I Am In Love with Myself

Gu Shuofeng has never been a nosy person. Originally, she would never intervene in Jian Yixi's affairs. Whether they die or live, it is their cause and effect. What does it have to do with her?

But that day Xu Qinglan let her pigeons go. She was upset. Seeing Jian Yixi greet her with a smile, even if she knew the tiredness behind the smile, she still felt dazzling, so she just clicked her casually.

She didn't just say that two leaves overlapped to avoid God's eyes. She also said that this overlap is not simply being together, but requires soul resonance to make the two biological waves completely overlap.

As for how to resonate, even though Gu Shuofeng didn't elaborate on it, he still meant something. All fools knew what it meant.

In short, the two of them need to be in close contact, and they can't fish for three days and dry the net for two days. The more frequent they are, the less likely it is to be noticed by God.

Of course, because you are of the same **** and you are yourself, it is very likely that you will not be able to do it.

Gu Shuofeng made it clear that it is unreasonable for God to obliterate blemishes. It only follows that the weak will feed on the weak. He will obliterate whoever is more fragile, so that it can use the least energy and maintain the most stable order.

At that time, Jian Yixi was drinking and drinking on an empty stomach all the year round, and stomach problems first appeared. Compared with An Mu, who was busy but spared his life, she was naturally weaker. If An Mu was not with her, she would have no choice but to die.

Gu Shuofeng also "kindly" helped Jian Yixi to point a clear road.

"Although it's bad for you right now, it's not completely dead. Just make An Mu's body weaker than you. For example... Create a small accident and hurt her. God will weaken her body than you. At the moment, transfer the destruction that has been added to you to her. In this way, her body will become weaker and weaker, and the energy that originally suppressed your recovery will disappear completely, and you will soon be able to raise your body and stand on invincible position."

Jian Yixi naturally did not accept Gu Shuofeng's kindness. She left with a pale face. No one knew how painful she had gone through. The result was obvious. She chose to die by herself.

Instead of confessing to An Mu, the two lived together, but chose to die by themselves.

Gu Shuofeng tweeted: "So just to say that love is the most useless thing, it will only make people lose their heads. What can be more important than one's own life? If you are gone, how can the so-called love continue to exist? A consciousness that was about to disappear lost his life, extremely stupid."

An Mu looked at Gu Shuofeng, did not agree or disagree, and directly changed the subject.

"I just want to know, is it too late to overlap the two leaves now?"

Gu Shuofeng chuckled his lips and chuckled: "Now...it should be too late, but it won't be easy to say later. When the stomach really rots, even if there is no drug tolerance, do you think she can live?"

"Thanks a lot."

Time is running out, An Mu didn't stay too much, turned around and walked out, opened the door and suddenly stopped, looking back at Gu Shuofeng.

"Is there really a **** in this world?"

Gu Shuofeng leaned on the black boss chair. The towering back of the chair blocked the light from the large French window, and cast her entire figure in the shadows. Only one corner of her red lips fell in the light beam. The red beauty matched her difficulty. Yan's soft and charming voice seems to come from another world, hazy and psychedelic.

"It doesn't matter whether there is a **** or not, what matters is that the magnetic field of the entire world must be stable.

"If our biological waves overlap, can we avoid the butterfly effect?"

"It can be understood that way."

Xu Qinglan heard such a few words as soon as she walked to the door, her eyebrows frowned slightly, An Mu noticed her behind her, stepped aside, and nodded goodbye to her.

An Mu left, Xu Qinglan entered the office and walked to the table before saying: "What god? What biomagnetic field? It's best not to joke with people casually, some people will take it seriously."

Gu Shuofeng hooked her neck across the desk, his eyes were ecstatic with a smile, and he turned the subject off.

"When are you going to fulfill what you promised me? Why don't you just do it now?"

Xu Qinglan looked away uncomfortably.

"The office can't mess around."

"How can this be called chaos? This is called fun~"

"You are...not ashamed."

An Mu hurried back to the hospital. Jian Yixi's mood was up and down. At this moment, she was very weak. He hadn't woken up. The expert shook his head and left the ward door. He was the elder of the second brother, and couldn't hold back his second elder brother.

"You don't know what's her situation? She left the hospital without permission. See what it is like now?!"

The expert ordered the gastroscope list that he just got.

"Originally it was just a small hole, so I can hold it for a while. How about it now? After tearing such a big hole, she is resistant to drugs and dare not perform surgery. Doesn't this mean rushing to reincarnate?!"

The second brother bowed his head next to the training, burning in his heart, obviously desperately anxious, but there was nowhere to vent.

As he was training, An Mu came, and the expert tempered his temper, and then talked to An Mu about the general situation before leaving with a sigh.

An Mu glanced at his second brother and entered the ward without saying a word. Maomao was watching the bed and wept. When An Mu came in, he couldn't help crying and his face changed.

"An Mu, how's it going? Did you ask anything? What is going on with her? Is it really the unknown virus infection that Wang Yanqing said?"

When Jian Yixi mistakenly thought that An Mu was dead, the first reaction was to go to Xu Qinglan, and Xu Qinglan was also a biomedicine, and it was inevitable that Mao Mao would think so.

An Mu didn't answer her question, but went straight to the bed and closed the curtains, and then said to Mao Mao: "You go back first, so does the second brother, you all go back."

Maomao wiped away tears and shook his head: "I'm not going, I want to accompany her."

"Not going to work tomorrow?"

"I take a leave!"

"Didn't it mean that the show will be officially on soon? How can it be possible to leave?"

"Then me too!"

"Don't be capricious, go back."

"No!" Maomao's eyes were just wiped dry, tears welled up again, "She is in a bad condition, very bad, I just want to quit my job, she will have to accompany her during the last days, or I will be in the future. I will regret it! She is my best friend!"

An Mu said lightly: "Then what am I?"

"When the time is all around, can you stop picking me up? You know you and she are both important to me."

"Since it's all important, then listen to me, go back first, and come back tomorrow."

"Why do I have to go back now? I want to wait until she wakes up..."

Before Maomao finished speaking, the second brother pulled her up by the arm.

"An Mu must have her reason for letting us go, let's not make trouble with this person."

"No but."

The second brother dragged Maomao and said as he walked, he didn't give her any room to turn around.

"I know you have a lot of questions like me, but now is not the time to ask. I believe that the first person Xiaoxi wants to see is An Mu when he wakes up. We are completely redundant here. It is better to leave room for them. Why wait until tomorrow."

Mao Mao was picked up and slipped away, and the ward was suddenly empty.

An Mu pulled the curtains that were already tightly drawn, and walked quickly to the door and locked the door.

In order to facilitate the treatment, Dr. Li specially arranged a single room for Jian Yixi.

Dr. Li has just checked Jian Yixi and will not come over for the time being. The nurse also has a fixed time for rounds and will not come over for the time being.

An Mu took a deep breath and walked towards the hospital bed without looking at Jian Yixi. He raised his hand and pulled the curtain beside the bed. There was a long glass on the door, hoping that the curtain would block privacy.

The curtains were drawn, and the bed curtains were also drawn. The hospital bed was dimmed instantly, and Jian Yixi’s facial features could not be clearly seen without a closer look.

Jian Yixi was still asleep, with long hair scattered by the pillow, with the smell of dust and blood, mixed with the smell of disinfectant from the ward, not good at all, and even a little uncomfortable for An Mu, but she was still probing her hands. Gently stroked Jian Yixi's pale cheeks.

She doesn't know if what Gu Shuofeng said is true or not?

She actually didn't trust her much. What supported her trust in Gu Shuofeng was that Jian Yixi went to find her, and that night when Gu Shuofeng picked up Xu Qinglan's meaningful "interesting" sentence.

Even if she doesn't have much trust, she has to believe in Gu Shuofeng, because she has no other way. Now even if someone tells her that if you let Jian Yixi drink your blood, she will not die, she will do it without hesitation.

What she needs is not reason, but method, any method that can be tried.

Jian Yixi can't die.

She is even more important than her own life.

To live a life again, An Mu always thought that he was living to make up for the regrets of the previous life. Whether it was to protect his adoptive parents or Maomao, or to help Jian Yixi, it was all for this purpose.

Even before, she refused Jian Yixi's confession to make up for her regrets.

In her previous life, she had never tried a real relationship. In this life, she hopes to find someone who can make her unforgettable. She doesn't want to lose the right to love freely early.

In fact, until now, she also thinks that she is right. She had too many regrets in her previous life. Since she is living again, why not make up for it?

However, she has forgotten the most important point. All her regrets boiled down to her.

In her previous life, she was unhappy. These unhappiness included the loss of family and friends, including being bullied | betrayed, and also including missing youth.

There is only one regret that she really wants to make up from beginning to end-to make herself happy.

What do you do to make yourself happy?

The protection of relatives and friends is the Shanghai Tsinghua University. The right to freedom is also the right to travel around the world after graduation.

But why did the trip around the world that I had so much hoped for ended up boring?

Because Jane Yixi.

Yes, that's right, even if she doesn't want to admit it, her heart is like a mirror. The reason why she suddenly lost interest in future plans is because of Jian Yixi.

Jian Yixi alienated her, she was not happy.

Jian Yixi was dying, and she couldn't accept it even more.

Jian Yixi was taught by her, and she is the other self who carried all her dreams in her previous life. She will never be able to live again as a "Jane Yixi", but Jian Yixi can realize what she can't for her. Everything that has been achieved makes her happier than borrowing An Mu's body to achieve it in person.

An Mu is a science student, not a philosophy student. She can't use the language of stream of consciousness to generalize this kind of thinking. She only knows that Jian Yixi has poured out her most humble hope. She is eager to watch Jian Yixi walk step by step. Happiness does not need to be rich or famous, as long as the most ordinary happiness is enough.

The happiness she hopes now runs counter to the hope of Jian Yixi, is she stubborn? Or open up?

It depends on the respective costs.

The price of stubbornness is that Jian Yixi is wiped out in ashes, but at least she can save her life when she opens her heart. There is hope when she is alive, and there is nothing when she is dead.

She didn't have to choose such a simple multiple choice question at all.

Jian Yixi was still in a coma, and An Mu's hand on her cheek did not arouse her consciousness at all.

This way... it's also better, at least it's easier to start than when you're awake.

Start?

An Mu laughed at using such words for herself.

She could still laugh at this time, she herself felt incredible.

Jian Yixi will be fine, absolutely fine, their future lives are still very long, and they can't lose everything they should have for such a little love and love.

An Mu leaned down and slowly pressed Jian Yixi's white lips with excessive blood loss. The lips were soft and dry, not as soft as when Jian Yixi kissed her back then.

You will be fine, Jian Yixi.

I believe.