I will not die!

"Well, since we want to understand, let’s start from the most basic things, okay?"

"Um"

"Can you tell me how old you are? I have already told you before.……"

"42"

"42! She screamed strangely,"Eh... I can't tell at all!""

It always felt weird coming out of her mouth.

"Is it because you drink milk often?……"

"Maybe...how do you know I drink milk often?"

"Um, we were eating at the same place. I saw you when we were passing by. I see you holding a milk carton and sucking it every day."She said while imitating my action of drinking milk, which looked very funny.

"It feels disgusting to kiss someone who is over forty years old, right?……"That's what I was thinking, but what I said out loud was,"I'm sorry for letting you kiss an old man."

"No, he's only five years older than me. Hmm... By the way, I smelled the fragrance of milk when we kissed. Did you drink milk before?"

"Um……"

"So, what about height and weight?"

"I haven’t tested it in a long time and forgot about it."

"Oh, then I won’t talk about it first."

"good"

"Hmm...let me think of something else."

I stroked my forehead, recalling everything that happened today with a painful expression, thinking about which step I made the wrong way.

"Are you feeling unwell?"She suddenly asked me

"Sort of."I'm telling the truth, I feel uncomfortable being looked at by her.

"Do you want to go back and rest?"

I nodded.

However, when we walked to the door of the box, we heard an unusual noise inside. We opened it quietly and saw the crowd inside dancing wildly, making people wonder if the people inside were really human beings.

I closed the door and looked at each other. We both understood what we were thinking in each other's eyes.

"Otherwise, you can go back today."She said,"I told them later that you were not feeling well."

"Um."

We walked to the door of the hotel together without saying a word. When we were about to separate, she suddenly stopped me again,"Well, Guangyuan!"

"What"

"See you tomorrow!"

"See you tomorrow."

When I had walked a certain distance, I suddenly remembered that I should say thank you to her just now, and a strong regret came to my heart, but now it seems a bit too artificial to go back just to say thank you. Let

's talk about it tomorrow... too I don't know why, but I suddenly looked back and found her still standing there. She also saw me turning around and smiled at me.

I stopped and stood there for four or five seconds. , then, I took another step, one step, two steps... My body walked straight forward uncontrollably until I reached her.

"What's wrong? Did you forget something?"

"Do you want to continue to play here?"I looked at her hands and said

"Hmm... I'm a little tired too. I should leave in a while."

"Then you should leave first, and I will explain to them tomorrow."

She looked directly at me, completely unaware of the power of her gaze.

"Okay then~ I'll take the subway back, are you on my way?"

"There is a period"

"Then let's go together"

"Um"

"Thanks."I said it suddenly

"Um? oh……"She didn't seem to realize what I was thanking, and just dealt with it in a hurry.

When they were about to leave, she suddenly suggested:"How about we pretend to break up first? The main thing is, when I think of their possible reactions, I……"

"good."Whether it's true or not, this is really a very good proposal.

"Well, let's do this first."She raised her feet and was about to leave when she suddenly thought of something,"By the way, can I add your mobile phone number?"

"Can."

As soon as I took out my phone, she came up to me. Seeing that I was not familiar with the process, she even guided me on where to click. Soon, we added each other, but I had a problem with the notes. , if I remember correctly, ILY is her email nickname, and Ai Li is her real name. At this time, I should note which name is better. My previous habit was to directly note the real name, but when everyone usually calls her They are all nicknames. Wouldn’t it be a bit unfamiliar if I mentioned my real name? Although no one should see my mobile phone.

"Don't you know my name?"My phone was now seen.

She took my phone, entered her name on it, and then put it back in my hand intact.

"Alley."I read the name subconsciously

"Um?"

I really want to slap myself twice

"Very nice name……"

"Guangyuan too……"

"Thanks……"

Before leaving, she told me one more time to see you tomorrow, and I told her one more time. At this point, I was finally alone again.

When I got home, everything that happened tonight kept echoing in my mind, and I couldn't get it out of my mind for a long time, especially the kiss from Alley. When I thought about it, I felt like I was about to stop breathing.

In the more than forty years of my life, I have never liked anyone, and I have never thought that I might like someone. Will these become a thing of the past from now on?

I can't imagine what it would be like to be like that.

I can't imagine that anyone would like me like this.

In the final analysis, the reason why she agreed at that time was probably just influenced by the environment. From the previous contacts with her, it was obvious that she was a kind person, and her agreement at that time was just to appease everyone. The plan, yes, after a few days she will gradually realize the reality that I am not suitable to be liked at all, and then gradually ignore me, and the relationship will become an ordinary colleague again. Everyone in the company knows what I am like, so they won't criticize her harshly, but will lower their evaluation of me even more. But it doesn't matter, I haven't received any good evaluation in the first place.

Thinking of this, I feel that my chest is much clearer, but it is still difficult to fall asleep.

The next day, I entered the company with an uneasy mood. However, no one was making fun of me as I expected. Everything was the same as usual, except that the atmosphere seemed quieter than usual, as if nothing happened yesterday. It happened before, which made me wonder if my memory was biased, or if there was some supernatural ability that changed reality.

"Good morning."The familiar voice occupied every inch of my brain. I turned around and looked, thinking that my memory was indeed correct, but at the same time I couldn't help but feel a little helpless.

"Good morning"

"Did you sleep well last night? Many of them are dizzy now because they drank too much.~"

"Fortunately, I didn't drink yesterday. And you."I see

"I didn’t drink either, I don’t like drinking."

My topic terminator's passive skill was activated again, and the surrounding space was silenced by me.

"Me, get the water……"she broke the silence

"Um."

I returned to my work station. At this time, someone finally came over, talked to me about what happened last night, and asked me what I thought. Although I wanted to kill them all in my heart, what I said out loud was I didn’t have any feelings. Why did you leave suddenly? Because you were not feeling well. How was it going? It’s over.

What!

Then, I explained for ten minutes before he finally calmed down.

"Alas, even if the meat is thrown into your mouth, you won't be able to eat it. Although I am a little older, there are still many people with ideas. You, it seems, will die alone."

Meat? I'm not a dog.

Soon, the man's physical strength was reduced in my silent field, and he left knowingly. After he left, several challengers soon came one after another, but none of them could stand in my way. I persisted in the field and was dismissed one by one.

Maybe when facing groups, my power is very small, but when facing individuals, I still have some strength. The morning time passed in a hurry, and soon it was time to eat At lunch. I have to say that the suggestion of pretending to break up is really good, otherwise it would be too embarrassing during the meal. Looking at several female colleagues around her, I thought so.

However, although my wishes are not important, It seems that I never agreed to a relationship. At most, I agreed to let her get to know me, so it’s not pretending to break up.

So what is our current relationship?

Later, my boss heard about our situation and was very sad about it. :"Guangyuan, I've tried my best. It's really not that I don't want to help.……"

"is my problem"

"well……"

A few days later, she sent me some private messages one after another, but most of them were trivial matters, such as whether she was eating or what she was doing. As time went by, the messages she sent me There are also gradually fewer.

It's no wonder, after all, I always only reply one or two sentences, and I never take the initiative to send one.information. Although the convenience of communication has lowered the cost of communication, it has also made the value of information cheaper. Once this cheap information passes through my hands, it will be completely worthless.

A week later she didn't send me a message the entire day. I thought it was almost done, now I didn’t even have to pretend, but I never thought that she would actually take the initiative to find me after get off work.

"A new milk tea shop has opened nearby. Do you want to try the poison? If you like drinking milk, you should also drink milk tea, right?"

"Um……"Actually, I quite like drinking it.

"Do you want to try it?"

I hesitated for two seconds and said,"Okay."

I told myself in my heart that we were just having something to eat together. It was no big deal. We were just having something to eat together.

On the way, we chatted word by word.

"I haven’t asked you before, what kind of milk do you like to drink?"

"Banana flavor and chocolate flavor"

"I love these two flavors too! I also like the strawberry one"

"……"

"What else do you like to drink besides milk? Do you like soda?"

"good"

"What about functional drinks?"

"good"

"Where's the wine?"

"dislike"

"Me too."

When we arrived at the milk tea shop she mentioned, the decoration seemed to be newly opened. There were a few people taking orders at the door. When we arrived, she asked me what I wanted to drink. She paid the money together and I ordered whatever I wanted. A recommended item.

After the milk tea was made, we took a sip at the same time. She immediately asked me how it was. I wanted to answer just average, but since the clerk was right next to me, I said it was okay.

After leaving the store, she said this The taste is average, not as good as the one nearby, but this one has more varieties, so you can try it occasionally

"I'll transfer the money to you"

"No, I'll take this drink"

"Thanks……"

"Can you give me a drink of your cup? I want to know what your cup tastes like."

"Eh?"

"May I?"

"good……"After all, she paid for it, so it’s completely reasonable for her to want to drink...

?

I looked at the milk tea with only a straw in my hand, and then watched her push one side of her hair behind her ear. She closed her eyes and lowered her head under my gaze. I watched her lips slowly approach the quilt. I drank from the straw, then stuck it to it, took a small sip, raised my head, opened my eyes, and swallowed

"Sure enough, it’s still average. She turned her head and stared at me,"Do you want to try mine?""

"No."

She turned away with a smile, and then drank her milk tea again. I looked at the milk tea in my hand that she had taken a sip from, and I didn't know how to move my mouth. I don't know if it was because the milk tea was too sweet or the sunset was too warm. I felt a little tired and wanted to sleep.