Incurable Pain

what happened? Isn't Yu Luoyin about to get engaged?

Why now, Yu Shitian introduced him to himself as a blind date?

A bellyful of question marks swelled in Bai Xunyin's heart. After all, Shitian ran away impatiently after becoming a short matchmaker for two people, so Bai Xunyin couldn't ask.

She could only sit opposite Yu Luoyin, and said awkwardly, "What a coincidence."

"Unfortunately." Yu Luoyin's slender fingers pried open the oysters on the table neatly, and said calmly: "I wanted to see you, so I deliberately induced that fool to organize this meal."

…

It is worthy of Yu Luoyin's style, the difference is that he now recognizes his methods more simply.

Bai Xunyin thoroughly understood that he had misunderstood before. Yu Shitian said that the brother he was going to get engaged should be her other brother. He also went to her birthday party before, but he only noticed Yu Luoyin.

But this kind of concealed misunderstanding that I have imagined, there is no need to declare it.

Bai Xunyin just felt a lot of peace in her heart, at least when she didn't have to face Yu Luoyin anymore, she always felt breathless. She raised her eyes and looked at a man who seemed to be hungry for a day and kept eating: " How did you induce Tian Tian?"

From before to now, it seems that what Yu Luoyin wants to do does not have the answer of ‘failure’. Bai Xunyin really wants to know how he is used to playing with the people around him in applause.

"Well, it's very simple." The man took out a tissue and wiped his slender fingertips, watching her black eyes bend: "She likes to be nosy, and also loves to worry about me, I just need to hint her Just want to find a girlfriend."

As for Yu Shitian, who likes to match people up, naturally, he will not let go of the opportunity to perform in front of him.

Bai Xunyin was silent for a moment, and then asked: "Then how are you sure it will be me?"

"Because I showed interest in you in front of her, she would only introduce you to me." Yu Luoyin deliberately added an accent to the word'interest', her black eyes glanced up and down, the corners of her lips 'S smile is a bit playful: "But I'm very curious. I came to the blind date because I wanted to see you. What is your reason?"

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"Let me think about it." Yu Luoyin's slender fingers crossed his eyes, and there was an imperceptible cold light in his eyes: "Lack of men?"

Bai Xunyin didn't speak. After a while, he raised his head and looked at him. His brown eyes were calm and quiet: "Yu Luoyin, I don't need a man, don't you know?"

What does he say about this? Bai Xunyin didn't like to pretend by nature, and would rather tear his face apart.

Yu Luoyin's expression stiffened, and the playful smile on the corners of his lips faded little by little.

"Since you can deliberately guide Tian Tian to make an appointment with me, naturally you can also ask me about other things from her." Bai Xunyin took a sip of the ice water on the table, and when she spoke, she was a little ridiculous. "Are you not clear about my business?"

She should have thought of what kind of person Yu Luoyin was—because she knew him too well.

"You are right." Yu Luoyin breathed a sigh of relief, but confessed without a face, "I know you don't have a boyfriend, but that doesn't prevent you from having this need now."

What really made him a little angry was that Bai Xunyin himself made the decision to'leave the appointment' today.

Yu Luoyin sometimes feels that he is unreasonable. It's obviously that he deliberately guided Yu Shitian to help him make appointments, help him be a matchmaker, and unscrupulously use his **** sister who doesn't know...

But when Bai Xunyin really came to the blind date ‘as he wished’, Yu Luoyin was still angry.

The anger in her heart was uncomfortable, especially when Bai Xunyin was dressed very beautifully, she even put on makeup.

Yu Luoyin knows that she never puts on makeup. Does this mean that she attaches great importance to this blind date?

Bai Xunyin looked at Yu Luoyin's uncertain face, her slender fingers squeezed the glass unconsciously, and she asked helplessly: "Yu Luoyin, what do you want?"

Yeah, what does he want? Even Yu Luoyin himself didn't know what kind of answer he wanted.

He only knew that as soon as he saw Bai Xunyin, he couldn't help but stubbornly post it.

"Bai Xunyin, don't blindly go on a blind date." Finally, he opened his mouth gently and pushed the gentleman's steak in front of him to her. Yu Luoyin's eyes were not emotional, just narrating something, or , He is making a suggestion—

"If you want to find a boyfriend, consider me."

This was the third time they met after she returned to Lin Lan. The first two times, Yu Luoyin was still cold, as if she didn't know her.

This time, I made a request for ‘association’ almost abruptly?

Bai Xunyin couldn't help being shocked. She didn't even eat any food. After a long silence, she almost picked up her bag and left.

On the way back, she clearly heard the violent beating in her heart, thumping and thumping.

Maybe six years can really change a person to a great extent, even if there is no change in appearance and temperament at a glance, only close conversations and contact can detect clues.

Bai Xunyin clearly found that Yu Luoyin was stronger and deeper than he was six years ago, and the boys who used to be very good at ‘juggling tricks’ are now even more undisguised...

He stared at himself straightforwardly, and at the moment when he said "consider me", Bai Xunyin had to admit shamefully that he felt hit somewhere in his heart.

That may be more similar to pure ‘appreciation’—appreciating the ‘confession’ that an attractive man is almost persecuting her.

My heart was so messed up that I happened to see Amo, who had gone home from get off work, was applying a facial mask.

Bai Xunyin was like seeing a savior, the heavy heart with a bunch of things in her stomach was put down. She hesitated, but still couldn't help telling Amo what happened in the past two days.

She didn't say anything about meeting Yu Luoyin at the birthday party before, because subconsciously, Bai Xunyin felt that Yu Luoyin was going to get engaged, and their lives would no longer overlap, so there was no need to say it at all.

But after the "Hongmen Banquet" tonight, Bai Xunyin understood it, and it was definitely not a simple thing to have no intersection with Yu Luoyin.

Amo listened to her narration, his eyes widened as he listened, and in the end he simply tore off the mask, his facial muscles were shaking with excitement for some reason—

"Fuck? Did you meet Yu Luoyin? You also said that Yu Luoyin is your elder brother who is a good school girl at the University of Technology? Didn't you just meet at the birthday banquet after you came back? He even deliberately designed and Are you going to be with you on a blind date?!"

…

Although I don't know the significance of Amo repeating her words with excitement, Bai Xunyin bit his head and nodded.

"That's right."

"Fuck, then I really misunderstood him a bit. I thought this guy is very..." Amo wiped the lotion on his face in a daze, and murmured, "I didn't see it, Yu Luoyin was so infatuated. what."

infatuation? Bai Xunyin frowned, always feeling that the word didn't match Yu Luoyin.

"It's been six years, doesn't he have a girlfriend? When you come back, he said that he wants to fall in love with you?" Amo frowned and analyzed objectively and calmly: "Why do I feel so strange? Yinyin, he Is it possible to retaliate against you?"

Bai Xunyin was taken aback: "Retaliation?"

"Yes, after all..." Amo paused a bit awkwardly. As someone who knew all the'inside information', she looked at Bai Xunyin and sighed: "The scene of the two of you is also very miserable, I listen to Lu They said that Yu Luoyin was very depressed for a while."

Six years ago, the last time Bai Xunyin saw Yu Luoyin was when the admission notice was published, and on the rainy day when she proposed to break up.

She will always remember the young man's cold and dark eyes, as if she had pulled out his light from them and extinguished.

Whenever I think of the look in Yu Luoyin's eyes, Bai Xunyin's heart will get stuck.

So she deliberately avoided all the news of Yu Luoyin like an ostrich, so timid that she despised herself a little.

At this moment, I heard Amo talk about everything from that year, as if a dust-covered book had been uncovered, grayed out and fascinating.

Bai Xunyin unconsciously raised his eyes to look at her and motioned to Amo to continue.

"Uh, Yinyin, you know that I didn't read my university locally, and I don't know it too well." Amo scratched his head: "But I played well with Lu Ye Liyuan and the others, and I heard them say something afterwards. Times."

"It seems that Yu Luoyin entered Landa, playing very fiercely, and a few times it alarmed his mother-yes, I almost forgot to tell you about this, guess who is Yu Luoyin's mother? Gu Yuan Gu Yuan! Just the professor you like!"

Bai Xunyin's eyes flickered slightly, and he chuckled pretending to be surprised.

Fortunately, Amo's thoughts did not stay on'Gu Yuan' for too long, and continued to recall: "Then I didn't know what happened later, and Yu Luoyin didn't study all the time, so the school started for more than a month. He had to drop out and repeat. As a senior in high school."

The first time I heard the news of Yu Luoyin's rereading, Bai Xunyin chuckled and looked up at Amo unconsciously.

"Hey, don't you know these things?" Amo took Bai Xunyin's shoulders and kneaded lightly to show comfort—

"I didn't know until later. Lu Ye said that Yu Luoyin and his family were all stunned by Yu Luoyin. This guy had retired from a good C9 university and went back to the third high school to repeat his studies. He was a lunatic as a whole."

"Later, he applied to the college entrance examination for another year, but he did not report to Lan Da."

"We guess it's because he wants to study medicine, but in fact, Lan University also has a department of medicine. It's a big deal. He still has to go to a special medical school. It is estimated that 80% of it is because of this repetition."

"Speaking of which, I also admire people like Yu Luoyin, who are really ruthless in doing things and don't leave a way out for themselves."

…

Bai Xunyin listened in a daze, only then did he realize that the two of them had agreed to go to Lan Da, but in the end neither of them made it.

It's ridiculous.

But Amo didn't understand Yu Luoyin, he was such a perfect person.

He doesn’t like Lan University’s Department of Medicine, so even if he repeats, he must choose the best. He can do whatever it takes to get the ‘best’ thing, regardless of everything...

But is you the best?

Why would Yu Luoyin still say that to her after six years?

From Amo's narrative, Bai Xunyin vaguely sketched a young man who was still arrogantly pursuing his dream after being "abandoned" by him.

She was a little fortunate that Yu Luoyin's character that would not be overwhelmed by anything would sharpen him into gold and sparkle.

"Yinyin, I'm a little worried. Yu Luoyin is too deep in his mind." Amo finished what he knew, looking at her anxiously: "Do you still like him? Want to be with him." Together?"

Bai Xunyin was silent for a moment, and only answered her last question: "I don't want to."

She clearly understands what kind of person she is—inherently lacking empathy, and becoming more and more indifferent in the past few years, even the gentleness and smoothness of high school is nothing left, and she is extremely insecure.

Bai Xunyin couldn't imagine herself being with Yu Luoyin again and maintaining a ‘safe and stable’ relationship. She was scared.

Because he didn't want to Yu Luoyin at the beginning, Bai Xunyin was afraid that his thorny sensitivity would accidentally hurt him a second time.

She didn't want to hurt him anymore.

Fortunately, Bai Xunyin was not disturbed by Yu Luoyin even after he made up his mind.

That day's dinner, the proposal, all seemed like a mirror flower, and he disappeared in her life again.

In the middle of the journey, only Yu Shitian called from time to time to ask how she was getting along with Yu Luoyin. Bai Xunyin was prevarication at first, and then silently said: "It's not appropriate."

She has become accustomed to a person.

Fortunately, Yu Shitian is not an ignorant girl, so she sighed and stopped asking.

Bai Xunyin continued to study calmly, preparing for the exam, until April when Lin Lan's peach blossoms drifted around, she completed the formal exam and officially entered Lan University as an'older student'.

She is said to be a student, but Li Chengfeng values ​​her very much and appreciates her past thesis research and project results.

So when Bai Xunyin filed an application to go to the research institute, he almost did not hesitate to approve it.

When a doctoral student enters the research institute, he belongs to the country's scientific research personnel, and it is necessary to sign a work agreement for welfare benefits.

Linlan is a new first-tier development city, and it pays great attention to the introduction of talents. After Bai Xunyin signed the contract, there will be welfare housing allocated by the school.

The price and location are the best locations. After she used the provident fund, she didn't even have to repay the mortgage every month.

At a young age, Bai Xunyin was in a daze when he got the key.

"I'll go, this house is not bad!"

When Amo came to help her move, he sighed while visiting: "No wonder the old man said that reading changes fate? Baby, I am so envious of you."

Said to be moving, but there is nothing to move. Bai Xunyin has not settled down for so many years, and his luggage is actually only two boxes.

The new house has only been renovated, and there is no furniture at all, so I have to buy it myself.

Fortunately, I will go to the institute to work officially next week, and I can still have free time to go to the furniture store.

"Yinyin, look at the WeChat group of our class back then." When Amo looked down at the mobile phone when he was strolling in the furniture city, he couldn't help but laugh when he saw that the third middle school class group was chatting. She knew that Bai Xunyin had retired that year. Group, so I just pushed over to share the gossip with her: "Look, they are organizing a class reunion, I don’t know where Xianxin came from."

In fact, high school life is really a very commemorative day, but at the beginning, their class was just a group of top students who had been together for less than a year. They couldn't even count as a ‘short time in love’, so what’s the point of getting together?

Maybe the class reunion is a routine.

Bai Xunyin glanced casually, then withdrew his gaze.

Amo asked casually, "I said I wanted to eat in Yulouchun...Are you going?"

Bai Xunyin said without hesitation: "Don't go."

She can't remember a few of her classmates back then, why did she go there? Besides, people are born with an instinct to avoid embarrassment. She didn't want to encounter Yu Luoyin in an embarrassing scene like classmates.

The two wandered in the furniture city for an afternoon. They ordered a lot of things and mailed them to the new house. Finally, they went to the shopping mall. When choosing daily necessities, Amoqiang took Bai Xunyin to the cosmetics area on the side and picked it for her. A lot of facial masks.

"Amo." Bai Xunyin only felt unreasonable and could not laugh or cry: "I have skin care products."

"If you have skin care products, you have to apply a mask! The mask is the second face of a woman, don't you understand?" Amo glared at her, and said with a serious education: "University babe, I won't fight with you for anything else. You love beauty. You really have to listen to me. You are almost twenty-five, and women get old very quickly after twenty-five. Besides, you still work intensively in the institute every day, don’t you still know how to maintain yourself?"

Bai Xunyin was stunned for a moment, and then the little girl who had never understood skin care products and other advanced things silently bought this bunch of facial masks.

After all, everyone has the love of beauty.

Bai Xunyin never cared much about her appearance. Every day someone praised her and didn't swell, but that didn't mean she was willing to become ugly.

When I returned to my new home in the evening and felt lonely on the sofa alone, Bai Xunyin rarely applied a mask.

Calculating fifteen minutes, when Bai Xunyin leaned on the sofa and took a nap, the cell phone next to him rang restlessly.

She closed her eyes and swiped the screen without thinking, and Yu Shitian's sweet voice came from the phone: "Sister, has your new home been moved?"

Bai Xunyin's fingertips pressed the hands-free accurately, and the voice covered by the mask made a muffled ‘um’.

A few days ago, Yu Shitian called her to go out for afternoon tea, and he told her about the move. It was a coincidence that she asked her on the phone.

"Then I will go to see you!" Yu Shitian said enthusiastically, "It just so happened that I bought Jinji's pan-fried buns."

Kam Kee is a chain of raw pan fried, they used to eat this together when they were in the north.

Upon hearing this, Bai Xunyin immediately felt a little hungry in his stomach when he hadn't eaten much for dinner.

She said hello without hesitation, and then tore off the mask to give Yu Shitian a position.

The little girl was probably nearby, and a knock on the door fifteen minutes later.

Bai Xunyin, who had put on his home clothes, walked over and opened the door. Outside the door was Yu Shitian's smiling face holding a few big boxes.

"Sister, you just finished washing your face? It's so tender." Before Yu Shitian entered the door, he said sweetly. Then it was the first time he entered, but he seemed to be sitting on the carpet in front of the sofa without a teacher. , Cross-legged pan-fried and duck blood vermicelli soup on the table.

"Sister, come eat."

Bai Xunyin walked over and sat across from her, looking at Yu Shitian with shui-like eyebrows: "So attentive today, what mistakes did you make?"

"Hey." Yu Shitian sighed, and his subordinates couldn't help fiddling with the delivery boxes; "Am I here to make amends with you?"

"Apologize?" Bai Xunyin used a plastic spoon to scoop the soup and drank it. After being scalded, he asked vaguely, "What is the penalty?"

"I thought about it later. Actually, I shouldn't introduce my brother to you." Yu Shitian couldn't help but sighed: "I know that you two are not suitable. It must be my brother's temperament."

Bai Xunyin unconsciously took a meal with the spoon in his hand, and asked dryly, "Why?"

"It's really embarrassing to say that, I feel that my brother can't forget his ex-girlfriend. It was my fault to introduce it to you rashly." Yu Shitian frowned, and slapped the table with anger: "But it was he who saw My circle of friends said that you are beautiful, and that he wants to find a girlfriend!"

"..." Bai Xunyin's heart unconsciously tightened, his voice astringent: "Ex-girlfriend?"

"Yes, except for the reason my brother can't forget his ex-girlfriend, I can't think of a reason why he will not get along with you-of course it is possible that you look down on him." Yu Shitian is obviously quite confident to Bai Xunyin. A helpless shrug: "Otherwise, how can I say that my brother is a dog-tempered, since I can't forget it, I shouldn't let me introduce him."

Bai Xunyin reluctantly smiled, and suddenly felt that the original fragrant simmering sauce was a bit too much to eat, just like dipped in vinegar, sour.

Yu Shitian looked at her expression and said silently, "I'm sorry, sister."

Bai Xunyin shook his head: "Don't blame you."

"Yes, blame my brother!" Yu Shitian clenched a fist, and leaned on Yu Luoyin as he pushed the boat along the water, and said angrily: "My brother doesn't know what's wrong. He can't forget his ex-girlfriend for so many years. I think it's a vixen!"

"...The vixen?"

"Yes, it's a vixen, my brother's object in high school." Yu Shitian said solemnly: "Who do you think my brother is? A typical black-bellied and deep-bodied elite man who has been taken to death for so many years. After graduating from high school, a girlfriend hadn't talked about it, but she was thinking of her in her heart. She is so powerful, what is she not a vixen?"

…

Bai Xunyin, who appeared to be the ‘fox’ himself, was silent and listened silently.

Although she shouldn't, she still greedily pieced together Yu Luoyin's past from others.

"It was the first time I saw my brother being so affectionate to a person, especially to a woman. I am really curious about what that vixen looks like." Yu Shitian put his chin on his knees, twisting his head to make up for complaints: "You don't I know, my brother broke up with this vixen after graduating from high school. During that time, his whole person was crazy, making the family restless, even my uncle..."

When Yu Shitian said this, he realized that he had said too much, and said all the things he had done about him.

As Bai Xun Yin's big clear eyes listened unblinkingly, Yu Shitian shut his mouth in embarrassment.

"Hey, I'm talking too much, anyway, don't worry about me." Yu Shitian fed the raw fry to Bai Xunyin's mouth, and said firmly: "Eat a bite and grow a wiser, I will never introduce to my brother in the future. Object!"

The ‘vix’, who had been complained by her for a while, sat on the opposite side, took a bite of the uncooked skin with no expression, and then chewed it into his stomach numbly.

This bit of food felt like the past of Yu Luoyin's words that I had just heard. With just a little bit, my stomach was very distended.