fate: I tear up the heroic spirit

"No, I'm not alone, because I'm still around Illya, Sakura, and Norka..."

Shirou shook his head, until now, he didn't know what Saber was looking for him.

Could it be because of his sudden departure before?

But at that time, he was really tired, and what they had in mind was completely different.

He didn't care about the Holy Grail War, nor did he have any wishes that needed the Holy Grail to fulfill, she cared about Saber, Alice Phil, Illya, them...

But Saber's heart is the Holy Grail, and she longs for the Holy Grail to fulfill her wishes....

This also led to the fact that the two did not listen to each other's words at all, and did not think deeply about each other's words.

Shirou also knew that it was no longer suitable to continue, so he left.

But in my heart, I actually have some regrets for my impulsive departure.

After all, he still cares about Saber.

"You are actually very lonely, Shirou, stop fooling yourself, at least for now, you are lonely, I don't know why, I see my shadow from you."

Saber looked at Shirou a little distracted.

The four eyes were facing each other, but Shirou avoided his gaze.

How would she feel if she knew that Shirou in front of her was actually just a doll?

Shirou doesn't care about Saber's words, because sometimes he feels content.

Because there are Illya, Sakura, Lisifel, Noka around them.

But he still doesn't need to do enough, and there's so much he has to change.

This is not the so-called justice in his heart, and he is not a partner of justice, he and Emiya Kiriji are in some ways the opposite.

If one day he had to choose between someone close to him, such as Illya and ten strangers, he would make the opposite choice to Eimiya Kiriji.

Eimiya Kiriji will choose to save those ten people, because he is a partner of justice, and for him, life is equally important regardless of whether it is good or evil, old or young...

If he chooses between ten people and a hundred, he will still choose a hundred, and he can even kill those ten people without hesitation, no matter who those ten people are, even if they are relatives around him...

However, Shirou Emiya is diametrically opposite, he will not hesitate to choose his relatives around him, because he is just a selfish human being, he is not a partner of justice.

He wanted to save those people because he was a man of good intentions.

He can't bear it, because the world is unfair to those people, because fate is unfair to those people, so those people have to suffer and sacrifice like that.

Why? By what? The world is unfair, and fate is unfair, but if he has the ability to save, if he can save with all his strength, he will definitely do his best!

Because, once the world and fate, it was also like that to him....

But...... No one...... No one went to save him....

So he can only immerse himself in his own world, avoid the world's gaze, and avoid the malice of this world towards him....

That's why he's desperately trying to change all that!

Since you have come to this world, you have to be a completely different self from what you once was, and you have to fight against the fate of this world!

Returning to the present, Shirou tried to put on a smile and asked, "I'm not you as a king, how can you see your shadow in me?"

"Because, all along, you were alone in the fight... Am I right? There are secrets hidden in your body, your heart, but those secrets are only known to you, so no one will be able to understand you, you have been fighting alone all the time... Fight for what is inside you...,"

Saber sighed.

With a keen mind, she has actually been paying attention to this mysterious man, this man who recognizes her true identity at a glance.

Although she had subordinates and people, Artoria also had her own secret in her heart at that time, she was not a man, but a woman....

Although sometimes she is alone, that is what she has to endure because she is the king... Of course, sometimes she is not alone, because she has the group of subordinates who follow her, and she has the same beliefs as herself, and she wants to save them in Britain....

After Saber said this, Shirou fell silent.

That's right, since coming to this world, he has always been fighting alone, because only he knows what will happen next....

Even if there are Illya and Lisfil by his side, in the end, he is still fighting alone.

He is lonely because from the moment he made the decision to change everything, he was ready to face loneliness.

So, even if he thought that Sakura had betrayed him, chilled him, made him miserable, and made him extremely sad, even if Sakura didn't understand why he wanted to take her, he never regretted the decision he made.

He is ready to fight alone, and he is ready to bear the distrust, the betrayal.

Fortunately, Sakura did not betray herself.

"Sometimes, I think you're really good, Liya, they say you don't understand people's hearts, but I think you do, but you're too kind... As a king, you can have good intentions, but you can't be too kind, which is also the reason why Britain went to extinction, in the face of Morgan le Fay, Mordred, those around you, you actually smell the smell of conspiracy, but you can't make a quick decision, ruthless..."

Shirou said, taking out wine and utensils from the room, he poured a glass for Saber, and also poured a glass for himself.

Morgan le Fay is Artoria's older sister, while Mordred, an artificial human, can be said to be Artoria's son.

"Enough!"

Saber was silent for a moment, with pain in her eyes, drank her glass of wine and left.

After all, Shirou mentioned something she didn't want to mention until now.

Those were the scars she had always had, the last thing she wanted to remember.

In this way, Shirou was once again left alone on the balcony.

......

The first morning sun in London

has risen.

In no man's land near the airport, the car stopped.

Ma Tong Yanye's state was so bad that he had to stop temporarily and find a way to condition his body with magic first.

"When will I see Sakura?"

This is the sentence that Tongyan Ye asked the most.

This night, Ma Tongyan did not sleep all night, and Weigong Shirou also did not sleep.

"I think the most important thing for you now is to take a good rest, your physical condition no longer allows for further deterioration."