How Am I Still Alive?

"When it comes to abstraction, Chrissy, I'm going to beat someone!"

Someone on the road pumped his fists and turned into an emoji.

"."

And the cat who was wronged didn't bother to talk to him.

If you really sort it out, this is probably the root cause of her downfall.

Lu Ping'an could see that Big Cat's "plans" were always very high-end and perfect, but when it came time to implement them, they always lost the chain at critical moments.

For example, the reason why Big Cat's Ascension to God encounters such a strong headwind is because she took advantage of it.

She is nominally "fair duel, the winner takes all", but in fact, before the duel, due to the absolute strength difference between the two sides, it is already equivalent to "discounting the opponent's feet and hands". The crushing of absolute strength, using the rules The winning ceremony created her theoretical victory.

From Lu Pingan's current point of view, what she attracted was not just the so-called adverse wind of fate, she actually violated her own "rules".

"Since you require the survival of the fittest to the end, and since you desire the evolution of life in a collision, why don't you give your opponent a way out."

As the maker of the rules of the game, she actually violated her own rules at a deep level and made a game that can only be won by herself. This is undoubtedly the most rooted irony of her "mother god theory" of the evolution of the fittest.

"...in the beginning, it certainly wasn't like that."

He doesn't think that the big cat back then couldn't see the low-level logical problems that Lu Pingan can see now.

The big cat paid such a high price, so naturally it wasn't to add to her troubles. Those "Kirdales from another world line" may be her real ritual of ascension to the gods.

All Kirdares kill each other, show evolution in all aspects, eat other "selves", and obtain the possibility of other world lines.

The final product, which has collected more possibilities and potentials of itself, is definitely much stronger than that huge and messy "big tree". At least, that thing should only be an auxiliary material, and the real main material should be other "Kelda" Lace".

If so, even if the big cat has an advantage, it may not be able to become the final winner.

Other Kirdares can unite, and they have endless possibilities with other talents and possibilities. As long as they are given enough development space and pressure, anyone can win. Then, the winner of this ceremony in the end will be Is the real "Mother God".

As for which Kirdales it was, was she herself? Lu Pingan reckoned that the old big cat didn't care.

As long as there is one Kirdares who fulfills her promise and stands in the clouds, that is enough.

She should have half of the winning rate, so even if there is a headwind of fate, it will not be so outrageous as "99.8% winning rate", and directly grabs Lu Pingan from another world.

"Uh, I seem to have found the culprit of my time travel"

You have the possibility of seizing other world lines to create the ritual of ascension, and visitors from other world lines will stop you. This is the "headwind" brought about by the big cat's rebellion against its own "reason". It is very likely that The power to bring Lu Pingan here was paid by Big Cat himself.

This is not an empty conjecture, but a clue.

Chris is Lu Pingan's former doctor, and she must have used her ability on Lu Pingan. Then, there is this "possibility" of time travel.

In all respects, the big cat died unjustly, she was hit in the face by several boomerangs at the same time

"...One day, I will feel that she is not cruel enough."

Why did Keerdales, Chris, and Big Cat give up this god-ascension ceremony that is more in line with the "principle of the world"? After sharing that "feeling", Lu Pingan already has a positive answer.

"She actually softened her heart at a critical moment?!"

Yes, who really cultivated each of the Kirdares from her own flesh and blood culture, taught them knowledge, behavior, and strength, and gained some experience in raising daughters? The moment he picked up the butcher knife, his heart softened.

She gave reasons and said yes.

"It is more valuable for them, who have different possibilities, to help me explore other paths to Godhood."

This is obviously a lie.

Her path has been determined, and these "breads" were found.

Now, it is logically unreasonable to say that these "breads" can help themselves find new paths.

Perhaps, she was lying to the Mother Goddess, other Kirdares, and herself.

". Regardless of whether she is a good parent or not, she is definitely not very good at speaking."

Apparently, as she grew up, her relationship with the other Kirdares went from bad to worse.

Perhaps, every time she saw those "daughters", she would think of her path to godhood that had died, and her mood would become more irritable.

And because of the bad teachings and reality of the Mother Goddess, the big cats who don't know how to get along with "daughters", the more they try to get close to them, the more pressure they will put on them. They are not relatives, but predators, or even mortal enemies. .

However, due to the existence of the original "cannibalism ceremony", this matter cannot be explained clearly, and the big cat doesn't bother to explain it.

In her past, words were a sign of weakness.

"The road to godhood and evolution is a one-way street. You can't hesitate, stop, let alone regret."

If this is an understanding, probably every professional can say something, but in Da Mao's view, this understanding is full of pain.

So, in the end, among the rebellions one by one, she still did what she least wanted to do.

".No."

But at this time, the big cat's denial made people feel subtle.

Betrayed, you still not kill?

"I just loosened their reins and let them fend for themselves, oh, there are two, and they are dying in front of me."

With that said, Lu Pingan understood.

The big cat's second plan was also implemented, allowing the other Kirdares to develop their own possibilities and each go their own way.

However, it was not easy for Kirdares to allow them to concurrently study their own "path", forming some kind of upper-lower connection.

She is the word of the master god, and others are slave gods or servants of gods.

In fact, it is also protecting them in essence, preventing them from going too far and directly losing control.

But maybe in their eyes, it is a kind of control, a means of seizing their own secrets. Of course, this is indeed true.

".So, for the betrayers, you removed the ladder from their feet and gave them a push."

Now Lu Pingan can already understand what it is.

To use an inappropriate analogy, the other "Kirdales" were standing on the ladder provided by the main body, continuing to climb and find other paths, but suddenly, that ladder was gone.

She may fall into the abyss, or the most likely thing is to lose control directly. For professionals who have lost their main profession, the uncontrollable "pollution" will naturally cause direct alienation.

It is also possible for her to rise from the abyss. She can grasp other "cliffs" and can transform the out-of-control "chaos" into "order".

After losing the "constraint" of the past, they will uncontrollably lean towards another path, if it really goes through

"."

Silence, perhaps, is the direct answer.

Perhaps, in the written record, that is the execution.

However, it is difficult to say whether it has really completely perished.

"You found yourself a big cause and effect, a big trouble"

It was still silent, but this time, it was accompanied by a long sigh.

"Hey, hey, I should be the one to sigh. Now it seems that I will bear all the karma for you."