Incurable Pain

[Lack of roots. Sheng Wen X Ning Shumo]

Ning Shumoda had a memory, except for his parents, Bai Xunyin was his favorite person.

In fact, there is no big deal, but she was short since she was a child, and grew slower than her peers. When she was in kindergarten, she looked like a small carrot head. Many older children laughed at her for being'small.'

Ning Shumo didn't really understand the malice of those children, but felt that the grievance was real.

Little bit of a grievance would like to cry, often snot and tears, but Bai Xunyin who was in the same kindergarten saw it and offered her a handkerchief to wipe her tears.

"Don't cry, don't cry." Little Bai Xunyin gave Ning Shumotang a meal, with a sweet smile on the porcelain doll-like face: "I'll give you candy."

At that time, Ning Shumo thought he had seen an angel, because Bai Xunyin was so beautiful.

Later in the process of getting along, she discovered that Bai Xunyin was indeed an angel.

Pure, kind, sincere to friends...In short, Ning Shumo is just entangled with others.

From elementary school to middle school to high school, she always asked Bai Xunyin which school she planned to go to, and then told her parents to go too.

A decades-long revolutionary friendship started with a handkerchief and a candy.

When the parents went to another county to take her away after the end of the first year of high school, Ning Shumo cried again just like when she was a child, with snot and tears, like a child.

Bai Xunyin could not laugh or cry to comfort her.

Ning Shumo is an extremely intense and pure girl who treats family and friendship in the same way. Her parents said that she was born with little roots and was carefree.

She seems to be indifferent to anything, she is optimistic, and she thinks that there must be a way to go to the mountain and let the flow go... The same is true for her feelings.

After a girl enters junior high school, there are always boys around her, or gentle help with topics and homework, or unpleasantly pulling the girl’s ponytails and making those little gestures of ‘love you, bully you’.

But it's all about the adolescence.

Only Ning Shumo never did.

During her junior high school life and the first two years of high school, only half of her time was spent studying, and the other half was spent eating, drinking, playing, and sleeping.

Don't think of anything affecting Ning Shumo's happiness, including studying, including the pressure of high school students facing the college entrance examination, it seems that it has nothing to do with this girl.

From the time she was born, this ‘lack of root’ character was destined to keep her away from all sorrows and worries.

Until the girl meets

To Shengwen.

Ning Shumo can't remember exactly which day in January of the year he saw Sheng Wen, but the amazing feeling of seeing him at the moment is still fresh in his heart. No matter how many years I recall, it is still a stunning and bright memory.

The moment she walked into the classroom after returning to the third middle school, she saw Sheng Wen standing next to the desk.

The young man was long and thin, with a straight back and a pale and hard face with his lips pressed. At first glance, he was a stubborn temper—but I don’t know why I can get it all at once. Point.

Even the strands of disobedient black hair in front of Sheng Wen's forehead looked so cute and stubborn.

Ning Shumo felt that she fell in love with a boy at first sight. This was a feeling she had never had in her seventeen years of life. She was hypocritical as if... was suddenly hit by something and couldn't stop.

Ning Shumo immediately leaned forward and asked the thin boy: "What is your name?"

The young man seemed to be obsessed with cleanliness. He was wiping the table over and over again. He suddenly raised his head a little astonished when he heard the sound, and squinted at Ning Shumo.

Ning Shumo was not afraid of his unkind eyes. His eyes that had been praised as'big' since childhood were slightly bent, and they were completely silly and sweet.

After a long moment of confrontation, the boy told her in a low voice: "Sheng Wen."

"Hello, Sheng Wen, my name is Ning Shumo." It is the first time that Ning Shumo has been so familiar and enthusiastic with a boy. She said in a hurry: "You can call me Amo."

Anyway, all the friends around her called her that, and she...want to be friends with Shengwen.

Unfortunately, the boys were indifferent to her enthusiasm.

Sheng Wen didn't respond much, and only gave a cold ‘um’.

In fact, the first time I took the initiative to speak up was a cold nail, but Amo was not discouraged. After school, she and Bai Xunyin walked all the way, and they didn't forget to say full of longing--

"Yinyin, I seem to like someone."

Bai Xunyin was drinking water, almost choked upon hearing this, and looked at Ning Shumo in disbelief.

She rarely has such a look-like looking at a neurotic.

"Oh, what I said is true." Ning Shumo was embarrassed by her, and she covered her face like a shy girl: "Do you know that Sheng Wen? I like him so much, it's totally in my aesthetics. Point."

Sure enough, all love at first sight is a surprise.

It’s just that Ning Shumo thinks that he has seen quite a lot of handsome guys, and he never thought that he would fall down on a man’s stone.

Under the lien skirt, you must know that she is indifferent to those handsome stars of all kinds, but she only likes the type of Shengwen.

Bai Xunyin looked at the appearance of her young girl Huaichun, and after the initial surprise, she couldn't help but laugh.

Amo must have been on a whim. After all, she had never taken any boyfriends before, this time she was just amazed by her looks.

She thought so at the beginning, but it wasn't until a month later that Bai Xunyin realized that she was completely wrong.

Because Amo... this time seems to be really taken care of.

For a month, she brought breakfast to Shengwen every day, pestered people to eat together at noon, and pestered people to talk to him after class.

This is exactly the standard opening method for chasing people, and Amo is completely in love!

Bai Xunyin understood the importance of the matter. Taking advantage of one noon, she stopped Amo who was going to find Sheng Wen, and wrote briefly on the paper with a serious face--

[Amo, Sheng Wen is an honoured student, and his grades are among the top three in the school, but his family conditions do not seem to be very good, and he is usually quite cold. It is estimated that he will not have time to fall in love. ]

Speaking more bluntly, but in any case, she didn't want her friend to get hurt.

Amo is a very important person to her.

"I know." Ning Shumo finished reading, blinked and smiled sweetly. He didn't care about it: "Yinyin, you know, he is just a wooden ice cube."

"I just want to be nice to him and will not force him to fall in love with me."

"I like him, and I can't control myself."

...

Maybe, if you like someone, you can't help but want to be nice to him. It's really hard to control.

Bai Xunyin's eyelashes moved slightly, looking at Amo with a bright smile, and sighed softly.

In fact, Ning Shu is not afraid to say that he is too narcissistic.

Actually... She felt that Sheng Wen didn't have no feelings for her.

Once on a rainy day in Lin Lan, she forgot to bring an umbrella.

Lin Lan often rains, and she is also careless. She often forgets to watch the weather forecast and bring her umbrella. This has happened countless times, and Ning Shumo has long been surprised.

It was just that she watched at the entrance of the teaching building for a long while, and when she was about to run out under the rain as usual, a hand stretched out from her side and grabbed her slender wrist.

Ning Shumo looked over with a bit of astonishment, and was even more astonished to discover that there was Sheng Wen who didn't know when he came by next to him.

The young man’s slender hands were thin and broad, with distinct bone joints, and he touched her as soon as he grabbed her.

put.

Sheng Wen ignored Ning Shumo's surprise eyes, and the emotions in his eyes and voice were faint.

He just shook the umbrella in his hand, and his voice was as cold as ever: "Don't get caught in the rain, let's go together."

Later, they went to the bus station with an umbrella.

The umbrella was not big enough, but Ning Shumo was well protected, and Sheng Wen got half of his body wet.

The teenager didn't care. After sending her to the bus stop, he even gave the girl an umbrella and ran away silently.

Ning Shumo knew that his home was not far from the Third Middle School, and he never had to take the subway or bus.

But today... Instead, she came to the bus station with her.

Ning Shumo couldn't help laughing as he watched Sheng Wen's back running away. He was so stupid that he forgot to hold his umbrella when he got out of the car. In the end, he was caught in the rain.

But the girl swears that this is the fastest rain in her life and she is very happy.

From this moment on, Ning Shumo decided not to let it go.

She has to study hard and strive to enter a university with Shengwen. Perhaps Shengwen will not reject her again by that time.

It's a pity that the girl knows that Sheng Wen's target is Xiao Da in Beicheng, C9 that can only go to the top students among the top students.

And she... Although she is in the top class and has good academic performance, she is still far behind the "top class". For more than ten years of recklessness, and seeing that the college entrance examination is still three months away, it seems that it must be too late to hold the Buddha's feet temporarily.

"Yinyin, I don't want to leave regrets for myself, but..."

One day, Ning Shumo sincerely told Bai Xunyin about his troubles, and sighed softly: "I may really not be able to pass Xiao Da."

A carefree girl who has been lacking roots from a young age will sometimes be upset.

Bai Xunyin did not write down any futile comfort on the paper this time, she just hugged her little girl-she didn't want Amo to be hurt, but maybe everyone has an inevitable in their life.' Mirage'.

The brief happiness is going to disappear after all.

Then it disappears, it is difficult to have it again.

As the pace of the college entrance examination was getting closer, Ning Shumo's smile became less and less.

Even if she pretends to be the usual careless, heartless little nerves, but after all, she can't hide from familiar people.

After self-study one night, all the students were almost gone, and Ning Shumo was still struggling with a math problem in the classroom.

Even if the girl grows up, she is not tall, she is still as thin and small as she was when she was a child, and she shrunk into a ball that is particularly affectionate.

She is not afraid

It's dark alone, sitting on a stool with his brows and knees curled up to solve the problem.

Very serious, even ignoring the surrounding movement-until a black shadow blocked the light above her head and struck down dullly.

Ning Shumo was startled and raised his head subconsciously.

Her hazy eyes, tortured by these exercises of killing a thousand knives, met Sheng Wen's black eyes. The young boy's eyes under the incandescent lamp became colder, her thin lips pressed tightly, and the emotions on her face were obscure.

He didn't say anything, he just stared at the cramped girl sternly.

It's a pity that Ning Shumo didn't notice the boy hanging beside him, his slender fingers clenched into fists forbearingly.

The author has something to say: The story of Amo and Shengwen, probably two or three chapters, the chapter summary will be marked