fate: I tear up the heroic spirit

A break after practicing swordsmanship.

The two sat on the grass, the breeze blowing the golden hair of Saber's sideburns, Shirou looked a little distracted, and suddenly, he spoke.

"Saber, there's something I've always wanted to ask you."

"What's going on?"

Saber turned to look at Shirou.

She was in a good mood, I don't know why, now she enjoys this comfortable life.

However, this comfort is short-lived after all, and the Holy Grail War is still going on.

"What if... I mean, if you had a choice, would you choose to stay in this world?

Shirou spoke, with expectation in his eyes.

But his expectations were doomed to be disappointed.

Saber shook his head and said, "This is not something I can decide, whether I win the Holy Grail War or not, I will leave this world." "

Winning the Holy Grail War, her pact with the world will make her a Guardian.

It was her pact with the "world" to get the Grail, at the cost that her soul would be sacrificed to become the guardian of the world.

And if she fails, she will also disappear.

So whether she gets the Grail or not, she can't stay in this world.

"I mean if, if there is a choice."

"There will be no such option."

"Saber, I mean if!"

Shirou was a little angry, why must Saber think that there was no such possibility?

"If?"

As if sensing Shirou's anger, Saber was silent for a moment, but finally shook her head and said, "I don't know..."

Because she had never thought of this possibility.

Her fate was already sealed, and she had no such choice.

"If you can stay in this world, it's actually quite good, this world is wonderful, completely different from the world you used to be in, the world is big, there are many beautiful scenery, delicious food, different life, different people..."

Shirou continued.

"Now is not the time to say this, we should find a way to win the Holy Grail War, if Gilkamesh is really as strong as you say, then our hope is slim..."

Saber seemed reluctant to continue the conversation.

"Saber, I'm tired..."

Shirou's heart sank.

Saber froze and just looked at Shirou calmly.

But at this time, Shirou turned away, no longer looking at Saber, leaving only a lonely back.

Back at the residence, he leaned back in his chair, but couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Dusk came, and the blood-colored remnant sun seemed a little lonely in the sky.

The chat with Saber just now was not in the same channel, so Shirou really didn't want to say anything more, he felt that he needed to be quiet and think about some problems, he was a little uncomfortable.

What exactly should be done next, he doesn't know, really doesn't know....

Sometimes, knowing the end of everything is not a good thing, especially when he is powerless to change everything, so pain also ensues.

Alice Phil will die... Saber's wish will not be fulfilled after all, she will leave... The Holy Grail is no longer able to fulfill the true wish....

Saber wants to change the outcome of Britain's fall by choosing a new king.

This is unrealistic and ridiculous for Shirou Emiya.

This idea is too naïve and doomed to fail.

Even if the king is re-elected, Britain will most likely face the same outcome again.

After all, Saber is still a sixteen-year-old girl in some ways, and she doesn't think like a king should have, but like a naïve maiden.

Shirou Eimiya wants to change Saber's mind and stop obsessing over the matter of choosing the king again.

But his own ideas are too naïve, and this kind of thing really can't be done easily.

He knew how strong Saber's obsession with this wish was, and the more he felt her strong obsession with wanting to fulfill this wish, the more powerless Shirou Emiya felt.

However, it is precisely because of this that Saber's kindness, her bravery, and her strength are so attractive to her who chooses to carry her fate.

And Alice Phil... She will die, but Shirou Emiya doesn't want Illya to lose her mother, not to mention, Alice Phil is really distressing, why does she have to be destined to end like that? What did she do wrong again?

At this moment, he is like a person desperately rebelling against fate, he is a lone ship in the sea, against the waves, the waves are fate, smashing the lone ship to pieces.

Shirou stayed up all night, and Shirou Ontology was constantly thinking about those questions.

His most desired ending is that Saber can stay in this world, Alice Phil is alive, and Illya can live with her parents and grow up happily and thrive in her father's and mother's love

.... As for what Holy Grail war, let it cease to exist!

But this is fantasy after all....

People like Eimiya Kiriji would not believe what he said unless they saw the truth in person, and by that time, Alice Phil had disappeared into this world.

How can he change all that?

It seemed that as soon as he thought of this, the feeling of powerlessness swept over, making his heart feel exhausted.

"Knock knock!"

Just then, there was a knock on the door.

Shirou got up and opened the door, and when he saw the petite figure in front of him, he was a little surprised.

“saber？ Why haven't you slept so late? Standing

in front of her was Saber, who was wearing the long blue and white dress he had given her.

"Shirou, didn't you sleep too?"

Saber's tone was calm.

"Come in and sit down."

Shirou made a gentlemanly gesture of invitation.

Saber walked into Shirou's room, which was very simple, with nothing but a bed and the necessary furniture, but this room had a separate balcony.

Saber walked straight to the balcony, where there was only one chair, and where you could clearly see the night view of the suburbs of Fuyuki City.

But, in this moment, Saber seemed to see many nights of a lonely figure sitting alone in this chair.

She sat in the chair, so that Shirou had no seat, and he had to move another chair from the room.

The two sat on the chairs like this, looking at the dappled night, silent, because at this time period, people had already fallen asleep, and only the lights could be faintly seen in the distance.

"Do you feel lonely?"

Saber asked suddenly.

Sometimes she suddenly remembered the scene of the past, the subordinates who followed her in the past, one by one, fell in a pool of blood, and finally, she was left alone in Kamran Hill.

The whole world seemed to be left alone at that moment....