For The Rest of Our Life

Lin Xianmai chased down the stairs with heavy steps, walked out of the elevator and walked into the hall, and saw that not far away from the building, Zhou Qin was bending over and struggling to hold a street tree to breathe.

Lin Xian's heart tightened, and he quickly trot out. She held Zhou Qin's arm and said anxiously: "Mom, what's wrong with you? I'll take you to the hospital."

Zhou Qin heard Lin Xian's voice, and his cold heart walked along the way. But she still strongly supported the posture, and weakly pulled away the arm held by Lin Xian, coldly said: "How do I have anything to do with you, don't bother you, please." Taking a step forward, Gu Zi shook forward.

"Mom!" Lin Xian exclaimed angrily.

She stretched her hand to hook Zhou Qin's arm, hugged her and walked to the parking place in front, anxious and airy: "Can't you make a point of truth? Are you really happy that you broke off with me? ?"

She looked at her pale-faced mother and wrinkled her brows with concern: "When did you come? Have you been busy with papers lately? Have you stayed up late? Have you eaten breakfast? You don’t know that you are not a young man now. Yet?"

Zhou Qin stiffened, listening to Lin Xian's bad tone but clearly hearing the blame of caring, and his heart gradually softened again. She scanned Lin Xian with Yu Guang almost imperceptibly. Lin Xian was already much higher than her. I don’t know when, her face gradually faded away. The green eyebrows, less immature, more mature, yes Unspeakable and bright.

This is her most precious daughter, born in the expectation of their family, devoted all their hard work and love, with hardships to hold the child in her palm, she has as many disappointments and cold hearts as she has. Love and distress.

Can she really let go of her in despair? Zhou Qin knew that this was impossible. She pursed her lips, after all, she no longer struggled, letting Lin Xian help her into the car without saying a word.

Zhou Qin's current state is obviously not suitable for driving, Lin Xian let her sit in the passenger seat. She looked back at the building where Xiao Wanqing was faintly visible, took a deep breath, gritted her teeth, got into the car, started the car, and drove out of the community.

On the way, Zhou Qin leaned against the seat and closed his eyes, but his face eased a little. Lin Xian looked at the road, and unconsciously repeatedly replayed the stunned, aggrieved, and sad look that Xiao Wanqing had just slapped in the face of Zhou Qin. She would rather the two slaps fall on her face. Such a fierce reaction from Zhou Qin was something she didn't anticipate. Of course, they came out in an embarrassed situation under such circumstances, which she had not expected.

Everything is messed up and deviated from the trajectory they set.

She clasped the steering wheel with her hands, glanced at Zhou Qin sideways, and couldn't help but whispered and asked: "Mom, you've just gone too far, no matter how, how can you do it. You're not always educating me, no matter what, The gentleman does not speak. It is the most rude and incompetent performance."

Zhou Qin heard Lin Xian's question in a straightforward manner, and suddenly opened his eyes. The emotion that had just calmed down again began to fluctuate rapidly. Although it was wrong to do it, she calmed down a little bit, and she realized that she had lost her mind. However, he asked himself who would be able to stay sane and calm when he saw that his daughter, who was entrusted to the care of a friend, was taken care of by his friend.

Moreover, she is not only unable to bear the impact of Lin Xian's homosexuality, she is also unable to bear the blow of Xiao Wanqing's betrayal, she treats Xiao Yunqing sincerely, she believes her like that, how can she hurt herself like this. This was a double blow, and she almost lost all her senses.

When she thought that she could not understand people, she handed Lin Xian to Xiao Wanqing; when she thought that she did not know when Lin Xian actually started with Xiao Wanqing, she was kept in the dark without even knowing. As soon as she thought of Lin Xian and Xiao Wanqing, the so-called aunt, she didn't know how many times she turned on the bed and covered with rain, she was breathless with heart infarction and conditioned to want to vomit.

"I'm too much? Lin Xian, wouldn't she be too much like you? You tell, what do you think I should do to someone who has seduced my minor daughter. Do I have to thank her and bless you with a smile? Zhou Qin stalked his neck and asked in a mute clenched teeth.

Lin Xianli defended angrily and said: "Mom, don't be so unpleasant to talk, what to seduce, what to be a minor. I am already an adult, and I am in love with her. I like each other, and I like what you want. Besides, Even if it's temptation, I started it first. I seduce her. You don't want to spill the sewage on her."

Zhou Qin listened to Lin Xian's decisive maintenance of Xiao Wanqing, his blood flowed up his head, and he became more and more angry. I'm so glamorous!

"When I handed you over to her, did you become an adult? What do you know? Do you really know the dividing line of feelings? You have never liked anyone since childhood, what kind of love 1 love 1 love, don't you? Didn’t she teach you? How old are you and how old is she? You’re still ignorant, is she still young? She called me a sister, you called her aunt, you are her junior, she Seeing you grow up, even if she really needs someone, she shouldn't start with you. She dare to do such a thing shamelessly, how can I not poke her backbone." Zhou Qin gasped hard. Speak no words. Her brain was dizzy as if she had lost consciousness in the next second, and she couldn't keep decent and couldn't think twice.

Lin Xian was only 19 years old, not even 20, Xiao Xiaoqing how dare, how to have the patience to cross the line with her, how can there be no sense of responsibility, no bottom line, no offline.

Lin Xian heard Zhou Qin's disrespect for Xiao Wanqing, and his repressed heart was completely overwhelmed. She raised the volume and refuted: "Mom, don't you use this dirty idea to speculate on people? Would you be fair? I'll say it again, I started it first, I lured her, I liked it first Hers was my confession, and I forced her to accept me. Even if there was a mistake, it was all my fault, okay!"

"It's my speculative sloppyness, or the sloppy things she did." Zhou Qin sneered, and his chest began to rise and fall violently. "Lin Xian, I didn't say you were right, but as an elder, she didn't guide you correctly, but went wrong with you again and again, this is her fault."

She looked at Lin Xian, who had a cold eyebrow facing her, and tears in her eyes. For the first time, she stretched out her hand and grabbed Lin Xian's forearm. The quarrel has exhausted her last strength, and her voice is weak and hoarse: "Lin Xian, you can't go on like this anymore, I can't watch you walking towards the cliff to death. You know you will be caught What do you think you will do in the future, what will others think of you and our family in the future? You will go abroad next semester, I will resign and go with you, let’s change the environment and start again, okay? I don’t want you to regret it later. A handful."

"I won't go!" Lin Xian refused. She looked at her and said that it was for her good, but the mother who had never really considered her mood at all, sore throat.

The red light turned on, she stopped abruptly, looked over Zhou Qin with disappointment, and sneered: "Mom, are you afraid that my homosexuality will shame you and your family? Is it your face?" Is it important that my happiness is important? Do you think good is good for me?"

She had a lot of emotions, and all the past dissatisfaction flashed through her mind like a horse lantern, which made her more resentful: "It was like this since childhood, you only let me do what you think is right, you think you can I have never thought about the things I do. Are these things that I really like to do or are things that will make me happy. I have no choice at all and can only move carefully within the limits you define. From elementary school to the present, all my choices have been arranged for me, can you not give me a little freedom? Why do you have to manipulate my life like this, I now have my own way to go. Even if it’s wrong, I’m willing to fall even if I fall down. You can rest assured that the path I choose myself will be finished on my knees, and I will never regret it and never shirk my responsibility." He hurried to speak out, and Lin Xian only reflected what he said was hurtful.

"Lin Xian, do you think of me like this? It turns out that you have such a big grudge against me?" Zhou Qin sniffed his nose like he was so sad that he laughed lowly. Makes no sense. She disheartenedly withdrew her hand resting on Lin Xian's forearm and said coldly: "You just treat me like this. Our family and Xiao Wanqing, you can only choose one."

"Mom, why do you have to force me like this." The green light was on, and the car in the back honked Lin Xian, who had no movement. Lin Xian patted the steering wheel angrily, drove the car, and asked Zhou Qin with a crying voice.

"You are pushing me." Zhou Qinwei closed his eyes, and his heart was exhausted.

Tears blurred Lin Xian’s vision. She lifted her hands to wipe her tears, looked at Zhou Qin deeply, insisted at the beginning: "I can’t leave her. Mom, she’s only me, it’s me who starts first Yes, I promised to accompany her to the end. I’m sorry, I can’t follow the life you want.”

"So you don't want me and your dad anymore, right?" Zhou Qin stared at Lin Xian with tears in her eyes, her back molar biting tightly, and squeezed the rhetorical question from her throat.

Lin Xianshuo’s tears fell from the corners of her eyes: “You don’t want me anymore.” She sniffed her nose and smiled bitterly, she whispered and said: “You regenerate one, maybe she will be a little obedient.”

Zhou Qin was so annoyed by Lin Xian's last sentence that he could hardly get up in one breath. His face was pale and he said sharply: "Okay, Lin Xian...you are very good...you...you go down! Don't you give it away ."

Lin Xian bit his lower lip tightly and looked at the hospital not far away, his fingers clenched tightly. After a while, she said in a deep voice: "Okay, let me go and wait for us to calm down and talk to each other." After all, she speeded up, parked the car at the door of the hospital, and then released the seat belt and opened the door. , Left a sentence "pay attention to the body" and got off the car. She snapped the door of the car and walked away without looking back.

But she didn't go fast, her ears consciously listened to the movement of the car behind her.

After a few seconds, she still didn't seem to hear Zhou Qin closing the door to start the car. Lin Xian wrinkled her brow, still not worried. She had just stood still and was about to turn around, and heard the noise from behind the crowd: "Ehhhhhhhhhhh..."

Lin Xian panicked and turned his head immediately. Turning her head, she looked over the people around her, and she saw her mother, as if she had just opened the door and got out of the car, with her hand still resting on the door, but the whole person was lying on the ground, motionless.

"Mom..." Lin Xian exclaimed with a split heart running forward.