Fantasy world

Finally, I heard the whistling of some straw not far ahead, and saw a vague silhouette shaking slightly. A wave of heat suddenly surged through my heart, and my legs trembled rapidly. It was rare for a long time to take another step forward.

The shadow seemed to see my nervousness and hesitation. She still didn't say a word, but quickly stepped forward, grabbed me, and crawled into the haystack together.

The haystack is a small space that has been built long ago. Apparently this was set up by children playing hide and seek. The space is chosen between two haystacks. The straw in the middle is not tied up and must be loose and soft before the hole can be dug out. After people get in, they seal the entrance with some straw so that it is difficult for people outside to find it unless they come close.

When we all got into the hole, we each adjusted our posture. The other party finally spoke

"Why did you come now? It's so late, I thought you didn't dare to come!"

It's only now that I finally confirmed that the person I met who signed the contract with me was Mihe.

"Are you-are you really crazy? If we are like this, if someone sees us, we will not be able to wash ourselves off even if we jump into the Yellow River!"

"If you can’t wash it off, don’t wash it!"

"What? You are deliberately trying to kill me!"

"Did I deliberately want to kill you? Then didn’t I get myself involved? Am I sick?"

"Then you are still like this? I wasn't planning on coming. I came here to tell you face to face, forget it this time, and never do it again in the future. Even if you kill me, I won't come back again"

"What are you doing? It's so boring and disappointing to be so fierce right from the start!"

"This is really too dangerous, and I am also responsible for you. If something happens, we will all die!"

"Are you so afraid of death? If you're afraid of death, why don't you mess with us? You'll be in trouble if you mess with us!"

"Why! Miho! You are still the team leader of the team, and you are also considered a cadre, so you must be responsible for what you say. Why did I provoke you?"

"You didn't provoke us? Then who asked you to save us together that day? Who asked you to tell us so many messy things in the cram school?"

"This - why did this offend you?"

"Isn’t this called provoking? Now, you have completely messed up our hearts, making us all like headless flies, thinking wildly and going crazy all day long. In the end, you just let go and ignored us."

There is no logic in this. It's just nonsense and arrogance. I can't even explain it."

"good! If I am unlucky and I have provoked you, then I will correct my mistakes and never provoke you again from now on. Is that okay?"

"OK! Have you really never thought that if one day the rest of us jump into a lake again, seek death again, or do even more outrageous and crazy things because of you, will you feel at ease?"

"You are all so crazy, and you still want me to accompany you? Are you still planning on asking me to hold hands with you and jump into the lake?"

"If you are willing, we are also willing, as long as you dare, we dare!"

"OK, OK! I have attended political night school with you for so long and spread so many counter-revolutionary remarks, all in vain! He is young and well-behaved, but he no longer wants to live, he wants to die! I'm too lazy to go crazy with you!"

"I know you are afraid of death! How moisturized you are now. Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi regard you as their own son and protect you in every aspect; you also have a cousin who is a cadre and take care of you in every aspect; your brothers and sisters at home all praise you to the sky, calling you brother every time, how sweet it is; your partner also treats you like a son. Treat you like a treasure, I will be gentle, considerate and obedient to you. Other educated youths were sent to the countryside and couldn't stay there for a day. I think you don't want to go back to the city again in this life."

"I'm afraid of death! Better to die than live! I hope you can do the same. No matter what happens, always think on the bright side, and don’t think about death at every turn!"

"Yes, if you usually enlighten us like this, of course no one would want to die!"

"I've told you everything that needs to be said. We've been attending night school in politics together for so long. Haven't I said enough? Haven't you thought it through yet?"

"It's just that you told us too much during this period, and the more we thought about it, the more confused we became, and the more we thought about it, the more troubled we became! The time spent with you is also the happiest, happiest, most confident and fulfilling time in our lives as little girls. But now that the cram school is over, it is difficult for us to see you again, even if we do. Even after meeting, I couldn't say anything, I was still depressed. Just as uncomfortable"

"Then we can't do this. Although we still talk and chat together, others will not think so when they see us. Moreover, we all have partners. If someone catches us, won’t we all become gangsters?"

"If you were caught, you would definitely have to jump into the Yellow River and not be able to wash yourself away. However, if we can be careful and avoid being caught by others, then there will be nothing. Besides, you have no grudge against anyone and I have no grudge against anyone. Country people are actually not as boring as you think. Who has enough to eat and nothing to do but stares at the two of us all day long and just wants to catch us?"

"No, no! Don't be afraid of ten thousand, just be afraid of the worst. Today is a special case. Even if you kill me in the future, I won't dare to come again!"

"I don’t dare to come if I ask you out again. Then if it’s Lingzi or Mifu who asks you again, will you dare to come?"

"Don't scare me, they are not as bold as you, and I am even less likely to take risks!"

"What about Wen Yan?"

"Wen Yan?"

"yes! Wen Yan?"

"Wenyan! We are lovers. We can meet anytime we want. It doesn’t matter where we are. There is no need to do so with a guilty conscience."

"That's it, you and Wenyan were originally in a fake relationship, so you have the status of a partner. You can see each other anytime, anywhere, whenever you want. What about us? Originally, our four wine jars were all fished out of the lake together by you. Later, I went to cram school, and everyone attended it together. When it comes to fate, relationships, and feelings, the four of us are all the same. But now you are only friends with Wen Yan, leaving all three of us aside. Do you think we will be willing to do it?"

"What kind of logic is this? It's just strong words and unreasonable! Wenyan! We are in a fake relationship, but after all, we are publicly engaged, so of course we can meet whenever and wherever we want. But you guys - you can't find any reason, even in a cram school situation, you are afraid of being criticized."

"That's why I secretly made an appointment with you alone because I was afraid that someone would see me and cause you trouble. If you cut off even this, wouldn’t we be completely cut off from each other?"

"You little girls and I are just ordinary friends. There shouldn't be anything sticky or unclear."

"What?"

"I mean, you all have a partner, and you like to chase people in the countryside. You little girls and I can't be too casual, and we can't have contact with each other."

"So, you’ve thought about it all! We must completely cut off contact and relationship with us, and become strangers and passers-by from now on."

"Miho! You know, I don't want to, I'm not willing to do it, and I'm also in pain. But the countryside is like this, and even the political night school and cultural tutoring will attract criticism. I really don’t dare to cross the line again."

Mi He listened to what I said and didn't say anything for a long time. At that time, the cave was dark and I didn't see anything, but I felt that she must be heartbroken and burst into tears.

"All right! From now on, we will act as if we have never known each other. You are an educated youth, don't ruin your reputation and your future because of our drunkenness."

After Mi He finished speaking, he moved his body and silently pulled away the straw. He climbed out of the hole silently. I was actually very conflicted and entangled. I really wanted to rush up to hold her and apologize to her, but at the same time, I was overwhelmed by another feeling in my heart. I held it tightly with force and froze in place, motionless. Just when I was conflicted, Mihe had opened the hole and crawled out.

She hesitated for a moment in front of the haystack, and then ran away. It felt like she had already After walking far away, I slowly crawled out of the grass hole. Feeling guilty again, I crept home.

When I got home, I still couldn't sleep for a long time. This time, I completely offended Mi He. But in the face of her madness I must act cruelly to avoid getting into more trouble.