How Am I Still Alive?

“.Uh, I don’t think I’ve been away for ten years, only half a year.”

“Destiny always gives people too many surprises, or shocks.”

We met again much sooner than expected.

The Redemption, the Ark mothership, has also expanded several times since the last time we met. It is a whole circle larger than its sister Redemption.

[Savior Ark. Xiao Sang (Golden Upper); She is in the process of evolution.]

When Lu Ping’an was identified, he vaguely sensed something abnormal, and met Captain Guan in the Ark Bar, and all his speculations became reality.

At the bar, two metal arms quickly completed the cocktail.

Lu Ping’an, who does not have much talent in cooking, unexpectedly has some talent in mixing drinks.

He gently handed over the light yellow wine glass. The mixed wine from the yellow wine in his hometown was originally Guan’s favorite.

".It's delicious. You still remember it."

"It's been a long time for you. For me, the last time we drank on Earth was only half a year ago."

Lu Pingan got himself a glass of Red Star Vodka. The journey on the Red Star made him interested in this strong taste.

"Tell me, what is the matter of ascending to the gods."

"Didn't you see it? Before, I thought I needed to spend a lot of time to explain it to you. Now that I see you, I find that you have gone further than all of us."

Compared with half a year ago, Guan Xinxian's appearance is a little younger, at least those premature silver hairs have disappeared without a trace.

But his behavior, language, and even the places where his eyes reach can vaguely drive the "echo" around him. In Lu Pingan's view, this is the interference of high-dimensional existence on the real material world, or to put it in a more popular way

"Divinity? I don't have it. I just survived a disaster on Earth and just got some improvement."

In Lu Pingan's eyes, the extra things of Guan Xinxian, a "middle-aged man", are overflowing divinity.

God? He is not kidding. In fact, he is already on the road.

The mere existence of gods, even if they are only demigods with a little divinity, will become a "source of pollution to order" that constantly interferes with the surroundings due to their "mass" being too huge.

"Sorry, I can't control myself yet"

He smiled bitterly, drank the rice wine in one gulp, and chewed the fried peanuts shipped by air, and Lao Guan showed a nostalgic expression again.

I thought I had no favor, but the old man in front of me couldn't abandon him for just a meal of wine

"I want to become a god."

"Is it you who wants to, or the world?"

"Both. It's what it proposed, and I think it's very good."

"Okay, I'll help you."

Looking at Lao Guan in front of him, Lu Ping'an sighed.

Some things, Lu Ping'an actually had guesses when he received the news, and now that they meet, it can be regarded as a thorough verification.

Guan Xinxian in front of him is no longer just the so-called rule level. He even has the "divinity" that quasi-gods should not have.

"Mercy, salvation, hope."

Lu Ping'an's eyes saw the divinity of "Savior" in Guan Xinxian.

Lu Ping'an didn't know if this was a good thing, but since this was the other party's choice and he made a request to him, Lu Ping'an would not refuse.

"When I was selling and planting trees everywhere, the will of the world, or destiny, found me. This world in the end of the world needs a god of salvation."

That day, when the Silent Mountain World fell into the end of the world, the originally ignorant will of the world also began to save itself.

In Lu Ping'an's memory, they could not interfere much. The most instinctive thing was to mass-produce "heroes" and guide those with potential to embark on the road of salvation.

In the upper realm that Lu Ping'an could not access at that time, various new gods were also produced in large quantities. But most of them ended up running away like the new dragon god.

In the end of the world, lowering the standard of becoming a god has become a kind of self-rescue instinct of the world. This is not only about supporting the "savior hero". Sometimes, those new gods can provide the "world principle (rule evolution)" that the world needs most to stabilize itself and evolve itself.

In this world where many intelligent creatures have suffered a catastrophe, in an era where countless lives can only sweep the snow in front of their own doors, who can be more worthy of the concept of "salvation" than Guan Xinxian who drives the ark to rescue disasters everywhere.

"Before, I felt something was wrong. Two world fragments came to you."

The "favor" of the world is not without cause and effect. This may be both a reward and an expectation.

The favor of fate often has a price in the dark.

Lu Ping'an closed his eyes, thought for a while, and finally shook his head.

Anxious, too anxious, not only for this world, but also for Guan Xinxian himself.

Guan Xinxian has excellent talent and sufficient accumulation, otherwise he would not have become a real rule-level at such a young age. But it is still a long way from the real standard of becoming a god.

If he tries to ascend to the throne of God, if he tries to accumulate the faith of thousands of lives to ascend to the throne of God, if he tries to "harmonize" with this world, then he will naturally be integrated into too many external "rules". Is he still a god who is forced to rise like this?

"Humanity will become very thin, otherwise, wait another ten years."

Lu Ping'an put down his wine glass, turned his head, and gave sincere advice.

If he devotes all his resources to cultivating Guan Xinxian, in ten years, he should be able to build his foundation to the second half of the eighth level, so even if he barely ascends to God, he should be able to retain most of his humanity.

"This world may be able to wait, but every day there are people who should have been saved, dying in despair."

The calm words, without the slightest emotional fluctuation, in the calm eyes that have seen too many tragedies and despair, is really helpless despair and sadness.

This world may not be in urgent need of a god of salvation, but the weak here do.

". It's unnecessary. This is not the earth. You don't have to rush to save them. We can take a long-term view."

Lu Pingan opened his mouth. Even though he knew that he would not be persuaded, he still wanted to say some "nonsense".

In such a world, Guan Xinxian's accumulation is probably completely tied to this world. Is it really a good thing?

"If salvation still has to choose race, place, and reason, then, it's just my self-satisfaction. I want to save them, not because of who they are, but simply because they are born innocent and should not bear despair and death."

At this moment, the words of divinity and humanity merged together, and Lu Pingan also knew that this was his own choice.

I understand, Lu Pingan understands, since he was once in despair, since he longed for salvation, then, those who really saw the disaster, what reason is there not to reach out.

"Oh, you are such a person. Give me some time, I will try my best to help you maintain your humanity."

Understand, understand, but Lu Ping'an does not intend to accept it, otherwise, as a savior, wouldn't it be too pathetic.

"No need, in my opinion, if there is no self, no likes and dislikes to lend a hand, it may be a good thing."

In his eyes, is it firm, hesitant? Is it tired, is it the pain of having to make choices among countless rescues? Or is it the pain of seeing countless disasters but being powerless?

Perhaps, he really thinks that turning into a machine, being washed away by divinity and redeeming all lives without distinction is a kind of happiness

Looking at Guan Xinxian with a tired face, Lu Ping'an understood. Perhaps, this "bottomless tenderness" has already pushed him to the edge of collapse, and ascending to God is a relief for him.

In fact, he doesn't need to ask Lu Ping'an for help at all. With the world's care for him at all costs, it is only a matter of time before he ascends to God.

"The 'hand of salvation' of the earth is also humane, completely indiscriminate salvation. Saving a villain is equivalent to hurting countless victims. Give us a little time. At least, we hope that our friends will not be silent."

Thinking for a while, looking at the peanuts and rice wine on the table, Guan Xinxian finally nodded.

"Indeed, I can't bear that those villains are also saved. Thank you."

"No, this is what I want to do."

"I still have to thank you, brother."

". Just live well, brother."

The wine glass touched lightly and drank it all.