Giving You Love of a Lifetime

I don't know who Gu Tingchen said this sentence to, but no matter who he said it to, he violated his promise to me.

　　 I was at a loss in my place. This feeling was like going back to the past. The distance between me and him suddenly became very far away. All my joys and happiness in the past two days seemed to be fake.

"when are you going back to China?"

　　 I heard Gu Tingchen's voice irritating, it seemed that the woman on the other end of the phone was very important to him.

　　 I felt very sad and wanted to cry when I was wronged. He didn't treat me at all, and I regretted that he promised him.

　　 Why did I agree to be with him?

　　 "Well, I'll pick you up in a few days."

　　 Gu Tingchen's words lingered on my heart like a sharp knife. I quickly turned around and drove back to the company.

　　 Sitting in the office, I was a little dazed. Suddenly, it seemed that I had lost the whole world. At this moment, the assistant returned to the company.

　　 He pushed open the office door and came in and saw me sitting there in a daze, and asked worriedly: "What happened to you Shizong?"

　　 I shook my head, restrained myself and said: "It's okay."

　　Too much experience, I can restrain my emotions a long time ago.

　　 The sadness in my heart is so clear.

　　 "Shizu, sorry."

　　The assistant confessed to me, but didn't say where I was wrong, I closed my eyes and said, "Tell me your reasons."

　　 There must be a reason for his embezzlement of public funds.

　　The assistant might see that my expression was too calm, but his tone trembled slightly, "Actually, all the money went to Switzerland."

　　 I asked calmly: "What did you do with it?"

　　 "I don't know. Actually, I never know where the money went, but Assistant Shen ordered me to do this before he died seven years ago. His old man said it was your parents' wishes."

　　 Assistant Shen is my dad’s secretary.

　　 After my dad passed away, he resigned and returned to his hometown.

　　 I opened my eyes in shock and asked: "Every year such a large sum of money flows to Switzerland, don't you tell me your doubts?"

　　 "Shi Zong, I can't doubt it at all. I also erased the whereabouts of the money as ordered by the old housekeeper, just because I was afraid of attracting the company's attention, because the name of the flow of funds is Shi Sheng."

I:"……"

　　 I finally understand where Xiao Wu has gone.

　　 finally understand why they are hiding from me!

　　 I looked at the assistant with a smirk, he called me nervously, I shook my head and asked, "Has Xiaowu been found?"

　　The assistant shook his head and said, "I can't find out."

　　 I originally wanted to blurt out and check out the time Sheng in Switzerland, but when I got to my lips, I told him: "Go ahead, I'll be quiet."

After the assistant left, I seemed to have lost all my energy and energy. My body was soft and motionless in the office chair. It might be because of emotional influence and my stomach didn’t feel hungry. Until the phone rang five or six times at night, I don’t have to guess at this point. Know who made it.

　　 I took my mobile phone and turned it off. After a while, the assistant opened the door with the mobile phone in his hand and walked in and said to me: "Zong, Mr. Gu called, and he asked me to ask you when you will go home."

　　Wucheng City is a rainy and rainy city, but the night view outside the window is very beautiful. I sat in this position to have a full view of the neon lights of the city, and suddenly I remembered that sentence again.

　　 "As long as you... make no mistake, I will keep my promise and marry you as a wife."

　　He actually made promises to other women.

　　 I don’t know what that sentence means, but Wen Ruyan warned me before that: "You win now does not mean you will always win."

　　 was really hit by her.

　　 Seeing that I haven't spoken, the assistant called me again and said: "Zong Shi, Mr. Gu is waiting for you downstairs at the moment."

　　 The room was extremely quiet, I turned my head to look at the assistant, smiled and said, "Jiang Chen, you ask him a question for me."

　　 "Shizong, the phone is connected."

　　 The phone is connected, Gu Tingchen can hear it.

　　 I smiled and said, "You ask him for me...what does it mean that I will keep my promise to marry her? Is this betrayal?"

　　 The assistant was stunned when he heard what I said, and the phone was muted all the time, but I believe the man heard it clearly.

　　 I stood up, took the mobile phone from the assistant and hung up the phone, and said faintly, “In the future, my family has nothing to do with Gu’s family. You don’t have to ask him if you have anything you can’t solve.”

　　The assistant replied: "Yes, Mr. Shi."

　　 "It's late, let's get off work."

　　 After the assistant left, I stood by the floor-to-ceiling windows. Because the floor was too high, I couldn't see clearly below. I faintly saw a black Maybach stopping at the door. It should be Gu Tingchen's car.

　　 I glanced faintly and went back to sit down on the desk and chair. I felt very uncomfortable, but I fell asleep in a daze.

　　 It was late at night when I woke up. I was hungry and uncomfortable. I picked up the car key and went downstairs to see that Maybach was still there.

　　 And the front of the car leaned against a handsome man.

　　 I sniffed and hung my head and walked towards my car. He suddenly called me and asked, "Are you angry?"

　　 How can this matter be summed up by anger?

　　 I stood still and looked at him. A huge part of his face was hidden in the night. I heard him sigh and ask: "Why don't you tell me when you go to me?"

　　 He looked like nothing happened.

　　 I pressed my lips, and heard him say again: "You misunderstood."

　　 I smiled and asked him, "What's the misunderstanding? Misunderstanding you call another woman and say I will keep my promise to marry you?"

　　 Gu Tingchen was silent, and I was even more upset to see him like this, and left a sentence: "From now on we have nothing to do."

　　 I turned around and got into the car. Gu Tingchen came over and pulled the door, and asked in a low voice, "Sheng'er, you don't believe me like this?"

　　 Does he think I don’t trust him? !

　　 I said angrily: "I heard this sentence clearly and plainly from your mouth. What do you want me to believe in you? Then tell me, will you keep your promise to marry her?"

　　 I never asked who that woman was from the beginning to the end, because I didn't want to lose too ugly, and there was no end to fighting with him!

　　 Gu Tingchen paused, and suddenly said, "Sorry, I can't tell you who she is, but I have my own problems."

　　 If I have my own problems, I just perfunct me!

　　 Gu Tingchen is really good!

　　 "That's OK, it's good to get together and get away."

　　 I stretched out my hand to push him, he grabbed my hands and took me into his arms and coaxed softly: "Trust me, I won't take you!"

　　 His words are really perfunctory.

　　 is too self-righteous! !

　　 "Fuck you!"

　　 I couldn't control my temper. I didn't want to bear Gu Tingchen at all, and kicked directly under him.

　　 He loosened me abruptly and took a step back. His face was particularly ugly at the moment, but he still looked at me calmly.

　　 That is the lifeblood of a man, I suddenly regretted it, but this regret is not worth the betrayal he just gave me.

　　 "Gu Tingchen, I only have one question."

　　 He rolled out a word um from deep in his throat.

　　 I said word by word: "Will you marry her?"

　　 "If she comes to Wucheng, I will marry."

　　 Gu Tingchen's complexion is very firm, and this sentence is also powerful, and I sneered: "From now on, I will cut off justice with Jun En. From now on... I hope you can truly be happy."

　　 He called me calmly, "Sheng'er."

　　 Still a word of Shenger?

　　 Go to the special Shenger.

　　 I am anxious, but my self-cultivation, my bones tell me to hold on now, and even give him generous blessings.

　　 I can't be angry, can't be defeated.

　　 Even if I lose, I have to lose frankly.

　　 I got in the car and drove away. Through the rearview mirror, I saw him still standing there, just like I watched Gu Lan yesterday.

　　 I think this is our last.

　　 Sitting in the car, my tears couldn't stop falling, but I just held it in front of him. My self-esteem has always been very heavy. No matter what happens, I don't like being weak in front of others.

　　 I cried forever. After crying, I was disappointed in this world again. I don’t understand the joy of being alive.

　　 seems to be hurt again and again.

　　 I drove past a tavern and went in and ordered a table of food, but in the end I didn't drink alcohol. After all, I still couldn't bear to ruin my body. I still want to live well.

　　 Although it is very difficult and hopeless, even being hurt by the one I love, I still want to live hard.

　　 live, live with firm faith.

　　 But where is my belief?

　　 At least I still had that lover obsession before, but now I love the wrong person, where should I find sustenance?

　　 Why should I love the wrong person? !

　　 I'm so sad now that I don't even have any sustenance! !

　　 I cried very at a loss, and finally left the tavern with a dizzy head, without drinking, but my head was dizzy.

　　 may be caused by too much sadness in my heart.

　　 I walked and walked to the largest river in Wucheng, I was sitting here blowing the night breeze, and suddenly I missed...

　　 I am not qualified to say nostalgic for the past.

　　Because I finally chose Gu Tingchen between Gu Tingchen and Gu Lanzhi. My heart has betrayed Gu Lanzhi, so I can no longer comfort myself with the warmth of nine years ago.

　　 I can no longer find sustenance for myself.

　　 There is no longer a harbor to miss.

　　 I hung my head, my mind was full of emotions.

　　 Who on earth did Gu Tingchen say to?

　　 Why is he sorry for me again?

　　 Am I really that bad?

　　 I took the phone out of my pocket and turned it on. I saw a dozen missed calls, two of which were from Ji Nuan, and six from Gu Tingchen before. Shi Cheng called me the rest.

　　 I thought about it and wanted to call Shicheng back.

　　 When there is nothing wrong, Cheng will never call me, unless something really happens, when I call it, the phone will be turned off.

　　 I put away my mobile phone and sighed. My heart became more depressed. After a few breaths, I felt more aggrieved.

　　 I couldn't cry suddenly. Just then my cell phone rang. It was a phone number that I thought would never ring in my life, but it rang in a cold and long lonely night.

　　 And it was the first time he called me in his life.

　　 I bit my lip, I don’t know if I should pick it up, because deep in my heart I feel that I shouldn’t have anything to do with him anymore.

　　 But I can't survive this temptation after all.

　　 I put it on my ear, and heard a gentle voice saying, "Little girl, where are you?"