Hold His Hand

The village where Lu Yanzhou went to the countryside was not far from the town, but it took him an hour to walk.

Xie Chengze was taken to the hospital. After a hectic session, the doctor finally finished the examination for Xie Chengze, who was drowsy, awake and dizzy.

He tapped Xie Chengze's leg, Xie Chengze didn't respond at all... The doctor looked at the village chief and Lu Yanzhou with an ugly face: "He has a problem with his spine!"

The problem of the spine is very serious, and it will compress the nerves! The final diagnosis given by the doctor was that Xie Chengze would be paralyzed in the future, with no sensation below the waist.

Of course, if there is an operation, there may be a chance to cure, but the hospital in their town does not have the conditions for spinal surgery.

Such an operation may not be performed by a large hospital, and even if it is performed, it may not be good. The most important thing is...Look at Xie Chengze's clothes and know that he can't afford the medical expenses.

This result, Lu Yanzhou had guessed before, was not unexpected, but his heart still sank.

Xie Chengze in this world was born with a disabled leg, but at that time he could still move around with a cane and could do some light work.

But now Xie Chengze is paralyzed, and in a short time, he will not be able to stand up.

How is he going to face all this?

"Little Lu, what are we going to do now?" the village chief asked Lu Yanzhou.

Lu Yanzhou said: "Village chief, ask the doctor to treat Xie Chengze's trauma. Let's go back after a day's rest. I'll take care of him when we go back."

Not only did Xie Chengze have an injury to his spine, he also had some trauma on his body that needed to be dealt with, which was why he asked the village chief to send Xie Chengze to the hospital before—he had no medicine.

As for Xie Chengze's spine... We can only wait for him to accumulate enough merit and treat it together with Xie Chengze's legs.

"That's it!" The village chief was relieved to see that Lu Yanzhou didn't ask him to pay Xie Chengze to treat his spine, and then he was stunned again: "Wait, do you take care of him?"

The village chief was worried about who to look for to take care of Xie Chengze, but Lu Yanzhou took over the most troublesome job?

"Well, he doesn't have any relatives. I'll move in there and take care of him by the way." Lu Yanzhou said.

The original owner lived with other educated youths, but he...he would definitely live with Xie Chengze in the future, and it would also be convenient for him to take care of Xie Chengze.

He was not at ease to let others take care of Xie Chengze. In the original plot, the village chief actually arranged for someone to take care of Xie Chengze, but that person also went to feed Xie Chengze at night.

Xie Chengze's grandfather and grandmother are far away. Grandpa and grandpa are not too young to live with his uncle. Probably because they are afraid of being entangled by him, they don't even look at him.

When he died, many people breathed a sigh of relief.

As he recalled, Lu Yanzhou saw Xie Chengze's eyelashes tremble on the hospital bed.

In the last world, Xie Chengze had very white skin, but in this world, because of prolonged sun exposure, Xie Chengze's skin was dark and rough, and he was too thin.

Lu Yanzhou walked to the bed in a few steps, just in time to meet the one he opened, with a dazed gaze.

Slowly, Xie Chengze's eyes became clearer.

"Aze, you're awake!" Lu Yanzhou turned to call the doctor, "Doctor, he's awake."

The doctor who was rectifying someone else's bones heard the words: "Just wake up and get him something to eat."

Xie Chengze's body doctor can't cure him at all, and Xie Chengze would have been in a coma before... In fact, part of the reason is malnutrition.

Lu Yanzhou also knew about this. He asked the doctor to give him a note before, and asked the village chief to help him buy a pack of brown sugar. This thing can only be bought with a ticket. They didn't have a ticket. Fortunately, the hospital issued a note. Works.

Lu Yanzhou soaked a very strong brown sugar water in advance, and now he added a little hot water and brought it to Xie Chengze's mouth.

Xie Chengze didn't open his mouth, as if he was still a little unclear about the situation.

"Aze, come, drink some water." Lu Yanzhou supported Xie Chengze and handed the bowl to his mouth.

Xie Chengze took a sip, then turned his head and refused to drink again: "I'll just drink water."

Lu Yanzhou had the memory of the original owner and knew why Xie Chengze did this.

Xie Chengze in this world is not doing well, but he is still reluctant to accept the kindness of others because he can't afford it.

Before, the original owner gave him food, but he refused to accept it. The original owner insisted on giving it, so he washed the clothes for the original owner.

The original owner also knew that Xie Chengze's character was like this, so he chose Xie Chengze as the "help" object. He didn't have to pay too much to have a good reputation, how good?

"You're sick, drink up," Lu Yanzhou sighed, "You were hit by a pig, this is given to you by the village."

The village chief only paid for the medical expenses, and Lu Yanzhou paid the village chief to buy the brown sugar, but he said that, Xie Chengze was willing to drink it...

Sure enough, after hearing what he said, Xie Chengze started drinking slowly. While drinking, he looked at him from time to time, timidly.

Qinglong, who he has known for many years, is a strong and ruthless man, but two worlds are connected, and the Xie Chengze he knows is completely different from Qinglong.

After Xie Chengze finished drinking the sugar water, Lu Yanzhou took out a packet of cloud cakes, tore off a piece and fed it to him.

This cake was also bought by Lu Yanzhou who had previously paid the village chief to buy it, but he said, "This is also given by the village."

Xie Chengze took a bite of the cloud cake in his mouth and was reluctant to swallow it - let alone him, the favored children in the village usually don't have the chance to eat cloud cake.

Both brown sugar and cloud cake are sweet, suitable for Xie Chengze who is in urgent need of replenishing energy, Lu Yanzhou said, "Eat it quickly."

Xie Chengze swallowed the cloud cake that had melted in his mouth, and then ate the half cloud cake left in Lu Yanzhou's hand.

Lu Yanzhou tore off another piece of cloud cake and handed it over.

Xie Chengze looked at the torn cloud cake, and his eyes were full of distress: "I've had enough... Lu Zhiqing, eat it."

"This is for patients to eat." Lu Yanzhou said.

Xie Chengze heard the words and immediately sat up: "I have nothing to do..."

Lu Yanzhou hurriedly stopped Xie Chengze, but Xie Chengze, who got up and played halfway, already realized that something was wrong.

He tried to move his legs, but his legs couldn't move.

He used to have only one leg like this, now he has two legs like this!

As soon as I woke up, I drank the sugar water, ate the cloud cake, which was fed by Lu Yanzhou... Xie Chengze originally felt that he was very happy, but now...

His lips trembled, and there was a "slap" sound in his throat, and he lost his voice for a while.

Immediately after, his body began to shake.

Lu Yanzhou hugged him quickly: "It's alright, it'll be fine..."

As he spoke, he patted Xie Chengze on the shoulder, finally calming Xie Chengze.

Xie Chengze asked, "What the **** happened to me?"

Lu Yanzhou said: "You fell and injured your legs. Now you can't move your legs. You'll be fine. It'll be fine. It'll be fine."

The hospital in the town is not so formal. The ward is very large, with several beds in it. There is more than one patient in Xie Chengze, and the doctor is not far away, but no one refuted Lu Yanzhou's words.

Xie Chengze looks young, only seventeen or eighteen years old. If you let him know that he will not be able to stand up in the future... maybe he will not want to live.

Xie Chengze withdrew from Lu Yanzhou's arms and looked at the people around him with sympathy.

He fell into an ice cave.

He lost consciousness in both legs, and may not be able to stand up again. How will he live in the future?

No wonder he was given sugar water to eat cloud cakes.

Xie Chengze grabbed Lu Yanzhou's clothes and looked up at Lu Yanzhou.

He carried the name of Keqin, and was a disabled person. The villagers didn't like him. After his mother died, Lu Yanzhou was also kind to him.

Before Lu Yanzhou took the initiative to contact him, he had already paid attention to Lu Yanzhou and felt that Lu Yanzhou was a good person.

Lu Yanzhou suddenly took the initiative to talk to him, help him work and give him food. He was flattered, but also very uneasy. After all, he was useless and could not help Lu Yanzhou at all.

When Lu Yanzhou confessed to him, he was even more startled.

He had never thought about such a thing, and he was a cripple, how could he be worthy of Lu Yanzhou?

He refused without thinking.

But at this moment, he regretted it.

When Lu Yanzhou fed him sugar water before, his heartbeat was very fast, he wanted to kiss Lu Yanzhou, and suddenly realized that he liked Lu Yanzhou.

He should have promised Lu Yanzhou back then, so that he could be close to Lu Yanzhou for a few days.

Now that both of his legs are gone, Lu Yanzhou will definitely not like him anymore.

Xie Chengze was dumbfounded. Seeing him like this, Lu Yanzhou knew that he didn't believe what he said.

This is not surprising, Xie Chengze can feel his physical condition.

Lu Yanzhou said: "Aze, don't worry, I will take care of you."

"No." Xie Chengze lowered his head, his voice very soft.

Why did he let Lu Yanzhou take care of him? They have nothing to do with each other at all.

Seeing Xie Chengze's appearance, Lu Yanzhou knew what Xie Chengze was thinking.

There are some people in this world who wish someone could treat them unconditionally, but Xie Chengze is not such a person.

He wanted to take care of Xie Chengze, but Xie Chengze might not agree.

Lu Yanzhou wanted to have a good talk with Xie Chengze, but there were so many people here that it was difficult to talk.

Lu Yanzhou took out the cloud cake: "Have something to eat?"

Xie Chengze shook his head: "No, I want to go back..."

"Let's rest here for a night before leaving." Lu Yanzhou said, it's getting dark now...

"I want to go back..."

Xie Chengze insisted on going back, Lu Yanzhou thought about it, and finally agreed.

With his care, Xie Chengze is better to rest at home than in a noisy hospital.

Xie Chengze didn't bring anything with him when he came to the hospital. Lu Yanzhou simply packed it up, brought the medicine prescribed by the doctor, carried him to the trolley, and dragged him back.

Xie Chengze kept silent.

When he got to a place where no one was around, Lu Yanzhou said, "Aze, you are injured. I will move to your house in the future and take care of you by the way."

"I can live by myself." Xie Chengze said.

Although his legs can't move, but his hands are still there, he can still live.

Xie Chengze has gone through too many hardships and quickly accepted his current situation.

"No, I have to take care of you." Lu Yanzhou said.

Xie Chengze opened his mouth.

Lu Yanzhou said this because he didn't know how hard it was to take care of a paralyzed patient, but he couldn't agree.

He didn't want to trouble Lu Yanzhou, and he didn't want Lu Yanzhou to see his crippled leg and his embarrassment.

The leg that he had not used since he was a child was shrunk and looked very ugly. Now he has no feeling in his legs, and the situation will definitely be worse in the future.

Lu Yanzhou said again: "Aze, you need someone to take care of you."

Xie Chengze still did not speak.

When the two returned to Xie Chengze's residence, it was already dark.

The original owner used to come to Xie Chengze often, he was very familiar with Xie Chengze's house, and Xie Chengze didn't close the door... He opened the door first, walked in with Xie Chengze in his arms, put him on the bed, and lit the oil lamp: "I'll burn some for you. water."

"You go." Xie Chengze said.

"Aze..."

"you go."

"I'm not going."

"Do you want me to come down and chase you?" Xie Chengze propped himself up and was about to get out of bed.

Xie Chengze's spine problem could not be cured by the hospital, but Xie Chengze had to rest in bed.

Lu Yanzhou immediately stepped forward and hugged him, preventing him from moving.

"You go." Xie Chengze looked at Lu Yanzhou seriously.

Under the dim light of the oil lamp, his eyes shone with determination.

Xie Chengze made up his mind to drive him away!

Xie Chengze did not want to accept his own help!

Lu Yanzhou flashed a lot of thoughts, and finally said: "I won't leave, I like you, I won't leave you alone."

As soon as Lu Yanzhou said these words, the next words were easy to say: "Xie Chengze, I like you very much, I like you very much, without you, I would not be able to live... Please, let me take care of you."

Xie Chengze was stunned.

Lu Yanzhou said again: "If you drive me away again, I will tell others that I like men, and then let them take me away!"

In the last world, Lu Yanzhou was with Xie Chengze because of a mistake. Before coming to this world, he had already made up his mind that he would not repeat the same mistakes.

As soon as you see a soul shard, loving a soul shard seems a bit scum, and secondly... Occasionally, there is an accident, he falls in love with one of Xie Chengze's soul shards, and the situation is not bad.

But if he abducts Xie Chengze's soul fragments again and again, Xie Chengze will probably kill him in the future.

However, when he came to this world, the original owner had already confessed.

That's fine, Xie Chengze won't let him take care of him now.

He and Xie Chengze have no relationship and no reason, what reason does he have to take care of Xie Chengze? He can only use the reason that he likes Xie Chengze.

Xie Chengze in this world once rejected the original owner and should not like men. In the future, he can guide Xie Chengze and let him not go astray.

There is also... Xie Chengze's current physical condition, they can't do anything, they can get along like friends first, and when Xie Chengze recovers and has a new life, they will naturally separate.

Thinking so, Lu Yanzhou said again: "Aze, don't drive me away."

Xie Chengze looked at Lu Yanzhou and opened his mouth.

He didn't speak, but tears were falling.

After discovering that his condition was bad, he had not cried, but now he couldn't hold it any longer.