Marvel: I have a serious mental illness

【…Yes or No…it’s all your choice.】

[Are you afraid? Are you afraid? If this is really the case, then stop, forget all this, and treat it as nothing happened...]

[Believe me, just close your eyes and take a nap, and you will forget all this, you will forget what happened today, and you will forget my existence.]

[You can still be your light of New York, you can still be your Mr. Jake, you can still be Tony Stark's best friend, you can still be the savior of the world, you can still do what you want to do...

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[Whatever you think of me, then I will be whatever you think of me... If you think of me as a nightmare, then I will be all your nightmares; if you think of me as an enemy, then I will be your enemy that can never be defeated; if you think of me as a demon in hell

Satan, then I will prevent you from ever going to heaven...]

[Zhou Ran, I have been waiting for you to discover me, I have been waiting for this day to come, and I have been waiting for your choice and answer...]

On the computer screen, there are still pitch black text popping up.

On the white screen, the pitch-black text was extremely clear, each one baring its teeth and claws, like the seductress in hell, frantically attacking Zhou Ran's mind.

It impacted his clear consciousness and his steely will.

This is an indescribable fear, this is an indescribable chaos.

No one can help him.

Only he himself can help himself.

No one can redeem him.

Only he himself can redeem himself.

Zhou Ran once thought that clowns were the greatest fear and chaos.

But in front of this soul of editing words, the clowns seem to be no longer worth mentioning.

Even without seeing that soul, Zhou Ran could feel the huge shadow of that soul from these fragmented and messy words.

It was a shadow that could bind him severely.

In front of that shadow, all his disguises are like porcelain. If he drops it lightly, it will be full of cracks and will shatter to the ground.

It was as if someone had stripped him of all his clothes, and he was put naked on a carriage carrying a cage, and rumbled through the bustling downtown...

Despair, helplessness, panic, confusion... Negative emotions were like the endless sea, rolling up his body and slamming it into the dark and muddy soil of the seabed, annihilating his soul in the endless wilderness.

Zhou Ran curled up on the chair like a baby, burying his head tightly in his chest like an ostrich encountering an enemy. Faced with these words that shattered his whole body, he chose to escape.

He has no courage, he has lost all courage...

He is no longer a prophetic time traveler.

He is no longer the light of New York, Mr. Jake, whom people are vying to praise.

He is no longer the disguised, capable, omnipotent, as dazzling as a god, the idol of young people across America, the unique Mr. Jake.

He became his original self, a cowardly ordinary person, an ugly duckling who dared not look in the mirror, a mortal who was nothing and knew nothing...

Boom!

The dark spiritual palace suddenly began to shatter...

Sitting cross-legged on the futon, clasping his hands and chanting sutras silently, Xiao Zizai opened his scarlet eyes. His body began to dim and become transparent, as if he was about to disappear.

He pushed up the glasses on the bridge of his nose, a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and murmured in a low voice: "All sentient beings who have not yet been liberated have unstable nature and consciousness, bad habits have accumulated karma, good habits have resulted, and they are born doing good or evil, and they are born according to circumstances."
"Wandering through the five paths, there is no rest for a while, moving through earthly kalpas, confusing obstacles, like a fish swimming in a net, it will be a long stream, falling in and out, and being caught in the net again."

"Thus, my generation, I should be worried about you. Since you have fulfilled your past vows, reaffirmed your oaths through many calamities, and punished many sinners, why should I worry..."

"Namo Great Wish Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva..."

Xiao Zizai recited the salvation scriptures. He was saving himself, and he was also saving the people who died in his hands.

Today seems to be a day of relief.

Today also seems to be a day to leave.

Hannibal frowned, his eyes full of doubts, and he said with a weird expression: "I'm not hungry anymore. This is a feeling of fullness I've never experienced before. I don't want to eat anyone at all..."

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"Besides, I feel like I'm going to disappear. I'm really going to disappear. Jake doesn't seem to need me anymore..."

"What the hell is going on?"

Sun Wukong, who had just returned to the spiritual world from the outside world, was lying lazily on the ground. He reached out and took out his ears, curled his lips, and mocked: "Human spirit and will are limited, and there is a critical value.

, when this critical value is reached, it will completely collapse..."

"In layman's terms, when an omniscient and omnipotent being thinks that he is no longer omniscient and omnipotent, he will lose his omniscient and omnipotent power and become a mortal..."

"Everything in the world arises due to causes and conditions, and will naturally perish due to causes and conditions... We all appeared because of him. Now that he has collapsed, we will naturally turn into a dream and vanish into ashes."

"Alas, what is permanent becomes impermanent, and in the end everything becomes an empty word... This guy is really powerful. In just a few breaths, he completely destroyed Zhou Ran... What is he? Is he an inner demon?"

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The clown sighed and said: "He is a madman, a madman who is extremely twisted. He is an extremely special existence."

"He is 0, I am 1. I am the first consciousness to appear in this darkness, but he is a monster who appeared when I did not appear..."

"He has always been very quiet and silent, with a sense of transparency, but because both of us are madmen, I can feel the madness in his bones."

"It's just, when did this guy run out? I remember I never closed my eyes... It's really weird..."

"Mr. Clown, you must have something, right..." Hannibal walked quickly to the clown and asked in an extremely urgent voice: "Mr. Clown, I really don't want to die... I haven't eaten human flesh yet!

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The clown rolled his eyes and said: "Hannibal, I am not a god, I am not omnipotent, and I have my own limits..."

"Among all personalities, his weight is the first, while the monkey and I can only maintain the second place..."

"Don't put a high hat on my old grandson's head. I am not as powerful as you... Clown, if you dare to tell such lies again, don't blame me for exposing all your background!" Sun Wukong blinked.

Blinking his eyes, he smiled and cursed.

After hearing this, the clown showed a wry smile, spread his hands, and said helplessly: "Oh, it's really difficult. If I had known this, I shouldn't have let you, a monkey, jump out of the stone."

"Monkey, you are not afraid of anything, and you have not put a seal on your mouth. Sooner or later, you will have to expose all the things I have hidden..."

"I'm going to fight that guy to see what he means... My dear Jake, he hasn't achieved his greatness yet, so he can't fall down here. I specially found an interesting guy for him.

Become a historian!"

After that, the clown straightened his suit, straightened the tie around his neck, pulled his face, stuck out his tongue, opened his eyes full of confusion, and showed an extremely crazy smile.

"Hoo ho ho... Cute little pudding, I'm here to find you..."

"Jie Jie Jie... Actually, I have wanted to have a good communication with you for a long time, but I have never found a suitable time."

"This time, after several meetings, the great clown is here to announce that the feast for two ultimate lunatics is beginning."

The clown squinted his eyes, laughed and walked into the dark fog.

Walking forward in the fog, the clown felt like he was stepping on mud with each foot, and his trousers slowly became wet.

It's water...

It’s still that sticky water...

Maybe it's not water... it's some other liquid...

The water level soon reached the clown's knees and was still rising, covering his waist and his chest.

The air also started to become turbid. It didn't smell bad, but it was really depressing.

The clown held up a handful of water, took a look at it, and couldn't help but frown, and said: "Oh, it turns out it's not water, it's blood... Hehe, the place where this guy lives is really not that bad..."<

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"But where did this blood come from?"

The clown shook his head and continued to move forward. Fortunately, the thick blood did not continue to rise and only reached his chest.

This can be considered the good news among the bad news.

I continued walking for a while.

The clown has arrived at his destination.

It was a dark room, and there was no other color except pitch black.

There is a trace of depression in the air.

An indescribable fear is spreading.

Madness and chaos fill every corner...

The clown grinned and said: "I like this emotion, which is full of charm... Although I have always been used to walking at night, sometimes I need a little light."

The clown snapped his fingers, and the dark space did not become brighter. It was still as dark as ever. Only a beam of light appeared on his hand.

Seeing this, the clown blinked his crazy and confused eyes and laughed loudly: "It's getting more and more interesting. My weight is actually compressed like this. You must be an amazing guy..."

The clown hurriedly came to the dark room and shined the light beam in his hand into it.

His pupils suddenly dilated, and a figure covered in chains appeared in his sight.

No, no, not full of chains!

Instead, the chains penetrated the body, and the red blood continued to flow along the chains, drop by drop, forming a river, drop by drop, forming the sea...

Feel the light.

The figure slowly raised his head, revealing a pale face. That face looked exactly like Zhou Ran's, except for the eyes.

These are a pair of extremely dark eyes.

The clown raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Oh, I didn't expect you to be in such a miserable state... Why would you do such a thing?"

"I have always thought you are a very friendly person. After all, in the battle with Phoenix, you were very polite and saved us..."

"And that time with Kang the Conqueror, you reached out and grabbed his neck."