Human Greed

The moment she saw Xu Ruoxing, Su Yi's eyes turned red, she grabbed the phone tightly, her hand hurt on the edge of the phone, Su Yi's heart hung up, her tinnitus suddenly worsened, the buzzing kept ringing, the doctor couldn't hear anything on the phone, as if it was blocked With two large **** of cotton, all voices were blurred, and it seemed that the cotton was stuffed in her chest, and it was difficult for her to speak.

Su Yi sat there blankly, her body trembling tensely, Xu Ruoxing appeared without warning, the thing she was most afraid of all the time, still happened.

Afraid that she would know, afraid that she would blame herself.

I'm afraid she doesn't know, and I don't want to cheat.

These two consciousnesses are arguing and clamoring in her body every day, tearing her apart, she is so painful that she doesn't know what to do, Su Yi's face is pale, like a puppet with a string, she is sitting on a chair a few meters away superior.

She kept staring at Xu Ruoxing, she wanted to see the shape of Xu Ruoxing's lips, and what she would say, but Xu Ruoxing didn't speak, but pursed her lips, seeming very angry.

When the doctor came into the consultation room, he saw Su Yi and Xu Ruoxing staring at each other. She said, "The family members are here too." Then she walked up to Su Yi and said, "Where's the medical card?"

Su Yi inserted the medical card, the doctor sat in front of her, looked at the blank medical record, and asked kindly: "What's the matter?"

Xu Ruoxing's eyes fell on Su Yi's body, Su Yi opened his mouth, his expression was still a little nervous, the doctor looked at the two of them, and comforted them: "You two, don't be too nervous, the more nervous you are, the more difficult it is to treat, take it easy. "

Su Yi glanced at Xu Ruoxing, and said, "Tinnitus." She handed the examination report and results from the city hospital to the doctor: "This is the result of the previous examination."

The doctor nodded, looked at Xu Ruoxing, and said, "Sit down too."

Xu Ruoxing sat next to Su Yi, his eyes were calm, Su Yi turned his head to look at her, only saw the tense side face, and the jaw line was also cold, Su Yi twisted his hands, his heart fluttered, she lowered her eyes, Cover up those uneasy thoughts.

The doctor looked up after reading her report: "Is this just out recently?"

Su Yi nodded, and the doctor asked, "Then what are your recent symptoms?"

Su Yi thought about it for a while, and said, "Recently, it's gotten worse."

Xu Ruoxing paused and closed her eyes. Su Yi's condition was so serious that she didn't know it. She turned her head, and Su Yi saw the back of her head. She felt extremely uncomfortable, her stomach rolled, and she tightly clutched the bag. On the verge of nausea, the doctor said, "Do you have a headache?"

Su Yi shook her head.

The doctor asked, "Do you have any nausea?"

Su Yi was cold for a moment, then nodded.

The doctor asked again, "How long has the tinnitus lasted?"

Su Yi roughly estimated the time and said, "Now, the time is getting longer and longer."

At first, there was just a bang, and then it gradually disappeared. It was only a minute or two. Now it was several minutes later. Her eyes were reddish, and she looked at the doctor. The doctor took notes seriously: "Before the explosion, did you encounter any Had the same bombing?"

Xu Ruoxing turned back and looked at the doctor: "Is it related to the explosion?"

Su Yi tensed her body.

The doctor explained: "The explosion may be just an inducement, and the main reason has to be found out. Miss Su's mental condition is quite serious." Xu Ruoxing looked at Su Yi. After the auscultation, you go in first, and I will come right over."

Su Yi nodded and looked at Xu Ruoxing, as if she had something to say, but because the doctor was here, she didn't say anything, just walked out with her head down.

The doctor looked at Xu Ruoxing: "Are you the patient's?"

"I'm her wife." Xu Ruoxing's voice choked slightly. He looked at the doctor and tried to be calm, but when he heard that his psychological condition was serious, he still trembled fiercely. The doctor said, "Ms. Have it?"

Afraid of stimulating Su Yi's emotions, it was obvious that she was just holding on, so the doctor dismissed her.

Xu Ruoxing was taken aback, then shook his head: "I don't know."

She didn't know that Su Yi had such an idea when going to school, and she didn't know if she had such an idea now, such as one hand clenched her heart tightly, the pain was severe, the doctor said: "She also received psychological counseling when she was in college, you don't know about it ?"

Xu Ruoxing was silent.

Obviously don't know.

The doctor nodded and comforted Xu Ruoxing: "She may not want you to worry, but since she chose to come to the hospital, it shows that she has a sense of self-help, so don't worry too much or care too much. Treat her with a normal attitude. Patients usually It is more sensitive, the more you care about it, the more nervous she will be, which is not good for the treatment of the condition."

Xu Ruoxing looked up at the doctor, her face was as pale as Su Yi's, and she asked, "Then what can I do?"

The doctor said: "Be with her more, let her feel relaxed, and it is best to find the cause."

Xu Ruoxing's voice was slightly lower: "Isn't the cause of the disease caused by the explosion?"

The doctor shook his head: "No, this is just an inducement. I read the records made by the psychiatrist before her. She also had amnesia."

Xu Ruoxing frowned: "Isn't the memory loss caused by a car accident?"

The doctor said: "It's hard to say. Some people are emotionally stressed to the extreme, and they may have any kind of reaction. Amnesia also exists in it. She has had psychological problems for quite a long time. It is hard to say whether it is because of this reason."

Xu Ruoxing sat in the consultation room.

The doctor went in and had a detailed examination with Su Yi. There were people walking around in the corridor, Xu Ruoxing suddenly thought of Su Yi after amnesia, who had forgotten nothing but herself and her character.

It's like a person suddenly transformed into another person, saying things that he couldn't say before, doing things that he couldn't do before, Xu Ruoxing had always blamed it on amnesia, actually, isn't it?

Could it be that her body started to rebel because she had been suppressed for too long?

Those words, those things, were hidden in her heart for a long time, so long that she was sick, so she said it through 'sickness'? How much is Su Yi hiding?

Xu Ruoxing was so uncomfortable that she didn't know what to say. The doctor's words rang in her ears repeatedly. She walked out of the consulting room and sat on the bench outside. Su Yi had been in the consulting room at the back and didn't come out for a long time. Xu Ruoxing's cell phone rang, It was Li Chen who called and asked her where she was not in the office, Xu Ruoxing said, "I'm outside, I'll be back later."

Li Chen heard her sleepy voice and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xu Ruoxing rubbed his temples and said, "It's okay, you can go to the second factory in the afternoon."

Li Chen had no choice but to agree and hung up the phone. Su Yi came out of the consulting room with a pale face. Xu Ruoxing looked at her. The doctor said, "Miss Su, you can only prescribe the right medicine. Let's find out the problem first. Don't worry too much. I have prepared some medicine for you, if you suffer from insomnia, you can take one..."

Su Yi stood in front of the doctor, lowered her head to take the medical card, turned her head and saw Xu Ruoxing, both of them didn't speak, Xu Ruoxing asked her: "It's over?"

The voice was not very gentle, but a little cold, Su Yi nodded: "Well, I'll go get the medicine first."

Xu Ruoxing clenched her hands tightly, turned her head and looked away, the corners of her eyes were red, she rubbed the end of her eyes after Su Yi left, it was astringent, sore, and a little wet, there were a lot of people taking medicine at noon, Su Yi waited for ten minutes After arriving at her, she frequently looked in Xu Ruoxing's direction. Xu Ruoxing stood at the window with his back to her, and kept looking out the window, never looking at her.

Su Yi's nervous heart kept falling, like falling into an abyss, the noise in her ears turned into a silent noise, she could see everyone opening their mouths, those around them, those in front, but couldn't hear a single sound, she held on tight On the medical card, the card left a long deep scar on her palm, which turned red, but she didn't notice it at all, and numbly followed the person in front of her to stand at the medicine window.

"Miss?" The nurse who took the medicine bowed her head and said, "Swipe the medical card."

Su Yi didn't realize it, she stood there quietly, the nurse frowned: "Miss?"

The person in front of her didn't respond at all. The nurse thought she was a deaf-mute, so she had to take out the medical card at hand to signal. The medical card in Su Yi's hand was taken away. Xu Ruoxing put her medical card in the place where the card was swiped, and said: "Feel sorry."

The nurse glanced at her and said, "The family members should pay more attention."

Xu Ruoxing's throat tightened, she was sore and painful, she nodded, the nurse quickly took the medicine and handed it to Su Yi, Su Yi held it in the palm of her hand, Xu Ruoxing returned the medical card to her, Su Yi packed it up and put the medicine away in the bag.

When the two walked out, Xu Ruoxing asked, "Where are you going?"

Su Yi said, "I'm driving."

Xu Ruoxing frowned: "Can you still drive?"

Her voice rose slightly, and her tone changed due to tension, appearing very serious. Su Yi stood up straight in front of her, lowered her eyes, and said, "It's fine to drive."

Stubborn and hard-spoken, Xu Ruoxing took a deep breath. Thinking of the scene when she turned her head just now, the nurse thought Su Yi was a deaf-mute and wanted to make gestures. Su Yi, Su Yi couldn't hear her voice, and thought she had tinnitus again, she looked at Xu Ruoxing, and suddenly wanted to ask, did you speak just now.

The corner of her mouth muttered, and Su Yi pursed her lips when there was the sound of footsteps around her.

Xu Ruoxing said, "Su Yi, you go home first..."

Su Yi said, "I still have work in the afternoon."

Xu Ruoxing looked at her: "How can you work like this?"

Su Yi's complexion changed slightly, her hair was dizzy from the direct sunlight, her pale face was bloodless, Xu Ruoxing met her eyes, and hurriedly explained: "I'm sorry Su Yi, I didn't mean that."

She just felt that Su Yi was stretched to the extreme, and she wanted Su Yi to have a good rest.

Su Yi was very stubborn: "I'm fine."

She took a step forward and stood in front of Xu Ruoxing, her eyes were red, and there were water splashes in her eyes, reflecting Xu Ruoxing's reflection, Su Yi said, "I won't delay work."

Xu Ruoxing's face was tense, her vision was blurred, she blinked, the moisture in the corners of her eyes was evaporated by the sunlight, leaving only a faint blush, Xu Ruoxing said: "Su Yi..."

Su Yi stretched out her hand to grab the edge of her clothes, only a little, and the clothes were wrinkled. Su Yi lowered her head, without looking at Xu Ruoxing, she said very softly: "Xu Ruoxing, don't be angry, okay?"