Hidden Yao Era

"Ah, what escape? I'm going to face it with you, we'll be stronger together, and there's no stinky man to fiddle with us. "

Sonia shook her head and asked, "With only one regiment of troops?What would Winston do if you came over?If you joined us, what do you think the upper echelons would think of the Xinyin faction?Say that we absorb their army elite? You are so popular in the army now, once you come, we will also be under pressure." What's more, my relationship with my boss is not ideal. "

"Huh, what's wrong with you and your boss?".

"It's hard to say, I was probably too naïve before. Thinking that everyone can be sincere, conflicts between people are nothing more than irreconcilable conflicts of interests. It turned out that it was almost impossible to live completely sincerely. So, I took a step back from my defense, thinking that at least the person I love is sincere, and it is enough for only one person to open up to me. As a result, I was wrong again, and everyone has moments when it is difficult to open up to themselves. Even most people are not sincere about themselves. Hehe, I lived for more than twenty years before I realized that I had been running naked almost all the time for the first half of my life. My bosses, even my lover, they are going against my ideals and intentions for the sake of their own ideas. Doing things that make it hard for me to accept. "

"What's wrong with you and Casto?".

"Separated, he wasn't honest enough and he wasn't confident enough to trust me completely. Sonia sighed.

"Ahh......h

"So what? I have gone through so much and still can't fully deliver myself to the other party. has obviously experienced the test of life and death, but in the face of power and interests, he compromises and plays a farce of fake breakup. It's ridiculous, the man I like is still a bitter drama actor. "

Emilia sighed, "I can understand Casto, the situation he faces is too complicated. "

"Then you are not strong enough, you must be tough enough to be free. Your patriarch has lived for hundreds of years, and she has been fighting against people in this society. I don't know what kept her up until now, but there is always an obsession. Also, you have to figure it out, are you only rebelling against your patriarch? You're rebelling against the whole system, a bunch of people who want to live in a gold and silver fortress and sleep soundly. Whoever wakes them up, they will take the man's life. Your patriarch is essentially serving them, though she wants to change that fate as well. But before such a change can be achieved, she must offer a quid pro quo that meets the needs of the system. Therefore, in this complex exchange, your patriarch is essentially on the side of the whole system. Even she may well have a strong dislike of the system. Sonia said.

"Yes, I was thinking that I might have been seeking a path to freedom that was different from our patriarchs. While we both want to be free by nature, I don't want to use her means to achieve our ends. That's why I don't want to marry Winston, in that case, wouldn't I be the same as the patriarch's logic?"

"Are you with Winston out of vanity, or from the bottom of your heart?" asked Sonya.

"Of course I like him, is this fake?".

"Then you are different from your patriarch? Is she befriending the upper echelons out of love?Do the girls sent out really like those rich people?".

"Of course not, they're just trying to grab the riches. I used to hear the sisters laugh at the quirks and caution of the rich in the hall, and I felt that they were disgusted with the people they served, but our training and drugs obscured them. On the other hand, many of those rich people are also immersed in this dramatic lust and game. For them, sincerity is not important, what matters is pleasure and superiority after winning the game. So they know it's fake, and they still enjoy it. "

"So you're not with Winston for that, you're together for peace of mind, for a life where you don't have to guard against each other. It's inherently different from your patriarch and your sisters. "

"But I think if I marry him, the essence is the same, that is, to use the nobility to achieve my own goals. It's no different than my sisters, in that case Winston is just my tool, my means of freedom, and I can't allow him to be alienated into a symbol of power in my life. "

"So since you left the family, all your actions are different from your patriarch and sisters? So, what is the most essential difference between you and your patriarch and sister?"

"Isn't it...... Live sincerely. "

"Yes, whether you are giving sincere love, whether you are using your own logic to confront the world is the most essential difference between you. If you don't, you may not be the difference to others. That's why so many people covet you, because they don't think you're any different from the rest of the Savanna family. "

"Hahaha, yes, I was a bitch in their eyes. "

"So, why should you care about means, your heart is the most important thing, and you have confirmed Winston's heart, right? What are you still suspicious?".

"Doubt the world, doubt if we can only act according to cold interests, doubt if I can have freedom. "

"Do you think love is an illusion?"

"It's not. "

"Yes, of course not. Since love is not an illusion, then we have a chance to break through this cold world. It is in this pure and warm emotion that people can burst out with great power. It's the only antidote to a world of despair, and I don't think any evil gods and demons are trying to get in the way of our lives, and we can't ignore that force. And it is this force that gives hope in the midst of chaos, unites all those who are passionate in their hearts, and re-normalizes the human order. And in this era, the intertwining of interests makes it inevitable that some people will be hurt as long as we pursue freedom. But that's not an excuse for us to give up our freedom. So, love and hurt. Whether or not your own actions are the same as those of a shameless person depends not on how your superficial behavior is judged by others, but on its actual outcome and how it feels to yourself and your loved ones in the process. As for oneself in the eyes of others, it is just a one-sided mirror image. Besides, is it really going to cause him a lot of trouble if you're with Winston? "

"That's not all, I said, I'll marry and give his family ......."

"What's the problem? Winston wouldn't have taken this into account when he made this decision?

"Well, there is a connection, it is said that thousands of years ago on an island on the earth was a nobleman. "

"Did he tell you if his family would accept you?"

Having said that, his parents did not seem to object. "

"Then I don't think you need to hesitate too much about this matter, I'm afraid the strength of the nobles who are connected to the earth is not what we can imagine. The Martian aristocracy of Castor forced him to part with me. But on the other hand, if a family as powerful as Winston were to accept you, it should provide you with more powerful protection. What's more, Winston won't have any ill will towards you, let alone completely restrain you. I'm sure it won't be difficult to get along with him. "

"Isn't this just relying on others? I always feel that I have to rely on myself, not ......."

"Sister Amilia, you must have studied philosophy and know that if things are in trouble, you need to ...... first to seek change."

"After being negated from the outside, it then negates itself, negates the negation, and thus becomes a new thing. "

"yes, it's painful, and I'm going through it too, and hopefully we can all become better people. With that, Sonia kissed Emilia on the forehead.

At this time, in the distant planet of Pluto, Archbishop Banerjee was instructing Lieutenant General Cohen: "You don't have to worry about the failure last time, it was just a test for you, and you passed." After that, you can have more control, and the next big battles will be commanded by you. "

"Thank you, Archbishop, may God bless our plans!" Lieutenant General Cohen finished speaking, and Putnam, Archbishop Banerjee's assistant, said, "Archbishop, Lieutenant General Rao has completed the discipline and is now anxious to see you. "

"Let him come. Banerjee replied.

"Archbishop, in that case, I will step back first. "Lieutenant General Cohen made a very conscious request to leave. The archbishop waved his hand.

Lieutenant General Rao came to the Bishop's Palace, and the moment he saw Banerjee, he knelt: "Archbishop, I have reflected on my sins! I have sensed the wrath and power of the gods, and I have completely surrendered to them, without the slightest doubt about the status of your oracle. "

"Well, that's good. As long as we obey the power of God, we will be invincible. I've always admired you, but it's a pity that you seem to have divinity only in the military. You've been at odds with some of the Army's top brass, and now you understand their struggles?"

"I see, God is real, and our prayers, meditations, and enlightenments are all divine revelations! Great divine light!" cried Lieutenant General Rao like a madman.

"Just understand that, and you'll have a greater mission to follow," Banerjee said. "

"Follow your instructions completely!"

"Your former troops have now been reorganized, and at the same time, the 'Heavenly Dependents' will be under your command, and you will become the commander of a new army group. Prepare for our next campaign. "

"What's next, do you want to?".

Banerjee opened his hands, raised his head as if he had sworn an oath, and said, "It's not me who will do it, but God, it is God who wants to destroy the firefighters and destroy the old forces of the solar system!"