For The Rest of Our Life

Lin Xian looked back like a knife on his cheeks with red and swollen cheeks, embarrassed to the lover who was also like a stump in the wind, clenched his teeth and insisted: "I will not go."

She supported Zhou Qin, who was dizzy and somewhat weak, with tears in her eyes and worried eyes. She refused to let go and tried to calm down: "Mom, the matter is here. I can't solve it when I go back with you." What's the problem. Calm down. The three of us can sit down and talk to each other."

"How do you calm me down! Lin Xian! You let me down too much." Zhou Qin roared. She shook off Lin Xian's hand and shook her body again uncontrollably. I don’t know if it’s because of the lack of sleep in Japan. I went to bed all night yesterday. I didn’t drip for more than ten hours. I was too tired or hypoglycemic, so that she felt that her entire head was now heavy and her body was soft. .

She looked at her daughter and friend in front of her with red eyes, and suddenly laughed lowly, laughing more and more sadly. "Forget it, forget it, I can't control it, right? Lin Xian, when I have raised you in vain for more than ten years. In the future, you can do it for yourself." Her face was full of tears in disregard of manners, and she was horrified by death. Turn around and decide to leave.

In Zhou Qin's words, Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian both heard clearly.

Lin Xian stood behind Zhou Qin, staring at her mother's figure, her fists clenched tightly, and her tears fell in guilt. She opened her mouth and wanted to grieve and want to keep her mother. She reached out and wanted to hold her so that she would not say such cruel words, but in the end she threw her throat and cried out gasping, and only choked "Mom" silently. The hand she reached out did not touch Zhou Qin, and slowly withdrew again.

She believes that what her mother is saying now must be angry words, blood is thicker than water, calm down, they can always get forgiveness. Although her mother is strict, from childhood to adulthood, she loves and spoils herself, and Lin Xian is also very clear and heartfelt.

Because of this, she looked at Zhou Qin who had never had such a collapsed state. She felt like she was pierced with a fine needle in her heart, and she was almost guilty of guilt.

But Xiao Panpan suffered from such abandonment, how could she be willing to make her an abandoned person again when making such a decision.

Zhou Qin's physical condition does not seem to be very good, Lin Xian can't worry about her going back alone. She sobbed her mouth and wanted to tell Zhou Qin who had come to the door of the room. Wait, she asked her father to come and pick her up.

But her words hadn't been spoken yet, Xiao Wanqing took her hand.

Lin Xian lowered her head and saw the beloved sitting on her knees behind her, looking up at her with her head up, her tears shimmering in the wet eyes, and a soft smile on her lips.

The tears Lin Xian refrained from slipping down again. She raised her hands, gently held Xiao Wanqing's injured cheek, wiped her tears with her thumb, and her lips choked with trembling: "I'm sorry, Xiao Panpan, I didn't protect you. I didn't do it. Sorry……"

Xiao Wanqing sniffed his nose, and vigorously resisted crying, shook his head and relieved her: "No, envy." She reached out and hugged Lin Xian slowly, as if hugging the treasure she was about to lose. Nostalgia and cherish. She put the unharmed cheek on Lin Xian's heart and listened to the heartbeat of her lover's heartbeat. Tears gradually wet Lin Xian's garment. She murmured: "It's okay, Lin Xian. Thank you for being so firm, thank you for loving me so much, thank you for letting me know that I didn't choose wrong."

Lin Xian hugged her back, and tears fell on her hair. She thought, sorry, sorry mother, she really can't, can't let go of her.

But Xiao Wanqing slowly raised his head and let go of her. The eyes were tender and considerate, insisting: "Envy, send your mother back first."

Lin Xian looked down at Xiao Wanqing, and there was pain and struggle between her expressions. In the end, she still left the beginning, and her voice was ruthlessly cruel: "Forget it, hope."

She said: "Panpan, maybe after this step of compromise, it will be a step by step compromise. We can't retreat."

Xiao Wanqing stared at the young and determined lover, his eyes like water. She shook her head and said softly hoarsely: "Envy, parents are not our enemies, compromise is not surrender, it is an expression of mutual love. Love and understanding are mutual, maybe it will take a little longer to pull the saw like this But time will eventually resolve everything. Let’s not be brave for a while.” She looked at the persistent Lin Xian as if she saw her self-righteousness. She was distressed, warm, and afraid.

There are too many things in life that you can never expect. Just like, how did she think of that year, she dragged her luggage and left the house that day, that turning around was really a farewell.

It was like reappearing in the past, she listened to Zhou Qin's decisive words, watching Lin Xian insist on her stubbornness, her heart was shaking.

She closed her eyes slightly and promised seriously: "Envy, I'm okay, don't worry about me. Today you send your mother back. Don't be afraid, wait for us to calm down, I will pick you up ."

Lin Xian bit her lip and looked at her blushingly without talking.

"Envy, if something happened to your mother today, I won't be at ease in my life. Are you afraid?" Xiao Yunqing said sadly. "Envy, promise me, relax, and communicate with them."

Lin Xian's throat shook and his fists gradually clenched.

Xiao Wanqing gave a big smile with tears in his eyes, kissed Lin Xian's lips close, and got out of bed to pick up the coat next to the bed and put it on Lin Xian's body, holding her hand to take her out.

Lin Xian still stood at the same place, her eyes full of tears, looked at her, motionless.

Sending her lover away by hand and heading for an unknown future, Xiao Yunqing's heart seemed to be torn into pieces, bloody. However, how could she allow herself to possess selfishly, and how could she ruin Lin Xian with regret.

She was embarrassed by herself, and there was a faint cry in her voice, but she begged firmly: "Envy, please, I must not have such regrets. Otherwise, I will never forgive myself."

"Xiao Panpan..." Lin Xian called her with a heavy nose.

"Let's go." Xiao Wanqing clenched his fists in one hand, and took Lin Xian's hand hard with one hand, coaxing her: "Lin Xian, I believe you can give me a blessed love, do you also believe it? So let's fight for it Right."

Lin Xian stubbornly stalemate with Xiao Wanqing for a moment, seeing the determination in Xiao Yunqing's eyes, finally seemed to make up his mind, wiped the tears all over his face fiercely, strode in front of Xiao Yunqing, and held Xiao Yunqing tightly In her arms, she promised in her ear: "I believe, you have to believe me all the time. Xiao Panpan, I will never flinch, and you never want to, promise me. Remember to put ice cubes on your face. Don’t be so stupid again."

The ear that was close to Lin Xian's whisper was the ear with two slaps and still tinnitus. Xiao Wanqing didn't actually hear what Lin Xian was talking about. She just rubbed her cheek gently with her intuition, and nodded slightly in Lin Xian's expectation.

She sent Lin Xian out and listened to Lin Xian promise that she "wait for me to come back", waving with a smile.

Lin Xian stepped back three times, and the figure gradually disappeared into Xiao Wanqing's sight. The light in Xiao Yunqing's eyes gradually dimmed with the girl's distant figure. She looked at the empty aisle, standing for a long time, and suddenly it seemed like she couldn't support it. She became soft and knelt on the ground. Grievances, despair, guilt, fear, humiliation, mixed feelings, filled her heart full of holes. Xiao Yuanqing lowered his head and hugged himself with his hands, tears raining down.

Every year is today, and every year is present.

Last night, they were still laughing and playing, and planning the future. It seems that with just one step at a time, happiness is in sight and at your fingertips. But overnight, it turned upside down, and all hopes and dreams seemed to have failed.

Is it destiny? Or is it her greedy punishment? It is destined that in her life, happiness always seems to be only one step away from her, but is it out of reach?

In the family house, Shi woke up from a lethargic headache. She was at a loss for a moment, and suddenly turned to look at the seat next to her next moment.

Where is Jinjin? !

The drunken memory is very fragmented, but she still vaguely remembers that Zhijin is back, and then they seem to quarrel? After...after that she didn't remember anything.

She sat up and saw the suitcase by the door, and she was sure that it was not a dream, and that her memory was not wrong. But there is no trace of Jin Jin sleeping by the bed...

When Shiman couldn't put on his nightgown and cotton mop, he jumped out of bed and ran out of the bedroom. While running, he softly called Xia Zhijin's name. But she ran from the second floor to the first floor, looking for them one by one, and there was no figure of Xia Zhijin anywhere.

Suddenly panicked. Did you get drunk and said something that you shouldn't say?

She hurried back and forth hurriedly back to her room to get her mobile phone. When she touched the phone and looked at the screen that could not be awakened, she remembered angrily. Her cell phone was long dead. She quickly connected the phone to the charger and turned it on, while rushing downstairs to prepare to call Xia Zhijin on the landline.

As soon as she went down the stairs, the door was pushed open from the outside. Hearing his voice first, but not seeing his person, Shi subconsciously looked forward with full anticipation: "Zhi Jin!"

However, a faint female voice broke her fantasy and responded to her: "It's me." Shi Jinglan carried the bag and calmly pushed the door in.

When he saw it, he wore a thin single coat and bare feet. When he was surprised, he frowned, and he was a little unhappy: "How do you dress like this?"

Shi sighed in disappointment and made no disguise about her disappointment: "It's you." After half a second, she was almost hopeless when she didn't answer the question and said: "Mom, did you just come back? Do you have Did you see Jinjin? She came back last night, but now she can’t find a figure."

Shi Jinglan's expression was complicated for a moment, looking at Shiman who knew nothing, and there was a distress in his eyes. "Zhijin is in the hospital." Shi Jinglan replied blandly. "Something happened to her grandmother, which is not very good."

Shi Mang groaned, and his eyes turned red immediately. There was a crying moment in her voice, and she asked anxiously, "What's the matter? What happened? When I went back to see Grandma last time, she was still very healthy. Is Qiqi and Zhijin? Are they in the hospital? Which hospital? "Aiwu and Wu, for Xia Zhijin's relatives, although Shi Man did not say so clearly, but also in his heart as a relative. What's more, it hurt her, she thought how Xia Zhijin should panic, her heart was like being cut by a knife.

"Sudden cerebral hemorrhage, in their county hospital, has been contacted, and wait for today or tomorrow, the situation is a little more stable and transferred to our city hospital." As soon as her voice fell, Shiman had turned and ran upstairs quickly.

No need to think about it, Shi Jinglan also guessed, Shi Man must go to change clothes to get over. She was a little sad in her heart. For this love period, Shi Man's full of sincerity was also hard for Xia Zhijin's ambition.

In this way, they continue to be trapped in their own dead ends, consuming each other's feelings and enthusiasm. Take a step back, experience each other, grow separately, and perhaps have unlimited possibilities in the future.

She didn’t know that many years later she would know whether she would blame herself when talking to Xia Zhijin, but at least at this moment, she thought she was making the most appropriate decision for them.