Giving You Love of a Lifetime

I never thought that Gu Lanzhi would call me at this point, nor did I expect him to ask me where I was...

　　 Does he know that Gu Tingchen and I just quarreled?

　　 I stretched out my hand and wiped my tears. Before I could speak, Gu Lanzhi answered my confusion: "He told Luoluo about the matter between you and Tingchen, and Luoluo just told me again..."

　　 As if hearing my suppressed cry, Gu Lanzhi paused and asked softly, "Little girl, are you crying?"

　　 I quickly hung up Gu Lanzhi's call, and quickly got up to find my car. I originally wanted to go back to Shi's villa, but it is now full of memories of the past two days between me and Gu Tingchen.

　　 My heart was very uncomfortable, and then the phone rang again.

　　 is still from Gu Lanzhi.

　　 When I needed him most, even when I hung up his phone, he still kept calling me.

　　 I lack this warmth and companionship the most. I really want to catch the olive green that he casts over, but I know in my heart that I can no longer have the slightest involvement with him.

　　 Because of this feeling, I use him as a spare tire.

　　 Besides, there is a lot of depression...

　　 I am very myself where is our boundary.

　　 I didn't answer Gu Lanzhi's phone call. I was a little bit melancholy lying on the steering wheel, but I felt that I was doing nothing wrong.

　　 I sighed deeply, my body was so uncomfortable, I quickly took out the anti-cancer medicine and took it, and it took a long time to get over.

　　 I close my eyes and empty my head.

　　 I don’t know how long it took, a faint light shone from the window of the car, and I opened my eyes and found that the sun was out in Wucheng today.

　　 I rolled down the car window, and saw the man at the intersection startled.

　　Although he has the same face as Gu Tingchen, I can distinguish between the two of them instantly, because Gu Lanzhi has a deserted but unusually gentle breath, which is very comforting.

　　 When did Gu Lanzhi come here?

　　 And his eyes have been on me.

　　 I was stunned in the car, not knowing what to say at the moment, he gently raised his lips to me and asked, "Are you hungry?"

　　 I pursed my lips and said, "Somewhat."

　　 I don't want to provoke him.

　　 Because I chose Gu Tingchen a few days ago.

　　 So I always wanted to stay away from him.

　　 keeps a great distance.

　　 But I never thought that people who I never saw would come by myself, and kept silently guarding me by the car.

　　 It is false to say not to be moved.

　　Because of Gu Lanzhi's existence, it has always been special.

　　 I got off the car and asked: "When did you arrive?"

　　 "After you fell asleep last night."

　　 This answer is very vague. It has been a long time since I fell asleep, and at least I saw the sun in Wucheng after I woke up.

　　 "How do you know I am here?"

Gu Lanzhi’s eyes were like vast stars, and I was insignificant among them. I turned my eyes back and heard his low voice: “Although I rarely use any resources to do anything, it’s easy for me to find someone... Shenger, I Not as weak as expected."

"you……"

　　 "I am not just a piano player."

　　 "Gu Lanzhi, what have you experienced these years?"

　　 My tone was as calm as possible, and I asked other questions, never involving Gu Tingchen, pretending nothing happened, and Gu Lanzhi did not ask me what happened last night.

　　 He always understands me to a great extent.

　　 "Travel around the world and meet the powerful."

　　 This is the answer Gu Lanzhi gave me.

　　 I walked up to him, he leaned over to let me, and I walked in front of him and said, "What do you like to eat, I invite you."

　　 The two of us are getting along like yesterday again.

　　 strange and familiar.

　　 keep a certain distance.

Gu Lanzhi took me to a nearby breakfast shop. He specially ordered me a bowl of gruel. While I was waiting for the porridge, I asked him, "How is your mother? I saw you yesterday. Dad went to Nanjing. ."

　　 Gu Lanzhi's tone was dull, "Well, depending on the recovery situation last night, there should be no problem."

　　 "Why didn't you go back to Nanjing?"

　　 I don't know what to talk about, so I just asked him casually.

　　 Gu Lanzhi pondered for a while, and said frankly: "My father and I have never seen each other a few times since we were young. We can't talk about feelings. I didn't want my mother to be embarrassed if I didn't return to Nanjing this time."

　　 I asked curiously: "Why is she embarrassed? Will you and your dad fight together?"

　　 Gu Lanzhi shook his head and asked, "Am I like someone who can fight?"

　　 He raised his eyebrows and said, "My dad doesn't like me. He always picks my thorns. Maybe the two of us are born at odds."

　　 Chairman Gu shouldn't be naive enough to pick up his son's sting, right?

　　 But even though I think so, I am not the person involved after all. There is no reason to make a decision here and think that the truth is the same.

　　 Actually, Gu Lanzhi didn't tell me that he had already returned to Nanjing last night and was already standing outside his mother's surgery ward. He came over after receiving a call from Yu Luoluo early this morning.

　　 Neither of us are very good at chatting, but fortunately, when the food came, both Gu Lanzhi and I ate with our heads down.

　　 He ate very little, so he put down his chopsticks in a few bites.

　　 I am curious and asked: "Enough?"

　　 He smiled and said, "I'm not hungry."

　　 I lowered my head and continued to eat, Gu Lanzhi suddenly asked me in a faint voice, "Shi Sheng, are you happy to be with him?"

　　 He noticed my unhappiness...

　　 I stopped my chopsticks and raised my eyes and asked him, "Who said something to you?"

　　 He shook his head and said, "No."

　　 I pressed my lips and didn't speak, Gu Lanzhi suddenly raised his hand to hold my hand on the table, and he stopped abruptly when I realized his intention to take it back.

　　 The white palm of his hand fell in mid-air, and he never took a step further, holding a good measure, not embarrassing me or letting myself indulge.

He slowly withdrew: "You have been a forbearing girl since you were a child. You should have been only fourteen years old when you met me? You were just a child at that time, often following me, I noticed you My mind...I didn't stop you, and I was reluctant to stop it, because I felt that the little girl was sad, and she should have lost something in her heart until..."

　　He paused, his voice soft and gentle like March rain, "Until you ask me if I can play the street where the wind lives."

　　 I have never heard him say so many things, and I have never heard him explain every bit.

　　 I thought he never remembered, but now...

　　 I squeezed my chopsticks tightly, the ripples in my heart grew deeper and deeper, and the sadness in the depths seemed to be comforted in an instant.

"That song is sad at first, I immediately guessed your state of mind, so the next day I played the song you want to listen to as you wish." He raised his eyebrows and said softly, "The wind lives The street, in fact, the wind was just passing by. He passed by for a while and left nothing, but took away a leaf. It was his heart that cares about the girl... Shi Sheng, it is me who doesn't want to see you sad."