Giving You Love of a Lifetime

Ji Nuan and I met very early, long before Gu Tingchen appeared, so she knew my affection for him very early.

　　 knows that all my passwords are the day I met Gu Tingchen.

　　 December 27, 2009, the first snow.

　　 "Sheng'er, your face is very pale, and you smile hard."

　　 "Really? Maybe the weather is too cold."

　　 I chatted with Ji Nuan in the teahouse and left. When I was about to go back to the villa and stay in the house, a strange number called me.

　　 I picked it up and asked: "Who are you?"

　　 "I'm Mrs. Gu Wen Ruyan."

　　 I sneered and said, "You are not married yet."

Wen Ruyan paused, and she said obsessively, "I know, but I just want to tell you that I am Mrs. Gu, Mrs. Gu Tingchen's Mrs. Gu, Wen Ruyan who has been occupied by Mrs. Gu for three years. Shi Sheng, I'm waiting. He has tolerated you for three years, and now he just stopped the mistake. I finally got my wish and became the enviable Mrs. Gu."

　　 She became Mrs. Gu cannot be a reason to respect her.

　　 Unless she respects herself and loves herself, she doesn’t make trouble.

　　 I am not too interested and said: "Oh."

While talking, Wen Ruyan sobbed: "Actually, I have never blamed you, because you were not in this position and you would be other celebrities. They may not be as kind as you. If I met them, I would not It’s going to be so easy, and I want to thank you."

　　 I calmly asked, "Really?"

　　 I was never kind, but I didn't bother to intrigue with her.

　　 "Yes, I know what I did before is wrong, but I can't help it because I want Mrs. Gu to be in this position for too long."

　　 After a pause, Wen Ruyan's laughter came from a distance through the phone, "I am Mrs. Gu Wen Ruyan."

　　 I indifferently reminded her: "You haven't married yet, and his dad hasn't agreed."

　　 There are certain things in this world.

　　 Especially when facing the man I like...

　　 Wen Ruyan smiled, "Sooner or later."

　　 She was picking me up, but I didn't bother to take care of her.

　　 I hung up the phone and pulled Wen Ruyan's number into the blacklist. It seemed that I saw the familiar figure again. I blinked and saw the empty street in front of me. Recently, I always like to have some hallucinations.

　　 I shook my head and went to the beach. This is the place where Gu Tingchen and I used to have a wedding. As soon as I got to the beach, I received a call from Gu Tingchen. He asked in a dark voice, "Why are you hiding from me recently?"

　　 Recently, Gu Tingchen always called me to meet with me, but I declined, and even said some cruel things, but he has been entangled and has to say something inexplicable.

　　 I stared at the churning waves and asked: "Don't you know?"

　　 "I know, but I promise you that I won't see Wen Ruyan again before the wedding, and for these two months I will concentrate on falling in love with you, Shi Sheng, I just want to compensate you."

　　 Maybe he recently realized that he was really bullying me too much, and compensation is pity after all.

　　 I laughed at myself: "Gu Tingchen, do you think this is what I want?"

"Shi Sheng, you want to fall in love, and you even traded divorce with Shi's family before! Now I got my wish easily, but you get nothing. I am not a man who accepts whatever you say. I don’t worry about the price of taking Shijia. If you don’t agree to fall in love with me, I will return Shijia to you! Gu Tingchen disdains a woman's charity."

　　 I forgot that Gu Tingchen is a persevering man. When he decides something, he must do it. Now he has decided to have a relationship with me.

　　 If I didn't promise him to fall in love, he wouldn't want Shijia.

　　 But now I don't know who can give it to him except Shijia.

　　 And putting aside all grievances, he is the best fit for Shi's family.

　　 I lost words, and I was thinking about something in my mind. The sea breeze blew on my body and my body became numb from the cold. Gu Tingchen was not in a hurry there, he patiently waited for my answer.

　　 There is only silence between each other.

　　 After a long time, I said: "I have two conditions."

"Ok?"

　　 "First, I don't want to see Wen Ruyan again, including you, can't see her for two months, and you can't mention her in front of me unless I ask. Second, I refuse sex."

　　 My condition is getting worse now, **** life is prone to blood collapse.

　　 Besides, I don’t want him to notice the strangeness.

　　 Gu Tingchen smiled on the phone, "Why didn't you see you so domineering before?"

　　 "Are you agreeing?" I asked.

　　 "Well, I promise you." After a moment of silence, Gu Tingchen said, "I will arrange things in the company first and make time. I will only belong to you for the next two months."

I only belong to you……

　　 Gu Tingchen is too sultry.

　　 When he hung up the phone, I was in a freeze.

　　 I never thought he would really agree.

　　 never thought of having him company for the rest of the day.

　　 I raised my hand and touched the wet eye sockets. It should have been blown by the sea breeze, otherwise, why would I cry?

　　 Well, the sea breeze must be too harsh.

　　……

Gu Tingchen didn’t call me again until late at night. I didn’t care too much in my heart. I was just a little disappointed. Most of the time I stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and waited. I didn’t know what I was waiting for, but there was something in my heart. Looking forward, I hope he can stand downstairs in my house like that night.

　　 Like the clear wind in the mountains, like the moon in the starry sky, passing through right and wrong, kindness and grudges, no matter how unpleasant we were, I want to see his smile downstairs in my house at this moment.

Gu Tingchen did regret it, but I understand that even if he regrets it, he is never a person who missed an appointment, but because he regrets it, he has been wasting time. Since we said that it was good to fall in love, I waited for him at Shi’s house for three days. During this period, he didn't have an explanation, not even a text message.

　　 Just after I lost all expectations, Gu Tingchen called me.

　　 I did not pick up, but went to the bathroom to take a bath.

　　 I took a shower and dried my hair. I poured a glass of red wine and found a book. I sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and read it. The room was warm as usual, and the winter rain suddenly started outside. I turned my head and looked out the window.

　　 Gu Tingchen was wearing a deep blue three-dimensional knee-length coat, standing at the door of the villa with a large black umbrella supported by his skeletal palm, and the hand without the umbrella was carelessly inserted in his pocket.

　　 When did he stand downstairs?

　　 During the day, I could see the scenery in my room from downstairs. He saw me turning my head and spotting him. He smiled softly and reached out from his pocket and shook the phone in his hand to signal me to answer.

　　 I hesitated for a while, then I found the phone to answer the question: "Is something wrong with me?"