Incurable Pain

*Landa’s dream is not the top priority, but you are.

The exam results of the second model came out a week later, and almost half of the school’s students gathered around to watch the big list on the day it was made public. Not only students in the third year of high school, but also other grades.

Everyone knows that this exam is basically equivalent to the college entrance examination after two months. Everyone wants to see this year's top students.

Bai Xunyin was also dragged by Amora to ‘join the fun’ and squeezed into the crowd.

They naturally found the position on the first page of the big list to look at. Bai Xunyin saw the name of Yu Luoyin at a glance. It was very difficult to hang the top three, not wanting to see it.

His score this time was similar to that of a model, but fortunately he was not affected by the mess during the period.

However, the third year of high school is to review and review the tactics in the review. There will not be too much input of new knowledge. Those with a thicker and more solid foundation like them will hardly be affected by the outside as long as their mentality does not collapse.

"Yinyin, your score is still quite high this time." Amo held her arm beside her, sighing with emotion: "Unlike me, I have been hovering around 20th place, and it is estimated that it will be difficult to improve the score. Up..."

"It's also great for you." Bai Xunyin knew that Amo was a girl with no ambitions and passed away. In her world, there are many things that are more important than studying without a head.

So along with this thinking, I comforted one sentence: "The points are enough, except for the top schools."

But Amo didn't use Poxia's donkey to boast this time. Instead, he wrinkled his brows, and his always lively and bright face was rarely full of melancholy.

Bai Xunyin looked at her unexpectedly.

"Actually...I want to test a school with Shengwen." Amo had to tell the truth under the questioning in her eyes. The little girl smiled, looking shy and a little disappointed: "But his grades are so good, it is estimated that it will be difficult. Up."

It is really difficult for others to give advice on this kind of thing, especially when the gap between the two people is really obvious.

Bai Xunyin sighed, and could only persuade: "It's fine if you don't affect your own mentality."

"I won't." Amo clenched his small fist, and his mourning state quickly adjusted himself. On the way back to the classroom, he whispered and wentssiping: "By the way, where are you going to take the test? Is Yu Luoyin together?"

Bai Xunyin frowned slightly, feeling that he could not answer this question.

It's just so dying, a lazy voice came in from behind: "I'm also very curious about this problem."

Bai Xunyin turned his head quickly, and saw Yu Luoyin who did not know when he appeared behind them, silent enough to be called a ghostly ghost.

His knees are almost good now, but he doesn't need crutches anymore. He just can't do strenuous exercises like running, jumping or jumping, but after breaking free from the shackles, he can move freely, and Yu Luoyin rarely perceives the importance of physical health.

The period of crutches was the most'uncontrolled' period in his life.

Originally, Yu Luoyin only wanted to go out to the bathroom, but when he saw the shadow of Bai Xunyin, he couldn't help but keep up. The result was even more ‘surprise joy’ when I heard her and Amo talk about this topic again.

He is very interested in topics.

A trace of embarrassment flashed across Bai Xunyin’s face, and she hurriedly pushed Amo away, who was waiting to see a good show. After the latter left reluctantly, she glared at Yu Luoyin helplessly: "What's the curiosity? ."

"Of course I'm curious." Yu Luoyin shrugged and naturally told the truth: "I want to come with you."

Bai Xunyin pursed his lips and said nothing, turned and walked towards the class on his own.

Yu Luoyin didn't mind, he followed her unilaterally and whispered: "I remember you said before that you wanted to report to the Northern University of Technology?"

Bai Xunyin's heart made a slight "chuckle" in his heart, not heavy, like a bicycle running over a stone on the road.

But it does exist after all, and it cannot be easily ignored.

So she had to sigh silently, then turned to look at Yu Luoyin: "I won't leave Lin Lan."

Yu Luoyin was taken aback: "What?"

"My mother took care of my dad in Lin Lan...too hard, so I don't want to report to the school in other places, I want to stay and help her." Bai Xunyin's clear brown eyes had no trace of impurities, and only calmly recounted: "I Considering the local school."

Her disguise is seamless, no one can see that she is lying, a serious lie.

Yu Luoyin was stunned for a moment like a rare wood, and couldn't help but smile when he recovered.

"Okay." He was used to wearing glasses during class. Now he forgot to take them off. A faint excitement flashed through his eyes behind the lenses, and he said softly, "Then let's take the exam together."

Lin Lan, of course Lan Da is the best.

Bai Xunyin's eyelashes trembled slightly, and her voice was also soft and calm and agreed, "Okay."

Later, Yu Luoyin never understood how she was so stupid in the first place, and actually believed in Bai Xunyin's ‘ghost talk’. Actually, she really thought she would study Lan Da and continue to be with him.

I imagined that he was too excited at the time, immersed in the suppleness of Bai Xunyin, unable to extricate himself, he wanted to enter Lan Da, and dreamed of continuing his classmate life in the future...

In fact, if you take a closer look, you can clearly see the young girl's immature to a little clumsy acting skills.

She was deceiving, but the narrowing eyes could not deceive.

When the regret was beyond reach, Yu Luoyin later realized how cunning Bai Xunyin was, no less than his level.

The little girl must have seen that he wanted to report to the Northern University of Technology with her, so she used this trick to deceive him.

Because at that time, Lan Da's dream was not the top priority, but Bai Xunyin was.

Lan Da's goal could be changed. He didn't want to change the latter, but the result was idiotic after all.

More than sixty days passed in a flash. On the eve of the college entrance examination, the school organized a parent meeting for the parents of senior three candidates.

Standing on the podium, Yu Shen looked at the diverse parents and the students in school uniforms, with a lot of emotion.

He has been a teacher for decades and has been leading the third grade class since his early thirties. I don't know how many times he has seen this kind of scene.

But every time I see it, I still feel embarrassed. After all, in the midsummer of each year, in the sticky and hot air, it happens again.

"Parents and classmates, we will face the college entrance examination in three days."

"Twelve years of hard work, waking up early and greedy for the dark, in fact, this is the exam we are greeted with. It can be said to be the biggest and fairest exam in our lives."

"I don’t know if you remember what the principal once said at the oath-taking meeting. A good university is an admission ticket to life. What kind of occasions you can enter in the future will basically depend on this admission ticket. Only a few people can take the so-called shortcut."

"So you have to face up to and value this exam, but don't let yourself be affected by tension and calm down..."

Accompanied by Yu Shen's impassioned speech, the parents and students in the audience couldn't help but sit tightly, listening to the teacher's speech that they had never taken seriously in the past three years.

People are probably like this, and only when it’s the ‘last time’ do you know how to cherish it.

Ji Huiying also naturally noticed that the teenager sitting behind was Yu Luoyin who sent Bai to the hospital last time, and he was not accompanied by his parents. He sat alone in a chair to attend the ‘Parents’ Meeting’, which was clearly out of place.

"Yinyin, is the boy behind you the young man who went to our house last time?" After Yu Shen's speech, Ji Huiying slightly lowered her head and whispered in Bai Xunyin's ear.

Bai Xunyin nodded.

"You two sit at the front and back tables, it's weird." Ji Huiying smiled and asked curiously: "Why didn't his parents come?"

Bai Xunyin was silent and shook his head slowly.

She didn't know, but she knew that Yu Luoyin's mother was Gu Yuan, so if you think about it, it might be...a busy clone.

Fortunately, Yu Luoyin is mentally tough, and he is calm and calm when he bears the weird gazes of people coming and going alone. After the parent meeting is over, he and Bai Xunyin teasing—

"I am my own parent, and I am in charge of myself."

At that time, everyone in the school was almost withdrawn, and the school was closed on the eve of the college entrance examination, and there were no senior high school students.

In the afternoon, the warm sun shone on the two figures in school uniforms in the promenade, as if they were plated with gold rims.

Bai Xunyin was dragged by Yu Luoyin to sit in the corridor of the teaching building where she was in her first year of high school. There was a long wooden chair. The little girl leaned on the pillar and curled her legs, feeling half of her body warmed by the light. Eloquent.

It stands to reason that it should be very pleasant to squint your eyes to enjoy this peaceful moment, but the college entrance examination is about to come, and few people can easily do it.

Her glazed eyes unconsciously looked at Yu Luoyin's neatly-lined side face, with her small pointed chin resting on the back of her hand on her knees, and asked with an urn voice, "Aren't you nervous?"

"Really not." Of course, Yu Luoyin knew what she was referring to, and smiled indifferently: "Just treat her as a normal exam."

In fact, Bai Xunyin discovered that when the two of them were talking, he never had to say too much, and Yu Luoyin had always been able to ‘get a glimpse and know everything’ and understand what she meant.

Bai Xunyin smiled silently, and his restless heart gradually calmed down.

She saw Yu Luoyin slightly raising his head to look at the high hanging sun, the sun was scorching hot, and he could only squint, and even gradually closed his eyes.

Bai Xunyin knew what Yu Luoyin was thinking-what he really cared about was not the college entrance examination, but after the college entrance examination.

And I should give him a ‘reassurance’ to prevent them from taking a wrong step.

"Yu Luoyin." Bai Xunyin took the initiative to hold his hand for the first time, and the little girl's slender, white fingers hooked his little finger, tangled together like a promise: "Remember, let's go to Landa together. "

"Yeah." Yu Luoyin tilted his head, and the fine black hair on his forehead covered his eyelashes, but he couldn't hide the eager smile: "I don't break my word."

He was really happy. After all, his high school memories were too obscure. He couldn't wait to enter college.

It's just that Yu Luoyin didn't know that Bai Xunyin would break his promise.

There are two things in this world that cannot be looked at directly, one is the sun, and the other is the human heart, but he has to force it.

My heart really calmed down, and even when everything that happened next was expected, I wouldn't be nervous when the college entrance examination really came.

During the two days of the exam, Bai Xunyin's heart was truly filled with water.

The three years of high school is really a hard study. Every key question is in my heart. Looking at the papers methodically answering, Bai Xunyin treats the college entrance examination as a normal exam, and treats every time. The monthly exam is the same as the mid-term final exam.

Except for a long sigh of relief when he walked out of the examination room, there was no difference in weekdays.

Just after leaving the designated school for the exam, Bai Xunyin received a message from Yu Luoyin: [My dad caught me and went home for dinner today. I will look for you tomorrow. How is the exam? ]

Bai Xunyin couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief. Fortunately, she and Yu Luoyin were not in the same examination room for the college entrance examination.

After frowning for a moment, she lowered her head and returned a message to Yu Luoyin: [Play normally, don't worry if you have a good meal, I have to go back to Grandma's house in Guzhen in the past two days. ]

Bai Xunyin felt... it's time for the two of them to cool down.

But she was not an excuse to lie and deliberately deceive Yu Luoyin. Ji Huiying really said that she would take her back to the ancient town after the exam.

For so many years, no matter whether their family is glorious or declining, grandpa and grandma have been living in the ancient town of their home after retiring.

Linlan is a water town, and it is not suitable for growing northern crops during the rainy season. After I came home, I just planted some melons and fruits that are suitable for the climate.

Both the left and right old couple have pensions, and they have the right to grow everything as a hobby. Seeing Ji Huiying come back with Bai Xunyin, their happy faces flushed.

"Really, I still know to come back. I don't know to come back during the Chinese New Year. Did you take care of you for nothing?" Grandma took Bai Xunyin's hand, but her eyes glanced at Ji Huiying, and she couldn't help but complain: "I It’s been almost a year since I saw our baby Yinyin, this time I have to stay a few more days!"

"Mom, why I don't want to go back." Ji Huiying couldn't laugh or cry: "Hongsheng can't do without people taking care of you, I don't know. I can't stay longer. I have to take the morning bus back to Lin Lan tomorrow."

"Go back and go back by yourself." The old man also spoke, and a trace of unwilling emotions surfaced on the upright serious face. Undoubtedly, he said: "The sound is much more and you stay with us for a few days."

Ji Huiying: "..."

Bai Xunyin looked at her grandpa and grandma who hadn't seen her in more than a year. She could not help but smiled and echoed softly: "Grandpa and grandma, don't get angry, I will stay with you. "

She has nothing to do now, just want to stay in the ancient town for a few more days.

The grandmother was nearly seventy years old, but her hair was black and shiny, with few white hairs. She was still slender and she wore the distinctive gentle cheongsam of the ancient town. She looked like a young lady from a water town in the south of the Yangtze River. Standing with the same spirited grandfather with a straight waist and a tunic suit, he looked like a pair of biren.

Every time Bai Xunyin saw them, he felt that he saw the most perfect interpretation of the two words "love" and "future".

However, she has always been generous, and the bearded grandmother refused to let the bearded grandmother hear Bai Xunyin's words at this moment, but her eyes were red with excitement, holding her hand and sighing: "I can talk. We fell asleep excitedly when we talked on the phone. Unconsciously, now that I see you hear you with my own eyes, I feel that this voice is really nice, it is the tone of our family's voice."

While she was talking, she pulled Bai Xunyin towards the old house behind her.

The old house in the ancient town is quaint, from the peach wood door that you enter to the house inside, it is very stylish and solemn.

Bai Xunyin is no stranger to this place. When she was a child, she even lived with her grandpa and grandmother for two years. She just started her career in the Bai family, and both Ji Huiying and Bai Hongsheng were very busy.

Later, Bai Hongsheng was reluctant to bear the only child, so he took it back and brought it by himself.

When I came back to live at this time, it was still unspeakable kind.

During the meal, grandma specially made Bai Xunyin’s favorite lotus root ribs soup. Grandpa smiled and asked, "Little Yin, how did you get on the exam?"

When my grandfather was young, he worked in the Bureau of Education. He was still full of books after years of retirement. He has gone through numerous storms and exams in academia all his life.

For the college entrance examination, in his eyes, it was similar to the ordinary examination, and he was extremely calm when asked Bai Xunyin.

Bai Xunyin bit Xiaoyun Tun, vaguely but nodded firmly: "Very good, it should be about the same as my second model."

Grandpa blinked in surprise: "Then we can pass the exam for Xiaoyin everywhere."

Bai Xunyin smiled obediently.

"Our sound is great. Just like grandpa and dad, we all study well." Grandma happily filled her with a small bowl of soup again: "Which university do you plan to apply for?"

With that said, the three people rushed to help her research these colleges and universities.

It is still not possible to look at the results only by appraisal and reporting of volunteers. Everyone has to be more rigorous and conservative.

Bai Xunyin listened quietly, and finally put down his half-bowl of soup on the table and pursed his lips: "I want to go to the North, University of Technology."

This sentence successfully broke the lively atmosphere on the table and fell into an awkward silence.

"Technology University...it's not bad." It was the grandmother who broke the silence first and asked in a gentle voice, "It's the north, Yinyin, can you stay accustomed to it? And it's too far?"

Their granddaughter is a child who grew up in a water town since childhood, and she was spoiled in the past. Is it true that she has to be far away from home?

"That's right." Grandpa also said: "Consider again."

But Ji Huiying frowned slightly, somewhat sullen: "Why didn't you tell me your thoughts in advance?"

Bai Xunyin lowered his eyes and silently stared at a flying dragonfly on the table.

When in the ancient town, everyone is willing to take the cool breeze to eat out in the evening. It is not unusual to have such a small animal.

The dragonfly stopped on the table, its clear wings could not stop moving, light and rhythmic—just like Bai Xunyin's current mood.

It seems that everyone disagrees with her decision, nor do they agree, but it is a pity that she has taken the weight of her own heart.

Because the elderly are mostly soft-hearted and follow the younger generation.

Sure enough, seeing Bai Xunyin lowering his eyes and not speaking, just staring at the table as "wrongly wronged", the three of them became unbearably loose.

"Forget it, just go if you want to." Finally, he opened his mouth and sighed with some emotion: "The more places you go, the farther you go, the wider your horizons and insights."

Bai Xunyin instantly changed his face, raised his head and smiled sweetly: "Yeah."

She respects and appreciates those who always respect her thoughts and decisions.

The next morning, Ji Huiying boarded the morning bus from the ancient town back to Linlan alone, while Bai Xunyin stayed to accompany her grandpa and grandmother for a few more days.

Life in the ancient town is very pleasant, and the most tiring work is just helping to water the melon and fruit yard.

There is no prosperous and mundane city here. Although simple, there is a feeling of "non-human fireworks" everywhere.

When Bai Xunyin was a child, he only felt that it was humid and quiet, and it was an old man, and he didn't feel too much. It was because he was too young. When I come back to live again this time, I feel a sense of tranquility in the years.

In the afternoon, grandma went to play mahjong with a few other aunts, and when grandpa went to listen to Pingtan with old friends, Bai Xunyin was alone in the courtyard of the old house, often sitting on a bench in the sun and squinting his eyes. one afternoon.

It is really free of impurities, and the heart of thinking about nothing can be truly ‘rest’. It seems that both body and mind have been restored in the warm afternoon of this ancient town.

It's just that the little goblin is lonely and unbearable, and can't help but come over and mess up.

On the third day that Bai Xunyin stayed in the ancient town, Yu Luoyin finally couldn't help but roll over and kill him-it was still the little girl who couldn't bear the address given him.

The teenager wears beige trousers and black cotton and linen short sleeves that suit the environment of the ancient town. His dark hair has been cut short, and he is carrying a bag in a single room like a college student who came to sketch.

Youth is compelling and conspicuous, and he can't hide his body full of light.

When Yu Luoyin followed the address to find Grandpa Bai Xunyin’s old house, the two old men were not there, and the peach blossom cracked wooden door was hidden. He knocked a few times and no one responded. After hesitating, he opened the door gently, accompanied by' A small creak came in.

A row of grape racks are set up in the wide yard, and the branches and vines are very beautiful.

But what is even more beautiful is the girl resting on the recliner under the grape frame—Bai Xunyin seems to have been raised very well these days, and the skin of the water chestnut is as white as a warm jade, and she wears a long strip. The goose yellow floral skirt, the hem of the skirt was rolled to the knee by her dishonest movements, and a piece of white and slender calf hung down and swayed.

Yu Luoyin looked down at her quietly, black eyes with an undisguised smile, after looking at it for a while, he knelt down, and approached as if he admired some rare treasure.

The girl was the whitest person he had ever seen, her ivory-like complexion was almost clear, and her long, thick eyelashes cast a shallow shadow on her eyelids.

For a while, Bai Xunyin’s eyelashes trembled, and when he was in a daze, he opened his eyes suddenly. The glazed pupils became lighter and lighter under the reflection of the sunlight, almost like a needle penetrated into the tip of his heart. in.

Looking at each other in silence for a moment, the air seemed to be greasy with the sweetness of grapes and fruits.

"It's a pity." Yu Luoyin rolled his throat imperceptibly, and a pear vortex was looming at the corners of his lips. It was a pity that he murmured, "How come you wake up before I can kiss you?"

"Shouldn't the average sleeping beauty be woken up by a prince?"

"Narcissism." Bai Xunyin said coldly, but couldn't help but smile, and his eyes rarely showed a bit of real joy.

She turned around, her eyes curled up cunningly: "Where are you, what kind of prince? A shame."