Incurable Pain

When lying on the bed in the evening and unable to sleep, Bai Xunyin felt as if his stomach was stuffed with a stone, and he was a little braced.

She frowned and rubbed her lower abdomen, and the words that Yu Shitian had said tonight flashed through her mind unconsciously, and every word seemed to be a magic sound piercing her ears--

"My brother just can't forget his ex-girlfriend of the vixen."

"He hasn't been in a relationship for six years."

"Tsk tusk, I really want to see the true face of his ex-girlfriend Lushan."

...

If Yu Shitian knew that ‘fox’ is himself, how ridiculous the scene would be?

Thinking of this, Bai Xunyin couldn't help but chuckled softly, but the smile floated on the surface and the corners of his lips still slowly fell.

She remembered another thing Yu Shitian told her just now.

The other one has to do with their past, think carefully about one thing that opened the dusty memory.

That was the most painful moment Bai Xunyin felt at the beginning. It was clearly around New Year's Eve, but the juvenile's play made her whole world collapse like a mirage, especially the bracelet that Yu Luoyin gave to herself.

At the beginning she felt like a gorgeous dog chain, a bracelet full of restraints tied to her wrist.

Bai Xunyin only learned today that the Tiffany bracelet was bought by Yu Luoyin at the request of Yu Shitian, and there is a ‘story’ behind it.

"My brother really cares about that girl. I remember the New Year's Day when I was in my second year of high school, the New Year's Eve. This product had to make me find a way to get him a limited edition bracelet, saying that he wanted to coax his girlfriend. "Yu Shitian talked about the gossip about Yu Luoyin's past, eagerly excited: "There is no Lin Lan at all. I asked someone to transfer him one from Fancheng overnight, but guess what? The girl didn't buy him at all. Account, my brother's face was black all month."

When Yu Shitian said this, he couldn't help but smirked and continued: "But he deserves it. He is a bastard. Later, he told me that he was with that girl because of a bet. People ignored him. Now, he is annoyed to die and live again."

"But how can there be so much grass to eat in the world? Even if I think that girl is a hooky vixen, my brother will never forget her, but it doesn't prevent me from thinking that my brother deserves it."

Yu Shitian is a truly transparent person. Because she has watched Yu Luoyin's "single shadow" for so many years, she loves her brother emotionally, so she uses the adjective "fox spirit" to describe the girl back then.

But morally, she still feels that her brother deserves it—after all, girls can understand girls.

Bai Xunyin listened calmly throughout, and finally smiled slightly.

After many years, she realized that she was not alone in the pain at that time, and Yu Luoyin turned out to be like a childish hairy boy to ask others for help, in order to save her.

Bai Xunyin couldn't help asking herself a question-if she knew about Yu Luoyin's things six years ago, she could also foresee his decadence and sadness after she left, would she still make the same decision as before?

In fact, the answer will be available in less than a minute. She still will. Maybe she is a cold-blooded animal.

She doesn't dislike Yu Luoyin, it's just that this kind of like can't match reality, such as the gap between her and Yu Luoyin, family, etc...

These questions were all living between them in the beginning. Yu Luoyin didn't know it, but could she ignore it?

But now?

Now that she has a good degree of education, a house, and everything to support herself, will the unspeakable "inferiority complex" of her teenage years still go along with her?

Bai Xunyin's mind when he was studying quantum physics theories and constantly doing modeling would not be as chaotic as it is at this moment, and he can't even think about it.

Fortunately, Amo interrupted her thoughts by sending a message at this time, but the content of the message was inexplicably ‘add fuel to the fire’.

[Yinyin, I just saw them in the class group saying that Yu Luoyin seems to be going to this party too. He has never been there before. Was it because of you this time? Hehehe. ]

The last three "hehehe" reveal the essence of gossip.

Bai Xunyin's eyelashes moved slightly, thinking about it, and returning an ellipsis to her.

Lightly speechless.

Amo’s news came one after another--

[Otherwise I will pull you into the group, right? ]

[Not to mention who it is, it is estimated that no one asks so insight. ]

[You can watch the group of high-end top students back then, and now they talk about bits and pieces hahaha. ]

Bai Xunyin pursed his lips for a while, and replied with the word ‘good’.

Xu didn't expect that she could agree so happily, Amo pulled her into the group in an instant with a few words of ‘ahhhhh’, and his actions were unusually swift.

...

In the group I just joined, there are still many people talking about the class reunion next week.

Bai Xunyin glanced around at random and set up "Message Do Not Disturb", and she clicked into the group member list next to her in a ghostly manner.

The group of more than 30 people did not mark everyone's original name. They were all WeChat nicknames, but Bai Xunyin saw Yu Luoyin in it at a glance.

For six years, he still uses the white smiley face, and the WeChat nickname is still a simple one'. ’.

Is he lazy to change, or doesn't he need this WeChat account at all?

Bai Xunyin hesitated and clicked on the avatar. The circle of friends below was also empty. I don't know if the stranger is invisible or he has never posted to the circle of friends.

Bai Xunyin looked at the words ‘Add to Contacts’ under the smiley’s portrait, his fingers seemed to be possessed by the devil. Pointed up involuntarily.

Then she regretted it instantly.

Bai Xunyin frowned in annoyance. Just when he wanted to quit the ‘send’ button, which never proceeded to apply for adding a friend, he was surprised to find that the screen jumped directly to the dialog box with Yu Luoyin.

That step is omitted.

Bai Xunyin stared at the screen for several seconds before realizing what was going on.

Could it be...Yu Luoyin hasn't deleted her for so many years?

Suddenly, there was an unspeakable feeling in his heart, Bai Xunyin darkened the phone and stuffed it under the pillow, and he didn't think about anything at all.

Occasionally, she also wants to be an escapist.

Just adding WeChat means adding WeChat. From that night on, Bai Xunyin felt that there was a ‘□□’ on his WeChat list.

Although she has never posted to Moments, the micro-credit account is like an "island" like Yu Luoyin, but she still can't help but watch.

Girls who have never looked at their mobile phones much before, now they subconsciously take a look every time their mobile phone ‘Ding Dong’ rings, and the circle of friends also sees it more frequently than before.

Even Li Chengfeng found out about her problem. After a few times, he understood it and asked her somewhat jokingly: "Xiao Bai, are you in love?"

Bai Xunyin was sturdyly startled by his abrupt question. Although confused, he hastily denied: "Teacher... Nothing."

Why does Professor Li ask that?

"Haha, such a beautiful girl, can she not have a boyfriend?"

"Object" is a topic that middle-aged and elderly people like most and are passionate about. Li Chengfeng immediately said: "If there is no one, the teacher will introduce one to you. There are many good guys in our courtyard."

"Thank you teacher." Bai Xunyin couldn't laugh or cry, and softly rejected Professor Li's kindness: "I don't have this plan for the time being."

"Alright." Li Chengfeng didn't force it, and said admiringly: "Your age is just the time to study."

Anyone who is falling in love or anything can be released for the time being.

As soon as Bai Xunyin heard it, his agitated heart inexplicably "relaxed" in the past few days-Professor Li was right, just let the flow go, thinking too much is actually just adding worry.

It’s just feelings, if it’s not a sudden appearance in your heart and disturbing a pool of spring water, how can you make people feel like ‘deer’s chaos’?

In the evening, I had an appointment with Amo, who was off work at about the same time, and ate the long-established wonton in Linlan Osmanthus Hutong.

The store has been open for decades, and the owner has changed from a shining middle-aged couple to a 60-year-old man with a slightly rickety back, but the taste has never changed.

The hand-rolled rubber band is mellow, the meat filling is bitten and the juice is overflowing, and the sesame oil flows into the fresh soup sprinkled with seaweed and dried shrimp. It is easy to make people drink even food and soup.

In the end, the two girls also packed a portion of fresh food, and planned to cook them for breakfast tomorrow morning.

Working in the research institute is a bit more tiring than doing projects in the laboratory. Bai Xunyin returned home at 7 o'clock in the evening, only feeling a little sore in his shoulders that had been tight for a day.

She frowned and rubbed it lightly, then took the change of clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When she came out, the slender woman was wearing a nightdress, and her body was full of damp moisture. Her long hair and hair cap were rolled up, and Bai Xunyin drew up slippers and walked to the computer desk.

I just received a call from a colleague, saying that there is an XRD ending that is not clear today, so she will try again.

Bai Xunyin sat in front of the computer attentively making changes, and heard the phone on the table vibrate. She thought it was a message urged by a colleague, and glanced casually, but saw Yu Luo on the WeChat pop-up on the lock screen. Yin'. ’.

The woman's typing fingers suddenly stiffened.

Bai Xunyin blinked his eyes in disbelief, and hurriedly took the phone to unlock and clicked in, but what he saw was ‘. ’Withdrawn a message.

withdraw?

Bai Xunyin frowned.

Her fingers dangling on the phone screen curled up, after hesitating for a while, she still couldn't hold back and sent a note to Yu Luoyin: [What did you withdraw just now? ]

Almost at the same moment, Yu Luoyin also asked her ingeniously: [Why did you add me? ]

...

This **** ‘tacit understanding’.

After receiving news from Yu Luoyin again after six years, Bai Xunyin instantly reacted to something.

Yu Luoyin...should be often sending messages to her WeChat account, hopelessly, sending messages unilaterally.

It's just that I didn't expect to be accepted by myself today. What should I post to make him so busy withdrawing?

On the other side of the phone, Yu Luoyin found that there was no ‘little red dot’ in front of the message he sent from his ‘routine business’, which undoubtedly felt like a ‘collapsed mentality’.

He dared to "harass" her on Bai Xunyin's WeChat, which would never respond, from time to time. In the final analysis, he was convinced that she would not add him back.

How ruthless the little girl is, she deleted all her contact information by herself, how could she add him silently?

So he just ‘played the piano on the cow’ for six years.

But I didn't expect to step on thunder today.

Staring at the news sent by Bai Xunyin for a moment, Yu Luoyin couldn't help but laugh at the corners of her tight lips.

Just... there is a faint illusion that he has pried open the shell of the'thousand-year-old mussel'.

Yu Luoyin felt that the pattern of herself and Bai Xunyin was always the same-the endless desert enthusiastically pursued the love of a green grass, and she shook her head and flew away with a smile.

But even so, he was happy.

Because it is not easy to have a green grass in the desert, he may have only a leaf named "Bai Xun Yin" in his boundless heart all his life.

Bai Xunyin didn't wait for Yu Luoyin's reply for a long while, absent-mindedly finished XRD to a perfect ending, turned off the computer and waited for the message he responded——

[I miss you. ]

The simple four words make the heart beat suddenly, but it can't resist.

Bai Xunyin couldn't help thinking about a question—Is the four words that Yu Luoyin withdrew today is ‘I miss you’, or did he send these four words every time?