Giving You Love of a Lifetime

Recently, it has rarely snowed in Wucheng, but the rainy season is more frequent. I put my phone in my ear and heard Gu Tingchen complaining softly: "I was soaked in the rain just now, don't you plan to open the door for me? "

　　 Listen carefully, there is still a hint of grievance that is hard to detect.

　　 I turned my gaze back and asked, "What are you doing here for me?"

　　 "Shi Sheng, did you forget that I am your boyfriend now?"

　　 So Gu Tingchen still remembers this...

　　 "I thought you regretted it." I said.

　　 "Because I haven't contacted you these days?"

　　 I gave a low hmm, aggrieved in my tone.

"Stupid boy, didn't I tell you that, I have to deal with the company's affairs, and if there is nothing important in the company for the next two months, I will be by your side." Gu Tingchen paused in his voice. Wen Run said: "Even if there is anything, I will take you with me."

　　 His words made my heart soft, and he called me a silly boy, such an intimate call, I used to think that in his eyes I was just a woman who would accompany him to bed.

　　 Silly boy...Speaking of which, I am eight years younger than Gu Tingchen.

　　 I am not yet twenty-three years old, but he is thirty-one.

　　 When I married him, I was only twenty years old. Ji Nuan said that his old cows made a lot of money by eating tender grass.

"Ok?"

　　 Maybe I was silent for too long, Gu Tingchen rolled out a word from deep in his throat.

　　 I called him, "Gu Tingchen."

"Ok?"

　　 "Let me open the door for you."

　　 I hung up the phone and left from the floor-to-ceiling window to hide the painkillers I put in the bedroom, and then I sat in front of the dressing table and put on a delicate makeup to cover up the scars on my face that I had fallen on the floor.

　　 The scar on my face was smashed several times with my nails. I wanted to vent my anger and remind myself that this was the injury he left me. But now I think about it, it’s my own practice, and I shouldn’t do it at the expense of hurting myself.

　　 I sighed, got up and went downstairs to open the door for Gu Tingchen.

　　 I opened the door and stood at the door. Gu Tingchen kindly flicked my forehead with my finger. I was taken aback. He smiled faintly and asked, "Why do I have to freeze me into ice to be satisfied?"

　　 I lied and said, "I just went to the toilet."

　　 Gu Tingchen gave me a glance, and then asked, "You just put on makeup?"

　　 I subconsciously denied, "No."

　　 Gu Tingchen persevered and asked: "Makeup just for me?"

　　 I was speechless, and suffocated for a long time, "No."

　　 Gu Tingchen stretched out his hand to take off most of his wet coat, and said with a low smile: "I just went downstairs and haven't seen you put on lipstick. His face is pale and not look like, now he looks more rosy."

　　 As a last resort, I found an excuse to say: "I see people used to make-up."

　　 Gu Tingchen was convinced, raised his hand and rubbed my head proficiently, walked around me into the living room and said: "I have known you for so long, and every time I see you are all put on makeup, it seems that I have never seen your face without makeup."

I always seemed to be stunned. I raised my hand and rubbed my head to follow behind him. I gently explained, "I inherited the Shi family when I was fourteen, and the chairman and president concurrently served as president. At that time, I looked very immature. So I am used to make-up to hide myself. Until now, I have been a little uncomfortable without make-up."

　　 Gu Tingchen walked to the sofa and asked suddenly, "I inherited the Shi family when I was fourteen?"

After three years of marriage, Gu Tingchen had never understood me with all his heart. I couldn’t say anything of disappointment in my heart. I faintly explained: “When I was fourteen years old, my parents died in an air crash, and Shi’s family didn’t have any relatives. The people in the world are counting on me eagerly, but as a last resort, I dropped out of school and became the president of the Shi family."

　　 Gu Tingchen freezes, and asks for a long time, "What about the rest? Did you continue to study?"

"No, I didn’t know much about business at first, so I followed my predecessors to learn how to do business, how to be a leader, and how to lead Shi’s family towards a stronger path, until I married you when I was twenty. Have time to go back to school and continue to study?" As if thinking of something, I laughed at myself and said: "People in Wucheng don't know it. Shi's president Shi Sheng is only a junior high school diploma."

Hearing what I said, Gu Tingchen suddenly said: "I used to think you were a mature woman, no matter in terms of temperament or makeup, but in fact you were only twenty when you married me, and now you are only twenty-three, this age. The girls should be as lively and cheerful as Sisi, and all they want every day should be expensive cosmetics, beautiful clothes, and chasing after their idols."

　　 I smiled and reminded him: "Gu Sisi is three years older than me."

　　 Gu Tingchen was startled, "Yes, you are younger than her."

　　 I am younger than Gu Sisi and seven years younger than Wen Ruyan.

　　……

Gu Tingchen did not leave that day, and was always watching a movie in the living room, while I was sitting next to him quietly playing with my mobile phone. When he saw the rise, he would occasionally ask me a few words, which are very homely words. For example, now, he carelessly Asked me, "Have you never talked about a boyfriend before?"

　　 I said frankly: "No."

　　 "Are there any boys you liked before?"

　　 I can't help but think of Gu Tingchen I met when I was fourteen.

　　 Did he know that I was the little girl who had been following him?

　　 Did he call me that night, did the little girl recognize me or just yelled casually?

　　 Gu Tingchen that night was really gentle and unbelievable.

　　 Thinking of that night, I smiled softly and said, "Well, I did."

　　 Gu Tingchen squinted his eyes and asked, "Do I know him?"

　　 He suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged me into his arms. I squeezed my body a bit unaccustomed to. He forced me to press me on his chest, his lips close to me, and all the shallow breathing fell on my face.

　　 I haven't been hugged so affectionately by him, and I couldn't adapt for a while.

　　 The corners of his lips touched my cheek lightly, "Do I know? Huh?"

　　 When he asked this, he did not recognize that I was the little girl back then...

　　 Because he asked me back then, "Little girl, why do you keep following me?"

　　 I was nervous and said timidly that night: "Because... I like you."

　　 "Little girl, you are still young and don't know what it means to like."

　　 I asked him hopefully, "Then can you wait for me to grow up?"

　　 He smiled slightly, did not refuse or agree, but after that night, I could not find him again. I heard from the students in the next class that he was just a volunteer and was teaching here temporarily for a few months.

　　 Yesterday was the last day he stayed here.

　　 just happened to say that I liked him.

　　 Had it not been for his departure yesterday, I would have thought that he had left because he avoided me.

　　 But in his eyes, I am an ordinary student.

　　 There is no need for him to avoid me.

　　 When I think that Gu Tingchen still doesn't know that I am the little girl back then, my heart is a bit astringent. The street where the wind lived and the girl calling me that night he played were indeed my own passion.

　　 But Gu Tingchen that night was exactly the same as the person in the memory.

　　 I stared at Gu Tingchen with red eye circles, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "You don't know him. It's a man I liked when I was young. At that time, I was young, so small that he would not believe me even if I liked him."

Gu Tingchen’s kisses suddenly fell on my lips, and the palm of my hand stretched into my dress even more restlessly. I responded softly to him, forgetting that I had said that I refused to have sex, at a critical moment. Instead, he stopped, hugged me in his arms and gasped gently.

　　 "Now what? Is it me who loves me?"