Human Greed

Su Yi's eyes were reddish, she spoke softly and in a low voice, as if talking to herself, Xu Ruoxing suddenly thought of that night, Su Yi thought she was angry, rushed into her arms, and said softly, "Xu Ruoxing Don't ignore me, I'm afraid."

Xu Ruoxing was so distressed that she couldn't hold back anymore, she reached out and pulled Su Yi into her arms, wrapped her hands around her slender waist, buried her head in Su Yi's neck, and said, "I'm not angry."

She comforted Su Yi, and she was comforting herself, Xu Ruoxing said, "I'm not angry."

Su Yi was stuffed in her arms, and when she heard her words, her eyes were red, and the corners of her eyes were hot, falling on Xu Ruoxing's collar, sticking to her skin, like fire, scorching and hot.

Xu Ruoxing hugged her tightly, and the two stood beside the car without speaking, only sobbing silently.

After a long time, Su Yi said, "I'm sorry."

She said: "I didn't mean to hide it from you, I..."

Xu Ruoxing patted her on the back, stroked her hair lightly, and said, "I know."

The voice was choked in her throat, the corners of Xu Ruoxing's eyes were red, she closed her eyes and said, "I know all about it."

Su Yi didn't speak anymore, but hugged her even harder.

Fear, worry, and tension were relieved, and she slowly relaxed. Her face recovered a little, and she looked at Xu Ruoxing again, her eyes were still a little cautious. strength.

The two stood for a long time, the weather was hot and there were a lot of people coming and going, looking at them from time to time, Su Yi lowered his head: "I'm going to drive."

She wiped the water from the corners of her eyes, Xu Ruoxing pulled her into the car, opened the passenger door, Su Yi said, "I'm driving."

"I know." Xu Ruoxing said, "I'll drive later."

Su Yi had no objection, sitting in the car, Xu Ruoxing turned on the air conditioner, the car was quiet, Su Yi took the phone from her bag and touched the medicine box, making a stabbing sound, Xu Ruoxing turned her head, looked at her bag, and the inside It was difficult for her to open her mouth as if someone had strangled her throat.

She really never thought that Su Yi would have such a serious psychological problem.

Although she was cold in the past, she looked like an ordinary person, but Li Chen complained more than once: "Is your wife really a normal person? Don't be an alien."

She only thought it was a joke at the time, but now that she thinks about it, she regrets it.

Xu Ruoxing clenched the steering wheel, looked down and drove, her consciousness was very confused. Before she came, she thought about it one-sidedly, and the most serious problem was the sequelae of the explosion. She didn't expect Su Yi's problem, much earlier, much earlier.

She supported the edge of the car window with one hand, pressed her fingers to her lips, pursed her lips very hard, her nerves were tense, and every place was screaming and hurting, every inch of skin, every bone, from inside to outside, The pain was suffocating, and the pain made the fingertips tremble.

Su Yi was sitting in the co-pilot, looking at Xu Ruoxing from the corner of her eye, seeing her slender wrist resting on the steering wheel, the watch was the one she gave her, and the inside of the watch was the color of the starry sky, like stars twinkling, shining, a little glaring.

She came back to her senses and shouted: "Xu Ruoxing."

Xu Ruoxing turned his head when he heard the voice, and looked at Su Yi. Su Yi was sitting quietly in the co-pilot, with a calm expression like a porcelain doll, but the corners of her eyes were red, and there were traces of moisture on her cheeks. Has Xu Ruoxing lost his temper?

Xu Ruoxing turned his head for a few seconds, and parked the car by the curb. Su Yi looked at her fixedly, his eyes were filled with uneasiness. Xu Ruoxing was sullen, and stretched out his hand to wipe off the moisture from Su Yi's cheeks with gentle movements.

She asked Su Yi: "When did you start seeing a doctor?"

Su Yi looked at her, figured out her emotions, and said after a while: "When I was in junior high school."

In junior high school?

Xu Ruoxing thought, what was she doing in junior high school? It seems like playing with friends every day, and not thinking about it. At that time, I only had to worry about daily homework and occasional exams, but Su Yi and her lived a completely different life.

She was silent for a few seconds, then nodded: "Later..."

Thinking of the suicidal thoughts the doctor said, Xu Ruoxing frowned. He couldn't ask this question. It was clearly a scar on Su Yi's wound, but it seemed to be engraved in her heart. Mentioning a word was like uncovering the scar, dripping with blood and hurting. palpitations.

Xu Ruoxing can't ask

After exiting, she changed the question: "Did it get better later?"

Su Yi said: "It got better in high school."

She looked at Xu Ruoxing, the corners of her lips moved, but there was no words in her eyes, because she met Xu Ruoxing, the little star that led her to the light.

Xu Ruoxing nodded: "Is there a recurrence?"

Su Yi said: "When you go abroad, you will receive regular psychological counseling."

Xu Ruoxing asked her: "Have you found out what is the reason?"

As the doctor said, no matter the cause or the cause, there must be a reason. She really wanted to know what the reason was for Su Yi. Su Yi was silent for a few seconds and said, "The reason is different."

Xu Ruoxing was stunned.

The reason is not the same, this sentence is like a knife being scratched on the chest, what have you experienced before, can there be a different reason? She paused and said, "It's okay, we will always find out."

After she finished speaking, she held Su Yi's hand in the palm of her hand. The cold fingertips were in stark contrast to the warmth of her palm. Xu Ruoxing held Su Yi's hand and kissed her on the lips. Su Yi's heart was beating violently. Distracting thoughts flashed past, and finally became full of heat, and her head was hot, and her eye sockets were hot. Her eyes were very red, and there were splashes at the end of her eyes. When she looked at Xu Ruoxing, she had long since lost her indifferent attitude towards outsiders. Su Yi Gather up your full armor, and put your softest and most authentic side in front of Xu Ruoxing.

Xu Ruoxing's heart trembled.

She said, "Go back to the company first."

Su Yi has no objection. The assistant in the company has been waiting for Xu Ruoxing for a long time. Xu Ruoxing went to the hospital temporarily, and the company still has a lot of things waiting for her. She accompanied Su Yi to the design department. The team leader was waiting for Su Yi to come back. He greeted her when she got off the elevator. After going up, Xu Ruoxing didn't say much, and went back to the office with her assistant. When she lowered her head to process the documents, she said, "In the future, we will arrange one more person in the design department."

The assistant was puzzled: "What do you arrange for people to do?"

Xu Ruoxing said: "Make meeting minutes, and I will make detailed records for every meeting of the design department in the future."

The assistant thought he was about to make a big move, so he nodded, with a look of enthusiasm on his face. After Xu Ruoxing finished speaking, the assistant said, "Mr. Xu, there is still no news from Xiuzhan."

This is not a good thing, they heard that several other companies have received replies to arrange the show, but they s·x have not.

Xu Ruoxing nodded, not surprised, she asked, "Has Pei Lu been to the company recently?"

The assistant said, "Come here last week, do you want to see her?"

There haven't been any major lawsuits recently, and Pei still doesn't come here very often, Xu Ruoxing said, "Help me make an appointment with her soon."

The assistant nodded: "Understood."

After she finished speaking, Li Chen also came back from the second factory, went into the office to handover with Xu Ruoxing, and asked if she wanted to go to Su's house for dinner at night, Xu Ruoxing said, "Su Yi and I can't go there."

Seeing her unnatural expression, Li Chen asked, "Are you and Su Yi okay?"

Xu Ruoxing shook his head: "It's okay."

Li Chen knew her personality, so she couldn't ask her a single word, so she didn't ask any more. In the afternoon, the two went to the new store and stayed there for a long time. Xu Ruoxing sent a message to Su Yi, telling her to come later at night Pick her up from get off work.

Su Yi is not in a hurry to leave. She is helping an artist of Jingyi to design a dress. It is the agent introduced by Lan Lin last time. The agent contacted her. When talking about her preferences, the agent said: "I like plain colors , Temperament, a bit cold, very restrained, not much talk, Director Su should have heard..."

She obviously didn't say much, but Su Yi met up with an artist in the circle that she only knew. Of course, the manager wouldn't say who it was, but Su Yi still chose Jing Yuan when choosing the 'reference object'.

There are many pictures on her computer page, she just finished putting them together, when the door knocked, Wen Liu's voice came: "Director Su."

Su Yi looked up: "Come in."

Wen Liu walked in with the design draft and handed it to Su Yi: "Director Su, it's fixed."

Su Yi took it, and heard Wen Liu ask: "Director Su, is Tao Yue really engaged for our show?"

With a tentative tone, Su Yi raised his eyes, and Wen Liu said, "Whether it is or not, I agree with Director Su's decision."

Su Yi nodded slightly: "Let's get off work when you're busy."

Wen Liu quite likes to work overtime. Su Yi doesn't work overtime here much, but Wen Liu is there every time, and Wen Liu spends the longest time signing the overtime form.

Wen Liu responded, smiled at Su Yi, turned and left, the moment Su Yi closed the door, Su Yi's eardrums swelled, she frowned, lowered her head, accepting the sudden tinnitus, it took several minutes to calm down, then looked up, in the office More people.

Xu Ruoxing looked at her.

Su Yi's expression changed slightly, she was a little pale.

She grasped the pen tightly in her hand and looked at Xu Ruoxing. It was not the first time something happened in front of Xu Ruoxing, but every time Su Yi was thrown into chaos. She watched Xu Ruoxing approach, Su Yi opened her mouth, and heard Xu Ruoxing ask: "Not yet?" Are you busy?"

Su Yi said, "One more thing."

Xu Ruoxing nodded, walked to her desk and looked at the design draft, didn't say much, as if the situation just now hadn't happened, Su Yi saw her calm gaze, her tense body slowly relaxed, and some blood returned to her face, Xu Ruoxing said: "I'll be right here waiting for you."

Su Yi responded and saw Xu Ruoxing sitting on the sofa next to him. The quiet office was a bit quiet, Xu Ruoxing said, "By the way, I brought you a present."

Su Yi looked at her: "A gift?"

Xu Ruoxing nodded: "Well, a small gift."

Su Yi couldn't help being curious, she walked up to Xu Ruoxing and asked, "What is it?"

Xu Ruoxing looked up at her slightly, patted the place beside her, and said, "Sit down and tell you."

Su Yi obediently sat beside her.

Xu Ruoxing rummaged through the bag next to him, Su Yi asked, "Did you just buy it?"

"No." Xu Ruoxing said, "I bought it for a long time."

For a long time?

Su Yi looked at Xu Ruoxing's side face, gentle and calm, and her mood also calmed down a little. The time around suddenly slowed down, and she saw Xu Ruoxing find a box from her bag.

Xu Ruoxing handed it to Su Yi.

Su Yi took it, and still looked at Xu Ruoxing curiously, Xu Ruoxing motioned her: "Open it and have a look."

It's a red gold velvet box, not big. This kind of box is usually used for decorations. Su Yi opened it with lowered eyes and saw two rings lying inside. She looked at Xu Ruoxing.

Xu Ruoxing said, "I bought it when I got married."

Su Yi didn't speak, but blinked, her eyes were condensed, the corners of her eyes were red, and her indifference and coldness had faded away. At this moment, she actually looked a little pitiful. Xu Ruoxing looked into her eyes and said, "I was on a business trip at that time. , I bought this one after visiting five stores, and I think it suits you very well."

Xu Ruoxing took out the ring from the box, lowered his head and put it on for Su Yi, and continued: "It's not a random thing, it's not casual, I chose it carefully, Su Yi, do you know why?"

Su Yi's fingers were icy and cold, but her heart was hot.

Xu Ruoxing said: "I didn't fall in love with you after you lost your memory, I fell in love with you before getting married, before going on a blind date."

She looked at Su Yi with serious and pious eyes: "Su Yi, I love you for a long, long time."