I will not die!

In the next few days, nothing happened, and my boss never came to see me again. It seemed that the previous incident was just a whim and was forgotten. That's what it's like, it's true if it's plain and simple. Why bother with those moths if it's nothing?

Two weeks later, the company organized a team building, and the boss booked us a large private room in the hotel, which was enough to accommodate the entire company to eat and drink. In the past, I was a standard transparent person in this kind of activities. Even if I suddenly left the venue, no one would notice. This time, I planned to leave on my own after eating.

Watching the colleagues around me chatting happily, I drank the banana milk from a carton and listened casually to their gossip. Suddenly, the boss stood on the podium. After tapping the microphone twice, the voices in the audience slowly fell silent.

The boss spoke and said nothing more than polite words, such as thanking everyone, being happy to work with everyone, and continuing to work hard in the future, etc. But who knows, the boss suddenly changed the topic and said:"There is something I must apologize to everyone. That is, I don't care enough for my employees.……"

My speed of drinking milk suddenly became a little faster

"Some employees have worked with me for more than ten years, but I didn't even know they were single."As he said that, the boss looked very sad. But I had already put down the milk and moved quietly among the crowd.

Are you serious? Do you want me to die? It's troublesome to talk about this kind of thing. Let’s wait until next time!

Then, the boss said some more polite words. Seeing that I was almost reaching the gate, the boss suddenly said loudly:"You guys tell me, what should I do?"

"Find him one!"The colleagues below echoed loudly.

"Find a!"

"Find a!"

"good!"

What a great guy!

"Yu Guangyuan, where is Yu Guangyuan?"

"Here it is!"

A colleague next to me discovered me and sold me immediately. They also consciously created a circle and surrounded me. I stood there and looked around, but there was no one around me who was my companion. , all my former colleagues turned into bubbles at this moment.

A bunch of animals!

The boss walked towards me, stopped one meter in front of me, and said sincerely:"Guangyuan, I'm sorry that I have neglected you all this time.."

You should apologize now!"

"Do you have any requirements for your significant other? If it's convenient, can you talk to me?"The boss put the microphone to my mouth. I approached awkwardly and said in a low voice,"I don't have any requirements."

"He said he had no requirements!"

"Ha ha ha ha……"

What a joke!

"There are always tendencies. For example, among the female colleagues present, which one do you think is more in line with your preferences?"

Can you ask me some normal questions?

"All, pretty good……"

"They're all good, that means I like them all."

"Ha ha ha ha……"

Can someone please kill me?

"As for our Guangyuan, although his personality is a little introverted, he is still a very good person. I have seen it with my own eyes in the company for so many years. It should be obvious to everyone who has worked in the company for a few years. He is serious about his work and a good person. Kind, I can count all the late requests for leave on one hand. As the saying goes, good things don't go to outsiders. Besides, we Guangyuan are not bad in appearance. Female compatriots in the company, do you understand what I mean?"

After the boss finished speaking, the female colleagues immediately started talking.

"That's fine, but I'm already married"

"I have a boyfriend too"

"I don’t want to be with a company, it feels too embarrassing"

"I still want to be more outgoing"

"Not my type."

World, destroy it!

On the dark side that cannot be observed, my back molars are almost broken.

"None?"The female colleagues were whispering, and the male colleagues were secretly laughing. I saw all this.

The boss shook his head and sighed:"This love is about talking. The key to falling in love is to talk, not He said that he wants to fall in love with the other person now, and if he gives it a try without suffering any disadvantages, maybe he will gradually fall in love with her after getting to know her better."

"Let ILY give it a try, she is also a bit introverted, maybe they will be a good match."In the crowd, I don't know if it was the girl who suddenly said something

"Yes, let ILY try it"

"ILY"

"ILY"

"ILY"

"What about ILY? Where is ILY?"

"Here it is."

A circle appeared in the crowd again, and a female colleague was surrounded alone in the middle. She and I seemed to be wrapped in two invisible bubbles, fragile and sensitive, and there is a risk of bursting if we are not careful. Once the bubble bursts, something I definitely don’t want to see will happen.

I know that she is currently an artist in another group and came to the company about six years ago. Since I am basically a multi-talented person in the company , I would be sent there to help when the place was busy, so I had contact with her a few times, but I was not familiar with her.

She stood there stiffly, looked around, and glanced at me sheepishly. Looking at her, he immediately retracted his gaze.

At this time, the boss also walked over, then handed the microphone to her mouth and asked:"Excuse me, what do you think of Guangyuan?""

"fine……"She blushed and said

"So, are you willing to try being with him?"

"I……"

"Together! Together! Together!"

Other colleagues started making noises, as if they were bound to facilitate this beautiful thing!

"Together! Together! Together!"

It's so noisy!

"Together! Together! Together!"

What a fart!"

"Together! Together! Together!"

Hurry up and say no, I can't stand it anymore.……

"Um……"

Bo.

I seemed to hear the sound of bubbles bursting.

Why?

"oh!!!"

The crowd cheered one after another, and the boss even clapped silently.

"Kiss me!"I don't know who started it, I just heard it was a man shouting

"Kiss me! Kiss me! Kiss me!"

Are you done with this?

However, I don't know who pushed me from behind first. The crowd seemed to be going crazy, and kept getting closer to us. In just a moment, we were standing only a few feet away from each other. Less than half a meter away

"Kiss me! Kiss me! Kiss me!"

The riots are still going on, the madness is still rising, these people are already crazy, like hungry wolves thirsty for blood, they are ready to come up and eat me alive at any time. Suddenly

, a cry that is more turbulent than before rang out, and the voice It was so loud that it was overwhelming and almost shattered my eardrums. I used the remaining bit of consciousness to try to find the reason for their shouting, but after looking around, I could only see their annoying faces, until I turned my eyes to them. Pointing to the front, it suddenly dawned on me.

Huh?

She kissed my cheek.

Although it was just like a chicken pecking at rice, it was indeed a kiss.

How does breathing work?

How does the brain think?

I seemed to see my young soul floating away from my body, running to a corner where no one noticed and peeping at me.

Don't look at me... don't look at me!

Get out - an unprecedented sense of unreality and detachment overwhelmed me. I was dragged into another world, a world of complete chaos and reversed order. A strong sense of nausea surged into my stomach. I used my last bit of strength to squeeze through the crowd, and then ran into the bathroom alone.

I was in I retched twice at the sink, unable to spit out anything, and then frantically splashed cold water on my face, trying to recover from the confusion, but my mind was still confused. Finally, I shut myself in the cubicle and hugged myself. I sat with my head on the toilet seat and kept inhaling and exhaling. Because it was difficult to breathe, I even shed tears. Of course, these were neither happy nor sad tears, but painful tears. I don’t know what happened. After a while, I finally returned to a more normal state. After wiping the water stains on my face, I walked out of the toilet and found ILY waiting outside. When she saw me coming out, she immediately became at a loss. For a moment, we couldn't care less about each other. Word

"that……"

"sorry! Before I could say anything, she spoke first,"Ah, I'm sorry, what did you just want to say?" You go ahead and say it."She made a gesture of invitation.

I took another deep breath. However, what I wanted to say was so interrupted that I suddenly forgot it. I had no choice but to think of something on the spur of the moment.

"Sorry, just now, that made you embarrassed today."

"Well, I'm not particularly embarrassed, but I am really embarrassed."She blushed. She didn't know what to answer anymore.

Do you want to put all the blame on the boss and other colleagues? Although I really want to kill them, in the end, they did those stupid things because of me. Let her treat it all as nothinghappened before? How can you still pretend that nothing happened!

I lowered my head and gritted my teeth, unable to think of what to say next. Perhaps seeing my struggle, he continued his apology:"I'm sorry for kissing you suddenly!"

"Ah oh……"

"Well, they were so enthusiastic at the time, and then I, I saw you looking very embarrassed, and I thought, ah... and then I confusedly said... ahhh... in short, I am very sorry!"

Thanks to her words, my nervousness eased a lot.

"I'm the one. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have encountered this kind of thing. It's me who should apologize."

"No, no, no, it’s me who should apologize. If I hadn’t let it slip, most likely, they wouldn’t have behaved like this today.……"

"What did you say?"

"Just before, when I was chatting with my friends, my boss heard that I was already 37 and not married yet. Then he was very shocked and kept talking and talking. I was annoyed by it, and then... accidentally... I gave you away……"When she said the last sentence, her eyes turned elsewhere unconsciously, and her voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.

I see, I asked myself how a transparent person like me could suddenly be noticed. It turns out that the culprit is right in front of me.

But she is already 37? Only five years younger than me? I took a closer look at her appearance. There were no wrinkles on her face, and her skin was very white. At first glance, she looked like me, who doesn’t often get exposed to the sun. He doesn't look like a man in his late forties at all, which is a bit surprising.

She felt a little embarrassed when I looked at her, her eyes kept darting around, and she noticed her impoliteness, so I quickly looked away.

"The past is in the past, you can live the same life as before, don't worry about me, just like that."After that, I raised my feet to leave.

"how about you"

"I will be like before. If they say anything, you can blame it all on me and they will understand."It doesn't matter if you don't understand.

"Am I not good-looking enough?"

"No."At least it looks pretty to me.

"Then, why are you not willing to give it a try?……"

By the way, although it was half-hearted, she did agree at the time. How could I forget this? Doesn't this mean I dumped him? Was my brain eaten by zombies?

My brain was working rapidly. Although I was ashamed, I finally came up with words. I took another long breath and poured out all the words in my chest:"I have never liked anyone, and I don't know how to go about it." I like someone. So, I don’t know how to like you."

She was stunned for a while, and then said as if she suddenly understood:"Oh, that's it.……" silence.

Seeing that there was no need to say anything more, I raised my feet to leave again, but as if she was waiting for this moment, she suddenly spoke again.

"Then I'll like you."

As if my eyes were dazzled by the rising sun, I suddenly couldn't see the road ahead clearly.

"Come to like me...please don't just say that you like me"

"……Eh?"

"Do you know me? Do you know what I like and dislike? Do you know what I usually do after get off work and what I do before going to bed? Do you know my height and weight? Do you know my physical condition? Since you don’t know anything, Please don't just say that you like it. If you think what I said was a bit harsh, I apologize to you."After that, I didn't give her a chance to answer at all, and ran away as if running away.

Ah, what happened to me suddenly? I would never say such words in normal times, such aggressive words, even if it's I never said it when I was angry...

What's wrong with me? Am I afraid of something? Afraid of being liked? How is it possible? This doesn't do me any harm. Why should I do it for a complete thing? It doesn't matter what I did to make such an abnormal move, yes, it's abnormal, why on earth did I become so abnormal, and when did I become so abnormal? No, is this important? This is not important. Now The most important thing is how I can escape from here. Why should I escape? No need to think about the reason! Just escape. Escape far away, to a place where no one can find it, to a place that can only accommodate me. A place for one person.

Suddenly, a warm hand grabbed another cold hand. Due to the damn laws of physics, the cold hand had to be infected by the warm hand and was forced to be infected with that... A virus called warmth

"So, can I understand you."

She looked directly into my eyes, her eyes dazzling even more than the midday sun.

"Are you willing to let me understand?……"

The warmth from her hands almost melted me.

I was completely stunned and turned to look at her as if I was looking at some rare animal.

"Why?"

"is it not OK……"she lowered her head

"What is there to like about a person like me? I'm... absolutely useless"

"No, don’t you know a lot of things? I heard that you have worked in basically every department."

"That's just at work. Outside of work, I'm basically useless. I can't cook, drive, read people's faces, and can't do any exercise.……"

"Actually, I don’t know much about these things either.……"She seemed to be holding back a laugh or a cry, and turned her head away with a very strange expression.

"……"

"I don't have much money yet……"

"Me too……"

Her head was obviously lowered a little more

"Ah, but the combined salaries of the two of them seem to be quite a lot."She said,"I usually don't spend much money.……"

"Me too……"

This time, my head lowered a bit.