Golden Greenery

"Brother Zhuoyang, if you hadn't gone to Germany sixteen years ago, what would you be like now?"

"If you can take the art college entrance examination, you should be a middle school or university music teacher now. You can also play football, which will be my only hobby."

"You have a lot of students who adore you."

"Not necessarily. I'm very capable of getting into trouble, so I might have been fired early."

"And what to do?"

"My personality makes me unable to do business, and I don't have any other skills. In the end, I will teach piano and tutor children."

"And then get into trouble again and continue working as a tutor in another city?"

"This should be."

"But we'll still be together."

"Of course." Zhuo Yang said: "Maybe you will go to China, or I will live in Europe, but there will definitely be an unexpected afternoon."

"Definitely still in the fall."

"There will definitely be a river, too."

"That doesn't matter." Kou Kou said, "As long as we can still be together, nothing else matters."

"I will still make a living on soft food as I do now."

"I support you~"

"I will be a well-known pianist, and your presence will still make me show my infectious performance."

"Brother Zhuoyang, your talent will not be buried."

"Besides, I don't have to be so busy now. Wife, I really don't have any ambitions. The life I just described is actually more attractive to me. So a little piano cultivation is enough."

"Even if it's a waste of talent?"

"Don't blame those who don't know. Talents and talents that I don't know about myself are nothing to waste."

"Husband, it is the most painful for young and talented people."

"How do you say this?"

"With a little talent, he will be dissatisfied with the status quo and the environment around him, but his talent cannot allow him to change or escape. This is how the pain comes."

Zhuo Yang said: "A small talented person can see part of the moonlight, but his talent is not enough for him to touch the moonlight."

Kou Kou: "Not only is he unable to endure the torture and torture of real life, but his own talent cannot realize his beautiful artistic ideals and cannot create any outstanding works."

Zhuo Yang: "Caught between reality and ideals, he may never be able to touch the moonlight in his whole life. A small talent can allow his mind to see the scenery of the new world, but his body can only stay in the old world."

"Brother Zhuoyang, you are not, but there are many such people."

"For example, Kong Yiji. Lu Xun said that everyone sleeps in a stuffy room and is slowly suffocated to death. The most painful ones are not those who are sleeping. Death in sleep is not painful. The most painful ones are those who have woken up. , people who want to open the door and get out but can’t.”

"How about a writer who writes online articles?"

"Um."

The couple looked out the window together, then turned back together.

"Writing online articles is the most difficult thing, bar none."

"Especially on the streets."

“I’m either coding or preparing to code all day long.”

“Think of losing your hair for a little plot point.”

"Readers may not like to read it yet."

"Harvesting discs, cervical spondylitis and myopia."

"There is also a life of poverty and a tangled inner world."

"Brother Zhuoyang, should we sympathize with him or pity him."

"No! Despise him, for he deserves it."

The two looked out the window together again, their eyes full of schadenfreude.

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"Second brother, read a poem and listen to it." Zhuo Yang said, "I haven't heard you recite it for a long time."

"Get lost. I'm a prostitute, not an artist."

"Art is not a burden."

"what do you want to say in the end?"

"You're 34 years old, don't want to change places? Are you interested in always dominating Serie A?"

"It's interesting. My football is like my love, loyal to Apennines."

"But your love is not loyal."

"That's because you don't understand." Brother Meng said, "I was once a prodigal son who traveled to the ends of the earth, but my soul is loyal."

"Be loyal only to yourself?"

"Only to yourself."

"I'll go tell Sister-in-law Ping."