Hidden Assassin

She said she was tired and wanted to rest, but in fact, Yahan didn't fall asleep during the whole journey, she sat there lazily and watched Jiaming drive, she didn't know what she was thinking, and occasionally she turned her head and talked softly with Xiao Taotao, The mother and daughter were whispering, only the little girl's laughter was particularly crisp in the carriage.

The rain was heavy, and the sky outside was gloomy, but it also washed the world thoroughly, making everything clear in this heavy rain. Some street lights were lit up in some blocks, and the light was shining. The lights of the approaching car turned on, and the flower beds and trees on the side of the road were all green and verdant. Soon after, the familiar scenery came into view.

Sacred Heart College is on summer vacation at this time, everything is deserted in the heavy rain, roads and residential areas surround the whole school, and the two sides are separated at the main entrance square of Sacred Heart College, and one side goes to the small house where Jiaming, Lingjing, and Shasha live together. Building, one side goes to the villa where she lived in the Sacred Heart, and the two sides are not far apart. When Jiaming was in high school, the four of them walked around frequently. Later, Jiaming had a relationship with her. Later, Lingjing and Shasha both left, and the two lived in the villa. Jiaming went back to do the final cleaning of the small building. , she also went to help, and the scenery now looks similar to that of that year.

When they arrived at the Sacred Heart, there was not much remaining distance. When they arrived at the villa, the exterior of the house still looked the same, and the rain had washed away the outer walls. When opening the door, Yahan's key was misaligned with the keyhole several times. After the door was opened, everything covered in white cloth came into view.

"Mom said this is the place where Taotao was born." The little girl looked at everything in the room curiously, and then bounced and walked ahead. She hadn't been here much before. If the time had been earlier, I would have forgotten that I had been there, although no one lived there. But there is not much dust accumulated, and all the furnishings still maintain the appearance of a few years ago.

"I come here to clean it every six months..."

Yahan pulled back the white cover that covered the sofa, talking softly, Jiaming also went to talk about these things and opened them again, Taotao occasionally went to help, and occasionally sat on the sofa, rolling around a few times. Upstairs and downstairs, ask questions like: "Mom, in which room was I born?"

"...I was pregnant with Taotao that year, and I had a falling out with my family, so I invited an aunt to take care of me... The few months I was pregnant with Taotao were fine. I didn't vomit too much...just kicked me all the time. ..." Talking about her pregnancy, Yahan showed a gentle smile on her face, "October pregnancy didn't cause me any trouble, but it was born half a month earlier than the due date, this child... that afternoon suddenly I felt that I was about to give birth, so I called the doctor, and when the doctor came, I simply delivered the baby in the clean room prepared here. Because the birth was fast, Taotao came out in two hours, crying so loudly..."

While tidying up, Yahan said these things. Taotao opened her eyes wide and listened. This kind of thing is fast, more than ten minutes. Up and down have been restored to their original appearance, Yahan took a lot of pillows. Put the pillowcase on the sofa in the living room, and Taotao sat on the pile of soft pillows and whispered to the big white bear. Of course, she has no shortage of dolls, but Yahan or others will not give her one that is bigger than her. Two or three times as many toys were quite a novelty for a while. Jiaming went to the canteen outside to buy a few packs for convenience when he came back. He boiled water with an electric kettle and soaked it, and put two ham sausages in it.

"I didn't have lunch at noon, let's make do with it."

Xiao Taotao looked at him with shining eyes from the opposite side.

Instant noodles are not a precious thing, but under Yahan's care, Taotao has grown so big, naturally there is no chance to eat this kind of junk food. Yahan couldn't help smiling when she saw her daughter's gaze, and then brewed a bowl for Taotao. While it was steaming hot, the little girl held the big bowl and sucked on the noodles she ate for the first time.

After eating half a bowl of instant noodles, Taotao talked with Bai Xiong on the sofa for a while, then fell into a deep sleep. She was bored for a long time this morning in order to accommodate her mother. Although she arrived at a new place, she couldn't find anything to play after all. After she was full, she decided to sleep with the white bear as a pastime. When Yahan carried the sleeping little girl to the inner room, Jiaming finished eating the leftover noodles from Taotao, and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes. The room fell silent, with Yahan singing softly to lull her daughter to sleep, her footsteps were light, and after a while, the familiar woman hugged his back, put her hands around his chest, and hugged him. The atmosphere tended to be quiet, neither of them spoke, Jiaming slowly put the porcelain bowl back into the cupboard, Yahan held his hands back and let him hug her.

"My hands are still wet..."

"I don't care..." Yahan's voice was like whispering in a dream.

"Ah."

Jiaming smiled, and wiped off the water stains on his hands with a new towel, then turned around, stretched his hands down his knees to hug her, and then went to the sofa, let her lie on his lap, four years In the previous winter, every night, they were often like this. Ya covered the blanket, hugged the pillow and talked to him, always unwilling to go to bed early. Jia Ming hugged her, and after a while, he said: "These few years... have you had a hard time?"

"With Taotao here, it won't be hard." Yahan hugged a pillow in her arms, and curled up gently beside his legs.

"Thinner than before..."

"I often go to exercise." Yahan looked up at him, "Do you remember how much I weigh?"

"Remember you are very strong here."

Fingers passed through the hem of the clothes, and gently pressed the skin of her upper abdomen. The first time the skin touched four years ago, it was like a fire was burning between the fingers and palms. Yahan's body trembled, and she closed her eyes. Then just opened it, and put one hand lightly on the back of Jiaming's hand: "I have already given birth to a child, how can it still be like before."

"Tao Tao was taught very well by you."

"I used to think that I lived for her in this life..." She was silent for a moment, "Just like the song you sang to me before, I hope that I can always grow up with her, watch her finally get married and live happily, I want to To live longer. Give her the best things, maybe...you can still see your appearance in her. Before the illness is cured, I will do maintenance more regularly than before. There is no way to be self-willed, and You can't cry in front of Taotao, sometimes you go to your grave and cry all afternoon... ".

Her eyes were tightly closed, she pressed Jia Ming's hand on her lower abdomen, and it took a long time before she spoke softly: "The night you left... I know... I cried on the balcony watching you go... ..."

"I see……"

"The past four years have been so tiring, Jia Ming..."

"I understand...it's okay..."

Soft murmur, gentle comfort. Yahan recalled all these things, talking in Jiaming's arms, as if she wanted to tell everything about the past four years.

"...After you left, I didn't dare to tell others about my pregnancy, so I resigned from Sacred Heart College. I can only live here, and I dare not go back at home..."

"...After my father found out about the pregnancy, he forced me to get rid of Taotao, but I thought about forcing it. I almost died for him..."

"... Taotao struggled, after seeing her, my father didn't say anything, and then let me go back. Forced me to reveal your identity..."

"Taotao Qizhi early..."

"Later, I went to work in the company..."

"Taotao is always my shield..."

"Wake up every morning and sing to her, when Taotao learns to speak..."

"There are a lot of messy things, but every time I see Taotao, I feel that everything is worth it..."

It was nearly five o'clock. In a faint whisper. Yahan finally fell into a deep sleep, and Jiaming watched the sky darken outside. After hugging Yahan for a long time, he finally carried her to the room next to the master bedroom. Lay her down on the bed and cover her with a thin blanket. He sat on the edge of the bed and watched the woman's sleeping position, then got up and left.

When they came to the master bedroom, Taotao was also sleeping soundly while holding Bai Xiong's hand. The little girl's sleeping position was very quiet, which was like her mother. This is his daughter, the daughter born to Yahan and him. Thinking of this, he felt a rather strange emotion in his heart, feeling a little unrealistic.

In any case, he never thought about what would happen after he became a father. The reunion with Yahan was what he expected. Only this daughter—even though he knew of her existence before—when he met Still feel a little helpless.

Such a small person, children are a little troublesome. He is not such a caring person. Jia Ming, who used to be more annoying to children, thought about it and pulled the quilt for his daughter. This is a brand new person, like a blank sheet of paper, you are responsible for her future, there are no rules to follow, no chance to do it again, all previous experiences are useless in front of you, and you But he wants to ensure that she can get happiness----he doesn't like this kind of feeling. It can be foreseen that the future will become extremely troublesome, and he is not suitable for being a teacher. It can only be said to be a semi-finished product, and it is completely different from the prospect he had envisioned.

"There is no way, this kind of thing..." he thought, finally sighed, and muttered to himself, "If there is any difficulty, you have to do it, if there is no difficulty...you have to do it even if you make it difficult..." The result of sowing seeds is like this... …

Not wanting to disturb Taotao's continued sleep, and not wanting to worry about it anymore, Jiaming walked out of the room and began to tidy up some daily things. Although sofas, beds, cabinets, electrical appliances and other things can be used by removing the white cloth, many After all, it is still unusable at this time. Toilet, bathroom, garage... After walking around in various places, about half an hour later, when he came to the storage room on the second floor with a few things, he suddenly realized that Yahan was resting at this time There seemed to be some slight movement in the room.

Gently pushed open the door, and saw Yahan's body moving uneasily on the big bed, her brows were furrowed, she didn't know what kind of nightmare she had, her originally neat hair was already messed up on the pillow. messy. He took a look twice, and was about to put the things in his hands back into the storage room and come down to have a look again. After putting the things away, I suddenly heard Yahan calling out from below: "Jia Ming!"

Walking quickly to the stairs, what I saw in my eyes was the scene of Yahan rushing out of the room suddenly, the sound of the door opening was loud, she looked anxious, her face was covered with sweat, she glanced left and right, obviously swept over At the top of the stairs, she didn't seem to see Jiaming standing there at all. She stood there short of breath for a few seconds. She opened the doors of the downstairs rooms, glanced out the window with some blank eyes, and then ran to the villa. door.

Jia Ming froze there, he could almost clearly hear Yahan's murmurs and low shouts, they were all his own name, and he was standing in front of her, but she couldn't see him, so she just cried like that, While searching in the room, she pushed open the door and ran a few steps. She was about to enter the rain curtain before stopping. She cried and looked for the figure she wanted to see in the rain. After a while, she ran back and ran to the stairs, probably to go up Upstairs, she didn't stand there suddenly until she went up two steps, looking at him at the top of the stairs.

Jiaming suddenly understood that what happened in the room when she left with a headache and a daze on the snowy night she left four years ago might be what happened in front of her eyes. Then she went to the balcony and watched When I left in the heavy snow, I could only cry, but couldn't catch up. Today, from the meeting to the later narration, she was trying to calm down and suppress her emotions. In this dream, everything finally exploded.

After four years, she stood at the top of the stairs, her eyes finally separated the past from the reality, she saw the figure above clearly, with tears and sweat from the nightmare on her face, she reached out and grabbed the skirt of her chest, For a moment, the face full of tears "heh" struggled to a smile, and this relieved smile finally collapsed in the deepening grievances and palpitations. She knelt down on the stairs, crying "Ha...", but this time, she couldn't hold it back anymore.

Slowly, Jia Ming hugged her.

"It's okay, I'm back, it's okay, it's okay..."

"Don't leave me again..."

The sad cry went straight to the soul.

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