I Am In Love with Myself

In the dimness, An Mu's eyes were dizzy, and Jian Yixi was covered in her nose and mouth. Within half a minute, she was unable to breathe and touched An Mu's wrist, and she also woke up.

Jian Yixi pulled An Mu's hand away, took two deep breaths of fresh air, and then looked at An Mu. Although he couldn't see clearly, he could feel the outline.

"What are you doing?"

"It's okay, why are you covering me?"

Jian Yixi helplessly kneaded her slightly sour nose, arched it like a bug, and turned her back.

"Then...then go to sleep, good night."

An Mu stared at her back, stretched out her finger, poke her, poke her again, poke her again.

Jane arched with a stream, arched and turned back, pressing her elbows on the pillow, her palms on her head, her black hair pouring down on her pillow like a waterfall.

"Go ahead, what do you want to do?"

"It's okay, why are you poking me?"

"Really all right?"

There are no windows in this room, only the dim light passing through the cracks of the door. Jian Yixi can't see An Mu's expression, and An Mu can't see Jian Yixi's.

The two of them looked at each other in darkness and speechless for five minutes. Jian Yixi lay down with a loose arm, pulling the quilt and covering his head.

"Okay, go to bed if nothing is wrong."

She muffled through the voice of the quilt, and Jian Yixi was not afraid to muffle herself, so she covered her head and didn't move.

An Mu tugged her under the quilt, tugged three times and two times to reveal her head again.

Jane Yixi pulled up the broken hair sticking to her face twice, and once again raised the question "Are you really sure that you are 12 years older than me", this is a little awkward woman at all.

"What do you want to do? Do you want to say it's okay?"

"Well, it's okay."

"Okay, I get it."

Jian Yixi turned over, opened An Mu's quilt and squeezed in, climbing onto An Mu with his hands and feet, and An Mu frowned and patted her wolf paws.

"Get out."

"Aren't you awake? If you can't sleep, just do a little bit to fall asleep."

"When did I say I couldn't sleep?"

"Then take it as I can't sleep at the head office?"

"What does it matter to me if you can't sleep?"

An Mu pushed her face to prevent her from leaning over, and the quilt whirred for a ride. Fortunately, the floor heating was very warm, but it didn't feel too cold.

Jian Yixi pretended to sneez and shook a few times on purpose.

"Oh, it's freezing to death, did you murder your husband?"

"What husband? Your husband is asleep on the ground outside."

In the dimness, Jian Yixi raised her eyebrows slightly, and the corners of her lips smiled. Anyway, An Mu couldn't see it, and she didn't need to hide it.

"Why do these words sound so sour? Are you jealous?"

"I am worried for you."

"worry about what?"

"You and Wang Yanqing plan to keep going like this?"

Jian Yixi's arms were sore that she leaned over on An Mu's body, tucked in the quilt on both sides.

"If there is no accident, it should be, even if he really finds someone he likes in the future, he will definitely be a man. Maintaining this relationship is to explain to the family, so as not to worry about the family."

"There is no problem for now, what should I do when my family urges you to have a child in the future?"

"Just say I am infertile and he is infertile, or adopt a pretending to be mine."

An Mu disagrees: "You can't spend your whole life in lies, and the paper can't keep the fire, there will always be a day of exposure, then how do you let your parents accept?"

"I won't show it, we are so far away in Beijing, parents are here, the news is very lagging behind, and there is no way to get it."

"Don't worry, I dare to take this step, naturally I think of everything, nothing will happen."

An Muchang wanted to say something, Jian Yixi buried her head in front of her chest and closed her eyes.

"Sure enough, it's more comfortable to sleep with your arms around you, and your stomach feels warm."

Jian Yixi is comfortable, but An Mu is uncomfortable. She doesn't know what's wrong with herself. It is clear that Jian Yixi makes sense. The situation has reached this stage. There is no other way but to keep going, but she It's just uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

Jian Yixi's hairy hands and feet made her more irritable. She pushed Jian Yixi away and sat up. The cold air made her a lot more clear-headed, but the irritability remained.

"What happened to you today?"

Jian Yixi also supported herself and pulled her coral fleece pajamas over her shoulders, while she shrank down and put a quilt on her shoulders casually.

"What's on your mind? Tell me?"

"I knew you would say that." Jian Yixi sighed. "Actually, I understand if you don't say it. You think you have this kind of relationship with me in private, just like Xiaosan. Seeing my family feel negative. Guilt, right?"

Jian Yixi leaned back on the head of the bed, stretched out her arms, and grasped An Mu's hand without feeling cold.

"You don’t need to deny it, I understand. You don’t like me. Everything you do is to keep me alive. You feel guilty in front of my family and feel like

A junior who destroys the family, facing me, you are upset but have to let me play around. You are bored with this kind of life.

Don’t you think you’re the only one to see me in Beijing, but now suddenly facing this big son, with Wang Yanqing, you have nowhere to escape, but you can’t stand it anymore in just two days.

But this change is just the beginning. You can't imagine that you will spend the next few decades like this. You are so nervous tossing and turning, so that you didn't sleep well last night with dark circles for a day, and you can't even sleep now.

But in other words, this is just the beginning, you may have to spend the rest of your life like this, you are already a little desperate. "

Jian Yixi's analysis was so good, it was almost like a bug in An Mu's stomach. Even An Mu felt reasonable when she heard it, but before Jian Yixi talked about these things, An Mu didn't think of it at all.

What on earth is she thinking? Why are you in a bad mood?

An Mu turned his eyes and looked at Jian Yixi's fuzzy outline in the dimness. There was something in his heart that was about to break out of the ground, and the whole heart was trembling slightly.

Jian Yixi stuffed her hand into the quilt, pulled the quilt away by herself, and went into her own bed.

"Oh~~ Don’t you, me, no matter what you think, we can only keep going at this point now, so don’t think about it anymore, okay? I’m really sleepy, let’s go to sleep. OK?"

Listening to the nasal coquetry, An Mu pressed the bud, took off her pajamas and lay down.

"it is good."

In the afternoon of the next day, the group said goodbye to their adoptive parents and drove back to Beijing. When they got in the car, Wang Yanqing and Jian Yixi were in the same car. After leaving the county seat, Jian Yixi got out of the car and moved to Anmu.

An Mu's impetuous heart finally eased slightly.

After the new year is the beginning of school, with busy schoolwork and not seeing Wang Yanqing usually, An Mu finally calmed down completely.

It was two months in a flash.

Having breakfast that day, Jane added vegetables to her by the side of the river and said, “I’m going to Germany on a business trip tonight. I’ll make dinner in advance and put an incubator for you. You can warm it up in the microwave before you come back and eat it.”

"Go to Germany?" An Mu raised his eyes and looked at her, "Why didn't I hear you? How long?"

"For three or four days, you know that German pharmaceuticals are very good. I have an appointment with that century-old brand to see if I can cooperate."

"If you can't come back, remember to call me in advance and I'll find you."

Jian Yixi smiled like a flower: "Don't worry, nothing will happen."

rest assured?

Three days later, Jian Yixi didn’t come back, and only called to report that he was safe.

Something, she must go back two days later. An Mu is going to find her, but she refuses to say the address, just saying that there will be nothing wrong for two days.

After another three days, Jian Yixi still didn’t come back. She still called her to report that she was safe. In the video, she changed to joking and talking about An Mu. She was okay. She would go back soon. Ask her how soon. She said two days. .

Two days and two days, Jian Yixi went there for a whole month, and finally didn’t make any calls. He only sent a message to report that she was safe. An Mu couldn’t help calling her several times, except for the first time she answered and said. Pushed for two days, but then didn't take it again.

No matter how much An Mu tried to appease herself, she felt that something was wrong. She immediately went to Wang Yanqing. Wang Yanqing didn’t know anything about Jian Yixi’s business trip. He even said in surprise: "Didn’t she move to live with you? How could it be? Go to Germany?"

An Mu went to Jian Yixi's company again. Xiaoqin saw her as if he had met a savior. Without a word, he led her to Jian Yixi's office, took a laptop from the safe and handed it to her.

"Before Mr. Jian left, he said that if Mr. An comes over, he will give this to Mr. An. In other words, he will listen to Mr. An for company affairs in the future, and let Mr. An look at the computer specifically."

An Mu took the computer and sat down on the sofa with him, with the computer on the coffee table.

The computer has a password. An Mu first sent a V letter to Jian Yixi to ask, but did not reply for a long time.

She pondered for a moment, and tried to enter Jian Yixi's birthday, wrong, her own birthday, wrong, and the adoptive parents' birthday too.

An Mu frowned and looked at Xiaoqin, his head shook like a drum.

"I don't know, this is all company secrets, Jane can never tell me."

I didn't say, and I didn't reply to the information. I must think she could guess. What would it be?

An Mu's gaze fell on the screensaver. It was a picture of the landscape, a small boat walking through the mist and rain, with an ancient charm and a long meaning, with the four words Xiling Biology on the side.

Xiling Biology...

Xiling...

Looking at the landscape screensaver, An Mu suddenly remembered a poem—Long Zhong couldn't leave the river, and saw the Xiling Yanyu Boat.

This is a sentence from Lu You's sentencing to Shi Wuzi, and it is also the origin of her and Jian Yixi's v-blog. So far, An Mu's v-letter and v-blog have been changed to this.

Is the password the first letter of the name of the poem? Or the first letter of the whole poem?

An Mu tried to input, but it was still wrong.

Is the direction of the guess wrong?

An Mu frowned in thought, took out the phone and turned to Jian Yixi's V letter. The last message in the dialog box was still the one she sent, and Jian Yixi did not reply.

An Mu just wanted to press off the phone, her eyes fell on Jian Yixi’s nickname, her pupils dimmed

Slightly trembling.

Changed, Jian Yixi's nickname changed!

Jian Yixi didn't reply after receiving the message, but changed her nickname.

Meng Xi's written conversation, which had been used for so many years, was changed to Linjiang Farewell.

Linjiang Don’t be Jian Yixi’s v-blog name. If you use this as a password, it is easy to guess, but she suddenly changed the v-letter nickname. Obviously, this name is related to the password.

An Mu closed her eyes, and slowly rubbed the keys with her fingertips.

Send Shi Wuzi to the sentence...

Don't Linjiang...

End-to-end isn't it... farewell

【Songbie】

Hit enter.

With a soft ding, the computer unlocked.

Xiaoqin breathed a sigh of relief, and went out to make tea for An Mu. An Mu roughly scanned the desktop first.