How Am I Still Alive?

For a long time, Lu Pingan was actually a little slack.

He is a patient waiting to die, and he may die suddenly at any time. How can he be expected to work hard for his offspring... Well, he seems to have no offspring, so he really has no reason to work hard.

What can be called the goal is probably to make his parents live better at first. This is not difficult at all for Lu Pingan now.

Lu Pingan knew that an astronomical inheritance would probably be a disaster for the two elders.

Therefore, as long as he is sure that he is dead, there will be a fairly rich pension, which will be remitted to the parents' account regularly, and there will be entrusted professionals to take care of him on a regular basis. .

In fact, he doesn't have many worries or pursuits.

It's not that he doesn't work hard, but that he lacks the "motivation" and "habit" of hard work.

He is a patient waiting to die, an unlucky guy who has been rotten for a long time. Even though the pressure of survival is much less later, he still retains the inertia of survival in the past.

"I don't even know how far I can go, so let's take one day at a time."

This kind of mentality inevitably exists in Lu Ping'an's subconscious, especially when there is a countdown of life points showing the time of death.

He will complete his work normally, he will work hard to deal with the current crisis, he will try to make more friends, and he will continue to improve himself. But in the process, he is still just "I will do it", not "I will do it". want to do it."

Especially after he completed the preparations for the "pension", he already lacked the motivation to fight. Who is he fighting for, for this world that is similar to himself but not?

Yes, this "truth about the time traveler" that is so hidden that even Big Cat doesn't know is the root of Lu Ping'an's lack of motivation.

He doesn't know why he fights, he doesn't feel that he is a person of this world at all, he is just a passerby bound by his parents. And this lack of "foundation" cannot be solved by shouting a few slogans or reading some books of.

Sometimes, he would sacrifice, because he really didn't take his own life seriously, and he also felt that the stimulation between life and death made him feel that he was really alive, and that he was not in front of a meaningless battle. dream.

He's messing around, he's been messing around.

Only a few friends who were too close, such as Xia Qin and Xia Qin or Xia Qin, were vaguely aware of it.

Others probably thought that Lu Pingan was a genius who worked hard, after all, he had already done well enough.

But in fact, he has been dealing with everything passively, with changes in the environment, with chaos in the world, with new friends and new enemies.

This is like a paper, since he can get 80 points casually, why should he aim for full marks?

Why try to show off and find more trouble for yourself?

Swing, you can swing.

But this time, something is different.

In fact, from the very beginning, the brutal and illegal actions of the Ousians did not exceed Lu Pingan's expectations.

"Heh, this is the Australia I remember. Uh, Osman. Sure enough, it's a familiar flavor."

Lu Pingan was very interested, looking at everything in front of him, like an outsider.

All along, he was indeed an outsider. With a courtyard, he always had a way out. If he really got rid of it, he might be able to greet his own end with a smile.

But this time, it's different.

In fact, he was farther than everyone saw. When the Ossians started to pay, Lu Pingan noticed that only one side could survive.

Even he and his garden, facing this malicious world alone, are doomed to end.

"Everyone will die. Xia Qin, Xue En."

He is not afraid of death, and has always felt that death is a kind of relief for him. Maybe he will return to his own world as soon as he closes his eyes. Even if it is not so good, eternal sleep is actually not a bad choice. He is tired, bored, bored, and has long wanted to sleep.

"...it shouldn't be like this."

But seeing the devastation and the scenes that could be 404ed and unable to describe in detail, he was a little upset.

Yes, it's still just a degree of discomfort.

He knew that all of this had already happened, and he also knew that death in war was inevitable, but these people, these young lives, these explorers who took risks to hunt for treasure, shouldn't just fall down like this.

They can fall in a dangerous natural environment, in front of crazy beasts, in front of endless wilderness and crazy gods. No matter how you think about it, they shouldn't die in this rural place for no reason because of the greed of their own kind.

He was even more upset, he inexplicably remembered the world he used to, that bad group with the same style and behavior.

"Oh, it turns out that nothing has changed."

When facing the messenger, he smiled happily.

He knows, he's sure, nothing has changed for these bastards, as long as they are greedy, they have no morals and no bottom line, they can export any lie, and make any promise at will.

Huode company will come to negotiate? Heh, that local boss, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, it is impossible to give up this world, otherwise what awaits him is despair.

"Is it a plan to slow down the army? Heh, it's an old tradition to buy compradors and divide and attack them."

Lu Pingan knew their greed, so from the beginning, he took the other party's promise as a joke.

He knew that the other party had no way out, and both sides would be wiped out.

He who threw the envoy out of the wall was actually just making use of the situation.

".Super, displeased."

At that moment, inexplicably, he thought of the wage earners who stood in front of him when he was happily playing with guns. Okay, my friends.

He was a little upset, he knew that the two sides were already dying, and he knew that if he played badly like this again, if he was not careful, some of his stupid friends would die.

Most likely, they will all die.

To die at the hands of this scum-like Osman, the death is meaningless, the death has no aesthetic feeling, and the death is like one. Lu Pingan thought of those humiliated corpses.

He is upset.

So he thought about it.

".what should I do?"

The answer is obvious, if you kill the Ossians, no one will die on your side.

So, how to kill those bastards, relying on yourself is not enough.

"I need Liwei, I need my own words, and someone will listen. Then, even in the worst environment, I have enough cannon fodder. And external human resources can prevent other people from dying."

And so, all that happened.

That wasn't pure acting, it was just that Lu Pingan amplified his inner anger and vented it out in public.

In the past, he who was bad in the past, probably just got upset, scolded a few words angrily, and then thought it was troublesome, what should he do? Or he would kill those bastards when he met, but chasing thousands of miles and working hard to plan, hehe.

But at this moment, borrowing the righteousness and anger of revenge from the masses, he easily squeezed out Wang Xi'er, who had a higher career and more staff, and became the actual leader of the team.

In a sense, with the three-in-one control power and the radio tower, he has also become the real leader of the "Eastern People"

"Those trash are too unreliable. Since only the victors of the war can survive, I will take the initiative of the war in my hands."

In the midst of the killing, Lu Pingan rarely took the initiative to think, to consider

"Many people still have illusions, thinking that they can live if they just stick to it. Hehe, it's time to shatter this stupid dream."

Lu Pingan picked up the microphone and handed it to the vengeful ghost full of hatred.

"Heh, that unlucky Osman finds someone else, maybe it will happen. There may be traitors, and cowards will never be eradicated, but you have to think about the price of betrayal, whether you can afford it. And when mutual hatred If it deepens to a certain extent, betrayal will not be so easy."

What Wang Xier said is correct, he is inciting hatred and inciting war, he is intensifying the intensity of the war between the two sides, he is forcing all the people in the East to give up their illusions, he is in...

".I just let everyone take the path that is most likely to survive. Tsk, these trash are so useless, it makes me want to continue to be lazy."

Well, thanks to the leader of Beifeng Erluo's book friends for the reward, plus more.

Well, this name can be seen as an old book friend, thank you for your support as always.