your hand, and throw it away!

   Tossed in different directions, and the bullets in the magazine were separated and thrown.

  Together with the spare magazine on his body, the Glock, the knife on his calf, and anything related to the killing with a knife and gun, he threw away everything, and he touched his pocket to make sure that there was nothing left, and stood up.

The    soul seemed to return to its place at this moment, turned his head with a smile he could not imagine, and waved to the dog next to him: "Ada, come home with me!"

   went in the direction chosen by Li Haizhou, leaving his partner here, dust to dust, and strode forward.

  The dog was stunned, jumped up and rushed to Bai Haonan's feet, and ran a few steps forward, looking back as he ran, as if he had met a completely different person.