Hold His Hand

Xie Chengze cried a lot.

Lu Yanzhou flattened him, let him lie on the bed, and then lay beside him to accompany him and let him cry.

Anyone who encounters such a thing should cry happily.

It was Xie Chengze who cried so much that his heart was broken.

Xie Chengze was with him for decades in his last life, and he never cried like this...

Lu Yanzhou wanted to hug and kiss him, but he held back.

Lu Yanzhou had to admit that he liked Xie Chengze, no matter who it was.

The people in their administration only have souls and no bodies. They go to the small world to do tasks, and they will experience various lives and have various personalities.

For people like them, recognition is based on the soul.

What he has always liked is also Xie Chengze's soul.

In the last world, he always emphasized that Xie Chengze's soul fragment was not the same as Xie Chengze himself, but he wanted to remind himself not to cross the line.

But it's different, it's also the soul of the person he likes, just like the person in front of him can easily arouse his emotions.

"Don't worry, you'll be fine, you'll be fine..." Lu Yanzhou patted Xie Chengze on the back.

Xie Chengze's cry gradually weakened in the next slap, and he fell asleep.

Seeing this, Lu Yanzhou wanted to get out of bed, but as soon as he moved, Xie Chengze shuddered as if he was about to wake up. He thought about it, but he didn't move.

Lu Yanzhou lay on the bed and thought for a long time.

This world is equivalent to the parallel world of the earth, and the development route is almost the same.

Now is the end of 1974. The way to go to college is to become a worker, peasant, and soldier student, but three years later, the college entrance examination will be reopened.

Now that the household registration management is strict, he can't take Xie Chengze out of the village. He lives in such an environment and has no access to anyone who can "teach" him medical skills.

So there is a high probability that he and Xie Chengze will stay in the village for three years. As for three years later... the college entrance examination can let them leave here.

Three years... Xie Chengze will have to suffer for at least three years...

If it wasn't for the fear that Xiaojie realized that it would hurt Xie Chengze if he didn't exclude him, Lu Yanzhou wanted to go directly to the country and tell everything he knew!

Lu Yanzhou never fell asleep, but Xie Chengze fell asleep later.

Seeing that he was fast asleep, Lu Yanzhou quietly got out of bed.

The house that Xie Chengze lived in was left to him by his parents. There were two rooms facing south, and there were partitions between the two rooms.

Half of one of them is used for sleeping, half is used to store food, firewood and other sundries, the other half is the kitchen and the place to eat, and the other half is a pigsty, but there are no pigs in it, and there are two sheep.

As soon as Lu Yanzhou walked out of the bedroom, he heard the two sheep screaming "baabaa" and kept buckling on the wooden fence - they were about to eat.

Xie Chengze is only 18 years old this year. He has just come of age. He is thin and lame, and he can only take the lowest centimeter in the village.

If he lives in a big family, this can survive, but he lives alone, needs all kinds of daily necessities, and needs to eat, life will be difficult.

He raises two sheep also because raising sheep can give him a few centimeters, but for him, it takes twice the effort of ordinary people to cut enough grass for two sheep.

This is because he has grown up now. When he was still young and could only raise sheep, he was often robbed by other children of the sheep grass that he had cut hard.

Before the original owner approached him and gave him two grasses, he was grateful.

Lu Yanzhou looked at it and found that there was half a frame of grass left by the wall. He took it out and fed it to the sheep. He also found the grain that Xie Chengze had stored, cooked a pot of porridge, and steamed some pickles on it.

When cooking porridge, Lu Yanzhou stopped adding firewood as soon as the water boiled, because there was not enough firewood.

Some villages next to the mountains may not lack firewood, but the location of Lianfeng Village is on the plain, so every household is faced with the situation of insufficient firewood, how to save firewood for cooking.

Letting the rice soak in the pot, Lu Yanzhou found the pen and paper given to Xie Chengze by the original owner, wrote a line of words on the head of Xie Chengze's bed, then carried Xie Chengze's bamboo basket and walked out the door with a sickle.

In this era, there is not only a shortage of food, but also grass.

The pigs and sheep raised at home have to eat grass, but there is so much grass in the field? Many times, the grass is mowed as soon as it emerges!

It's been cold recently, and there's less grass to mow!

Lu Yanzhou wandered under the moonlight for three hours, and when he returned when the sky was just cloudy, he only cut half a frame of grass.

As soon as he got home, he heard the two sheep baa again.

Lu Yanzhou ignored the sheep and entered Xie Chengze's house. He found that Xie Chengze was awake and was looking at him sideways. The pen and paper he left behind were obviously moved.

"I woke up early, so I went to mow some grass," Lu Yanzhou walked over to Xie Chengze, explained in a low voice, and patted his head again, "Your bones are hurt, lie down and don't move, I'll get you something to eat. of."

The rice he cooked earlier had been soaked in water, but it was also cold. Lu Yanzhou added two handfuls of firewood to heat it up, then filled a bowl, poured in brown sugar, and brought it to Xie Chengze.

The porridge cooked in this way has a bad taste, but in this era, no one is picky about the taste.

Xie Chengze bit his lip and looked at Lu Yanzhou.

Lu Yanzhou said: "Be good, eat more and you will get better."

After staring at Lu Yanzhou for a while, Xie Chengze finally opened his mouth and started to eat slowly, but he suddenly changed his face and lay beside the bed, trying to reach for the things under the bed.

"What do you want?" Lu Yanzhou asked, and then saw Xie Chengze slumped on the bed.

Suddenly thinking of something, Lu Yanzhou touched the quilt, only to find that Xie Chengze urinated.

So just now, what Xie Chengze wanted should be the chamber pot under the bed.

Paralyzed patients are prone to incontinence. Judging from the situation just now, Xie Chengze's condition is not bad - he still feels a little bit, but he feels weak.

As long as you pay more attention and take good care of it, you should be able to control yourself in the future.

As for now... It's cold at the moment, but Xie Chengze can't be covered like this, Lu Yanzhou stretched out his hand to lift the quilt.

"Go out!" Xie Chengze pressed the quilt firmly.

"If you don't obey me, I'll go outside and shout, I like men." Lu Yanzhou threatened him.

Xie Chengze stopped moving.

Lu Yanzhou continued to take off his pants for Xie Chengze.

As soon as he took it off, he saw Xie Chengze's problematic leg. It was skinny and had no flesh. It looked like the bones were covered with a layer of skin.

With his hands trembling, Lu Yanzhou helped Xie Chengze change his pants in the shortest possible time.

But Xie Chengze didn't have any extra quilts... Lu Yanzhou covered Xie Chengze's body where the quilt was not wet, and said, "Wait for me, I'll go get my quilt."

After Lu Yanzhou finished speaking, he left.

Xie Chengze watched him leave and couldn't tell what it was like.

When Lu Yanzhou saw his legs just now, would he feel ugly and disgusting? Don't want to see him again?

Even if Lu Yanzhou didn't think his legs were disgusting, taking care of him was a very tiring job. When Lu Yanzhou took care of him for a few more days, he would definitely not be able to bear him. Some people in the village were so old that they were paralyzed on the bed, and even their children despised them.

Lu Yanzhou had no relationship with him for no reason...

He wanted to drive Lu Yanzhou away, but he couldn't help looking forward to it, hoping that Lu Yanzhou would not dislike him.

He is actually a very selfish person.

It's already dawn.

Although it was very cold, people just wanted to stay in the bed and not get out, but the work in the field still had to be done, and they had to get up to make breakfast. Therefore, the educated youths at the educated youth point got up early.

There are not many educated youths in the village. They live in two rooms, one for male educated youth and one for female educated youth. Behind the two rooms are the kitchen and thatched hut.

At this moment, the person in charge of cooking today has already started to make preparations. He hesitated for a while, and asked a boy of about seventeen or eighteen years old with red lips and white teeth: "Lu Hongxing, your brother didn't come back last night, so we don't have to do it. His breakfast?"

"No, he will definitely be full in town." Lu Hongxing raised his chin and said.

Lu Hongxing is Lu Yanzhou's younger brother. He and Lu Yanzhou came to this village to go to the countryside together two years ago.

Lu Yanzhou is a good person. No matter who is in trouble, he will take the initiative to help. He is also very diligent in his work, so everyone likes him very much, but Lu Hongxing is the complete opposite.

After coming to the village, Lu Hongxing quarreled with the old educated youth who lived here on the first day because he saw lice before going to bed. After that, he even cheated and refused to work. The people in the village did not like him.

If it wasn't for Lu Yanzhou's sake, everyone would have pushed him out long ago.

Seeing that Lu Hongxing's tone was not good at this moment, everyone just pretended they didn't hear it, but they started chatting about Lu Yanzhou.

"Fortunately, there is Lu Yanzhou, otherwise the sows in our village would run away, and they may not be able to find them."

"It's possible to get it back, but it's not easy to get it back alive. The pigs from the next village ran away, and they had to kill the pigs in order to get them back..."

"That sow has always had the most cubs. It's a pity to die."

"Oh, don't worry about the pig. The most pitiful one is Xie Chengze. I heard from the village chief that he will be paralyzed in the future."

"Then how can he do it?"

"Yeah, he's had a hard time..."

…

When it comes to Xie Chengze, several educated youths are a little embarrassed.

At this time, an educated youth about the same age as Lu Hongxing said, "Brother Lu will take care of him, right? The village chief said it yesterday."

"That's what the village chief said, but Lu Yanzhou and Xie Chengze have no relatives and no reason. Why should Lu Yanzhou take care of him? Xie Chengze's relatives should take care of him..." said an older educated youth.

When the village chief came back yesterday, he said that Lu Yanzhou had promised to take care of Xie Chengze in the future, and he didn't know if it was true or not.

This was a tiring job, and the old educated youth felt that Lu Yanzhou should not take it.

"Brother Lu took good care of Xie Chengze before. He has a good heart. He doesn't see others suffering, so he will take the initiative to take care of him. The village chief also said that he asked for it," the young educated youth sighed, "Brother Lu is a very nice person. ."

Others also felt that what the young educated youth said made sense—Lu Yanzhou was too kind, so he always suffered.

Seeing the expressions of the people around him, Lu Hongxing sneered: "You think of my brother too well, my brother is not a good person! Let him do a little favor and give others a little favor. When this kind of thing happens, He must hide as far as he can!"

Lu Hongxing didn't like that fake guy Lu Yanzhou very much.

He knew Lu Yanzhou very well. Lu Yanzhou pretended to be a good person, but in fact he was full of bad water.

If you don't talk about anything else, let's talk about taking care of a paralyzed patient... That guy Lu Yanzhou is very clean and impatient. He can't take care of a paralyzed patient.

"Lu Hongxing, don't talk nonsense, Brother Lu is not such a person!"

"Yes, Lu Yanzhou is not such a person."

"Lu Hongxing, don't always speak ill of your brother!"

The educated youth said in succession.

"I didn't say anything bad about him! If you don't believe me, you can wait and see. My brother will find a reason to turn this job off!" Lu Hongxing said with certainty, "I'm his brother, how can I not know him? If you really want to take care of Xie Chengze, I'll call him Dad!"

When those educated youths saw that Lu Hongxing was so sure, two educated youths who had just arrived hesitated and believed Lu Hongxing a little.

At this moment, Lu Yanzhou came back alone.

Lu Hongxing was proud: "Look, my brother came back alone... He probably threw Xie Chengze in the hospital!"

"Brother Lu is not the kind of person you said!" The young educated youth who kept saying good things about Lu Yanzhou was so angry that he saw Lu Yanzhou approaching and asked loudly, "Brother Lu, how is Xie Chengze? What about others?"

"He's fine, he's at home." Lu Yanzhou smiled.

"You came back from the hospital so early?"

Lu Yanzhou explained: "We didn't come back today, we came back last night."

"Then Brother Lu, did you live with Xie Chengze last night?"

"Yes, I stayed at his house yesterday... I will move to his house in the future so that I can take care of him." Lu Yanzhou said.

The educated youth of the educated youth heard the words and looked at Lu Hongxing together—isn’t it time to call him father?

Lu Hongxing: "…"