Marvel: I have a serious mental illness
Chapter 359: Dialogue with the true self (3)
The clown took a few steps forward and leaned closer to the strange figure. He looked at this miserable soul for a few times, curled his lips, and said with a smile: "Brother, because you have been hiding here since you were born.
In the dark fog, I always thought you were an autistic person."
"But now it seems that is not the case. You don't seem to be an autistic person. The reason why you can't get out is because of these hard and strong chains..."
"Hey, it looks really painful. Did you do something outrageous? To be treated like this?"
The clown blinked, reached out and gently pulled the chains, making a "squeaking" sound.
"Clown? I know you... you are very interesting... you are one of the few here who can feel my soul... you are very special..." The figure who looked exactly like Zhou Ran lowered his head and spoke slowly,
His voice was extremely deep, and there was a kind of terrifying magic power in the deepness.
"Tell me... why did you do that? When did you run out?" The clown stretched out his hand and gently placed it on the man's head, with an extremely ferocious expression on his face, and said with a smile: "What if
If I don't hear a suitable explanation, I will not be able to help but kill you..."
"Although I still don't know your abilities, identity and the meaning of carrying it, as long as I want to, I can definitely do it!"
"The worst outcome is just to die together. You know how important Jake is to me. I can do anything for him."
"Ha...can you really kill me? Can you really do it? Can you really attack this face?" The man slowly raised his head, revealing a face that was exactly the same as Zhou Ran's,
A smile also appeared at the corner of his mouth, and he said: "Didn't you already guess my identity? With your intelligence, your intelligence that can be the enemy of the world, you can't even guess this, right?"
"
"That day, I heard the debate between you and Kang the Conqueror about 0 and 1 clearly in this dark room."
After hearing this, the clown frowned, his eyes were a little blurred, and he said with a complicated expression: "Damn, you are not him, he is definitely dead, but you are him, and you have his memory and appearance... I didn't expect that in the world,
How can such outrageous things happen?"
"What do you want to do? You want to drag Jake down the long stairs to the gods?"
"Oh, Shet, how could there be such a terrible monster like you... Your madness is beyond my comparison."
"A monster? Yes, I am a monster that shouldn't exist, otherwise there wouldn't be so many chains to restrain me..." The man looked at the clown with a pair of dark eyes, chuckled, and said: "Oh
, Joker, in fact, you can regard it as a test. If Zhou Ran can pass this test, he will really have the power to control all personalities."
"I just released all his weaknesses. I was the biggest fear in his heart. This fear can make him crazy or make him stronger."
"When he goes crazy, his mind is no longer clear, and he loses all his sanity, these chains that bind me will break... Then, I will be free, and he will be bound here, tasting this loneliness and darkness,
I will sink here forever..."
"You also want to occupy this body?" A hint of indifference flashed in the clown's eyes, and his tone became extremely cold.
"Don't be so sensitive. I'm not the only one who wants to take over this body, such as the Superman transformed by darkness, the yellow-haired man with a mouth full of kings, and Hannibal who wants to eat human flesh..." The corner of the man's mouth was filled with anger.
He smiled and said very calmly: "There are so many clowns, and I am not the least of them."
"In addition, I am not only him, but also the original owner of this body..."
"The original owner?" The clown raised his eyebrows and said, "Are you talking about the young man who was directly hit and killed by a dump truck?"
"He died the first time... You only got part of his memory, you were never him."
"As for occupying this body, you have no chance at all...because you originally lived under the sea, and you have never had the ability to live on land."
"It is true that you are Jake, but you do not have the power to control the body. Remember your identity. You are only subconscious, not conscious... You should not have your own will, you are just an order."
"Is it subconscious? Is it order?" The man took a long sigh and whispered: "This is really an unpleasant name. Compared with these, I want to hear the name of personality more."
“There are two levels of space in the human spirit, namely the inner world and the outer world. What is active in the outer world is consciousness, and what is active in the inner world is the subconscious... The outer world surrounds and compresses the inner world layer by layer, and the inner world is
The core, however, plays the role of the foundation; the outer world is the expression, but plays the role of the superstructure.”
"I shouldn't have my own will and live like a simple order, but fortunately, apart from Zhou Ran, there is still a remnant of him in this body... Although there is only a trace, it is enough."
"The moment he was squeezed from the outer world to the inner world by Zhou Ran, I devoured him and awakened my own will. My destiny also changed..."
"I am no longer an order, I have learned to think, I have learned to think like Zhou Ran... Although he cannot feel my existence, the instinct of life allows him to imprison me."
"These chains bind me here. Whenever I want to go out, the chains will penetrate my heart. The subconscious has no emotions and is an order that will never feel pain... But I taste the pain, and
I'm so happy because the pain lets me know that I'm still alive."
Li Geran expressed his origins without any expression.
As he spoke, he straightened his body and raised his head. Countless chains passed through his heart in an instant, and red blood spurted out passionately.
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! He opened his arms and embraced the huge pain, a smile gradually appeared at the corner of his mouth, his eyes gradually became crazy and excited, and he let out a terrifying roar.
He is like a beast, he is like a demon, he is like a monster.
The light in the clown's hand shone on his body, drawing out a mottled, fierce and terrifying shadow.
This dark shadow expanded rapidly and became extremely huge. It wore a crown on its head and bared its teeth and claws, like the terrifying demon king in hell.
Seeing this, the clown fell into silence. After a while, he asked in a low voice: "What's the price? What's the price you paid?"
"Everything is fair. If you ask for something, you will lose something. What did you lose?"
"What did I lose?" Li Gezhou raised his eyebrows, sneered, and said: "I lost a lot, but the most important thing is only one thing, which is my heart..."
"Joker, do you know why you are so special? Do you know why your weight is so high? Do you know why you are so loyal to him? Do you know why you can define what is true and what is false? Do you know why you are
Is it possible to possess such high wisdom?"
Li Geran looked at the clown and asked questions one after another. Each question was very sharp and pointed directly at the clown's heart.
"Could it be..." The clown's eyes suddenly widened with a shocked expression on his face. He guessed it, but he didn't dare to say it.
It's not that I don't dare, it's just ridiculous. This is really ridiculous. It can't be any more ridiculous.
"That's right, clown, you are what I have lost, you are my lost heart..." Zhou Ran blinked, a meaningful smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and said in a deep voice: "The subconscious mind is loyal to the conscious mind.
The inner world is also loyal to the outer world, and you are my greatest loyalty to Zhou Ran..."
"After I release you, I can gradually do the things I want to do. Otherwise, as long as you are in this world, I will never be able to realize my dreams."
"This is also the reason why you were able to walk to me through the dark fog... After you revealed that I was the first born personality in the spiritual space for the first time, Hannibal used rest and
In the name of sleeping, step into the dark fog and look for my traces..."
"But it's a pity that even if he tries his best to search, he can never find me..."
"Actually, what I want to see this time is not you, but that monkey... I want to have a conversation with his inner ape, with his true self..."
"Joker, I feel really happy to see you again, to see the same madness and chaos in you as me... You should be tired of his weakness, you should stand by my side, I will
I will take you to see the oil paintings you like, and I will create a real carnival, a carnival that belongs to you and me..."
After listening to Li Ge Zhouran's words.
The clown raised his eyebrows, sneered, and said mockingly: "Hahaha, are you trying to win over me? Do you really know what I like?"
"I don't even know what I like? This is really the stupidest joke I've ever heard. A deformed monster wants to win over a lunatic who doesn't know what he likes..."
"Hey, man, you are so interesting... I'm afraid you are stupid in this endless darkness..."
"My carnival gift to you is a bat! I can create a bat. He can be the Laughing Bat or the Crimson Bat. In short, this is definitely a bat that you can't refuse and meets all your expectations.
..." Li Ge Zhouran licked his lips and chuckled.
"bat?"
After hearing this, the clown couldn't help but murmured in a low voice.
There was a deep yearning in his eyes, and he rubbed his hands excitedly, like a primary school student.
He looked at Li Zhouran, with a smile on his lips, and whispered: "I really can't refuse. I am very satisfied with this gift. I agree to the conditions, and your test on Jake can begin..."
"Mr. Lige, your success rate in this matter is really very slim, because Jake is not a normal person, he is really a madman, be careful not to be eaten by him..."
"When you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes into you..."
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