Incurable Pain

"317 is the first patient I received after entering the hospital."

On the way to the hospital, Xu was because the space in the car was too quiet, perhaps because of a painful swelling and nowhere to vent, Yu Luoyin couldn't help muttering, telling her about Bai Xunyin's curiosity just now. listen.

"His real name is Chen Han, he is a child, he was only seven years old when he entered the hospital, and he stayed in the hospital for more than a year. Later, we were all used to having such a number one person in the hospital. VIP customers', people come and go, everyone is afraid of calling him a gangster, so they simply call him 317 and use the room number instead."

"317 is a congenital cerebrovascular malformation. There is no cure for this disease. In fact, it is waiting for death. However, the child’s parents have some background and are not willing to give up like this. At that time, the new-born calf was not afraid of tigers, so he liked to poke Louzi to cause trouble, and secretly took the patient under the name of my teacher... Heh, because of this, the old man almost died of anger and said he was going to drive me and let me go back. school."

When Yu Luoyin said this, he laughed shortly, his slender fingers propped his head, the smile on his face seemed to laugh at himself, and it seemed to miss himself who was ‘the ignorant and fearless’ at that time.

"Of course I'm not convinced, saying that the hospital treats patients and saves people, and the outsiders treat the brain. If the patient's disease is not cured, it will not be accepted and the operation will be opened..."

Those who have the courage to talk to his teacher like this are basically ‘devil’, and Bai Xunyin couldn’t help but glance at him sideways.

Suddenly remembered that Yu Luoyin was so "presumptuous" to the head teacher Yu Shen when she was in high school, she couldn't help but smile.

"But later, the old man praised me again, saying that he actually admired me for being able to tell the truth, but the hospital didn’t dare to get into trouble easily. 317 was not a child of ordinary people. After healed it, it would be kind to others. Not good... this child is actually destined to be badly cured."

It's like a terminal illness, unfortunately, the people on the stall can only wait to die.

Yu Luoyin lowered his eyes, a little lonely: "317 is a very good child, he is very good, children at the age of seven and eight years old are too annoying, but 317 knows that he is different from ordinary children, he is not a little bit. I know that I count my time to live my life, and cherish every day's time even if I can only stay in the hospital."

Along with Yu Luoyin's narration, it was as if a thin and slender boy with a pale to transparent face and a sickly color all over his face suddenly appeared in front of him.

Bai Xunyin's heart throbbed.

"There is no cure for congenital cerebrovascular malformations in China or even in the world. The failure rate of surgery is 95%, and there is no way to operate." Yu Luoyin squeezed the temples with one hand, and the dark spots were long. The eyebrows curled up anxiously: "What we can do is to find a way to extend his lifespan with drugs. We originally developed a plan. If it succeeds, we can avoid staying in the hospital for a few years. As a result..."

Yu Luoyin's throat stopped, and his voice became heavy: "As a result, 317 had a cerebral hemorrhage."

Vascular malformations can cause various accidents every day.

You never know at which step in the ‘plan’ the devil’s accident will airborne.

I didn’t receive a call from the hospital all the way in the car. At this time, there was no news but good news. When he reached the door of the hospital, Yu Luoyin ran out of the car, and paused before stepping on the steps with his slender legs. He turned around and looked for nothing. sound.

The man who was supposed to run away without turning his head back, reacted this time, lowered his eyes and stretched out his hand at Bai Xunyin: "Give me the key."

He tried to chase the girl again last time, so naturally he would not ask for the key, thinking that it would be good to have an excuse to approach her once, but this time...

Both of them were silent, and the atmosphere of silence was strangely powerful.

After a long while, Bai Xunyin reached out his hand to return the key to Yu Luoyin, and ran his delicate fingertips across the man's palm.

The latter resisted the urge to grasp the fingertips, and turned around without saying a word, pursing his lips.

This may be the last time.

Yu Luoyin thought, there was something empty in his heart like a bottomless pit.

However, unexpectedly, when he ran to the front of the elevator and waited anxiously, Bai Xunyin also followed.

The slender figure around him couldn't be more familiar, and Yu Luoyin turned his head a little unexpectedly: "You..."

"I just finished listening to you, I also want to see 317." Bai Xunyin's tea-colored eyes were as calm as water, and he looked at him fixedly: "Can you?"

Of course Yu Luoyin would not say no.

The two went up together on the 17th floor. A doctor happened to be waiting with 317's family members outside the operating room, and Yu Luoyin quickly greeted him.

"Brother Yu, I will give Chen Han water as usual in the afternoon..." The doctor on duty today is also an intern, and this situation will scare him to tears. His voice choked and trembled: "As a result, the child went down and walked accidentally. I fell, just..."

Yu Luoyin made a ‘click’ in his heart. After listening to the cause and effect, he knew it in his heart.

The immune constitution of the whole body of the child who endures the disease all the year round is not much different from that of the old man in the ancient years. Wrestling is fatal.

He knew that this 3** was more ill-fortuned.

For a moment, the coolness seemed to climb up from the spine.

However, a pair of soft hands grabbed his cold fingertips and shook it gently.

Yu Luoyin was hooked back to his mind by this little action, as if his black eyes were a little confused, he looked at Bai Xunyin next to him in confusion.

This is the first time that Bai Xunyin took the initiative to pull his hand six years later. The little finger hooked him and pulled it gently. The simple action cannot be called ‘close’.

"Don't panic." The woman's voice has always been cold, but it can be heard in Yu Luoyin's ears at the moment, but with a soft firmness: "Before the results come out, everything is unknown."

In academia, it is a taboo to scare yourself.

I believe it is also in the hospital.

"Thank you." Yu Luoyin didn't expect that Bai Xunyin would be willing to accompany him to comfort him at this time. He thanked him in a very soft voice, and smiled reluctantly-suddenly felt that he had to straighten his waist and be a man.

He doesn't want to be weak in front of the girl he likes.

The man rubbed his face with his cold hands, and when he raised his eyes, his broken eyes became firmer.

"Xiao Liu." Yu Luoyin asked the intern in front of him: "Do you still use me to enter the operating room?"

"Brother Yu, I shouldn't use it now." Xiaoliu replied in a panic, hurriedly and truthfully: "The most authoritative professor in Corey has entered the operating room, and the director, the three of them will perform this operation on 317 together. Maybe, maybe. ..."

He dared not say the next thing, but everyone was looking forward to a ‘miracle’ to happen.

Yu Luoyin’s eyes fell on a pair of men and women sitting together not far from the operating room—both were middle-aged people in their forties. Both men and women, from hair strands to toes, are all decent, and His face was pale, and his pupils were hollow, as if the body of his soul had been drained.

It can be seen that if the spirit and support of a person are gone, it is useless to be glamorous in appearance.

This is Chen Han's parents, a well-known entrepreneur.

The operation lasted for seven full hours, and the hanging sun went from high above to submerged in the darkness, and there was movement from the door of the operating room.

Several doctors and nurses in white lab coats walked out from inside, Yu Luoyin's gaze looked over and fell on the forefront of his master Professor Zeng.

Following Professor Zeng for more than a year, Yu Luoyin can already infer the patient's condition based on his postoperative expression.

At a glance, he knew Chen Han was still there.

But now looking at Director Zeng's expression, it seems to have the words "Jie Ai Shun Bian" written on it.

Yu Luoyin's heart screamed, and a sour sensation suddenly poured into his nose. The eye sockets and the five sense organs were connected to each other, and they felt painful together.

Every doctor will have a special feeling for the first patient he receives, just like the ‘first love’ in the hospital.

Not to mention that Chen Han is so special and so young... For more than a year, he has been visiting him almost every day.

Now, say no and it's gone.

Suddenly, caught off guard.

Even Yu Luoyin couldn't bear it, let alone Chen Han's parents.

They had gathered around and asked in a pile of voices. After hearing the doctor's familiar phrase "After we have done our best", the woman's howling resounded through the sealed space on the 17th floor.

Yu Luoyin's subordinates unconsciously used force, squeezing the hand of the woman next to him, Bai Xunyin pursed his lips, looking at him like a frost-covered face, without saying a word.

He held her hand for seven full hours.

They don't eat, drink, or even go to the bathroom.

Although he had never gotten along with that 317 child, Bai Xunyin could understand the great sadness in Yu Luoyin's heart at this moment.

Because of the current atmosphere in him, she felt unable to breathe.

For a long time, Yu Luoyin is a person who rarely brings negative emotions to other people, at least rarely in front of her.

Bai Xunyin knew that this man was desperate for face.

But now, he couldn't help it a little anymore, her fingers were hurting with her long slender hands, so she couldn't help frowning and struggling away slightly.

When the woman's soft fingers pulled off the cold elbow, Yu Luoyin regained his senses sharply, looked down at the empty palm, and smiled somewhat self-deprecatingly.

He would become so embarrassed.

In just one day, whether emotionally or in the hospital, he felt that nothing was lost.

My heart felt like a huge hole had been torn open, but I didn't know where to go.

In fact, it is said that patients depend on doctors, but why don't doctors rely on these patients?

Patients count on them to treat their illnesses and save people, while doctors count on the sense of accomplishment, satisfaction, and even affirmation of their own sense of value...

For a moment, Yu Luoyin felt that he had nothing.

The Bai Xun Yin that he wanted, the 317 who wanted to keep, he couldn't do anything.

He is not the pride of the sky, and the cold reality tells him that he is a loser, as if he has become a disappointing person.

And the **** thing is that he is still used to being nonchalant.

Yu Luoyin stretched out his hand and rubbed his face, his stiff body stood up.

He suppressed all the negativity and pessimism, forced a calm dialogue and said: "Let's go, I will take you home."

In the future, there is no chance to pester her deadly, and Yu Luoyin wants to still maintain his ‘demeanor’ at the last moment.

Even if he is now like a paper tiger that breaks when he touches it.

But the moment he turned his back, a pair of soft arms wrapped around his waist.

"Yu Luoyin." At the moment when the man was stunned, Bai Xunyin's calm voice was like a sweet nightmare: "Calm down, no one will be disappointed with you, don't be horny."