I Am In Love with Myself

Jian Yixi’s laptop desktop is full of folders. Some are locked and some are not. An Mu tried to solve a folder. It was her birthday. She didn’t look at the files, so she exited again. Sweeping roughly in a circle, the line of sight fell on the last single word document.

The document is also encrypted. Fortunately, An Mu already has a cracking idea. After looking at the document name, he typed the full spelling of "I love you" decisively.

Night→wan→woaini.

In the huge office, she was the only one staring at the screen, her amber eyes reflected the white light of the screen, and the broken light was floating and sinking.

It is a letter, not long, only one page.

[When you read this letter, I don’t think we will see each other again in this life.

You should have already guessed the purpose of my trip to Germany this time. Don't even think about finding me. You can't find it. I have already transited in Germany and I don't know where I flew at the moment.

Don't be sad, don't think I sacrificed myself for you, but I am not.

I don't feel that I am at a loss when I die, so there is no sacrifice at all.

I didn't make this choice for you. As I said at the beginning, I don't want to be in pain for the rest of my life, so I made the choice that I thought was the best.

Not for anyone, only for myself.

Remember when I asked you what happened in your last life?

I just want to know how miserable I would be without your help.

Without you, I have suffered humiliation, and even my parents can't protect me. If I want Mao Mao to be implicated for me, even if I live for three years at most, I will die in a car accident.

And now, my parents are still alive, so they can leave them with enough money for old age, and you will protect them for me to do their filial piety for me. It’s just that I died a year or a half early, so I earned it no matter how it was considered. To earn a special profit, I feel sorry for the chance of rebirth that God gave me without dying.

That's right, it is God's opportunity to rebirth for "me", I am you, have you forgotten?

I am your past. You deserved to die as early as the moment you were born again. I died just right. It is not sad at all. You don't have to be sad. People always have to say goodbye to the past in order to live better in the present.

I am happier than you. I have already embarked on a journey. Whether it is the Aegean sun or the street view of Barcelona, ​​I have seen it earlier than you.

I will not look back, because happiness is never behind.

You too. 】

Jian Yixi just disappeared. There was no sign before the disappearance, or there was a sign, but no one noticed it.

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She sorted out all the company’s documents, and put the rules and regulations on the computer, and replaced it with a company management entrustment agreement that she personally drafted. The entrusting party was Xu Qinglan’s company. The details had been discussed and Jian Yixi signed it. After the word, it's just An Mu.

Once the agreement is signed, Xu Qinglan will have the right to operate the company and receive 30% of dividends every year, 20% of the accounts for foster parents, and 50% of An Mu's. Although An Mu does not have the right to operate, he has the right to know and to buy and sell the company. Right, Xu Qinglan's consent is not required.

Jian Yixi’s arrangements are not inconspicuous. It can be said that everything imaginable has been arranged, not just for the company, but for the adoptive parents and Wang Yanqing, including Mao Mao and second brother.

Wang Yanqing said that Jian Yixi didn't bring anything, only his personal clothes and the two wishing bottles that he had carried back from Weicheng thousands of miles away.

Wang Yanqing said that on the day that the wishing bottle was brought back, Jian Yixi stayed in the room for a whole day, and did not go to the company for the first time she asked for leave.

Wang Yanqing also said that Jian Yixi did not intend to persecute An Mu from the beginning. She really wanted to obtain a certificate from him. They had signed their prenuptial agreements, and their property belonged to their respective companies, and the company had nothing to do with each other. To be fair, Jian Yixi really intends to give up An Mu.

Just don't know why, after going out with An Mu for a lap, Jian Yixi suddenly changed his mind, and finally gave up getting the certificate.

At the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau that day, Jian Yixi had seen An Mu's car changing. Before coming downstairs, Wang Yanqing asked Wang Yanqing to pretend to show An Mu the marriage certificate. If he made a false move, An Mu would be convinced. No doubt.

Wang Yanqing said a lot, saying that in the past year, Jian Yixi had a bad life, her stomach hurts and she couldn’t eat, but she had been reluctant to eat by herself. Sometimes it hurts badly. She took painkillers and continued. To eat, she said that she didn't want to fall down so early, and she had a lot of things left to do.

He persuaded Jian Yixi not to work so day and night. It’s too hard and it’s not good for his stomach. Jian Yixi didn’t listen. He always said that time is running out and it’s too late. He didn’t know what she was talking about, it’s too late. Up.

Before the heavy bleeding, Jian Yixi had taken the medicine several times and was too painful to drive the car. He went to deliver the medicine to her in the middle of the night. On two occasions, the pain collapsed and his stomach couldn't hold back. He helped her hold it. She could not breathe well, so she put her arms around her shoulders, trying to straighten her figure as much as possible.

Having said this, Wang Yanqing sighed wearily, the distress in his eyes was not disguised.

"People who haven’t been in pain don’t know it. It’s so painful. It’s really hard to breathe. I watched her face covered with sweat and pale face, and she was inhaling desperately with her mouth open.

I can't breathe it in, like...like a fish on the shore under the scorching sun, that...that kind of powerlessness that can't help her, I don't know how to describe it. "

Wang Yanqing talked and talked a lot, but An Mu didn't remember very much anymore. Her mind was messed up and she had no clue.

Jian Yixi really deleted her this time, and a red exclamation mark appeared in the recovery of letter V.

Jian Yixi is determined.

In other words, considering that she might threaten Jian Yixi with suicide, she simply cut off all contact with her, leaving her full of energy and nowhere to use it.

Wang Yanqing's indescribable sense of powerlessness is probably exactly the same.

An Mu tried to calm down, but she couldn't calm down at all. Her heart froze, and she had nightmares for several nights, each time she woke up in Jian Yixi's death.

She asked Liang Silui for help, hoping to invade Jian Yixi's cell phone through her cell phone number and find her location.

But Jian Yixi never contacted anyone through that number, and whoever called was turned off, even Liang Silui had nothing to do.

The second brother used all the power that could be used, and the second sister-in-law also used her father's power. Wang Yanqing also asked acquaintances. He even listened to the news from the father and mother in France and looked around in Europe.

But the whip was beyond reach. The moment Jian Yixi left Germany, it was like dripping water into the shipwreck to find a trace. The only thing that can be found is that Jian Yixi transited from Germany to the Netherlands. The Netherlands went to Athens, but I couldn't find it again.

An Mu thought of her adoptive parents. Jian Yixi could not contact anyone, but it was impossible not to contact her adoptive parents. She was so filial that it was impossible for them to worry.

An Mu called her adoptive parents. Unexpectedly, the adoptive parents knew about Jian Yixi’s disappearance. An Mu’s full stomach was useless. He only listened to the vicissitudes of her adoptive father saying what she didn’t know. thing.

"Xishi went home before going to Germany and told us everything. We didn’t plan to let her go that far away. We wanted to accompany her more in the last few days, but she said she wanted to see her. In this world, we don't want to leave with regrets, how can we stop her?"

"She said everything? What did she say?"

"She has stomach cancer and has shown us a medical certificate."

Stomach cancer?

Medical certificate?

"Where is the medical certificate?"

"Xie Xi took it."

This medical certificate is absolutely false. Jian Yixi is obviously a gastric perforation, and it is almost healed.

"She said nothing before she left

? "

"She said she would come back when she couldn't walk."

Not being able to walk is a time when there is no cure, no matter how close you are, you can't change the established death.

Jian Yixi walked suddenly and resolutely, even the foster parents could let go, which was unexpected by An Mu anyway.

Jian Yixi really intends to die, how could she be so stupid? !

What did she tell her that she was deaf to her ears?

It is said that boiling frogs in warm water will surely succeed one day sooner or later. Why does she have to choose the worst path? !

An Mu fell all the people in the room who could fall, the mania of the previous life, finally got better in this life, and suddenly relapsed again.

She couldn't control her temper. An Ma worried about her and ran all the way to take care of her. However, she broke her chopsticks at the dining table and was so shocked that An Ma couldn't say a word for a long time.

Regardless of whether it is the original owner An Mu or the current An Mu, he has always been elegant and educated. When has he been so rude and irritable?

Although An Mu picked up the chopsticks immediately and apologized, the mania buried in his heart could not be suppressed.

It was the end of the term in the blink of an eye, and the final exam was about to come, and Jian Yixi still had no news.

An Mu was interrupted in a dispute in the school cafeteria, and the dinner plate in his hand was buckled on the opponent's head. Fortunately, it was just an empty dinner plate. If there was a hot meal that was just made, the consequences would be disastrous.

An Ma finally realized that there was something wrong with An Mu, so she took her to see a psychiatrist.

But what's the use? The ancients all knew that a heart disease needed a heart medicine, but Jian Yixi couldn't find it back, no matter how professional a psychiatrist was, she couldn't cure her illness.

On the way home, An Mu got off the car and went to the small supermarket on the roadside to pick up toilet paper. An Mu waited in the car. An Mu moved very quickly, only three minutes before and after. When she came out, An Mu had gotten out of the car and was standing in the motor vehicle. On the side of the flower bed bordering with non-motorized vehicles, looking at the passing vehicles in a daze, the amber eyes have no focus, and the hair is swaying by the wind, and even the thin body is shaking, as if it is about to fall in the next second. Traffic flow was killed in Huangquan.

An Mu was so scared that she dropped the paper and ran over and grabbed her, but An Mu looked at her blankly.

"What's the matter?"

"Just ask me what's wrong, you just..."

Seeing her daughter's clear eyes, An's mother seemed to be pinched in her throat suddenly, and she couldn't say a word.

My daughter is sick, maybe she hasn't been well since she swallowed medicine for that Chen Han.

It was for Chen Han at first, but is it for Jian Yixi this time?

No, she will never allow her daughter to go out again

Any mistakes!

After the final exam, An Ma took An Mu to France. An Dad also dragged all the relationships that could be dragged over, and listened closely to Jian Yixi's whereabouts.

In a foreign country, An Mu unexpectedly met Chen Han. Chen Han’s studio has developed into a brand company. Although it is a niche brand, it has a cutting-edge audience and a lot of money. The industry’s reputation is also increasing. This time I come to France. Participating in the International Fashion Festival.

After many years of absence, Chen Han hasn't changed much, his eyebrows are much softer than before, and he smiles gladly when he sees her.

"Let's have a cup of coffee together."