How Am I Still Alive?

"She is my sin."

"She is your daughter?"

Although the big cat is still a riddler, Lu Pingan is not stupid, he quickly remembered this most likely option.

When looking at that girl, Lu Pingan remembered the surprise when he saw Keer Dalaisi for the first time.

Under the dazzling golden nun's gown, with her calm lake-colored eyes, Lu Pingan felt that the girl who claimed to be childish was like Chris's past.

Perhaps to put it another way, Kirdares is like a childish future that has grown crooked.

"No, I have no offspring."

Calm words are a firm will.

"Can't have it, or don't want it?"

". Both."

Although the words are somewhat ambiguous, the two can actually understand each other.

Professionals often need to bear the price and curse.

Low-level curses have limited effects on high-level professionals. Except for "self-curse", high-level professionals can often obtain substantial freedom.

But there is a curse that cannot be denied.

"The root curse."

The power of the curse comes from the source of the curse, which can be resisted at the rule level and ignored at the law level, and there is a curse that may never be resisted.

"... Those who trace the source of life are doomed to have no descendants."

Under normal circumstances, they cannot produce offspring in a natural way, because the curse is the root of everything.

But the abnormal method. Well, Lu Pingan already knows too much, such as somatic cell culture and cloning, all of which can be done.

"...not that low-end stuff."

"What the hell is that?!"

Lu Pingan was confused by the big cat, he hesitated to say it and then refused to say it.

"I'm going to ask her directly, if I show my identity."

"She will kill you."

There is no hesitation at this point.

But in the end, Chris still sighed, and the faces in memory emerged one by one. In the end, there was still only a sigh.

"She, they, are actually me. They are all me, Keer Dalaisi."

"Isn't this a clone?"

"As I said, they are not such superficial things, they are the real Kirdares, the complete Kirdares."

Now, it's beyond Lu Pingan's comprehension.

"Fate is not just a straight line."

"Life is not just one possibility."

"Then, if transformation occurs from the source, does an individual have infinite possibilities."

"They are a possibility. They are Kirdares with different fate lines and world lines."

This time, Lu Pingan was completely stunned. He had repeatedly overestimated the strength of Keer Dalaisi.

But he didn't expect that even at this moment, he still underestimated what a "quasi-god" is.

". Can it be done?"

"It was difficult, but I did it. I used my divided body as a carrier, and guided this 'possibility' to grow in it, similar to a complete soul growing in a clone, and finally, becoming a complete individual. Of course , the price is extremely exaggerated, each one is worth a small world"

At this moment, no matter how plain the words are, it is difficult to conceal the heaven-defying actions in them.

"In some world lines, Kirdares is the hero who saves the world. She raised the holy battle flag and led the people to expel the demon king."

"In some world lines, she is a tailor and pharmacist, longing for marriage and love."

"There is a world, she threw herself into the embrace of pollution and chaos, and became the destroyer of the earth."

Kerdalais is a quasi-god, even an old-fashioned quasi-god who has accumulated more than many true gods. When she puts out the finished product with all her strength, she has already violated most of the natural rules.

Of course, what she got was not all of the "Different Destiny Kirdares", but some of them were incomplete and some of them were possible. The way "Reborn" becomes complete.

If she lacks arms, give her wings.

Whoever lacks reason, let her have deadly fangs.

"They are all Kirdares, some know, some don't, and some I don't know, do they know?"

Although the tongue was twisted, Lu Pingan understood what she meant.

Speaking of this messy relationship, in fact, they are more like sisters of Keer Dalaisi.

But that's not the point, the point is always

"You, why do you do this? If you only need strength, there is no need. Just imagine, the price is unbelievably exaggerated."

".They are all 'expensive', but this is my path to God."

Big cat's path to godhood? Mother tree of life? That all-swallowing, all-becoming heap?

"The strong devour the weak, and the flesh and blood of the weak turns into the nourishment of the strong. After the infinite competition for survival, the one who devours everything will become the only one. So, how can we ensure that the final victor will still be 'Kirdales'? .”

"You, what an asshole."

Lu Pingan already understood.

But even though she repeatedly underestimated the lower limit of the big cat, she still challenged the limit of the limit.

I'm afraid, once she really does it, her lower limit will be lower than the blood feast.

"How many did you eat?"

After a long silence, he got a negative answer.

".No. I give up."

But such an answer made Lu Pingan stunned for a moment.

"I have a backup plan, let them explore their own path, and then give me a reference. As long as I am alive, they will not go too far."

This sounds much more relaxed.

".But, they all betrayed me"

In the calm words, there is biting hatred and anger.

Back then, she had already prepared a way out, but...

"...they are both Kirdares, the ambitious Kirdares."

Now, Lu Pingan understood completely.

"That girl doesn't look like that"

"She didn't, she kept shouting for rebellion, and she kept rebelling, but..."

"The one who shouts to rebel every day, but I'm afraid it's the least likely to succeed. She sees you as the creator? A relative? A sister? Or a mother."

".I have no idea."

At this moment, Kirdares was a little tired and a little uneasy.

She really didn't expect to stand here and see "her".

".am I wrong?"

Recalling the madness of going to God at the beginning, recalling the frenzy at all costs at that time, recalling the eyes of the "sisters" looking at her at that time, Kirdales, who was "awake", first reflected whether it was her fault.

"Of course. It's all your fault."

Normal people are relieved, but Lu Pingan just continued to make up the knife calmly.

He was silent for a moment, then said.

"After you figured out that doctrine, everything is doomed. In fact, the final result has little to do with what you and your 'sisters' did."

Recalling the terrifying big tree that combined countless flesh and spirit bodies, Lu Pingan didn't think that the big cat would really know nothing, she just didn't want to face it.

".To devour each other and fuse into that ugly form, you flock to them, but since the other Kirdares have the possibility different from yours, then naturally they hate your possibility extremely."

".They will be worried, worried that one day, their abilities will not meet the standard, worried that they will make a mistake, or simply that you have improved too fast and no longer need them, so they hang them directly on the tree."

"Perhaps there are indeed ambitious people among them, and perhaps there are indeed some among them who want to replace you and become the new Mother Goddess of the new Kerdares."

Lu Pingan sighed, this is actually hopeless.

The teachings of the gods are the direction of the gods, the starting point and the end of her pursuit. It is impossible for her to deny the foundation of herself, otherwise the collapse is equivalent to the end.

When she and her people are still pursuing "unification of all things", those who are unwilling to return to unity will naturally rebel sooner or later.

Some things were not clear, and Lu Pingan also vaguely guessed. I am afraid that if this Kirdares died normally, maybe he would be resurrected directly from another Kirdares, and maybe those "sisters" It's her backup body.

Such a superior, no matter how friendly and friendly she is, as long as she does not change the goal, there will always be people who want to live who are not of the same heart as her.

"The twins are my last attempt. The elder sister, I was trained by a local spokesperson, and the younger sister is a hostage in a sense. She has been sleeping since she was born about ten years ago."

"Wait, she's only ten years old?!" Now, Lu Ping'an understood why she gave people a subtle sense of incongruity.

"The physical age is also gradually developing and perfecting, but her seal should be lifted after her death. Don't worry, the physical body will also promote the growth of the mind. She will mature soon, uh, it should."

But thinking of the most dangerous girl, even the big cat can't guarantee it.

"Xing, that's really too much punishment. Then, here comes the question, why do I like her so much... and that weird sense of relaxation and joy."

On the other side, the big cat was silent. Could it really be impossible to answer this answer?

"'Pollution' will not disappear, it will only be 'transferred'. You took away everything from me, blood, power, the cornerstone of God, etc., and naturally also took away the weight and love contained in it. Oh, by my You who have been created by everything, in a sense, are indeed related to them."