Legend of the Great Sage

I haven’t asked for a monthly ticket for a long time, so let’s ask for one today!

Well, this is a point, and then I start talking nonsense.

When I was chatting with a friend a few days ago, I said: "If you are happy, it is also a day, and if you are unhappy, it is also a day..."

He must have thought I was going to say, "It's better to live a happier life."

But this was not my conclusion. I said: "Then I am willing to be unhappy and do something."

Thinking about it afterwards, it was a terrible thought!

It's bad enough when a person wants to be happy but can't be happy. Being able to be happy but not wanting to be happy is just awful.

Go away, you damn happy beings, don't try to tempt me!

There must be something wrong with my head! When did it start? I have read too many books that I shouldn’t have read, and I can no longer deceive myself. Or from being unable to blend in with the crowd to deliberately keeping a distance from the crowd.

I have met many people in society. The way to judge whether a person is a loser is very simple. Just talk to him about his destiny. As long as he says something like "everything is fate", he won't run away.

I have met many successful people, and the way to judge whether they are getting carried away is very simple, just talk to them about hard work. If he attributes everything to himself and believes that all losers are due to his own lack of effort, there is no need to listen to other words.

I think I can't do this.

When I failed, I thought that there must be a possibility of success in this matter. If I didn't do it, it was of course a problem of my ability.

When I succeed, I think, if I didn’t have the right luck, I definitely wouldn’t be able to do this. What a great destiny!

So failure is all incompetence, and success is mostly luck. Look what a rational person I am, turning every failure into self-torture and turning every success into a disappointment.

Does being against yourself at every turn count as being played by fate?

In fact, everyone just wants to make themselves more comfortable. Maybe I am the smart fool.

But I just want to be able to say, "Oh, because I'm incompetent" when someone asks me what happened one day when I fail miserably.

Rather than boring answers such as the sinister nature of people's hearts, the darkness of society, destiny, etc.

So for this "great" goal, I kept fighting with myself, being stepped into the mud again and again, struggling painfully.

Trapped in mud, my heart is in a frenzy, and the moon is empty...

Others think there is something wrong with you and you are just living a good life, and they don’t know what you are struggling with.

Yes, there's something fucking wrong with me! At this age, I still don’t want to believe nonsense like “plainness is the truth”.

Even if all the chickens in the chicken pen tell me that eating rice pecks and basking in the sun is a good day, I will still climb up to the roof and take off like an eagle.

Even if I never become an eagle in my life, I will never admit that eating rice pecks and basking in the sun is a good life. God, let it torture me forever!

Do your best to ensure your destiny. How can we live up to our destiny if we haven’t fulfilled our duties?

Well, this is my vote-seeking speech, which is considered a deduction. R1152